Chapter 4: Flashback
Riley’s POV
I woke up with a jolt, my heart pounding so hard I thought it might burst out of my chest. My sheets were soaked in sweat, clinging to me like a second skin, and the faint scent of the forest still lingered in my nose, a cruel trick my mind played on me.
The nightmare had come again. The same one.
I swung my legs off the bed, my feet hitting the cool wooden floor as I ran a trembling hand through my hair.
I couldn’t get the images out of my head: blood staining the earth, my father’s body lying limp in the moonlight, the sharp, snarling voice of the Beta accusing me.
“You did this, Riley! You killed him!”
“Stop,” I muttered to myself, squeezing my eyes shut. But the memories weren’t just nightmares. They were real.
I pulled in a shaky breath, trying to steady myself. My wolf, speedy clawed at the surface, angry and restless.
It always happened after these dreams as if the wolf wanted to rip through me and go back to that night, to fight, to avenge.
But I couldn’t. I was here now, far from the pack and the lies that had shattered my life.
“Get it together,” I whispered, pushing myself to stand. The room around me was still dark, the faint glow of dawn slipping through the blinds.
I crossed the small space to the window and leaned my head against the cool glass, staring out into the quiet neighborhood.
A flash of my father’s face appeared in my mind, his proud smile, his booming laugh. He’d always been larger than life. The strongest Alpha our pack had ever seen.
And now he was dead.
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Flashback
It had been a night like any other, the full moon hanging high in the sky. I’d just returned from a patrol when the sound of shouting reached my ears.
“Something’s wrong,” my wolf, Speedy had whispered.
I sprinted through the trees, the scent of blood growing stronger with each step. My chest tightened as I burst into the clearing, only to freeze.
My father lay on the ground, motionless. Blood soaked the earth beneath him, and the metallic tang hit me like a fist to the gut.
“Dad?” I choked out, stumbling forward.
Before I could reach him, strong hands grabbed me, yanking me back. I struggled, but the Beta’s voice cut through the chaos.
“It was him! Riley did this!”
The pack gasped.
“What?” I whipped my head around, staring at the Beta, Zane my father’s oldest friend. “That’s not true! I just got here!”
His cold eyes narrowed, his lips curling into a sinister smirk that only I seemed to notice. “Liar. Who else could get close enough to kill the Alpha without him knowing? It’s his own son!”
“No!” My voice cracked as I looked around desperately. “You have to believe me. I didn’t—”
“Silence!” Zane roared. “We saw you with the blood on your hands!”
I looked down in horror. My fingers were stained red, but I hadn’t touched him—had I?
My vision blurred, my pulse pounding in my ears.
“Beta Zane,” one of the pack elders said quietly, his gaze wary. “What do you suggest we do?”
Zane didn’t even hesitate. “He’s a traitor. A murderer. He deserves death.”
Gasps erupted around me.
My wolf screamed in rage, but I couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe. I knew then that this was a setup. Zane had planned this, killed my father and framed me to seize power.
I didn’t wait to find out what would happen next. My survival instincts kicked in, and I broke free from the wolves holding me, bolting into the forest. Behind me, howls erupted, and the sound of pursuit echoed through the night.
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The memory faded as I pushed myself away from the window, my breathing ragged. That was the night I lost everything: my father, my home, my pack. I’d been running ever since.
They still hunted me. Zane wouldn’t rest until I was dead, not when I was the only one who could challenge his claim to Alpha.
I sighed heavily and padded into the small kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water. The nightmares always left me feeling hollow, a ghost of the man I used to be.
After escaping, I’d hidden in human cities, blending in as best as I could. I didn’t have much choice.
Humans didn’t ask questions, didn’t sniff out lies like wolves did. I kept my head down, moved often, and survived.
Photography had been a saving grace. It was something I’d picked up during the quiet moments on patrols, capturing the moon, the forest, the fleeting beauty of life. Now it paid the bills. I worked freelance, kept to myself, and stayed far away from trouble.
This neighborhood was supposed to be a fresh start. A quiet place where I could lay low for a while. I’d taken the house next to Ethan’s because it was close to a studio that had offered me steady work. Nothing more.
The fact that Ethan lived next door? Pure coincidence. I hadn’t even seen him until today when he proposed to help me, his nervous smile and warm hazel eyes catching me off guard.
My wolf had stilled, as if it recognized him.
“Fate,” I muttered bitterly to myself. “What a joke.”
I downed the glass of water and glanced at the clock. Almost 7 a.m. Ethan would probably be awake by now, doing what? Maybe pacing in his living room or wearing that adorable frown I noticed he always got when he was thinking too hard.
Adorable? I winced at myself. “Get a grip, Riley.”
But I couldn’t ignore the pull I felt toward him, no matter how much I tried. It wasn’t just attraction, it was deeper than that. Like my soul recognized his.
I shook my head and grabbed a towel, wiping the sweat from my face. I needed to focus. There was no room in my life for distractions or for lack of a better word feelings.
Especially not with a human.
But as I thought back to our conversation yesterday, his nervous smile, his earnest desperation, I couldn’t help but feel a strange warmth in my chest. I’d agreed to help him because, deep down, I wanted to.
I wanted to know him.
And that terrified me.
“Just one day,” I muttered to myself. “Pretend to be his boyfriend for one day. What’s the worst that co
uld happen?”
The voice in the back of my mind whispered an answer, though I didn’t want to hear it.
Everything.
Chapter 5: Running Into ShadowsEthan I woke up unusually excited that morning. That bastard Liam wouldn’t know what hit him at his wedding. My plan with Riley was already in motion, and the thought of walking into that event with someone so effortlessly charming by my side made my chest swell with anticipation. After a quick shower, I got dressed in a rush, pulling on a crisp white shirt and dark jeans. Luna, my moody tabby, meowed impatiently from the kitchen, her golden eyes glaring at me like I’d committed some grave offense. “Alright, alright, I’m coming,” I muttered, grabbing her food bowl. She purred in satisfaction as I set it down, already digging in. With one last glance in the mirror, messy hair, but manageable, I grabbed my bag and headed out the door. As I locked my apartment, an idea struck me. I turned to Riley’s door. If I could catch him before he left, maybe we could iron out a few more details about our fake relationship. I knocked twice, then waited, shi
Chapter 6: A Chance Encounter Plastering on the most neutral expression I could manage, I turned around slowly.“Liam. Fancy seeing you here.”He smiled, that same charming smile that used to make my heart race. Now it just made my blood boil. “Ethan,” he greeted, as if we were old friends who’d parted amicably. “It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”Not long enough, I thought bitterly, but I kept my face calm. “Yeah, it has.”Liam gestured toward the man standing beside him—tall, poised, and irritatingly perfect. His dark hair was styled with just the right amount of mess, and his tailored suit screamed wealth and class. This had to be Owen.“Ethan, this is Owen,” Liam said, his hand lingering a little too possessively on Owen’s shoulder. “Owen, meet Ethan. We—uh, we used to date.”There it was. The awkward introduction. I wanted to laugh at how Liam stumbled over his words, but I settled for a raised eyebrow. Owen, however, extended his hand like he was meeting an old friend at brunch.
Chapter 7: Memories in FocusRiley’s POVI parked my beaten-down car in the lot outside the studio, killing the engine with a sigh of relief. The sun had risen fully now, the sky painted in soft shades of gold and blue. It was one of those perfect mornings—too perfect for the dark thoughts still lingering at the edge of my mind.“Focus, Riley,” I muttered as I grabbed my camera bag and stepped out, the early city hum filling the air. Work was my escape, the only thing that made sense when nothing else did.The studio was quiet when I walked in, the faint smell of coffee and printer ink lingering in the air. I waved to Marcy, the front desk assistant, who gave me her usual bright smile.“Morning, Riley! Big day ahead?”“Just another day in paradise,” I replied, forcing a smirk.“Don’t forget there’s coffee in the break room,” she added with a wink. “You look like you need it.”I nodded in thanks and headed to my small workspace in the back. The room was cozy, cluttered with camera lens
Chapter 8: Revenge With A Smile Ethan I went to the store after work, my mind still spinning with thoughts of Liam and Owen. What the hell were they doing in front of my office? Was Liam spying on me now? That idiot, that cheater. As if running into them hadn’t been bad enough, he had to act all smug and charming, like nothing had ever happened.I clenched my jaw as I stood in the frozen food aisle, staring blankly at the selection of pizzas. My fridge had been empty since the weekend—I hadn’t gone grocery shopping after hiding out at home, wallowing in my own misery. It was Monday now, and with Riley coming over later, I needed to get my act together. The last thing I wanted was for him to think I couldn’t even manage to feed myself.I grabbed a box of frozen dumplings and threw it into the basket, followed by a carton of eggs, some vegetables, and whatever else looked easy to cook. My budget wasn’t exactly thriving, but I figured I could splurge a little since Riley was doing me s
**Riley’s POV** By the time I arrived at Ethan’s place, the sun had dipped below the horizon, and the city was bathed in a soft orange glow. I sat in my car for a moment, gripping the steering wheel, trying to calm the fluttering in my stomach. This wasn’t just about playing pretend anymore—something about Ethan’s desperation, the pain in his voice when he’d called earlier, made this feel personal. With a deep breath, I grabbed my camera bag—it always went everywhere with me, though it was useless tonight—and made my way to his apartment. When the door swung open, Ethan’s face greeted me, his expression frazzled. His damp hair clung to his forehead, and his fitted black sweater clung in all the right places, despite his nervous energy. “Riley,” he said quickly, stepping aside. “Come in.” I stepped into his apartment, the cozy space buzzing with a chaotic warmth. Grocery bags were half-unpacked on the counter, and a red-haired woman lounged on the couch, her legs stretched out
10Ethan’s POVThe moment the door clicked shut behind Riley, I let out a long breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. For a split second, the apartment felt eerily quiet, save for the faint buzz of the TV Ava had barely pretended to watch all night.I turned to face her, and there she was—sprawled on the couch like she owned the place, her legs crossed, a smirk plastered across her face. She was crunching on a chip with the kind of casual defiance that made my blood boil.“Ava,” I said through gritted teeth, crossing my arms.“What?” she replied innocently, tossing another chip into her mouth. “Did I embarrass you, lover boy?”“Embarrass me?” I barked, my voice rising before I caught myself. “You were relentless! You didn’t stop talking about how ‘hot’ Riley is, and you didn’t even try to tone it down. Do you know how awkward you made this for me?”Ava shrugged, clearly unfazed. “Awkward for you, maybe. Riley didn’t seem to mind. If anything, he looked like he was having fun.”I ra
11EthanThe next morning, I awoke to the sound of my alarm blaring in my ear. My eyes shot open, and I immediately groaned, reaching for my phone to silence the obnoxious noise."Ugh... too early," I muttered, rolling over and rubbing my face with one hand. The soft hum of traffic outside was a reminder that the world kept moving whether I was ready or not.I dragged myself out of bed, cursing under my breath as I stumbled toward the bathroom. After splashing water on my face, I caught my reflection in the mirror. I looked like a disaster."Great," I grumbled. I tried to tame my wild hair as best I could, knowing it would never be perfect. It was one of those days where everything felt off, and I wasn’t sure if it was the lack of sleep, the looming wedding, or something else entirely.After quickly dressing in a dark jacket and black jeans, I grabbed my bag and headed to the kitchen, where Ava was sitting at the counter, casually eating cereal."You're still here?" I asked, raising an
12Ethan I pushed open the door to Samantha's office, forcing myself to calm down before stepping inside. Samantha, my boss, sat behind her massive oak desk, her piercing gray eyes scanning a file. She was a statuesque woman in her early forties, with sleek blonde hair tied in a low bun and a sharp suit that screamed authority. Everything about her, from her meticulously manicured nails to her intimidating presence, radiated control. “Morning, Ethan,” she greeted without looking up. Her voice was clipped but professional. “Morning, Samantha,” I replied, trying to keep my tone neutral as I took a seat across from her.She finally looked up, her eyes narrowing slightly. "You're late."I stiffened but managed a curt nod. “I apologize. It won’t happen again.”“It better not. Punctuality is key, Ethan. You know that,” she said, flipping through the papers in front of her. "Now, let’s get started. I need updates on the Markham project. Are the numbers finalized?"I cleared my throat, pul
25EthanThe first course arrived, and while everyone else dove into their salads, I couldn’t even muster the energy to pick up my fork. My mind buzzed with half-formed thoughts, questions I’d never get answers to, and regrets that felt heavier with every passing minute. Riley must’ve noticed my daze because he leaned in, his voice low enough that only I could hear. “You’ve got two choices, Ethan: you can let this night swallow you, or you can own it. Your call.” I glanced at him, his easy confidence like a lifeline. “How do you always know the right thing to say?” He smirked. “It’s a gift. And years of pretending to know what I’m doing.” I laughed, a real laugh this time, and his smirk softened into a warm smile. “Better,” he said, tapping his glass against mine. “Now eat something before you pass out. We’ve still got a lot of night ahead of us.” As I picked at my food, Riley casually turned the charm up a notch, laughing a little too loudly at my weak jokes and pulling m
24EthanRiley’s hand tightened slightly on mine as he noticed my sudden tension. “Friend of yours?” he asked, his tone dripping with sarcasm. I groaned inwardly. “Far from it.”Jonathan’s grin widened as he stepped closer to our table, his eyes gleaming with that infuriating mix of smugness and mock concern. “Ethan!” he said, dragging out my name like he was savoring it. “What a surprise to see you here. Wow, *at the wedding of your ex,* no less. Didn’t think you’d show your face after… well, you know.” I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to stay calm. “Hello, Jonathan. Always a pleasure to see you.” Riley leaned back in his chair, his arm casually draping over the back of mine. “Who’s this?” he asked, his tone light but his gaze sharp. Jonathan’s attention flicked to Riley, and his expression faltered for half a second before he plastered on another fake smile. “Ah, and who might you be?” “Riley,” he said smoothly, extending a hand. “Ethan’s boyfriend.” Jonathan hesitate
23EthanWe moved toward the grand entrance of the venue, and my jaw nearly dropped at the sight of the place. The towering golden gates framed by ivy, the soft glow of fairy lights hanging from the trees, and the sound of a distant string quartet—it all screamed elegance. Inside, I could already see well-dressed guests milling around, glasses of champagne in hand. I swallowed hard, feeling my stomach churn. My nerves were shot. My hands felt clammy, my heart raced, and I had the sudden, irrational urge to turn and run. God, I was so nervous I felt like peeing and pooping at the same time. My stomach hurt so bad I thought I might actually keel over. Riley, walking confidently beside me, must have noticed my panic because he reached over and grabbed my hand in his own. His grip was firm, warm, and grounding. I turned to look at him, wide-eyed, like a deer caught in headlights. “Breathe,” he said softly, his voice steady. “You’ve got this.” His words, paired with the gentle pr
22RileyI headed back to my room after Ethan went to get ready. It hit me that I still hadn’t decided what to wear. Sure, tonight was all about Ethan, but I couldn’t exactly show up looking like I’d just rolled out of bed. The clothes I bought with him were still in the bag on my chair. I pulled them out and held the shirt up to my chest in the mirror. It was nice—sleek, fitted, and way classier than my usual vibe. Perfect for tonight. Still, I was feeling a little... stressed. It wasn’t just about Ethan pulling this off; it was about me not screwing it up. What kind of friend would I be if I let him down now? I quickly got dressed, the jeans fitting just snug enough to make me wonder if I’d eaten too much pizza lately. The shirt, though, was a winner. When I buttoned it up and gave myself a once-over, I had to admit I looked decent. Not that it mattered. “Alright, Riley,” I muttered to myself, pacing my room as I pulled on my shoes. “You’re here to help Ethan, not to stress
21EthanI said goodbye to Riley and headed back to my apartment next door. The moment I stepped inside, the nerves hit me again like a freight train. My chest felt tight, my palms were sweaty, and my mind was racing with every possible way this could go horribly wrong.I paced back and forth in my tiny living room, unable to sit still. My anxiety had reached the point where I was gnawing on my fingernails—a nasty habit I couldn’t seem to break when I was extremely stressed. I hated how I always spiraled like this.Luna, my gray cat, rubbed against my feet, purring softly. Normally, she was a calming presence, but right now, I couldn’t deal with her either. “Not now, Luna,” I muttered, gently pushing her away with my foot.She let out an indignant screech before swiping at my ankle with her claws. “Ow! Luna!” I yelped, glaring at her as a stinging scratch appeared on my skin. She hissed at me, tail flicking angrily, before darting off into my bedroom.“Fine! Be like that!” I shouted a
20EthanThe moment Riley suggested we practice one last time for Liam’s wedding, I was hit with a mix of excitement and soul-crushing nerves. This was my plan—a ridiculous, dramatic, borderline petty plan—but still my plan. And Riley, my next-door neighbor-turned-partner-in-crime, had been nothing but patient, which made me feel a little guilty about dragging him into this.“Ethan,” Riley said, his voice calm and steady, as always. “You’re spiraling again.”“No, I’m not,” I muttered, pacing back and forth in his living room. “I’m… processing.”“You’re panicking,” he corrected, stepping in front of me and placing his hands on my shoulders. His touch was firm but grounding. “Stop stressing yourself out. We’ve got this.”I stared at him, trying to let his confidence seep into me. Riley was always like this—calm, collected, like he had everything under control. It was infuriating and comforting all at once.“Fine,” I sighed, shrugging his hands off. “Let’s go through it again. From the t
19RileyI hadn’t meant for Ethan to notice. Hell, I hadn’t meant to do it. The coffee table incident was a slip, plain and simple—a stupid mistake caused by nerves and too much pent-up energy. But when I saw the way he looked at me, eyes wide and full of questions, I knew I’d messed up.Now, as Ethan sat across from me on the couch, his brows furrowed in that annoyingly determined way, I could feel the tension hanging heavy in the air. My wolf instincts, normally buried deep beneath layers of control, were buzzing—restless, heightened, and far too attuned to him.When he’d brushed my hand earlier, just the lightest touch, it was like a spark had shot through me. Not the kind of spark you’d get from static electricity—no, this was something deeper. Primal.And that was the problem.I couldn’t afford to let my wolf instincts take over, not here, not with him.“Better left alone,” I’d said. It was true—my secrets weren’t just mine to keep. They were a matter of survival. For me. For my
18EthanAs I left Riley’s apartment, my mind still buzzed with everything that had happened. The image of him lifting the coffee table with one hand played on a loop, and his words—sharp, vulnerable, defensive—were etched in my memory.But for now, I needed a break.My house was just next door, a small but cozy place I’d called home for the past three years. As soon as I unlocked the door, Luna, my fluffy gray tabby, bolted toward me, meowing in her usual dramatic way.“Hey, Luna,” I greeted, bending down to scoop her up with one hand, my other hand holding the small bag of clothes I’d brought from Riley’s. She purred immediately, nuzzling her head against my chest.“You missed me, huh?” I said softly, stroking her head. Her soft fur was a comfort I hadn’t realized I needed until now.I kicked the door shut behind me and locked it, still cradling Luna as she settled into my arms like royalty. “You wouldn’t believe the night I’ve had,” I muttered, heading toward the living room.Luna
17EthanThat night, as Riley and I spread out the wedding essentials across his coffee table, I found myself watching him more closely than usual. It wasn’t intentional at first, but something about the way he moved caught my attention. He was quick, deliberate, like he already knew where everything belonged before I even voiced a preference.“Pass me the cufflinks,” I said, holding out a hand.Riley didn’t even glance up from the pile he was sorting. He slid them across the table toward me, perfectly aligned with my fingers. “Already ahead of you,” he said, a small smirk playing on his lips.I stared at him for a beat longer than I should have. “How did you…?”“Intuition,” he replied, his tone light as he picked up a tie and began folding it. “You’re predictable, Ethan.”“Predictable?” I scoffed, grabbing the cufflinks. “I’ll have you know I’m full of surprises.”Riley snorted, giving me a sidelong glance. “Sure you are. Like the time you ‘surprised’ me by ordering the exact same c