~Zenaida~Days passed too quickly that I didn't notice. Alpha Ares and I were finally back together, and nothing changed between the two of us. Perhaps, Ares made so many efforts just to prove how sorry he was for leaving a month ago. I kept telling him that he didn't need to do that, but he insisted. Knowing Ares, I let him do what he wanted to do as long as it won't affect his responsibility as the alpha of the Silver Moon Pack.Ares is not around me. He had something to do and it really needed his attention. I have decided to stay in the pack because I don't want to disturb him. While waiting for him, I let myself be busy. I helped the kitchen staff once again by giving free food towards the pack wolves. The wolves in the Silver Moon Pack were very lucky towards Ares. He made sure the health of his people by providing them with their necessities. He doesn't fail to do that and here I am, slowly finding what I want to do as help towards Ares. I have slowly realized that supporting th
~Zenaida~My head spins after Isabella leaves me. My friends Zoey and Cassandra immediately approached me when they noticed my sudden dizziness.“Are you alright?”My attention turned to Cassandra. Seeing the reaction from their faces made me sigh. My friends looked worried about my situation, and it made me smile. I could feel from their faces that they cared a lot about me.“I just felt a little dizzy.”They furrowed their brows from what I have uttered. It took them for a minute before they decided to speak.“This is maybe because of Isabella. That woman made our blood boil. You have no idea how we wanted to attack her from earlier. She's being so annoying.”The way Zoey grit her teeth after telling me those words made me feel better. Seeing the emotion from her face made me feel better. I am really so grateful that my friends are here with me, especially when I am needing them most. They never failed to help me. Cassandra and Zoey were just my friends since I arrived in this pack.
~Zenaida~As I looked at Isabella and when I remembered those words she asserted made my eyes darken in anger. I am angry because she's too much. She's too much to handle. I used my hand to grab her hair. Isabella wasn't able to defend herself, as I never let go of her. I keep dragging her while walking in the other direction. She did her best to take my hand away, but she never succeeded. Isabella couldn't handle my strength. It was hard for her to remove my grasp from her hair and that even shocked me.Never did I imagine that a warrior like Isabella had not used my strength. She was supposed to be powerful rather than me. She was supposed to be dragging me instead of being dragged. As I was surprised with my strength, I let go of Isabella.“Damn you, Zenaida!”Isabella yelled at me, eyes filled with so much hatred. She climbed on me. Isabella used her hand to attack me, but before it reached my face, I already caught her hand. Teeth were gritted as I looked at her, deep into her ey
~Zenaida~Isabella had not learned her lesson. She still wanted to hurt herself, not minding Ares' warning at her. I can't believe she would have the courage to still challenge me after everything Ares mentioned to her.“If you're not a coward, you have to fight me, Zenaida. Let's show everyone who deserves to be in your position. If you win the fight, I will let you go, but if you fail, you will give up on being Luna. Perhaps, everyone will know that you are not really deserving of it.”I grit my teeth after I heard those words from Isabella. Ares was about to attack her, but I stopped him. He should not interfere with my conflict towards Isabella. This is our battle and I will show her who she was messing with.“You don't know what you were saying, Isabella. Remember, you are more skilled compared to me. I am just a newbie and when it comes to fighting, you have the chance of winning. You know that I won't win against you, so why bother to challenge a newbie like me?”She was so ann
~Zenaida~Isabella warned me with her stares. The only way for Isabella to know that I am not affected is to look at her, straight in the eyes. I was supposed not to show any hints of weakness to her. Isabella won't scare me because I am a Luna and a real Luna doesn't fear anyone.“Of course, I am so much ready, Isabella.”My response to her made her smile widely. I just looked at her, trying to read her mind. I didn't have the ability to read one's mind, but I can read Isabella's facial reaction. She's aiming to win the battle. Beating me on the game would be a trophy to her. She would use this to humiliate me in front of everyone, most of all in front of Ares.However, I won't let that happen. I won't allow Isabella to humiliate me in front of them because even though I may not have the ability like her, I can still show something. I can still prove something and focus is what I need.“I really like that reaction on your face, Zenaida. You're making me alive.”My eyes stared at her.
~Zenaida~I decided to give up on the game because Isabella doesn't want to. Seeing her reaction, it is so impossible for her to give up. She doesn't want to give up out of pride and because I realize that this battle won't do good, I insisted. Although I gave up didn't mean I will allow Isabella to take Ares. It doesn't mean I will give up on being a Luna. Isabella can't take that away from me. She can't do anything to get Ares away from my life. We are together, and I can't allow Ares to be the bet of this stupid fight between us.“You're not doing this to me, Zenaida!”Isabella's scream filled with anger. I stop on walking through Ares' direction just to face her. As I turned my body in her direction, all I could see was anger. She was angry because I insisted on giving up on our battle.“This is my decision, Isabella. You have to respect it. I don't need to fight you just to prove anything because according to Ares, I am good enough. I know in myself that I am good enough.”There
~Zenaida~Three days passed by after the fight between me and Isabella. After that, she's nowhere to be found. I haven't seen her roaming around the pack and I didn't dare ask Ares about it. Speaking of Ares, he's been a bit busy these past three days. I couldn't disturb him because like I said, Ares has to take good care of his responsibility as the Alpha of this pack. I am just beside him to help the best that I could. However, he told me that I should have some rest because lately, I haven't been feeling well. There's something in me that I can't even explain.It used to happen every morning when I woke up. My head seemed to be spinning even though I was so sure that I wasn't tired. I didn't do heavy work for my head to spin like that. But it's bearable and I can handle all of this not until today.I was with my friends this morning for our mission. We are tasked to visit the houses of the pack to personally deliver the food for young wolves. My friends didn't want to bring me with
~Zenaida~I was already in the room and Zoey went back to Cassandra to help her with our work today. She made sure that I entered the room before she left me. I roamed my eyes around the room after letting out a deep breath. Ares is not back yet, so I was just alone. My head is still spinning, and it's getting worse after a minute. I decided to lay on the bed to rest for a moment. It wasn't hard for me to fall asleep because of what I felt now.It's been hours and I haven't noticed the time. I still feel dizzy and this is not right anymore. There must be something with me and I have to know it. I should do something to know what I felt. There might be an explanation about this, and I know someone who can tell me about this. She will help me understand this feeling I feel now.I was on my way to the door when my eyes caught something. My heart pounded so fast when my eyes fixed at Ares' drawers. We are living in one room since we admitted our feelings for each other, but I didn't check