Eva I couldn’t sleep at all, and I couldn’t figure out why. Mostly, I was thinking a lot about dinner. That scene marked me, for some reason, and I wasn’t quite sure why. Perhaps it could be because of how I’d always envisioned families and how the Daxen family contradicted that idea completely. In the Convent, we were taught that families were sacred, and that the members respected and loved each other. We were also told that families were the most important aspect of society, and that without them there would be too many selfish people roaming the earth. Before, I agreed to that blindly. I didn’t know any better; I’d been raised in the Convent, and had never even thought to question my reality. To me, it all made sense, and it never hit me that I was one without a family.But now, that idea was changing. Seeing their struggles made me wonder about the struggles my family probably had. I had to have one at some point, right? Everyone had a mother and a father. For my mother to a
CyrusMy apology wasn’t accepted, just as I knew it wasn’t, but at least it wasn’t sitting on my conscience anymore, just like Eva said. I was glad I’d followed her advice. I had quite a bit of work today, and was dreading it before it even happened because of how much pain I was in. The fight left my muscles aching from the exertion, but for the first time in a long time, I felt alive. Cameron wouldn’t be accompanying me to the Convent, so I went alone. He was more pissed than Vivian even, and I wished I could take the stupid shit I said back, but that wasn’t possible. I hated it when the family was so divided. Then again, we were always like this. It was them against me; always had been. If it weren’t for Eva, I wasn’t sure of what I was going to do with myself. I’d probably keep the argument going and made things much worse. Speaking of which, last night was a breakthrough. I wasn’t exactly sure why I felt that way, but something convinced me of that. We would never go hack to
Eva There was some agitation downstairs though I had no idea why. I decided to check, mostly because I was tired of being in the room all the time. When I reached the top of the stairs, I saw that Cyrus and his uncle were exiting the house. They seemed to be arguing, but I couldn’t make out a word they were saying. I decided to go all the way to the living area. I saw that Marcia was clearing the dining table—she was simply removing a plate and a cup along with a bread basket and a few other things, which appeared to me like someone had a late breakfast. She looked up at me and then lowered her gaze instantly. Honestly, I was confused by her reaction. I thought we were friends, yet somehow, she was treating me like a stranger. “Marcia,” I said as she started toward the kitchen. She didn’t even look at me. “Is everything okay? I thought I might have a word with you.”“I’m quite busy right now. Do let me know if you have any requests, though. I’ll see to them as soon as I can.”My
Cyrus Dinner was served in exactly twenty minutes. I was surprised by the efficiency, and mildly disappointed because I really wanted to make an example of them in hopes that this would never again happen. Eva’s eyes were downcast, and I feared that I’d embarrassed her. She didn’t understand, though. To me, she meant more than all these people even though I’d known her for a shorter time. The fact that my own damn employees were seeking to belittle her when my family was already doing it drove me mad with the kind of rage that could cause some serious damage. Who’d they think they were?Eva could very well be my future Luna. I meant what I’d said. “Let’s eat,” I told her, digging in first even though I wasn’t particularly hungry. I felt guilty for not having told her that I wouldn’t have dinner at home. I told Marcia to deliver the message, though, and she didn’t. For some reason, she interpreted ‘tell Eva I won’t be home for dinner’ as ‘don’t make any dinner and let my mate sta
Eva Only Cyrus and I were having breakfast, which made me wonder where everyone else was though I didn’t have the courage to ask. We didn’t talk about last night. Honestly, I just wanted the whole thing dead and buried. I couldn’t even look at anyone directly in the face; that was how embarrassed I was. After breakfast, Cyrus told me that he had news for me. “Let’s walk around in the garden,” he told me. “I believe we’ll need privacy for this.”We walked around the front garden, not the back one which was all around the pool. Cyrus had his hands clasped behind his back, and he looked especially grim in his black clothing. “Yesterday, I found out something. I don’t know how you’re going to take it, but I want you to know that I’m looking into the matter and that the situation is under control.”“Okay,” I said. “There was a survivor,” he told me. Before I could gasp, he added, “Unfortunately, she didn’t make it. Her injuries were too severe. We couldn’t even get her name.”Goodnes
CyrusWords couldn’t describe how pissed off at Eva I was. For a few reckless moments, I’d allowed myself to hope that something could happen between us. I thought we were making progress. I’d never force her to get into any kind of relationship with me, but I sure as hell wouldn’t mind it if we entered into one consensually. However, with this talk of her becoming Head Priestess of the New Convent, it all would come crashing down and we’d have no chance whatsoever. I never hated Gasper more than I did right now. I invited them to stay for lunch, but they declined, claiming that they had much to do. Gasper was currently explaining to Eva everything that he planned on doing with the Convent, and she was so excited at the prospect that it just made me feel like shit all over again. Meanwhile, Xilian wouldn’t stop looking at me, and it was unnerving. We broke things off. This shouldn’t be happening. She made a signal with her eyebrows the way she always did when she wanted to fuck
EvaI was breathing harshly, and the hand I used to punch him was shaking. “Eva,” he said in disbelief. I saw that his lips were bright red with his blood. “What the hell has gotten into you?”“Get out!” I yelled, not feeling at all guilty about what I’d done. If anything, I wanted to hit him more. Goddess, I felt like an idiot. I was sacrificing my immortal soul because of some scum bag who claimed to want me yet couldn’t keep his hands to himself when a beautiful woman was close by. A scum bag was what he was. Oh, I felt like an idiot!“Not until you tell me what’s wrong,” he insisted, his tongue darting out to lick the blood from his lips. “I don’t understand why you’re the one being aggressive when you just agreed to being the Head Priestess of the new convent.”I nodded wildly. “I did, and it was the best decision I ever made!”“Why are you acting this way all of a sudden?” he asked. “I thought we were starting to become friends. I thought that…that you’d want to stay here.”“W
Cyrus What the hell just happened?I couldn’t explain it even if someone held a damn gun to my head. One second, we were arguing, and the next, I’d kissed her and then everything went straight to hell from there. I rushed to my bedroom, hoping that nobody would see me because I was rock hard. I closed the door behind me and then rushed to the bathroom. I splashed water on my face, but what was I thinking? It wasn’t going to be enough. Not even the coldest shower in the world would get rid of this boner. So, I unzipped my pants, and got straight to work. I came hard, Eva’s name dangling on the tip of my tongue. I could still taste her in my mouth, and smell her heavenly scent on my skin. Once I was done, I cleaned up and sat on the floor of the bathroom with my head in my hands. What was I going to do now?I had no clue, and that was a rarity for me. I always had a plan, even when everything had long gone to shit. However, everything with her was different, and I was all but losi