Had I smelled him before leaving the pack, I would never have taken more than two steps into this restaurant.
But that’s the thing about glimpses into the future; information is never complete.
So much for a unique wolf attribute.
“Turn to me, Alba. I will not ask again.”
This time, he speaks the words and waves off the server for privacy, privacy I could do well without.
If I act any more suspiciously, he might catch on to the secrets I carry, so I turn and bow without meeting his gaze, yet even that minuscule act causes my animosity towards him to yield at the despicably enticing scent he exudes.
“I greet his majesty, the Lycan King of Ketria.”
I respond using the link he formed, and rather than free me from this hideous responsibility, he steps right before me and lifts my gaze from the inky blackness of his shoes to meet the silver of his eyes.
Christ, but the man is the definition of perfection. His long white lashes and cropped silverish-white hair grant him an ethereal-like glow and are perhaps the only qualities in his human form that match his fur as a wolf; for whatever reason, his eyebrows maintain an inky blackness that adds to his facial definition. His perfectly chiselled jaw holds a deep scar that adds to his dangerous aura, a scar that I did not leave behind and one I long to run my tongue against just to taste his flesh.
‘…Mine’
A startling low growl from within me protests without my conscious permission, so I yank my face from his light hold.
Kaisa, my wolf, is still active?
I do not get to ponder this question for long, for he cups my cheeks more harshly and forces my gaze on his.
Every fibre of my being melts to him, I nearly nuzzle my head against his hand, but I bite my tongue just in time.
Is the scent lowering, or am I growing immune to its effects?
Although a puzzled look crosses his face, his eyes still hold their clarity which can only mean that the concoctions are indeed working; he does not recognise me as his mate.
But then why are they not working with me?
Still, I cannot help the bitterness I feel at knowing I am the only one feeling this yearning—this need to possess him, to rub myself against him until he smelled only of me.
Something startling crosses his gaze, but the Lycan does not tear it from me.
“Alba? Is everything okay?”
Peter’s voice cuts through the thick need I held to melt into his majesty, but before I can turn away for a second time, his voice, clear and condescending, speaks.
“You ran away from Ketria to dress like this and entertain men?”
“I did not run away; the old king gave me permission to leave.”
“Alba?”
Peter calls again.
The position we are in, the Lycan’s hand on my chin and his obvious fury at my romantic life spark some conclusions in Peter.
"Wait, wait, wait, are you out on a date with me while in a relationship with someone else?”
Though it is too late, I tear myself from the Lycan's hold.
"A date, is it, Alba?"
The Lycan asks, using my name not to call my attention but to ensure I noticed his judgement with his purposefully misleading tone.
"That's not-”
I try to explain, but Peter cuts me off.
"Do you know how much I spent on you? How much I looked forward to this night, but this was just a joke to you?"
If jumping to conclusions had a face, it would be his.
"First of all, this is...”
I hesitate.
As much as the title ‘The Lycan of Ketria’ comes to mind, if only to add distance to our relationship, Peter is human.
“My stepbrother, Marko."
I would rather never introduce him as anything, but the Moon Goddess loves her jokes far too cruelly.
"You expect me to believe such a lie? Had I known the kind of whore you were-"
The Lycan steps before me, his broad shoulders blocking every view I had of Peter.
It is a guess, but he looks livid. It is not his body language that I observe but the gnawing urge forming at the pit of my stomach, begging me to hold him back. But I do not trust myself to touch him innocently, so I clench my purse tighter.
"A-anyway."
Peter continues, his voice losing its confidence.
"Don't call me, don’t text, better yet, lose my number. Good luck hauling a cab from here. Bet you didn’t even bring any money ‘cause women with only looks going for them assume men like us will care for everything."
"This bitch..."
The words leave my mouth as a whisper as Peter walks away with his head held high; on the one hand, his audacity feels offensive, but on the other, his situational awareness gladdens me.
With a resolved sigh, I attempt to, like Peter, walk away from the situation, but the Lycan’s cold stare keeps me pinned.
Perhaps it is that he is taller, but he has a knack for staring down at me as if I am an ill-behaved child.
"What are you doing?"
He growls the words as he turns to face me fully.
"Thinking about leaving the restaurant; why?"
"You left Ketria to dress suggestively and date humans that lack even the most basic of manners. Are you a child? Do you need someone to watch you constantly so you don’t wind up face-down in a ditch somewhere? "
His question is meant rhetorically, but his harsh stare demands a response.
A man dressed in a black and white tux climbs down the same stairs the Lycan approached from.
The recognition is instant; Alpha Rhett of Ketria, the Lycan’s second in command.
“It appears you had a dining partner.”
I say quickly as I prepare my escape.
“Please allow me to free his majesty from the burden of conversing with this ill-behaved child.”
His lips curl in distaste at my statement, but I turn away from him before he can respond.
My body feels better, normal. I only wish the sleek moisture between my most private folds did not exist; it makes walking difficult because each stride teases the sensitised nub nestled in my core deliciously; that I can still feel his gaze on my flesh due to the dress’s design does not help.
My bathroom need has suddenly grown irrelevant; all I need is my coat and the damned exit.
**
The wind outside the restaurant is cold; no matter how much I try to curl my body in my coat, its harshness does not leave me.
What the hell was that?
I have taken those potions since I was eleven; Kaisa shouldn’t even be alive, let alone call out for him that wantonly.
It is one thing for her to run to him during the full moon; we are miles away from Ketria, she would never reach him anyway, but this…
"Urgh...Fuck!"
A curse escapes me as I enter the cab I had called, desperate to leave the vicinity.
**
It took an hour to reach my apartment complex due to traffic, and despite the night’s chill, I stayed outside. I didn’t want to enter. What would I do with my restlessness if I did?
Questions like ‘would he try to reach me to catch up for the eight years we have been apart’ or ‘would he pretend we did not meet’ roamed my mind, and while I favoured the latter outcome, an emptiness claimed me at the concept.
Should I move?
My hand reaches for the herbal honey dew-scented smokes in my bag; they contain no nicotine; their main task is to keep my oral fixations, the primal need to sink my teeth into flesh after a hunt, at bay.
The instant I light it, the scent soothes me.
“You smoke now?”
I startle at the familiar deep voice that comes from behind me.
Good God, he did not have me followed; he followed me himself!
In one fluid motion, he exits the large black SUV he arrived in and walks towards me; why I stiffen in my spot, I do not know, but my stillness makes it easy for him to take the lit cigarette pressed between my lips and crush its embers.
“You followed me?”
“The childish run-away game is outplayed, Alba. I don’t care that you never manifested a wolf; you cannot handle yourself here.”
“Who the hell are you to determine that?”
I want to yell, scream at his overbearing sense of superiority until the fury trembling my flesh at his audacity ceases. Still, we are in public, outside my apartment complex, no less. I would be the one to suffer from my hysterics.
Yet again, I would suffer because of something he incites. It is always a pattern with him.
“And…and what even is that deduction based on; a bad date?”
I finish, my voice is low, but it carries my surprise at his rudeness well.
“Does a bad date typically leave one aroused?”
A sudden shudder leaves the blood in my veins cold, his question is one thing, but it is another that he punctuates it with a step toward me.
“Excuse me?”
He takes another step to ensure I can hear him better.
“I asked if a ‘bad date’ is why you are walking in a public space sporting your arousal?”
My mouth widens at his question, I want to question his audacity, but his newfound nearness permits me to see the burning anger in his gaze under the streetlights.I have no obligation to answer him, yet my mind works feverishly at a defence.What is this incessant need to pacify him despite his anger being none of my responsibility? Especially when his scent remains the culprit to why my centre remains moist.I swallow dryly.The last thought triggers my awareness of his sexual magnetism, his large build that teases at the warmth of his hold, and the startling intensity of his gaze.I want to take a step back from him, but I am rooted in my spot by the part of me that longs to explore his features to discover how much I have missed in our time apart.I recoil at my thoughts by turning away from him, desperate for the space to collect myself, but his hand grabs my arm and pulls my body towards his.His hold is rough; why it thrills me can only be tied to my deviancy.“What is it about
Marko N. Ivanov “How could he do this? How could he do this to me?” Mother’s scream was audible through the halls, each question perfectly punctuated by the shattering of more hallway décor. With a mere announcement, the most regal wolf in the kingdom was reduced to hysterics—a sight he had never witnessed before. The butler was the first to shield Marko from the ferocious howls that followed. This act added to his tension by confirming that what was indeed wrong was diabolically irreparable. "Is there some sort of proof that they are mates?” His question came off with more emotion than he, as the heir to the throne, was permitted to portray. "His-" The butler hesitated, gazing left and right as though he was about to utter words that would endanger his life. “His majesty was the one to proclaim that, so we must believe his words. Even the elder council remains in disarray.” "What of mother? What becomes of her now?" That wasn’t what he wished to ask; what he meant to ask wa
"Did...did you just-" His heavy hand descends on my flesh once again before my question about the action’s occurrence solidifies. He...spanked me? The chain hanging from my freed hand is heavy; only his restrictive support permits it to stay above my head. Swinging it to his face is just as impossible as prying my hands from his hold. Again his hand falls upon my flesh, striking with such precision the spot that has just begun to heat as if intending my skin to blister. Why? Why does he only strike one place? "Are you ...in-insane?" Again, his hand falls on me, and a whimper escapes me this time. “Stop! You bast-!” Again…the same spot, effectively cutting my curse in its course. "Apologise." I don’t want to…! I struggle against his hold, and he seems to take that as my answer, so again, his hand falls on the precise sensitised spot that feels seconds away from searing. "Sorry." I utter quickly in such a low voice that his breathing could swallow its utterance. I did no
Alba’s blood purifies toxins. Marko repeated the thought in his head as if he could have misheard it. Suddenly, sitting felt like the worst position, so he stood, yet his legs felt too restless to keep still. Before long, he was pacing, trying his best to piece the information coming his way with his stirring emotions, but when he finally failed, he turned to the physician. “Explain it in a way that I can understand.” “Well!” She began excitedly with no heed to his tension. “When you first brought the former princess to me, every test I did said she overdosed on wolfsbane, but she was still alive, which is impossible! She should have died ten times over with the amount in her blood; that’s when it hit me; the amount of wolfsbane in her body was the reason she turned! Like an adverse reaction because her wolf form purifies faster.” Sharon paced as she prattled on words that did not make sense to him. Wolfsbane? Overdosed? What the hell? What more did Alba keep from him? “Get
“How long have I been asleep?” The question slips from my lips as I struggle out of bed. “A little over a week.” A week? “I have never even had a nosebleed before,” I mutter as my feet hit the cold floor. A week has passed, and I am still in the silk gown, only now it is peppered in crimson droplets throughout its length. “Wow, your regeneration must be fast despite the wolfsbane in your system; imagine how it will be without?” I still at her cavalier words. I am uncertain when she started writing, but she scribbles furiously on her notepad while addressing me, almost as though she is studying me. “Wolfsbane?” Did I mishear her? “Yes! There was a ton of it in your system.” If she knows that, then…doesn’t his majesty? Good god, why is this happening? I am almost glad I insisted she doesn’t call him, but how much time will prepare me for what he intends with me now that my cards are on the table? “Is that why I collapsed?” “Partly,” She began. “Well, I think so. You we
"I will." His answer comes with no hesitation that it stings despite the ‘rejection’ being my suggestion. I can understand his clarity; the outcome of our situation as 'stepsiblings' and ‘royals’ is inevitable. Yet even if we did not have those barriers to hide behind, I am certain rejection would have been the outcome; we are but a match made in hell. “Good.” I respond, hoping no emotion laces my voice. “I’d like to bathe; give me space.” He does not budge; he merely shakes his head from left to right and points to the bathroom. Great. I do not blame him for not trusting me; the thought of escape has not entirely left my mind. Any other time, I would have sassed him into submitting to my demand for bathing privacy, but I can feel tears whose origin I cannot fully place threaten to flood my eyes, so before they grow noticeable, I rush to the bathroom and shut the door to lean on it as they spill. Utterly ridiculous that I can feel this deeply over nothing, yet even my express
Crazy. The Lycan has gone crazy...yet- Yet what? My hesitation is proof that he has not used his Lycan ability that makes wolves follow his command; but it is the forwardness, the simple desperation in his voice that makes me consider dropping my throbbing hand; yet if we solidify our bond in such a fashion, doesn’t that only spell misfortune? "No." In my head, my voice is firm, so why did it come off as a whisper? "Why?" The Lycan’s voice is rough as he asks the question as if he bore innocence to how twisted we make each other grow. 'Why?' I played with his question again in my mind. How many reasons did he have the time for? The first would be that I do not trust him. The second is that I do not have enough information on what he does or does not know about me; other than my wolf purifies and that I dosed in wolfsbane, what else is he withholding? The man I know, the man I ran from, is vindictive, so if there is more, I need it on the table. All of that aside, there is
The Lycan’s hold on me had lessened, and I could no longer hide my arousal behind his aggression.After his trace of my bruised buttock, his restless hand lifts my hoodie, which matches the pants pooling on my ankles, to expose my chest to him. He tugs my bra low, settling my breasts atop them and while I wait for him to grant my stiff peaks attention, he doesn’t; it is as if he only meant them for his view."Please."I whisper, hoping he would, at the very least, soothe the rising need that threatened to claim the very air from my lungs; I almost sigh in relief as he presses his lips to my nipples, rubbing his softness against their stiffness so steadily that I hold my breath, ready for the feel of his warm moist tongue, only it doesn't come."You know what I want.”He whispers his response with his face buried in the softness of my bosom as he once again inhales me.“Call out the name of the man you deem disappointing.”I bite my tongue to stop myself from yielding to his demand; we
And that’s a wrap. The book will be marked as complete soon; I hope you loved both stories, the bonus ( ̄y▽ ̄)╭ ohohoho….. and the main story. Now on the meat of the matter, my next work will be out in late June or Mid-July titled: The Alpha's Ruby Obsession (I think, but most likely.) It will be 18+, not just because of the smut but because it is a little darker than this one, discussing themes to do with suicidal ideations and consent-non-consent relations, but don’t worry, I will tag the concerning chapters. It can be read as a stand-alone, but there are benefits to reading this book first. Lastly, this concerns my other book: Your last lie—please do not purchase it until perhaps next year (Late next year); it was my first book and thus very clumsy, I want to work on it, and if you have it in your library, you can remove it and select it later, the changes should reflect. Thank you for reading and voting for ‘Bound to My Wicked Stepbrother’. I would love to hear more from you; whe
TRIGGER WARNING: CONSENT. The pounding in my head trembles my vision. Christ, I am never drinking again. My struggle to change my position and take advantage of the day is met with a familiar stiffness; only the rattling sounds binding me send my eyes wide open. An unfamiliar room, brightly lit with top wall windows that ensure I cannot see outside, but enough light enters that I can see thousands upon thousands of pictures of me lining the walls. Hah... what the hell? Panic sets in low in my belly as struggle finds my limbs. I do not wish to scream; who knows what I will alert, but the rattling of the cuffs binding my hands and feet to the bed must have awoken something because movement sounds from the other side, beyond the dark staired hallway. It would have been easy to sit upright had it only been my hands bound, but both my hands and feet were chained to the bed, holding me indecently in place and... My clothes are different. "You are up? Good, I brought you some food.
He isn’t coming. I repeat to myself as I splash some more warm water on my face. Ugh, what the hell was that sickly sweet champagne Magnolia guzzled down my throat in ‘celebration’? If she wants me to be drunk and embarrass myself, all she has to do is say that. A sigh escapes me at my tired expression in the bathroom mirror. My face is flushed, yet despite how tipsy I am, the hurt from seeing him arrive with his ‘ex-fiancée’ cut too deep to be blurred with liquor. Ever since the production ended, I woke up to sex dreams where Marko would bind me, trap me somewhere and have his way with me mercilessly. Of course, I would plead that he free me because, let’s face it, I would only plead that he does not touch me so that I could be regarded as sane. Because who in the hell would want to be bound and f*cked mercilessly by someone who all but regarded them as a slut? Guilt always devours me at the end of the vulgar dreams, I guess they are about to worsen now that he is with his ex-f
Marko "Cut”. The director's voice rang for what would be the last time, and applause followed. The moment was bittersweet, but the feel of Alba detaching from him as if he was plagued stung. "Alb-" "Don't...don't say anything, Marko. Let this end." "I don’t want-" "Don't want that?" Again, she interrupted him, finishing his sentence when he did not wish her to. "Marko, you called me a slut a few weeks ago, so let this 'slut' reform her ways, a safe distance from you.” “I never said you were a slut.” “No, you merely said that I spread my legs for anyone who gives me the time of day; if your argument is on semantics, try again." Alba uttered as she moved from him, but her dress, the same ivory gown that stole his chest as she walked down the Aisle, making him wish that for a moment the scene was real and she was his bride, made her curse as she moved. "God damn heels!" She muttered before leaving him...again. Should he manipulate her transport? No, she might not fall for
The ballroom echoed its commotion at Marko’s announcement of me as his future wife and Milos as his heir. I should cease wearing fitting gowns that limit my breathing during balls that I anticipate trouble. Still, his hand on my waist is more intense in this way, even as some show their distaste for our relationship vocally, despite our mention that we were mates chosen by the goddess. The tea party was brutal, but this, having to look in the eyes of hundreds of unsmiling faces as if our lives impacted them more than was appropriate, was a whole other thing. Despite all this, my proximity to Marko keeps me uncaring; but I cannot stop my chest’s clenching. Unlike me, he has cared how others viewed him since his youth, and he has always wanted to be a regal and dignified king framed by perfection. Am I not staining him? Please don't change your mind. Please want me still. Please- A tremble rocks through me at the thoughts chanting ceaselessly in my mind, so I step away from Mark
"Ahh...that hits the spot."Ruby utters as she places her pitcher of cider beer on the table with a thud. Without missing a beat, she turns to the table grill and turns the thinly sliced steaks before they burn.It was amusing watching her eat, actually more than amusing; I keep growing envious of her appetite.Still, how were the Clive illegitimate children treated for her to behave this similarly to Violet and me?While I like her playful maturity, we understand the scars that made us this way.After explaining my dream as the ‘sun’ to her (I am not sure if she believes me or thinks I am crazy), we settle and enjoy each other’s company at the eatery that offers each table a small grill and a wide selection of meats for one to fry up themselves if they do not wish for any item from the precooked menu.It took quite a bit of patience, but I finally finished the steak Violet made for me; it is hard to avoid eating when everything around me smells delicious; hell, even the smoke smelled
The woman’s voice holds remorse so deep that it stills me momentarily; it is only when tears stream down her face, ruining her perfect make-up, that I try my hardest to squat in the tightness of my dress and hold her in my arms, for God knows what reason.A feeling I had not felt since Red Graw dances in my chest."My Su-""I am sorry for the way it ended, my dearest misunderstood crimson moon."My lips utter with a voice that comes from deep within me before a smile tilts the corners of my lips upwards.Despite the smile playing on my face, a deep heaviness feels my chest.“It shall awaken soon; find your centre, my precious blood moon; only then will you find peace.” The moment her head slumps heavily on my shoulders, the ‘enchanted’ feeling dissipates from me before I feel her stiffen in my arms."Oh...oh, you must think I am insane."She whispers through my flesh before she peals away from me, hiding the crimson covering her face.“Help me up?”She asks her chauffeur, who assists
“That’s like saying I do not care for my skin.”The girl Violet converses with responds.“I am not responsible for how you choose to interpret my words.”Christ, Violet.I almost groan, but Georgia yells a question impolitely at me."Is that a ring? Are you engaged, priestess?" Silence follows the words; even the blonde, who almost responded to Violet’s taunt, turns her attention to me.“That’s right; you said you would discuss it inside,”Rebeca chimes.Hesitation echoes within me, I thought I would be amongst friends as I open up about this tender subject, but instead, I feel as if I am-"Yes, uh...I am getting married."I announce into the silence, and gasps follow from the majority of the lips but Rebecca’s."Oh! The Lycan King was carrying a baby in his arms in the papers, perhaps a week back. Was the baby yours? I mean, you did go missing for years after the whole Red Graw saga. Did they… I mean, is that why you are being removed from the royal line."Georgia asks; her brashnes
As opposed to an elegant parlour room, Rebecca escorts us outside to a greenhouse-like place that holds numerous colourful and bright plants that add to the bright aesthetic of the party, and despite being outside, the scent of pastries and tea hang deliciously in the air.My gaze turns to the nearby pond, and it is so clear that I can see my reflection in it, but more than that, I can see the tiredness in Rebecca’s build.I guess all the Clive relatives, regardless of association, had a tough time after Magnolia’s treason.The deeper we walk into the space, the more the sound of laughter and chatter calls to us only; it is not as inviting as she had once presented during the mate ball.“About Magnolia…”I begin, but she turns so suddenly on her track that I wind up trailing my words.“Oh, we are fine. Our relation is only from the maternal side.”What the hell is that supposed to mean?Does it matter from which side your cousins hail?“Anyway, I saw today’s papers; how are you holdin