Saturday morning came around quickly.
Excitement was almost exploding from within me. I hadn’t gone on a run in what felt like forever.
“don’t forget the cheese bites. You know how much I like those cheese bites. While you are busy running around getting some snack and drinks for the picnic in the forest, please remember the cheese bites.”
I smiled at my mom, begging for a little guilty pleasure of some cheese bites.
The doctors had told her it wasn’t any good for her.
That it would only chase her blood pressure even higher than it already was.
But who was i to take away the one little joy she had through so much suffering?
I grabbed the box of cheese bites and put it into the picnic basket.
Since she couldn’t really shift anymore, she wouldn’t be able to go on the run with me.
She hasn’t been able to do so for the last one and a half years.
Our last run together was my first run. An honor that I am happy to have enjoyed just in time.
As I packed up the rest of the picnic goodies.
I couldn’t help but wonder if I might not be lucky enough to come across my mate in the forest.
Maybe the moon goddess makes him need a run as well. Maybe he lives in one pack there.
There were Four different packs in that area and we had to always be very careful as to not cross over any borders.
Because if we got just a little too close for their comfort, they would hunt us down, seeing us as rogues that threaten the safety of their pack.
I close the picnic basket and go to help my mother up from her seat.
I helped her to our car, a blue 2004 Toyota Yaris that was barely holding itself together.
But it did the job that we needed it for.
I helped my mother into the passenger seat, making sure the pillows were where it made her the most comfortable.
Whilst also making her tall enough to see the road.
She was a terrible back seat driver with even worse road rage.
When we arrived in the forest, we parked our car under a tree near the edge.
I left first to set up the picnic.
And soon returned to help her get there.
I sat her down on an old khaki camping chair. that stood above a red and white picnic planket.
“You good mom?” I asked.
She nodded in response and started looking in the basket for what I can only think would be her cheese bites.
“You go on your run and don’t worry about me. aha” she pulls out the cheese bites, kissing the box.
“as long as I have my cheese bites you won’t have to worry about me. Take all the time you need honey”
I nodded and turned to go deeper into the forest.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, letting the scent of nature fill my lungs and refresh my wolf heart.
I shifted. Something that wasn’t painful to me at all. I shifted with ease.
I was grateful for that, as I knew the shifting process could be an extremely ugly and painful experience for many wolves.
It was just another thing that made me grateful for having Althea as my wolf.
I burry my paw into the ground, a feeling I had missed. The concrete floors of the city were hard and unwelcoming.
Whilst the ground here is steadily cooling and yet slipping in between my toes.
A feeling that made me feel closer to nature to my primal side.
A side I didn’t need to hide out here. I look back up at the tall trees desperately reaching up at the heavens.
And I ran.
Dodging trees and leaping over the fallen one. Like miny hurdles, the cool breeze flowing through my fur.
The pine smell filling my nostrils and welcoming me home.
I laid down on the grass, watching my own reflection in the pond.
My wolf truly was something absolutely beautiful.
She was as white as snow, except for the few highlights of purples that sat at the ends.
My eyes were a pattern of whites and purples making a beautiful dreamy pattern that would make anyone look twice.
Then a smell came tugging at my nose.
A smell that wasn’t part of the forest.
A smell that could only belong to wolves.
But how many? I looked around, trying to see any of them. I then saw movement in the corner of my eye. An whipped my head into its direction.
A huge chocolate brown wolf looking straight at me.
Growling. He was angry. He started trotting over to me, slowly and carefully. Watching my every move.
Suddenly, a bunch of other wolves circled me.
Anxiety rose with in me. Screaming run! “ALINA! RUN!” Althea, my wolf, barked at me, and before I could even think where, my paws pushed off the earth, leading me all on their own.
This was obviously Althea taking some control in order to protect us.
Soon we clawed our way up into the trees, jumping from one tree to the other, trying to cover more ground whilst making it harder for them to catch us.
I could smell that these wolves weren’t rogue.
They were pack members of the Crimson pack, one of the well-known packs that had the strongest warriors.
Also one of the few packs that were of pure blood from the first family. I was sure that I had stayed off the border lines.
So why were they chasing me?
What could they possibly want from me?
My chest burned at this point from trying to lose them, and I took a slight break.
I was sure I had lost them somehow.
Wolves weren’t the best climbers.
But one had to adapt when you had no pack to protect you.
I shifted into my human form to blend in a bit more with the surroundings.
Since, my white fur wasn’t successful in camouflaging.
I sliced open the tree bark.
Grabbing the sap that leaked from the tree and rubbing it all over myself to as an attempt to hide my scent.
Before I knew it, my back hit the ground with a massive impact, knocking the wind out my lungs. The chocolate brown wolf was now pinning me down to the floor.
Two men from either side walked closer in their human forms.They wore red robes covering up their human form.They grabbed my shoulders and pinned me down while they nodded at the wolf.They had some questions to ask me, as I was still alive.They wanted information from me, and I could only think that it was about my wolf and the abilities that came with it.The chocolate brown wolf got off me and shifted. He grabbed the robes that another offered him. Covering himself up.At this point, I noticed I was completely bare.Something I have never been in front of anyone of the opposite s*x.I knew that this was something normal for werewolves in packs, but it sure as hell wasn’t for me.I shifted my hands and legs to cover up my body. To protect some part of my dignity.“keep still little wolf, or you’ll only make it harder for yourself,” the one wolf that was holding me down said.I ripped my arm from him, trying to break free.My head spun as the other wolf’s elbow collided with it.T
I sat down, watching my mom. She seemed like she was more scared than what I was. Like she was hesitant to tell me what she seemingly so badly needed to.“honey what I am about to tell you doesn’t change anything between us. I still love you like you're my own.” I was shocked at her words, wondering what could she mean.I tilted my head to the side and waited for her to continue. I could tell that it was hard for her to find the words she needed.“well my dear child. Biologically you're not mine.” she stumbled over her words. “what do you mean” I asked, feeling very confused.“I think maybe your blood-pressure is too high and might make you think funny. Let me get your medication.” I stood up, but she grabbed my hands and I looked at her.Her eyes were pleading with me to just listen. I sat down before her on my knees, holding her hands between mine.“the healer wolf only showcases itself every few generations. It is rare,” she added. “I know that,” she nodded at my words.“I know you
I went back to the first place I had smelled that scent.It was so faint back then that I was partly unsure if it truly was my mate.I brushed it off, knowing very well that I couldn’t pursue anything with this woman.Here I was standing inside this perfume shop making this lady run me through all the perfumes they had.Hoping to buy myself enough time until this mate of mine came here again.I was hoping she had worked here rather than being a customer.That maybe when the shift change happened, she would be the one.Soon after the first woman’s shift was done, she was replaced with another woman.However, this wasn’t my mate.We went through all the perfumes again. hoping for her to come by here.By the time the last perfume came past again, there was still no mate of mine walking through the door.I apologized to the woman and gave her a massive tip as an apology for being a nuisance.When I reached the door, the smell hit me again. I stopped my wolf from growling since we were sur
I only nodded. This whole meeting with my mate wasn’t quite what I expected it to be. I thought it would’ve been more exciting, filled with passion and intensity.However, it has turned out to be quite awkward and cold.“well ill first have to pack my stuff,” I said.“no need. You can get new stuff,” he responded dismissively.“ok well, I can’t leave my mother alone,” I replied in the same tone.“I’m sure she can handle herself,” he said.His whole commanding and complete unsympathetic attitude was annoying me.“so what? I just leave my whole life behind and run off into the sunset with you?” I said coldly.His eyes met mine and I could see I was busy testing his patience.A grin formed on my lips, taunting him.He grabbed my wrist, fury that he was trying to control flooding his eyes.“we can do this the easy way or the hard way … mate,” he spat and I ripped my wrist from his grip.“I’m doing this my way.” I turned on my heel and walked down the sidewalk, heading towards home. I coul
We were driving for what felt like eons.I was still seated on his lap, as he had refused to let me get off.Growling and tightening his grip around my waist possessively, the road was very bumpy, making me move every now and again, causing a bulge to form just below me.And although I liked it. I wanted to create a space between us. I needed to look after my mother and be there by her side.She had gotten worse with each passing day. And I wouldn’t be able to juggle the royal duties and my mate and his needs along with that. My mother had no one else.It was always us against the world and here I am, trying to figure out how to get my mate to reject me.Suddenly, the car bounced as it went over a big hump in the road, making me bounce along with it.A growl of satisfaction escaped my mate’s lips and the bulge below me suddenly doubled in size, making me blush.“were here my king” the driver of the car said ripping me away from my thoughts.As I looked out the window, I saw the massiv
Andrew pov:The word that left her beautiful and succulent lips had stung me. I hated the effect she had on me. This little mate was my biggest weakness. I wished she felt the same way that I felt about her.The need for her.The want for her.The absolute craving for her.Her skin felt so warm and soft under my lips, making me want to explore more. Making me want to kiss every inch of her skin.Making her beg for me as my body begged for her. It took everything in me to break my lips away from her. To not just devour her now. But I needed her trust. I wanted her trust.As I smiled and waves at all the shifters that stood within the massive crowd that formed just below the steps of the castle. My loyal subjects, my own little pack.And although the entire kingdom was technically my pack, these were the ones in my inner circle.My true pack. The ones who would always see me as their alpha, no matter who ruled the kingdom. Just then, my beta mind linked me.“Andrew... Alpha henry is here
Alina’s Pov:I walked around the room in awe of its beauty. I then went to open up the closet door. And a smell hit me. It was that of another woman. Was I just another woman in his book? Was I just another conquest?As I looked around at the pieces of clothing hanging on either side of the walk-in closet.I came to realize that whichever woman was here before me had an expensive taste for clothing. I also saw that at least half the clothing still had their price tags on.I grabbed a dress that was absolutely beautiful. The Versace medusa draped dress in white. I held it in front of me as I looked in the mirror that hung at the end of the closet. Imagining myself in it.“I see you’ve made yourself at home.” Andrew’s voice broke my trance. I looked at him in the mirror as he walked closer to me.His hands wrapping around my waist. Playing along, I laid my head back onto his chest. Partly also the mate bond. A sit had become harder with each passing second to not give myself over to him
I Picked out a pair of dangling diamond earrings. As I put them on, I watched myself in the mirror.Doubt rising with in me.Was this the right thing to do?Could I honestly trust my mate?“Its definitely worth a shot.” Althea said.“have you seen that man? He’s definitely something I wouldn’t mind sinking my teeth into. I can only imagine his wolf is even more handsome.” I giggled at her statement.“If that’s possible,” I retorted. My mind wandering back to the car ride.“if what’s possible” Andrew said behind me, making me get a fright. Ripping me back to the present.A warmth suddenly spread across my cheeks, letting me know I’m blushing again. Something that seemed to become a normal event around him.“ohhh nothing, just me and my wolf talking.” I said, looking down at my hands. His index finger landed below my chin, lifting my head up to lock eyes with him.A grin so handsome and inviting dancing across his lips. “was it about me?” he asked, his eyes filled with lust and mischief
The drive was suffocating.Alina sat across from me in the limo, staring out the window, avoiding my gaze. The air between us was thick with tension, the kind that settled deep in your bones and made it impossible to breathe.My mind was racing.She has a son.The thought was like a storm, relentless and impossible to ignore.My wolf had gone eerily silent. Something that rarely happened. Shadow was always growling, pacing, demanding I act. But now, he was just… waiting.That was never a good sign.I studied her from the corner of my eye. She looked small, fragile even, as she traced her fingers over the raindrops running down the glass. I knew that look. I had worn it once. The look of someone who had lost too much and was still expected to keep moving.I swallowed hard, then finally broke the silence.“So, you have a son?”I didn’t mean for it to come out the way it did. Rough. Pained. Like, something in my chest was twisting so tight it might snap.She flinched, barely, but enough
The second my lips met her skin, I felt her surrender all control.It was subtle. The smallest shift in her breath, the way her body melted into mine for a fraction of a second. But it was enough. Enough to tell me she wanted this just as much as I wanted her.And damn, did I want her.The club, the noise, the people it all faded into nothing. There was only Alina. Only the way she felt against me, the way her scent wrapped around me. Drowning me in something I had been deprived of for too long.My grip tightened on her waist, pulling her back against me, pressing her curves flush against my body. Her fingers trailed over my chest, hesitating for just a moment before they splayed out, claiming me the way I wanted to claim her.I didn’t stop her.I let her touch me, let her feel exactly who she was pressed against.Because this wasn’t just some random man on the dance floor.It was me.Her mate.Her past.Her future.Her hands swept down, tracing the hard lines of my abdomen, and my co
The VIP lounge was dimly lit, the air thick with alcohol, perfume, and sweat. Laughter and conversation hummed in the background, but I wasn’t listening to any of it.Because the moment I stepped inside, I felt her.Alina.Shadow stirred inside me, restless, his growl vibrating through my bones. “And she’s ours.”he rumbled“Not yet,” I reminded him.I kept my movements casual, masking the way my eyes searched for her.“Mind if I join you?” I asked smoothly as i stood in the door of the vip suit.Alex smirked up at me, eyes glinting with mischief. “How could I say no to that face?” she purred, running a hand along my cheek.I kept my expression neutral. I knew we making it look natural, as if we had never met before, but her sudden fliting threw me off my game ever so slightly.I couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow at her theatrics.“What are you doing?” I murmured low enough for only her to hear.Alex chuckled, tilting her head. “I’m helping you, Alpha,” she teased. “You want Alina, ri
The bass thrummed through the walls, the pulse of the club alive with heat, bodies, and alcohol. I could barely tolerate places like this. Too many scents mixing, too much distraction. But tonight, I had a reason to be here.I had a spy to meet.For two years, I had relied on a single informant. A ghost in Alina’s life, keeping her safe from the dangers she never knew existed. A shadow who fed me every threat, every whisper of danger, every move that could bring harm to her.And tonight, I was finally meeting them.I stood in the dim VIP lounge, my fingers curling into fists as I watched the figure approach.Then I blinked.A woman.Not just any woman.Alex.Alina’s best friend.The realization struck like a slap. I had expected some hardened rogue, some faceless mercenary who knew how to stay out of sight. Instead, it was her.She smirked at my silence, raising an eyebrow as she took the seat across from me. “Not what you were expecting?”I exhaled through my nose, my expression unre
The moment I saw her car pull onto the street, my chest tightened. Two years. Two years of distance, of silence, of pretending I could let her go. But here I was, trailing behind her like some desperate fool, ensuring she was safe from the shadows.This wasn’t the plan. But i just couldnt help myself.I had told myself I would stay away. That keeping my distance was the only way to protect her. That she was better off without me, better off without the mess that came with my name, my world. But watching her now, knowing danger still lurked, I couldn’t convince myself of that lie any longer. I couldnt stay away much longer. I promised myself i would wait untill the time and place my spy had organized. But i couldnt wait that long. Anything could happen at any time.She had no idea how many threats I had handled without her knowing. Shadow stirred inside me, restless, his frustration bleeding into mine."You should never have let her go," he snarled, his voice low and brimming with fur
Two years since I last saw Alina.Two years of watching from the shadows, keeping her safe without her ever knowing. The threats had dwindled, the attacks stopped. I had almost thought those who wanted her gone had given up.I should have known better.My burner phone buzzed in my pocket, the vibration a low hum against the silence of my office. I grabbed it instantly, pressing it to my ear as I leaned forward, my muscles coiling. Only one person had this number.“Talk.”The voice on the other end was distorted, masked by a digital filter that made it sound mechanical. Calm and measured.“There was an attack tonight.”My grip on the phone tightened, my knuckles white. “What?”The voice remained steady. “It was stopped before she even knew what was happening and shes perfectly fine. However a man was going to shoot her in the back tonight. I took care of it before he got the chance.”I exhaled sharply. “Who?”“Malvin a hired gun. He was disposable who refused to talk so i shut his mout
Two weeks had passed since that confrontation with Jonathan. Two weeks of carefully unraveling the web of deceit that had been spun around Alina. Two weeks of planning, strategizing, waiting.I had suspected That Alpha henry and eve had a finger in this filthy pie. My question was, were they only tasting or had they baked it themselves? They had every motive to do this. It sure would make things easier for them had Alina just disappeared. However, I had no evidence to support my claim. Around every little corner, they were completely clean. I sat at the table as I waited for the alphas to take their seats. All the alphas within my kingdom were gathered here today. I called on them, as I needed to discuss something of great importance.I sat at the head of the massive stone table, my expression impassive as I observed the gathered leaders. Some had pledged loyalty to me without question. Others had aligned themselves with the so-called movement Jonathan had warned me about. And then th
The air in the council chamber was heavy with tension, the kind that wrapped around my spine like a snake ready to strike. My fingers tapped against the armrest of my chair as I looked across the long table at the man opposite me—Jonathan.My fourth cousin. A man who had always hovered at the edges of power, watching, waiting, coveting. His jealousy of me had never been a secret. Though we shared the same bloodline, the throne was never his to claim. Too far removed, too many obstacles. Yet it had never stopped him from dreaming. From scheming.He looked at me with a smirk, his sharp face giving away nothing but amusement. As if this were a game, a social visit rather than an inquisition.“I hope there’s a good reason for this, cousin?” he drawled, leaning back in his chair, his condescension as annoying as ever.I didn’t waste time on small talk. “Why did you cut off the aid to Alina’s mother?”His lips twitched. “Right to the point, as always.” He shrugged, tilting his head as if th
After weeks of watching Alina from afar. Observing the quiet strength in her every movement. I realized just how much I had lost.She had changed. The light that once danced in her eyes filled with innocence had dimmed, replaced by something deeper.Wiser, but wearier one that I caused all those years ago. Yet my love for her hadn’t waned. If anything, it had only grown stronger, especially now as I watched her so closely.I watched her smile that was small but genuinein every way. when ever she was with her close friends. The way she tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear when she was deep in thought.The way she cradled her child with infinite tenderness. She was a mother, a protector, a provider. Not only for her child, but for her mother as well.It didn’t sit right with me that she was struggling alone. Years ago, I had ensured that her mother would be cared for.That she would never have to worry about medical expenses or comfort. But now, that aid was gone. She had eithe