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#Chapter 62 Losing Control

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Harley’s POV

I didn’t need to see her to know that she was nearby. I always knew when Anila was close, and I tried my best to stay clear of her. I crossed a line in a class last week; I touched her, and I shouldn’t have done that. I knew it was wrong of me, but my bear was agitated that our mate was close to us and yet so out of reach. He has been hounding me to claim our mate ever since we met her weeks ago.

I didn’t want to admit that it was a battle I was losing, and I wasn’t sure how long I’d be able to contain him. I hadn’t shifted in weeks because I wasn’t sure what he would do once I handed him control. I fought so hard to take control of my spirit animal so he wouldn’t control me, but it was all out the window because of one woman.

One beautiful woman.

Stop it, Harley, I scolded myself, hating that I was thinking about my best friend’s girlfriend that way.

If he was still my best friend.

We had hardly spoken these last few weeks because of how weird things have been between us
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