The weight of the pen felt heavier than it should have.
I had signed my name, bound myself to them in a way I couldn’t quite understand yet, and now—there was no turning back. My signature sat boldly written on the page, ink thick as Luca took the contract back, sliding it into his desk like it was a done deal. Like I was a done deal. A thrill of something dark slithered down my spine. Ownership. I belonged to them. That should have scared me. Maybe it did. But beneath the flicker of unease, there was something else—something I hated to admit. I wanted it. I wanted to see what it meant to be theirs. Luca’s voice pulled me from my spiraling thoughts. “Stand up.” I obeyed, legs slightly unsteady as I pusPower was a delicate thing. Most men thought it came from brute strength, from fear, from making others submit through sheer force. But true power wasn’t about that. It was about control—control of oneself, control of others, control of the game. And I had always been a master of the game. I had always believed that breaking someone was an art. There were two types of men in this world—those who broke under force and those who craved to be broken. Eli was the latter. I saw it in the way his body tensed before relaxing into my touch. In the way his breath hitched, his skin flushed with something dangerously close to shame. He was still fighting it, still pretending that he had a choice. But submission wasn’t about choice. It was about acceptance. And I was going to make him accep
Warmth. That was the first thing I felt. Not the sharp, searing kind but the deep, bone-melting, comforting kind—the kind that made my limbs feel like they weighed nothing, the kind that made my body float somewhere between exhaustion and bliss. I sighed softly, my eyes still closed, feeling the weight of them against me. Matteo was behind me, his arm draped over my waist, his chest a solid, warm body pressed against my back. Luca was in front of me, his hand resting lazily over my thigh, his fingers tracing faint, soothing patterns against my skin. Safe. I felt safe. It was ironic, really. These two men—dangerous, ruthless, untouchable—were the only ones who had ever made me feel this way. A gentle touch brushed against my hair. “You awake, pretty boy?” Matteo’s voice. Softer than usual.
We arrived at a mansion. The mansion stood before us, a grand epitome of dark luxury. It has tall towering gates that gleamed under the streetlights. The room bars had a series of intricate designs and at the top it had razor sharp spikes that could impale a person. It was a silent warning to anyone who didn't belong here. It has an equally tall fence that surrounded the property and stretched far beyond the eye could see. The entire place was reinforced and impenetrable. There were guards at every turn, they all stood like statues— silent, armed and watching. The driveway leading to the mansion was paved with black marble that was polished to the extent that it reflected the night sky. Whoever lived here was no small man— or woman. Luca drove past a row of luxurious cars— Rolls Royces, Lamborghini, Aston Martins, limousines— all screaming with wealth, power and danger. I swallowed hard.
I swallowed, keeping my expression neutral. Matteo, walking beside me, leaned in, his voice a silken whisper against my ear. “This is where the real power lies, pretty boy.” His smirk was sharp, his tone amused. “Do you like what you see?” I didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Because as we walked deeper into the mansion, the debauchery unfolded before me like a scene from a forbidden novel. A woman knelt before a man, her lips parted as he gripped her hair, guiding her head in slow, practiced movements. Another couple was sprawled across a velvet chaise lounge, oblivious to the people around them as hands roamed and mouths devoured. Chains rattled from one corner of the room, a sharp contrast to the laughter and murmured conversations happening around it. My breath hitched. Matteo must have noticed. He chuckled, his fingers grazing the small of my back. “Caught your attention, didn'
He looked at me from head to toe, slowly and calculating. As if he wanted to devour me. Luca shifted closer to me, subtly yet protectively. Matteo’s fingers flexed as if itching to reach for a weapon. The tension between them and Ricci was thick enough to snap. “Luca. Matteo.” Ricci’s voice was smooth, confident, with an undertone of something that sent a chill crawling down my spine. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Luca’s expression remained unreadable, but there was a storm brewing in his midnight eyes. “A ghost would be a kinder sight.” Ricci chuckled, unbothered. He turned his gaze back to me, and this time, he didn’t hide his amusement. “And who’s this?” No one answered. My throat was too dry to speak, and the weight of Luca and Matteo’s silence made it clear that they didn’t want me involved. But that only made Ricci’s smirk widen. “Ah,” he hummed, stepping closer, “a secret, t
"Che cazzo era quello?!" Luca yelled, his voice sounding like thunder in the silent house. I flinched, my heart stuttered as his furious gaze burned into me. "What the fuck was that, Eli?" I opened my mouth to ask what he meant, but he wasn’t finished. He was already storming toward me, his fury a wildfire set loose. "Looking at Ricci like that—like a fucking whore starving for cock. Are you out of your goddamn mind?!" His voice echoed off the walls. I kept quiet. “Did you enjoy the show, slut?” he sneered. “Did you like staring at him while he had his dick down someone’s throat? Hm? Couldn’t take your eyes off him, could you?” I froze, my chest tightening painfully at his words. His words hit like whiplash. I flinched, trying to step back, but he was relentless, cornering me against the wall. “I—” “Shut
The past few days have been hell. Not the kind of hell I was used to—the one with blood, power, and the weight of my empire pressing on my shoulders. No, this was something else entirely. This was a slow-burning, gut-wrenching torment that had nothing to do with my business and had everything to do with the man I left locked up in the basement. Eli. His name echoed in my head, clawing at the corners of my mind, refusing to let me rest. No matter what I did—drowning myself in work, in anger, in silence and in alcohol—he was always there. The memory of his wide, confused eyes. The way he flinched when I raised my voice. The raw betrayal etched on his face when I threw him into that cold, dark cell. I fucked up. I knew it the moment the door slammed shut behind me. But I had been too far gone, I was too blinded by jealousy and fury to stop myself. Every second that passed since then only solidified one
I barely registered my own feet moving as Matteo and I carried Eli’s lifeless body out of the basement. He felt weightless in my arms, his body unnervingly cold, his skin ashen, lips tinted blue. My heart was dying in my chest, squeezing tighter with every second that passed. Matteo’s grip on Eli was almost too tight, his knuckles were white as he supported Eli’s legs, his own face was filled with pure horror. “Luca, he’s barely breathing,” he choked out. “Fucking hell, what have we done?” I didn’t answer—I couldn’t. My mouth parted but no words came. My mind was filled with so much emotions like that of self-hatred, guilt, and fear. I had done this. My rage. My fucking insecurities. My need for control. I had locked him down there like an animal, left him alone in the dark. I thought I was proving a point. Instead, I had nearly killed him. We stormed into the living room, laying him on the couch. Matteo i
When I run, I don't run blindly. From the moment I woke up in that suffocating mansion being pressed down by the memories of that dungeon, the weight of their regret and the torment of everything, I knew that I had to run. I was silent, waiting, watching and calculating. Luca and Matteo thought I was broken, and maybe I was, but not in the way they had imagined. I wasn’t a broken doll waiting to be put back together. I was a man who had been trapped too long, who had spent sleepless nights trying to figure out how to break free without ending up dead. So, when Matteo suggested we go out, I saw my chance. The restaurant was perfect—crowded, noisy, full of distractions. It gave me just the opening I needed. I had made out exits from the moment we arrived, but my stomach sank when I checked the bathroom. The moment I stepped into the bathroom, I knew this w
The world felt like it was slipping from my grasp, and I was powerless to stop it. I hated that, I haven't felt this feeling for a long time. It was a nightmare during the day that I couldn't wake up from. Eli was gone. Every muscle in my body was locked, my jaw aching from how hard I was clenching my teeth. I had been in life-or-death situations before. I had stared down a rival who pointed a gun between my eyes, unflinching, I buried men alive, walked away from explosions without flinching. But nothing, nothing had ever made me feel this level of pure, unhinged terror. Eli had vanished. And I had no fucking clue how or why. Matteo and I tore the restaurant apart, questioning every employee, reviewing every second of security footage, demanding answers that no one seemed to have. The cameras were useless—Eli had somehow slipped through the cracks like a goddamn ghost.
The restaurant is in chaos. Luca is tearing through tables, chairs scraping against the floor as he shoves them aside in his blind desperation to find Eli. A waiter backed up against the wall, his eyes wide with fear as Luca grabbed him by the collar. "Where is he? Where the fuck is he?" The poor man stammered, his face draining of color. "I—I don't know, sir! He went to the restroom and—" Luca throws him aside before he can finish, raking his hands through his already disheveled hair. His breathing was ragged, and his entire body was rigid, he was like a volcano ready to erupt at any second. I can practically feel the heat of his fury radiating off him. My own stomach was twisted in knots, but I couldn’t let my emotions take over. One of us had to think rationally. I turned to the manager next to me who was trembling as he clutched a tablet in his hands. "Security cameras. Now."
That evening, we took Eli to a quiet, upscale seafood restaurant. He didn’t protest. He never did. He moved like a puppet, letting us lead him through the doors, letting us pull out his chair, letting us control everything because he didn’t seem to care. I could tell that Luca didn't like the fact that he was outside. The restaurant was warm, filled with the scent of butter, garlic, and freshly grilled seafood. The low hum of conversation surrounded us, but it felt distant, like white noise, overshadowed by the tension that had been lingering between us for days. Eli sat across from me, staring at his plate with that same blank expression he’d worn since he woke up. It was driving me insane—this silence, this emptiness in his eyes. It was like looking at a ghost. A version of him existed, but Eli—the real Eli—was somewher
The first few days were hell. We moved him to his room and set it up as an in-home hospital where the doctor came to check up on him everyday. Everyday, I would go there and stare at him with a guy wrenching feeling in me as I hoped for him to wake up whilst whispering my apologies. Matteo was distant from me but he made sure to check up on Eli. Even my men saw the difference in us. They were normally careful around us but now, it was as if they walked around eggshells as even the slightest mistake could get you a bullet in-between your eyebrows. Days turned to a week, a week turned to two and then three and finally, he was awake. **** I had never been a man who regretted things. I made my choices, carved my path, and let the consequences fall wherever they wanted to.But now, sitting at the edge of the bed, staring at the fragile bod
I barely registered my own feet moving as Matteo and I carried Eli’s lifeless body out of the basement. He felt weightless in my arms, his body unnervingly cold, his skin ashen, lips tinted blue. My heart was dying in my chest, squeezing tighter with every second that passed. Matteo’s grip on Eli was almost too tight, his knuckles were white as he supported Eli’s legs, his own face was filled with pure horror. “Luca, he’s barely breathing,” he choked out. “Fucking hell, what have we done?” I didn’t answer—I couldn’t. My mouth parted but no words came. My mind was filled with so much emotions like that of self-hatred, guilt, and fear. I had done this. My rage. My fucking insecurities. My need for control. I had locked him down there like an animal, left him alone in the dark. I thought I was proving a point. Instead, I had nearly killed him. We stormed into the living room, laying him on the couch. Matteo i
The past few days have been hell. Not the kind of hell I was used to—the one with blood, power, and the weight of my empire pressing on my shoulders. No, this was something else entirely. This was a slow-burning, gut-wrenching torment that had nothing to do with my business and had everything to do with the man I left locked up in the basement. Eli. His name echoed in my head, clawing at the corners of my mind, refusing to let me rest. No matter what I did—drowning myself in work, in anger, in silence and in alcohol—he was always there. The memory of his wide, confused eyes. The way he flinched when I raised my voice. The raw betrayal etched on his face when I threw him into that cold, dark cell. I fucked up. I knew it the moment the door slammed shut behind me. But I had been too far gone, I was too blinded by jealousy and fury to stop myself. Every second that passed since then only solidified one
"Che cazzo era quello?!" Luca yelled, his voice sounding like thunder in the silent house. I flinched, my heart stuttered as his furious gaze burned into me. "What the fuck was that, Eli?" I opened my mouth to ask what he meant, but he wasn’t finished. He was already storming toward me, his fury a wildfire set loose. "Looking at Ricci like that—like a fucking whore starving for cock. Are you out of your goddamn mind?!" His voice echoed off the walls. I kept quiet. “Did you enjoy the show, slut?” he sneered. “Did you like staring at him while he had his dick down someone’s throat? Hm? Couldn’t take your eyes off him, could you?” I froze, my chest tightening painfully at his words. His words hit like whiplash. I flinched, trying to step back, but he was relentless, cornering me against the wall. “I—” “Shut
He looked at me from head to toe, slowly and calculating. As if he wanted to devour me. Luca shifted closer to me, subtly yet protectively. Matteo’s fingers flexed as if itching to reach for a weapon. The tension between them and Ricci was thick enough to snap. “Luca. Matteo.” Ricci’s voice was smooth, confident, with an undertone of something that sent a chill crawling down my spine. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Luca’s expression remained unreadable, but there was a storm brewing in his midnight eyes. “A ghost would be a kinder sight.” Ricci chuckled, unbothered. He turned his gaze back to me, and this time, he didn’t hide his amusement. “And who’s this?” No one answered. My throat was too dry to speak, and the weight of Luca and Matteo’s silence made it clear that they didn’t want me involved. But that only made Ricci’s smirk widen. “Ah,” he hummed, stepping closer, “a secret, t