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Miscarriage

Author: Joy Apens
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Alpha Luciano's POV

The thing about life is that when bad things happen you think 'sorry for the person but it can never happen to me'. Things like these didn't happen to people like me. I shouldn't have had to wait on a verdict from a doctor with so much trepidation.

It was my fault. All of it. If I had just taken her with me like she'd asked me to then none of this would have happened. If I had stationed a company of guards to protect her instead of giving her so few because I thought it would keep people less suspicious and keep her safe.

If I had simply left the fucking party from the start the moment I felt strange. If only, if only, if fucking only. I was filled with regret. I was angry and pained, I wanted to rip someone, anyone apart. There was something fundamentally flawed with me.

I had strangled Emery instead of checking in on Arabella's condition first. If I closed my eyes, I could still hear Arabella's voice.

Luciano, look at us. We'll be terrible parents...You are one
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Rinasho
oh my really sad about the miscarriage.. thought with alpha-alpha blood at least fetus would survive :/ would arabella run away since baby is gone? hopefully Luciano could use alpha command to get emery to speak the truth and punishment will her for killing the heir
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