Diana
My eyes nearly leaped out of my skull when I spotted King Asher standing there and staring at me.
His look made my stomach churn like I'd just eaten something past its expiration date. My body wavered as if my legs had suddenly decided they no longer believed in stability. Of all the people who caught me at this moment, why him? And why now?
Heat flushed over me and climbed from my neck to my face. I cursed my body for betraying me. I wasn’t even doing anything suspicious, but his gaze made me feel as guilty as a kid caught with crumbs all over their face, claiming they hadn’t touched the cookie jar.
I dreaded the fallout from confessing that I wasn’t the person he thought I was. I wasn’t sure I could survive another emotional beatdown like the one Marcus had handed me. That rejection had left scars and the idea of repeating history with my mate? No, thanks.
He was a ruler who could snap fingers and make my existence vanish. Fear gripped me, reminding me how close I was to the brink of death.
His eyes stayed locked on mine. He looked less like a king and more like a parent who just caught their kid sneaking out past curfew. His gaze briefly showed a hint of confusion, making me wonder if he already suspected something—or if I just sucked this badly at acting.
His movements felt deliberate like he was closing in on me. My breaths came short and fast, and my pulse pounded like a bass drum at a concert. My feet shuffled back, searching for an escape, only to find the wall. Perfect. Nowhere to run and no room to breathe.
Say something, my brain screamed. Do something. But I froze, trapped under his gaze like a deer in headlights.
“Please, I beg you… let me go,” I managed to stammer. My tone wavered between desperation and a broken plea, each word heavy with fear.
He didn’t say a word to me. Instead, he signaled to one of the guards—the same one who had held me back earlier—and asked for details on where they had found me and how I had tried to slip away. As the guard explained, I noticed someone else approaching, stepping out from behind King Asher.
A tall guy with jet-black hair slicked back and parted down the center. He was handsome in a sharp, intense way that spoke of alpha blood, though he wore a beta’s badge, marking him as one of those alphas who chose—or were forced—to serve under a higher authority. His green eyes held a strange familiarity. He was someone close to Lila.
“Lila, are you alright?” he asked gently, as if he spoke to an old friend.
My gaze darted between him and King Asher, who was questioning the guards. Asher commanded without a hint of cruelty or arrogance, something I’d never seen in Marcus, who ruled with a rough, unforgiving hand. If I weren’t the subject of discussion, I might have admired how Asher treated his men.
The beta reached out and tried to touch my shoulder like he had every right to. But I flinched and stepped back. When King Asher’s gaze flicked back to me, the heat of his attention made my face prickle, and my body trembled under his stare.
I let out a strangled cry, raw and desperate, barely holding myself together.“Please, let me go. I don’t belong here.”
Asher’s gaze hardened. “Why would I let you go? You’re my wife, Lila. This is your home.”
The words clawed at my heart, and before I could stop myself, I whispered, “This is not my—”
“Your Majesty,” the beta interrupted smoothly and stepped between us. “Allow me to handle this. Lila trusts me. I’m sure I can help her come back to herself.”
Asher looked like he wanted to argue, but he reluctantly nodded and stepped back after a moment.
“Fine. Do whatever you need to do. Try to help her understand that she’s safe here and tell her that I swear on my life that I’ll find the bastards responsible for her abduction.”
The Beta—Eddie, identified by his insignia—nodded and led me to a coconut tree in the garden a few steps away. It was a safe distance from Asher, who remained nearby, still questioning the guards about my attempted escape.
Eddie's grip on my wrist was firm enough to hold my attention but not hurtful. “Look at me, Lila—it's me, Eddie.”
His gaze searched my face, and I wanted to break free, but something in his stare held me rooted to the spot.
“You’re having a breakdown,” he said softly. “And believe me, Asher and I understand. But you’re safe now.”
I shook my head. “I’m not having a breakdown. I’m not supposed to be here. This isn’t my life. Please help me get away.”
The look he gave me drilled a chill into my chest. He didn’t just look at me like I was crazy; something darker was behind his eyes. He gripped my chin and lowered his face to mine.
“You need to calm down, or you’ll risk everything. We both know the secrets we’ve buried, the things that would ruin us if Asher knew. He’d kill us both without hesitation. So whatever reasons you think you have to run, forget them. Erase them from your mind.”
A cold dread settled in my stomach. What secrets was he talking about? Did he not hear me or test me to see if I’d break?
Our eyes locked, and the concern there had been before shifted, replaced with a glint of satisfaction as if he enjoyed the mess he was dragging me into.
“Listen closely. You’ll do as I say and stay quiet. You’ll be the queen who has her act together, and you’ll play your part in this kingdom. One more move from you, and Asher will blow your head off.”
He spoke with such cold authority that made terror creep into my bones. My heart pounded hard as a thousand questions screamed for attention.
I'd seen males like Asher before—the ones who wore calm like a mask, fooling everyone into thinking they were chill. But deep down, these were the types who didn’t just hold grudges—they nurtured them like plants, watering them daily and making sure they grew into full-blown forests of vengeance. Cross a male like Asher, and you wouldn’t just pay; you’d pay interest and late fees and probably lose a limb.
This kind of man wouldn’t yell or throw a tantrum. No, he’d wait, plotting in the shadows, biding his time until he could strike. And when he did, you wouldn’t even see it coming.
“Stay calm, Lila,” Eddie said, putting his hand around my arm in what I’m sure he thought was comforting.
Smirking, he gave me one last look and switched into obedient, perfect Beta as he turned to King Asher.
“Don’t worry, Your Majesty,” he said with a respectful bow. “I’ll make sure Queen Lila feels settled. She won’t trouble you any further.”
King Asher's gaze softened, and for a brief moment, his face lit up with a tenderness so genuine it twisted the knife of guilt already lodged in my chest. How could he look at me with such unfiltered affection when I was weaving this tangled web of lies? It was like kicking a puppy, only worse—this was a king, my supposed mate, and I was stealing a life that didn’t belong to me.
The guards' respect for him showed in their rigid posture, but I could see a flicker of What’s her deal? In their eyes.
Asher dismissed them with a wave of his hand, and I watched them melt into the shadows, leaving me alone with him. My gut twisted tighter like someone had yanked it into a knot and pulled hard. He turned back to me, and the look in his eyes—warm, patient, and so damn sincere—nearly knocked the air out of my lungs.
The mate bond surged between us. My knees wobbled as if my body couldn’t decide whether to give in to the bond or flee from the shame gripping me. Excitement crackled through my veins, heating my skin, but clashed violently with the disgrace that roared in my chest.
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, threatening to spill over, but I blinked them back. Crying now would only make me look guiltier than I already felt. What kind of mess had I gotten myself into?
“Let me take you inside,” Asher said. “I want you to know I don’t blame you for this. You’ve been through something traumatic, and I promise I’ll do whatever it takes to help you recover.”
I parted my lips, ready to speak, to maybe come clean. But he gently pressed a finger to my mouth and silenced me. His finger brushed slowly, tracing my lips, and I squirmed under his touch.
“I told you before I don’t want to punish you. I won’t ask for a divorce. What happened before is in the past, and I’ve let it go. The fear of losing you taught me to forgive.”
Tears blurred my vision. I knew I wasn’t Lila, who'd broken his heart, but I couldn’t deny how deeply he cared. And as much as I hated myself for lying to him, the comfort of his care was something I’d never felt before.
“Come,” he said softly, guiding me toward the house.
DianaEddie joined us as we headed inside. His cryptic words from earlier played on repeat in my head. Every step I took felt heavier, like the ground wanted to swallow me whole. I couldn’t shake the fear that Asher might look at me too closely, see through this ridiculous lie, and realize I was nothing more than a desperate fraud.If I didn’t keep my head down, I might trip over my lies, and Asher would think I came here to deceive him on purpose. Worse, he might not even care to hear my side of the story before sentencing me to death. The last thing I wanted was my only mate to become my executioner.This was a stupid risk I had no business taking, and now I was about to pay for it. Asher’s gaze landed on me. His smile lingered, but I didn’t return it. It wasn’t mine to earn.“I love you, Lila,” he said through the mate bond. His voice in my mind made my heart stutter. It was the first time I’d heard him through the link, and it hit me hard.Asher reached out to hold me. The tendern
Asher I sat in my chamber and leaned over a large table that dominated the center of the room, littered with maps and figurines representing armies, rogue factions, and borders.Beside me sat a scarred faced General Lucien and Eddie who sat sharp and attentive with eyes fixed on the maps like a hawk. We were studying the map of the rogue kingdom, studying every inch of the territory they claimed near the mountains. These rogues had grown bolder, raiding small villages, stealing resources, raping women and spreading their filthy brand of chaos like a plague.A raw hatred bubbled inside me and my fingers dug into the edge of the table. These rogues, with their greed and disregard for order, needed to be punished severely. They were a disease, and I intended to burn out every last infected piece of them.“How many men can we deploy?” I asked.The warriors exchanged glances and shifted their weight as they whispered among themselves. The lead warrior stepped forward and handed me a scro
DianaBoredom had seeped into every inch of me, and I was desperate for anything to fill the time. To entertain myself, I’d started painting rocks and reorganizing Lila's already neat shoe collection. But after I ran out of rocks and shoes, the heavy and endless quiet settled in again. Eventually, I found myself sitting by the window and watched a bird outside, just staring as it hopped and pecked at the ground. That was how desperate I was, reduced to bird-watching as if that little creature held some secret to my sanity.Hours had passed without a single sign of King Asher or even a glimpse of the servants. The silence ate at me, and I started to wonder what the hell was going on. Then, just as my boredom hit its peak, a knock on the door jolted me from my daze.I scrambled up and adjusted my hair, as if it mattered how I looked. My eagerness faded when I opened the door to see it wasn’t King Asher standing there but a servant. She held out a letter with a slight bow. "A letter fo
Diana A knock on the door made my heart lurch like I’d been caught in a crime. I hid the letter and clutched the silk sash of Lila’s robe. When the second knock came, I knew It had to be him.Acting like I was feeling under the weather, I opened the door. King Asher's frame took up the entire doorway. He wore his signature calm smile that left me unsure of whether to run or collapse into his arms.“May I come in?”Managing a nod, I stepped aside. The room suddenly felt too small with him in it. Every move he made and every glance he threw sent prickles across my skin. He closed the door behind him, and I noticed the desire in his gaze.His eye contact was firm and intense, as if stroking the innermost part of my body. He faced me straight on and gazed at me with tenderness.“You’ve been avoiding your parents,” he said gently as if it were a casual observation and not the most horrifying statement I could hear right now. “They’re downstairs. They came themselves to see you.”Oh, holy
DianaThe hallways stretched ahead, and my thoughts felt heavier with every step I took. I couldn't stop thinking about several possibilities of me being Lila's sister. My life had always felt like one giant question mark, and now, for the first time, the answers seemed within reach.Growing up, I'd always felt so alone. There were no family dinners, no bedtime stories, no birthday parties. Just me and my aunt, who never hid that she took me out of duty, not love. I craved stability and belonging, but it always seemed out of reach. When Marcus came into my life, I thought maybe I could finally have that family I dreamed of. I pictured us building a life together. A home where I wouldn’t have to feel like an outsider.But Marcus had destroyed that fantasy like he had destroyed my trust. He left me shattered and discarded, like I was nothing more than a bad memory.If Lila’s parents were truly mine—if I wasn’t an orphan—maybe everything could change. Perhaps they would hate me at first
AsherThe meeting dragged on, and while the council members droned on border patrols and trade routes, I raised my head and froze for a moment when I spotted Lila standing just out of sight and peeking in like she didn’t belong. An unexpected warmth spread through my chest.This wasn’t like her. The Lila I knew barely cared about meetings unless they were directly tied to her duties as Queen. She usually left the details to me, claiming she had no patience for endless discussions. But here she was, lingering, watching, as if genuinely interested. It made me feel a deep, raw hunger for her.The need to mark her grew like wildfire. The thoughts of what I'd do to her and her mere presence distracted me. My gaze drifted toward where she had been moments before, but she had slipped away as quickly as she had appeared. My mind painted pictures of her in my arms, moaning from an orgasmic bliss.“Your Majesty?” a voice broke through my haze.I blinked from my dirty thoughts, realizing someon
Diana When Josh and Jaden burst into the house, a whirlwind of energy swept in with them. Their excited shouts echoed through the halls, and before I could process it, they flung themselves at me, clinging to my legs like vines."Mommy, Mommy!" Jaden’s voice rang loud and clear, his excitement nearly knocking me backward. Josh followed, a little quieter but no less affectionate, hugging my waist with surprising strength for a five-year-old.I crouched down, wrapping my arms around both boys and despite knowing they weren’t mine, my heart swelled in a way I hadn’t expected. Their joy was infectious, and for a moment, I forgot all about the guilt and the lies.“Mommy, guess what?” Jaden started, his words tumbling over each other. “Taffa Taffa was so fun! There were these really big slides, and I went down the tallest one, but Josh was too scared to do it, so I did it for him. And then we played this game with water guns, and I won every time because I’m the fastest!”Standing a little
Diana“What do you want?” I snapped at the snake. Shrugging, his grin widened. “Just passing by. Imagine my surprise when I found you here, looking all scholarly.”I turned away, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response. Then, I plastered on a neutral expression, pretending his presence didn’t bother me as much as it did. He leaned against the doorway with a smug grin plastered across his face.“But seriously, what are you doing here?” His voice carried a casual arrogance that grated on my nerves.I turned back to the shelf. “Looking for a book to read.”Eddie let out a low chuckle. “You? Reading? Since when did you develop a love for books? Last time I checked, you’d rather watch paint dry than crack open a novel.”“People change,” I said simply, keeping my tone light, though my insides were irritating.“Change?” he echoed, stepping closer. “You? Change? That’s rich. What’s next? You’ll tell me you’ve suddenly taken up knitting or decided to become a saint?”I shot him a
DianaMy knuckles were raw and bloodied from the assault. I was consumed by intense anger, feeling like it was burning out of control inside me. I couldn’t stop myself as I unleashed my fury on Lisa.A small part of me feared that she might somehow overpower me, but that fear was drowned out by my deadly rage.How could anyone in their right mind do this to children? Innocent children who had done nothing wrong. It was unforgivable.Curled up on the floor, she tried to shield herself from more harm. My breath came in ragged gasps, and I glared at her with nothing but raw hatred.Blood trickled from a cut above her brow, staining her cheek and pooling at the corner of her swollen lips. Her bruised eye fluttered weakly, struggling to open and focus on me.“You’re going to kill me,” she whispered hoarsely,
Diana I leaned into Asher, feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest as he toyed with my hair. His genand the way his fingers traced through the strands, made me feel so loved and cherished. That ws whyrt so much that he got mad at me. The contrast between his anger and his tenderness was jarring, and I struggled to reconcile it.“There’s not reI atey much to say, other than the fact that I grew up in a dysfunctional home. My mom was always cheating, and my dad…well, he just pretended not to notice. Whenever they weren’t around, which was most of the time, they left me with the nanny. She didn’t even have time for me.momentarilya kid, and I was left to figure things out on my own.”He paused, his fingers slowing in my hair as though caught in the mem ory. “I almost died when I was eight. Ate something I wasn’t supposed to eat—no one was watching me.”My heart clenched as he spoke. Compassion washed over me, off-timingenly understood his reaction.“I’m so sorry,” I said softly.H
Diana"I'm afraid the boys will have to sleep over tonight," Dr. Thomas explained. "Even though we've removed the poison from their system, we need to keep them under supervision for a while to make sure they are fully recovered.""Oh, of course. Whatever is best for them. Do whatever it takes to make sure they are okay," Asher said while I stood by the door.Asher's eyes met mine and held. I looked away. His anger had subsided, and I knew he was remorseful for yelling at me earlier—I could see it in the way he looked at me.I was even angrier with myself for reacting to his scolding in that manner. If I could feel so bad that he scolded me for something I could take the blame for—after all, I was the one who made dinner—how much worse would it be when the big truth comes to light?I was acting overly spoiled and entitled to an apology I didn’t deserve."Mom! Dad!" Josh called out. I rushed toward him immediately, going over to hug him."Hey, strong champ. How do you feel now?""I fee
DianaAfter the call with Marcus, my mind spiraled, consumed by thoughts I couldn’t escape. A heavy foreboding settled over me.Marcus was right—I had been dragging this out for too long, and it was beginning to unravel me. The longer I delayed, the harder it seemed.My thoughts shifted into planning mode and my fingers pinched the skin between my thumb and forefinger in an attempt to focus. What I had against Eddie was damning enough to destroy him—if Asher would believe me. That was the catch. A tingling sensation spread through my chest. It was a combination of anxiety and fear.A darker thought crept in, chilling me to the bone. The shock of my lies would devastate him. If he knew I wasn’t Lila, he might never have touched me. He might even search for Lila’s body, wherever it was, just to give her the proper rites as custom demanded.I knew he wouldn’t take my confession lightly. Asher was a king who ruled by principles, and I’d broken them all. He would punish me—of that, I had
DianaMy limbs trembled as I struggled to get to my feet, but every movement seemed clumsy and unsteady. My chest ached from the way my heartbeat had raced so wildly moments ago.I didn’t know how much longer I could bear this burden of guilt. It was beginning to seep into every part of me, eating away at my thoughts and emotions. The fact that Asher hadn’t figured it out yet felt like a miracle, but it also felt like I’d committed some unforgivable crime—well, logically, I had—but it was more than that. I felt like I was slowly destroying myself from the inside out.Everything seemed bigger in my mind, every thought spiraled into something I couldn’t control. I hated myself for the lies I couldn’t untangle.More than anything, I wanted to confess. I wanted to unburden myself, to share the truth with him, to let it all out and stop pretending that I was okay. But the thought of seeing disappointment—or worse, hatred—in his eyes stopped me every time.I always told myself I was doing t
Asher The violent anger surged through me and was impossible to control or ignore. My blood roared in my ears listening to Eddie give flimsy excuses for beating up a woman. My knuckles cracked audibly as I clenched my fists and leaned forward from my throne. His smug face made my fists itch, and I welcomed the idea of teaching him a lesson he wouldn’t forget."By the gods, Eddie, have you gone crazy?" I said instead, trying to suppress my anger. "It's not what you think. She's been very trying. She wouldn’t listen to me, and she keeps questioning my authority.""Is that enough reason to beat her? Have you ever seen me lift a hand against the queen, no matter how much she provokes me? You keep making cowardly excuses instead of dealing with whatever is eating you up instead of throwing tantrums when things don’t go his way. Are you sure you're even worthy of being my Beta?""It hasn't gotten to that," he mumbled."Oh, yes, it has. Don't question my judgment,” I snapped. “I will not
Diana "I was stupid," Marcus admitted, sounding regretful. "Extremely stupid to let you go. I didn’t even realize you were the life force behind my success as an Alpha. You left, and everything turned against me. Karma slapped me in the face. Tessa and I don’t even see eye to eye, and she lost the baby. I was fooled by the bond."My mouth widened in surprise. For a moment, I wasn’t sure how to respond. A part of me wanted to laugh because, honestly, they deserved every ounce of misfortune coming their way. Marcus, Tessa, and even his pack—none of them had stood by me when I was banished, reduced from Luna to a discarded wife.But there was another part of me, a more tempered side, that held back. While I felt no sympathy for Marcus or Tessa, the loss of an innocent life wasn’t something to celebrate. It was a tragedy, regardless of who it happened to."Sorry for your loss," I said, my tone cold and detached.Marcus nodded solemnly, taking the hit without protest. "In my next life, I
Diana After talking to Marcus, I decided to give myself some rest. There wasn’t much I could do other than wait. He had assured me he would be at the hotel. In the afternoon, I decided to call the boys to distract myself from my wandering thoughts. They were staying with Vera, and because seeing their faces always brought me comfort, I FaceTimed them, hoping for a bit of lightheartedness.“Mom, look!” Jaden exclaimed excitedly, holding up a box of homemade pizza. “It’s so good! I can’t get enough of it. I’m sure I’m going to turn into pizza and smell like it all day!”I couldn’t help but laugh. “You better eat in moderation, young man! Save the rest for later—and don’t forget to save some for Mommy too!”Jaden grinned mischievously, then handed the phone to Josh, who was sitting beside Diana. To my surprise, Diana was playing with him. Josh’s face lit up, and it was clear how much he enjoyed her attention.“Oh, Vera, I can’t thank you enough,” I said, my heart feeling lighter. “At l
DianaI couldn’t stop pacing around the room. My mind raced nerves and anxiety that refused to let me sit still. The end was coming; I could feel it in every fiber of my being.Asher was starting to piece things together, and his suspicions grew by the day. I needed to act quickly, to gather more forces to my side before it was too late. Eddie was relentless, determined to see this through, and I knew he would stop at nothing to get what he wanted.This wasn’t just some petty feud against me anymore; it had spiraled into something far bigger. He wanted to take the kingdom from Asher, and his ambition was a fire that burned brighter with every passing moment. This power play could destroy everything.What terrified me the most was the possibility that Eddie might have figured out about Marcus. The mere thought sent chills down my spine. How did he find out? Who told him?Maybe Marcus had seen the pictures of Lila scattered throughout the castle. Perhaps those images had stirred somet