Attracted to my husband

EMILY

His hands were around my neck, and the pressure was tight enough to suck the air out of my lung, restricting airflow but my heart was thundering in my chest for a different reason altogether.

He was so close, his hands on my chest, my breasts swelled underneath my clothes while my nipples tightened.

“I’m sorry.” I pleaded I was losing more air by the minute and my eyes had begun to water.

“Why are you sorry? First, you must know your offense, then you can know your punishments, Apologies do not cut it.”

“What are my offenses.” I struggled to say, it seemed like he didn’t know how much pressure he was applying.

“Why didn’t you tell me we had met before?” He asked. I didn't understand at first but when he tightened his grip on my neck, the memory came flooding back. oh, NYU

“We haven’t, I only saw you.” I realized it had been him today, as I walked towards him on the aisle. He looked as dashing as he had that day. I had been waiting tables and thought he was the most handsome man I had ever seen.

He nodded, “What did you tell Hannah? That I forced you here? Threatened to kill your dad?” He growled, dear God, was angry.

I coughed, I couldn’t talk anymore, he released his grip but his hands didn’t leave my chest. Instead, they played around my neck, hovering on top of my breast. It seemed like he wasn’t conscious of what he was doing as his eyes remained on mine.

“I didn’t tell her about my Dad.”

“You should know, that the more people that know about your dad’s condition, the more danger he is. Now that you know the kind of man I am, you should know I have a lot of enemies, including everyone at that party tonight. Your Swimming lessons would be private. Outside the house, you stay away from any water body.” He commanded.

Fear gripped me at his words, someone might try to drown me. The fear I felt evaporated when I felt a finger slip into the bodice of my gown. I shrunk away immediately.

“I’ve had a long day, I’d like to rest now,” I muttered like he hadn’t tried to touch my breast. I was still reeling from his kiss earlier. It would be maddening to let this man touch me.

“You seem to be forgetting I am now your husband.” He said confidently.

I gasped, he wanted rights to my body. “You didn’t say I would... you would… we would…” I muttered, unable to say the words.

“What part of being my wife did you not understand?” he asked back, I could see the determination in those dark eyes. But I couldn’t tell if he really wanted me or was just marking his property.

“I would rather be alone tonight.” I wasn’t prepared to sleep with this man. He had first taken my first kiss and now he wanted all of my body before the day was over.

“People don’t tell me no, Emily.” His hand caressed my cheeks down to my neck before hovering over my cleavage. “I say want I want and they go ahead and do it.”

“What if they say no?” I asked, breathless. His fingers were bringing reactions I couldn’t name, his fingers hand left my windpipe but I felt breathless. It seemed like his fingers became bolder with each breath I took.

I didn’t know what his arms were doing behind my back till I felt my gown fall loose.

“They never say no,” he repeated, sealing his words with a kiss behind my ears, drawing another gasp from my throat.

One day this man would have no need for me and would abandon me, if I gave him my body, I would never get over it.

“What are you wearing beneath this gown Emily?” He asked, his hands working on the corset lace behind my back.

I was frozen in his arms, bewitched by his lips that ran warm kisses all over my ears and down my neck.

“No bra... the dress is padded, just panties,” I murmured. My heart increased it's pace at the mere thought of being naked in front of this man.

I felt my dress slipped off my shoulder. “Alexandro.”

“Yes, say my name. you’ll be screaming it before the night is over.” He murmured into my mouth before sealing it with a kiss, swallowing my protest in his mouth as my gown fell to the ground. He tasted of expensive alcohol and manly sweetness.

He deepened the kiss pulling me to step out of the gown. My body was no longer mine, I felt myself dance to his touch. “Let me see you, Emily.” He murmured as he broke the kiss, pulling away to look at my body. Sizzling tingles danced everywhere he had touched, my body became hot under his eyes.

I flushed red when I saw the desire that shone bright in his eyes. He wanted me.

His hands reached forward to cup my breasts when a knock on the door stopped him.

My hands covered my breasts in reflex. He brushed his shirt off and covered me with it. “I’ll be back.”

It was Baxter. His voice was low but I heard the words he muttered under his breath. “The factory is on fire!”

“What?” Alexandro screamed, he dashed off the room without looking back at me.

Alone in the room I sat there, didn’t know if I was disappointed or not. Did I want him? I wouldn’t deny how hot he was. Yet I knew he was bad for my sanity. He would own me totally and leave nothing left.

Sleep didn’t come, “I’m not waiting for him.” I murmured to myself. But when sleep finally came, it was his name I sighed at night, calling to him because the night was cold.

Before morning I felt warm skin cover mine on the bed and knew it was him.