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~44-Damn~
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"So, it was you" he half laughs
"I'm sorry" I laugh.
"Do you really have a tattoo on your boob, though?" He asks.
"Nope"
"So you lied" he shakes his head.
"I'm sorry" I say again.
"You said something to me" he squints his eyes, trying to recall "What was it again?"
"Always expect the worst" we say at the exact same time then I burst out in laughter.
"There was a reason for that though" I say.
"Oh, really. Let's hear it"
"I realized early in life that if you expect the worst and the worst happens, you're still happy because you predicted correctly and if something better than the worst happens you're happy because... Obviously, something went good. It's a win win, always win situation."
He stares at me in bewilderment.
"What?" I ask, a grin plastered on my face.
"How did you come to that conclusion?"
"Well, I don't know... Life happened, I guess" I shrug then something strikes me.<
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