SAGE
The morning light filtered through the thin curtains, casting soft shadows across the room. I blinked slowly, my head pounding from last night's drinking, but it wasn’t just the hangover weighing me down. The events of the night came rushing back in a haze of heat and passion, and then… his rejection.
I sat up in bed, the ache in my chest growing. The stranger—the man whose touch had left me breathless, whose presence had made me feel alive for the first time in so long—he was my mate. My fated mate. But the way he had looked at me afterwards, like I was something he needed to escape from, was burned into my memory. His words had cut through me like a blade: I reject you.
I didn’t even know his name.
The soft sound of footsteps brought me back to the present. Lily appeared in the doorway, her face concerned as she carried two cups of coffee. “You’re awake,” she said gently, sitting on the edge of the bed. “How are you feeling?”
I took the cup she offered, wrapping my hands around the warmth. “Not great,” I admitted, the knot in my stomach tightening. “Something happened last night.”
I had returned separately after Lily and she did not know.
Lily’s brows furrowed as she leaned closer, her eyes searching mine. “What do you mean?”
I hesitated, unsure how to put into words the whirlwind of emotions I was drowning in. “I met him, Lily,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “I met my mate. But… he rejected me.”
Her eyes widened in shock. “What? Why? Who was he?”
“I don’t know,” I said, shaking my head, the bitterness of the truth settling in. “We didn’t exchange names. It was all so fast. One moment, I thought I’d found him, the person I’ve been waiting for my whole life, and the next, he was gone. He left me without even looking back.”
Lily’s face softened, and she reached out to place a comforting hand on mine. “I’m so sorry, Sage. I can’t imagine how much that hurts.”
I sighed, the weight of the rejection pressing harder on my chest. “It’s more than just hurt, Lily. It feels like everything I thought I knew is unraveling.”
Before Lily could respond, my phone buzzed on the nightstand, the screen lighting up with a familiar, dreaded name. Marcus. My stepfather.
I stared at the phone, my heart sinking. The last thing I wanted was to deal with him right now, but I couldn’t ignore him either. Reluctantly, I answered.
“Sage,” his voice barked on the other end, already thick with anger. “Where the hell are you? I want you home NOW!.”
His tone made my stomach twist with dread. “I’m at Lily’s. I’ll be back soon.”
“Don’t keep me waiting,” he snapped. “And don’t think you can run from your responsibilities. Get home immediately.” Without another word, he hung up, leaving me staring at the phone in silence.
Lily’s expression darkened. “What did he say?”
“He wants me back right away,” I murmured, my voice hollow. “No surprise there.”
Lily wrapped her arms around me in a tight hug. “You don’t deserve any of this, Sage. You’re so much stronger than they give you credit for.”
I clung to her, grateful for her warmth and understanding. “I just don’t know how much longer I can keep fighting.”
“You’re not alone,” she whispered, pulling back to look me in the eyes. “Don’t ever forget that.”
With a heavy heart, I stood, knowing I couldn’t delay any longer. “Thank you, Lily,” I said softly, grabbing my jacket. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
She smiled, though her eyes remained full of concern. “You’ll figure this out, Sage. You always do.”
I nodded, though I wasn’t so sure. As I left Lily’s place and headed back to the life I dreaded, all I could think about was the mate I had lost, and the uncertain future waiting for me.
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I arrived home with my heart already heavy, but nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to face. As I stepped through the door, I froze, the air seeming to thicken around me. There, standing in the center of the living room, was Alpha Ethan Blackwood—the man I was supposed to marry today.
I had heard whispers about him. Stories of his ruthlessness, his power, his cruelty. But none of those tales captured the sheer presence of the man standing before me. He was tall, towering over everyone in the room, his broad shoulders filling the space with an unspoken authority. His eyes, dark and piercing, scanned the room with a dispassionate coldness that sent a shiver down my spine. He was handsome—undeniably so—with sharp, chiseled features and a commanding posture, but there was no warmth in him. No emotion. Just raw power and chilling detachment.
The room seemed smaller in his presence, his massive frame filling every inch of the space. He stood tall, arms crossed over his broad chest, his sharp eyes scanning the room like he owned it. His features were harsh, chiseled in an almost cruel way, and his expression held the warmth of a glacier. There was a dangerous calm about him, the kind that made your skin prickle with unease. He didn’t move as I entered; his gaze simply locked onto mine, cold and assessing.
Marcus, my stepfather, was standing beside him, and it was his voice that cut through the silence, pulling me back into reality. "Sage," he barked, his tone as clipped and impatient as ever. "You’re late."
I glanced at Marcus, but his face was as unyielding as Alpha Ethan’s, not a trace of compassion for the daughter he’d raised. He wasn’t my real father, of course, but his cruelty had often made me wish I’d never known either of them. I could see that today was no exception. He was still the man who had sold me off like a piece of property to the highest bidder, and today, that bidder was Ethan Blackwood.
"Apologies," I murmured, my voice small, the knot in my throat making it difficult to speak.
Ethan’s gaze never left me, his dark eyes piercing as if he were sizing up a new possession. When he finally spoke, his voice was deep and rough, like the crack of thunder. “So, you’re the one.”
It wasn’t a question. He wasn’t asking for confirmation; he was merely acknowledging what had been arranged, what he’d been promised.
And I was that promise.
I swallowed hard, nodding, feeling smaller than ever in his presence. His eyes were so cold, so devoid of emotion, that it chilled me to my core. I tried to meet his gaze, tried to summon some strength, but his presence was suffocating.
Marcus cleared his throat. "The ceremony will take place today, as per Alpha Ethan’s request. You’ll be married by sundown."
My heart sank. “What? Today?” I asked, my voice barely more than a whisper. I could feel panic rising, my pulse quickening. I had expected it, dreaded it even, but I hadn’t realized it would happen so quickly. “But you said…”
“Yes, today,” Ethan said, cutting off any protest before I could muster it. His voice was flat, emotionless, as if this were merely a formality. “I have urgent matters to attend to, and I don’t have time for delays.”
I opened my mouth to speak, to protest, to ask why. But the words died on my lips as his cold gaze bore into me. There was no room for negotiation here. This wasn’t a marriage; it was a business transaction, plain and simple.
Marcus stepped closer, his eyes narrowing at me. “Don’t embarrass me, Sage. This is a good match for you, better than you deserve. Alpha Ethan is a man of power, and you should be grateful.”
Grateful? The word echoed in my head, hollow and mocking. How could he think that I’d be grateful for this? For being handed over like cattle to a man who didn’t care about me, who couldn’t even be bothered to stay after the ceremony? My throat tightened, and I fought back the tears that threatened to spill over. I wouldn’t give them the satisfaction of seeing me cry.
Ethan turned his back to me, his disinterest palpable. “The marriage will be quick. Once it’s done, I’ll be leaving. The sooner, the better.”
The finality in his tone struck me like a slap. He wasn’t staying. He would marry me, bind me to him in the eyes of the pack, and then walk away without a second thought.
I clenched my hands into fists at my sides, my nails digging into my palms. This wasn’t a union—it was a prison. I’d always known that my life wasn’t my own, but standing there, hearing Ethan dismiss my existence so easily, made the reality of my situation hit harder than ever.
Marcus, clearly satisfied with Ethan’s words, shot me a look of warning. "Don’t cause any trouble, Sage," he said coldly. "You’re lucky you have this opportunity."
Lucky. Right.
I didn’t bother responding. There was nothing left to say. The walls were closing in, and any illusion of freedom I’d once had was now shattered. I was to be Alpha Ethan’s wife, in name only, but it didn’t matter. In that moment, I realized that it wasn’t just Ethan I feared—it was the cage they were all building around me.
“Prepare yourself,” Marcus added, turning to leave the room. “The ceremony will start soon.”
I stood there, frozen, watching as they both walked away from me, discussing my future as though I were already invisible. My heart pounded in my chest, each beat a reminder of how little control I had over my own life.
I was about to become the wife of a man who didn’t even care enough to stay.
SAGEThe ceremony felt like a panic attack—one of those nightmares where you're running but never seem to escape. Everything about it was suffocating, the air was thick with tension, and I could barely breathe. Alpha Ethan stood tall and imposing beside me, his expression a cold mask and devoid of any emotion. I could feel his presence as a shadow looming over me, like an immovable force in this cruel reality I was being pushed into.They made me wear a bridal gown that looked like it had been worn by at least ten people. There were stains and a pungent smell, and it was at least two sizes bigger than mine. The Alpha of my pack and a handful of people gathered. Like I said before: it was more of a business transaction than a wedding. A lesser few of the Lunar Legion Pack were present. The vows were spoken, though they felt empty to me. His voice was steady and detached, while mine trembled with fear and resignation. I couldn’t even look at him. Every time I glanced up, my heart rac
SAGEThe heavy silence that lingered after Alpha Ethan's departure wrapped itself around the room, suffocating in its stillness. I stood there, watching Asher—Beta Asher—my chest tight with a strange mixture of anger, confusion, and hurt. His face, once familiar with passion, was now cold and his eyes were completely unreadable. How had it come to this? How had the man who had been my fated mate, chosen by the Goddess, become the source of my torment?I inhaled deeply, steadying my voice before shattering the quiet. I did not want to give him the impression that I was weak and that he did the right thing by rejecting the omega.“Did you know who I was? I mean, I was promised to your Alpha?” The words tumbled out faster than I had intended, and my voice betrayed the underlying bitterness.Asher’s expression remained neutral, but I saw the flicker in his eyes. “No,” he said calmly. “But something tells me you might have an idea.”I scoffed, unable to believe how he could stand there a
SAGEI woke to the soft creak of the door, which was barely audible in the stillness of the night. My eyes fluttered open, adjusting to the faint light spilling in from the hallway. The scent hit me first—woodsmoke and something darker, something primal. Alpha Ethan.My husband.I turned slightly, careful not to make too much noise, and watched as he entered the room. He moved with a predatory grace, his broad shoulders spreading long shadows against the dim walls. The air seemed to thicken with his presence, his power filling the room like a dense fog. My heart beat faster, unsure if it was from fear or anticipation.He didn’t say a word, didn’t even glance in my direction as he removed his jacket, draping it over the back of a nearby chair. His movements were precise and methodical, but there was an underlying tension in the way he carried himself. Anger. It clung to him like a second skin, suffocating the already strained atmosphere between us.I sat up slowly, the cool sheets falli
SAGEAlpha Ethan’s words echoed in my mind, replaying like a cruel melody I couldn’t escape from. I don’t want to force this, but you know what’s expected of you. The pack demands an heir, and I can’t delay this any longer.An heir. That’s all I was to him. A vessel to fulfil his duty and nothing more. I stared blankly at the empty space where he had stood moments ago, the weight of everything pressing down on my chest. It was suffocating. I felt as if the walls of this room, this house, this entire life were closing in on me, trapping me in a reality I couldn’t escape from.I sat there for what felt like hours, my mind racing with thoughts I couldn’t sort through. Every part of me wanted to scream, to rage, to throw something and feel some release from the unbearable pressure building up inside. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. Instead, I reached for my phone, my fingers trembling slightly as I scrolled to the only person who might still care—Lily.Lily, my one true friend from the Wildwo
ASHERI was sprawled on the bed, staring at the ceiling aimlessly while my thoughts wandered anywhere and everywhere. I did not know why the Moon Goddess would play this cruel game with me, but it was vicious at its best. The soft light filtering through the curtains did nothing to chase away the shadows in my head. Every breath felt heavy, like a weight pressing down on my chest. I couldn’t escape it—this feeling of being trapped, bound by ties I didn’t ask for but couldn’t break.I had a chosen mate, one who loved me yet couldn’t take me or claim me, and then I met Sage—my fated mate—one whom I rejected right away because my heart already belonged somewhere else. And now, she is right here, with fate taunting me at every step.Sage…my mate, and that bond was undeniable. The pull of her scent, the quiet strength she exuded, the way her presence seemed to fill the spaces between us with a force that was as magnetic as it was painful. It was maddening. Fate had thrown her into my path
ASHERI do not remember the exact moment I fell in love with Ethan. But the idea of calling him mine, the idea of being gazed at by him was always titillating. It wasn’t some soft, fleeting thing. No, love with Ethan was never going to be gentle or kind. It was fire and fury, all-consuming in a way that left no room for anything else. And it started that night, the first night he truly showed me what it meant to be his.We were young boys, training late in the night, the kind of night where the air was thick with tension, our bodies worn from the intensity of sparring. I was exhausted, pushing myself harder than usual, trying to match him punch for punch, step for step because watching him work harder against me was kind of a personal win. But Ethan was always one step ahead, always stronger, always more.I’d admired him long before that—his power, his strength, the way he commanded respect without ever needing to raise his voice. But that night, something changed. It wasn’t just ab
ASHERThe next morning, sunlight filtered through the curtains, bathing the room in a soft glow. I shifted slightly beneath the covers, my body still aching from the night before. The memories of Ethan, rutting into me and everything else. Ethan’s arm was draped possessively over me, his warmth pulling me back toward the edge of sleep. But there was no escaping the reality that waited outside this room.I stirred, careful not to wake him, though part of me knew he wasn’t asleep. Ethan was never fully at rest, not even when he allowed himself these stolen moments with me. As soon as my body moved away from his, I felt his grip tighten slightly, a subtle reminder that he wasn’t ready to let go. Not yet.“Ash,” his voice rumbled against my ear, low and commanding, “where do you think you’re going?”I glanced over my shoulder at him, my heart skipping a beat at the intensity in his gaze. “We need to get ready,” I whispered, though there was no real reason to whisper. No one would dare ent
ASHEREthan and I drove out of the pack house after breakfast, the cool morning air biting against our skin as we made our way to the council chamber. The day had barely begun, but I could already feel the weight of the pack’s issues pressing down on us. This was life with Ethan—constant vigilance and constant pressure. And through it all, his authority remained unshakable. He was the Alpha, and no one, not even I, questioned his command.We chose to commute in his custom-made black SUV; the bloody vehicle was more of a tank than a car, but it reflected Ethan’s personality. We travelled in silence, although I could feel he wanted to talk because Ethan had already caught me looking at Sage a few times more than usual and I knew he caught a whiff of the storm brewing inside of me. And Sage, too, found it canny for her husband to spend more time with me than her. Fuck, this was utterly and devastatingly complicated. But I wanted to concentrate more on business right now. Ethan and I
ASHEREthan stomped ahead of me, and it was an unspoken order that I would have to follow him, which I did until we neared one of the guest rooms. without a care in the world, Ethan grabbed my arm and shoved me inside the room. “Is there something I can do for you, Alpha?” I asked once he slammed the door shut so hard, I wondered if it was unhinged. Ethan turned to face me, his features set in stone but those merciless eyes did not lie. I could see the fire simmering underneath. “How is my wife doing, Ash?” He asked, his voice calm, too calm for my liking. Did he see us together? And how long was Ethan watching Sage and me? “She is good, although I feel you should ask her, too,” I said, and stupidly or bravely, added, “Or maybe watch the progress.”I was angry at him for throwing me in her path, and I was angry at myself for being intoxicated by Sage’s presence, the fated bond conspiring against my being. A twisted smile appeared at the corner of his lips. “I enjoy your mouth,
SAGEThe next morning, I woke up still feeling the sting of rejection from the night before. The previous evening had been humiliating—dressing up, waiting for Ethan, and being ignored so completely. I had tried to push the memory out of my mind, but it lingered like a dark cloud over everything. I needed to distract myself, to do something other than dwell on the emptiness of my marriage.When I left my room and headed downstairs, I had no idea what to expect. I certainly didn’t expect to see Asher standing in the entryway, waiting for me.I stopped in my tracks, surprised to see him so early. He was dressed in his usual training gear, his muscled arms exposed under the thin material of his shirt. His gaze was intense and his face was completely unreadable. "Asher?" I asked, confusion coloring my voice. "What are you doing here?"He crossed his arms over his chest, his jaw clenched. "Ethan sent me. I have been told you want to be trained.”I did not know whether to be angry or sad o
ASHERThe morning sun filtered through the floor-to-wall windows of Ethan’s office, illuminating the entire space. I sat at the large oak desk, going through a stack of papers related to the pack's business, but my mind was elsewhere, swirling with thoughts that had nothing to do with the work in front of me. Ever since I visited Sage, my wolf was in unrest. I was torn between the desperate need to be close to her and, at the same time, I knew how dangerous the notion was. She was my fated mate, my lover’s wife and every sane fibre of my being told me to stay the fuck away from her. It was bad enough that I was already holding far too many secrets from Ethan and Sage, any more misstep could cost me and my heart. Ethan sat across from me, his brow furrowed in concentration as he reviewed reports about the rogue attacks that had been plaguing our territory. His silence, however, didn’t bother me; it was a silence I had grown accustomed to over the years, but today it felt different.
SAGEI woke up with a killer headache as the remnants of last night’s whiskey swirled in my veins. My mouth felt dry, and a sense of heaviness pressed down on my chest as I slowly sat up in bed. The events of the previous night came rushing back like a cruel tidal wave. The way I had dressed up, hopeful, foolishly naive. I had waited for Ethan, wearing that red dress, hoping for something—anything—that resembled affection. But he hadn’t come. Not a word, not a glance.And when he came, more out of duty and disgust, the conversation was enough to break my cracked heart into a million pieces. How could someone be so cruel?My stomach churned violently, and I barely made it to the bathroom before I emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet. Gasping for air, I sat back against the cool bathroom tiles, my body trembling from the force of it all. My eyes were puffy from crying, and my makeup, which I hadn’t bothered to wash off, was smeared across my face like a sad reminder of
ALPHA ETHANI stepped into the pack house around morning because I did not want to be around Sage, and I could not be around Asher either. And then there were the meetings, the endless conversations about pack security, rogue attacks—it was all necessary but draining. The Wildwood alliance was crucial, and I couldn’t afford to let the council see any cracks in my leadership, not now. But as I made my way up the stairs, my mind already shifting toward sleep, I couldn’t ignore the nagging thought that I hadn’t seen Sage in days. Not properly, anyway.My hand hovered on the door handle of her room. I didn’t have to come here. I could have gone straight to my own quarters, shut out the world like I always did. But something tugged at me, a sense of obligation, or maybe it was just guilt. Guilt for the way I had been treating her. Guilt for the way I had neglected her and ignored her needs because they conflicted with the walls I had built around myself.I pushed the door open quietly, c
ASHERI knocked softly but there was no response, but I could hear faint movement inside the room. Something told me I didn’t need permission to enter. My gut twisted as I opened the door and stepped inside. The room was dimly lit, the heavy curtains drawn tight to block out the moonlight. There, slouched on the floor near the fireplace, was Sage, cradling an almost-empty bottle of whiskey in her lap.My heart sank at the sight. Her hair was loose, falling over her face in messy strands. She looked lost. The confident, determined woman I had seen at breakfast that morning was gone, replaced by someone utterly defeated. And I couldn’t help but feel responsible, even if she didn’t know the full truth.“Enjoying yourself?” I asked from the doorstep, drawing her attention. Sage looked up, a little confused and angry. “Why?” she muttered as I approached, her voice slurred and thick with alcohol. She didn’t even look up. "Why do you fucking care so much?” I knelt beside her, carefully ta
SAGEThe cold stillness of the pack house pressed against me, heavy and unrelenting. It had been days since I’d arrived here as the Luna of the Lunar Legion pack, but it felt like I was more of a shadow than a presence in these halls. The servants avoided eye contact, some offering polite smiles that didn’t reach their eyes, while others didn’t bother hiding their disdain. It was as if I didn’t belong like I was an outsider in the very place I was supposed to call home.I sat by the window, my phone clutched tightly in my hand as I scrolled through old messages—empty of any from Ethan. I had asked one of the servants earlier to send a message to him, telling him that I wanted to see him. I knew it was a little bold of me, and from the reaction the servant gave me, I understood that I had crossed some line, but what could I do?Requesting to see my own husband—it felt ridiculous. But what choice did I have? He hadn’t given me his number, and I refused to go through Asher. Not after ev
ASHEREthan and I drove out of the pack house after breakfast, the cool morning air biting against our skin as we made our way to the council chamber. The day had barely begun, but I could already feel the weight of the pack’s issues pressing down on us. This was life with Ethan—constant vigilance and constant pressure. And through it all, his authority remained unshakable. He was the Alpha, and no one, not even I, questioned his command.We chose to commute in his custom-made black SUV; the bloody vehicle was more of a tank than a car, but it reflected Ethan’s personality. We travelled in silence, although I could feel he wanted to talk because Ethan had already caught me looking at Sage a few times more than usual and I knew he caught a whiff of the storm brewing inside of me. And Sage, too, found it canny for her husband to spend more time with me than her. Fuck, this was utterly and devastatingly complicated. But I wanted to concentrate more on business right now. Ethan and I
ASHERThe next morning, sunlight filtered through the curtains, bathing the room in a soft glow. I shifted slightly beneath the covers, my body still aching from the night before. The memories of Ethan, rutting into me and everything else. Ethan’s arm was draped possessively over me, his warmth pulling me back toward the edge of sleep. But there was no escaping the reality that waited outside this room.I stirred, careful not to wake him, though part of me knew he wasn’t asleep. Ethan was never fully at rest, not even when he allowed himself these stolen moments with me. As soon as my body moved away from his, I felt his grip tighten slightly, a subtle reminder that he wasn’t ready to let go. Not yet.“Ash,” his voice rumbled against my ear, low and commanding, “where do you think you’re going?”I glanced over my shoulder at him, my heart skipping a beat at the intensity in his gaze. “We need to get ready,” I whispered, though there was no real reason to whisper. No one would dare ent