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2020-12-11 21:54:19Sam stared at the document sitting in front of him. The words swam on the page, mocking him. If he’d thought getting work done before Saturday night had been difficult, it had now become impossible. Ever since that kiss that had sent him higher than the moon, and then brought back lower and harder than he’d ever fallen before. How could he have allowed this to happen?
And because Sam hadn’t seen Katie since that night, his imagination had been allowed to roam free. He’d dreamed of her, imagined kissing her again, remembered how hungry, yet soft, her lips had been. If he could just see her again, he’d realize that fantasy was always better than reality. He’d realize that the real Katie couldn’t possibly live up to his expectations, and then Sam would be able to move on and refocus on the job at hand.
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