I woke up with my racing heart.
I felt the power coursing through my veins, and terror flooded me as I realized that what I had experienced in the last 24 hours had been very real. However, I could not remember what had caused such an alteration, although I knew very well that it was a nightmare.
When I opened my eyes, I wished I wasn't standing on a hill with all my mates watching me with a frown.
“Since when do you have night terrors?” I asked Aris with red eyes, and I knew he was too upset. “I'm going to kill every single person who hurt you.”
I frowned, not understanding what was going on, then something in my mind clicked Aris' power, and I looked at him in horror. I couldn't believe it.
“Tell me you didn't get inside my head,” I said in fear. “Tell me you didn't see anything.”
“I had to do that to keep you from staying upset; I had a hard time feeling your terror,” Aris said unapologetically. “I had to wake you up right away or you were capable of sending power anywhere, and I got the feeling you didn't want to hurt anyone. I couldn't read your thoughts before, but after you removed the seal on your power, it was a matter of effort.”
I cursed through my teeth, and Biel gave me a serious look.
“Why is the Anarkhia Order hunting you?” The wizard asked pointedly. “I want the truth.”
Biel's questioning immediately put me in a bad mood, so I stood up and felt the power wanting to leave my hands, but the mate bond held it in place so it wouldn't be a problem. I didn't know whether to be grateful to have my mates next to me or sorry.
“I don't owe you anything,” I repeated once again crudely and I looked at all my mates so that they would understand. “I don't owe any of you.”
“We know that, Nadine,” Drago said calmly, and I was surprised. “You don't owe us anything; you are right to say that. However, whether we want to or not, there is a sacred bond that leads us to you, and we have an instinctive need to care for you. What happened today gives me to understand that this man has years of hunting you, and you avoid him so that he does not gain your power. Does your fear lie in what the anarchists can do to us?”
The dragon was not only smart; he was cunning and knew what to say to me to appease me.
“Is that why you don't want to bond with us?” asked Connor gently. “Are you afraid that the power you have will get more out of control? Are you afraid of hurting others?”
His deductions were accurate, but there was much more to it than just that.
I nodded to dodge any more uncomfortable questions and kept the biggest secret that everyone would instantly kill me for—the one that would set the continent ablaze in an instant. I had promised my mother I would never say anything, so I would keep my promise no matter what. I just had to find a way to protect myself before the situation got any more out of control.
“And that's why we have to go our separate ways; we haven't bonded, so there's no risk,” I said resolutely. “I need to find someone to help me place the seal of protection and—”
At that moment, a small battalion of guardians appeared with a group of priests. They all surrounded us in a circle, and Lion immediately approached, seeing me as if seeing me for the first time.
“The test could not know your power because you had a seal of protection,” the high priest said eloquently. “Whoever made you the seal must be very powerful for your magic to be undetectable in the test.”
The old man was right, but that person couldn't help me, and that made me anxious.
My power began to throb in my hands, and I instinctively saw everyone around us as a threat. I trusted no one, and although I loved Elle, trusting her had cost me my freedom.
“We didn't come here to attack you, Nadine,” the high priest said with his hands raised. “We heard of the Anarkhia Order's attack and came to help.”
“How did you know we were here?” asked Biel.
“Her power is like a beacon,” Lion said immediately. “When Nadine released her power, it was like a supernova. Priests from all over the world contacted the temple to report that they felt the power of chaos.”
I took a deep breath and began to deny.
That was very bad, serious in every sense of the word, and I clenched my hands.
“I suggest you stay away from her,” Aris said, and as I looked at the guards, I realized they all saw me as a threat. “What do you want?”
To my surprise, Drago approached me as did Connor.
Biel stood his ground but folded his arms.
“You already know Nadine needs to be taught about prophecy, to know elements, and for her to learn how to control her power. She must know how to channel her power correctly so that she is not a danger to anyone,” the high priest said seriously. “Bonding would help her stabilize.”
“I'm not bonding!” I shouted immediately.
“Calm down,” Drago said. “They just want to help.”
“No one wants to help me; they all want to use and exploit me for their own gain,” I said angrily. “Everyone, including you, who are just waiting for me to spread my legs to get more power.”
The dragon scowled at me, Biel cursed, Connor growled, and Aris laughed sarcastically.
“It's not like that, Nadine,” High Priest Lion said. “I'm sorry things had escalated to that point, but we want to help.”
“Anarchists attacked me steps from your temple!” I exclaimed angrily. “You guys even have magic wards over the damn city and they threatened us.”
“They broke the magic wards; they used dark power to do it,” said the high priest with shame. “We restored the wards with an infinite seal.”
“You must calm down,” Drago said, and I faced him.
“They killed my mother in the most horrendous way ever, and when she asked the damn
Temple for help, no one paid any attention, so forgive me for not trusting anyone,” I said forcefully. “I'm getting the hell out of here.”As I was about to push my way through the circle, Biel stepped in.
“You're not going to attack the four of us,” my green-eyed mate said smugly. “Listen to what they tell you; they'll help you control your power. And if you're smart, you'll learn everything you need to get rid of those fuckers. Or are you going to let them keep stealing your life?”
“He's right, belle,” Aris said. “I understand your distrust, but the four of us, believe it or not, are your sure source of protection. So, if anything happens at the Temple, we'll deal with it as a group of mates guarding their central mate; for now, you must learn to control your powers.”
“Please,” Connor asked as a plea.
I was about to send my mates to hell for trying to manipulate me through the bond, but I stopped when a vision flooded my brain. It felt like thousands of bricks falling on my head.
I gasped from the pain, and Biel immediately held me up, seeing that I was going to fall to the floor.
A flurry of images flooded my brain with force.
An old grimoire in a cave, a reliquary hidden in a jewelry box, a ring tucked between the petals of a rose, and a golden cloak was what I saw before I collapsed to the floor from the intense migraine that raced through my brain as a vision struck me.
I hated feeling so helpless.
“What was that?” asked Biel.
“You're a seer,” Aris said earnestly. “That's why you drew us, because you saw us, and what you just saw is somehow important to the prophecy.”
“Stay out of my head,” I said, and Biel put his hand on my forehead.
A pleasant chill was felt in my brain, and I was able to sigh in relief.
“She needs to control her powers; she's getting stronger and more unstable,” Lion said. “We must take her to the temple.”
“We must take her somewhere else the Anarkhia Order doesn't know about,” Drago said immediately. “She must receive her training in her place where she feels protected. If they brought down the magical wards of the Sacred City Afaris with ease, they can do it again, even if you have placed an infinite seal. They wield a lot of dark power.”
“I know where we can take Nadine, but she only goes with people she trusts,” Connor said immediately.
Lion walked over to me as Biel soothed my pain.
“What did you see, Nadine? You have to tell me; I have to know how to help you,” the high priest said.
“She will tell you privately,” Aris said. “Biel, select the guardians most loyal to you, and you, high priest, choose your assistants. We will go to the Temple to gather our things and take Nadine to safety.”
Everyone nodded, and Biel carried me.
“Feeling better?” The sorcerer asked, and I couldn't admit that his warm touch and minty smell was what was calming me down.
“Let's take her,” the dragon said.
I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, I was at the temple, a priest had recited a transportation spell.
“Take her to the medical area,” Lion said, and that's what Biel did.
When he left me on a bed, I closed my eyes, and then two elves came in to check me; one of them was the one who had treated me before. When the woman touched me, she gasped as she felt my power.
“You have an aura misalignment,” the elf said immediately. “You arrived well, but now you need nutrients to replenish yourself, and you need to calm your senses. Maybe sleeping near your mates will relieve you.”
“No,” I said immediately.
“What you're feeling isn't just part of the awakening of your power; it's because of the attraction to your mates. The bond needs to be consummated, or your discomfort is going to increase as the days go by. You are a central mate, so your body will feel the ravages of refusing the attraction.”
I cursed and then felt someone squeeze my hand.
When I looked up, it was Connor who looked desperate, seeing me in pain.
“You're going to be fine; we won't do anything; I just need to—”
“We need to take care of you,” Biel said immediately, and I pursed my lips.
Biology was kicking my ass, and suddenly the beast I had been sleeping inside me woke up. Its howl made me gasp, and I felt the right moment when it burrowed under my skin, wanting to come out.
“You're a she-wolf,” Connor said in awe. “We need to get her out of here right now; tell the priest to hurry. Nadine is going to have her first wolf shift!”
ConnorWatching my mate suffer was not in my life plans.Just before I felt the call of the Temple, I was drinking with Aris and told him about the problem I was having in my pack: the council was pressuring me to accept an alliance with another powerful pack through marriage.The fact that the Elders were putting an ancient practice on the table so that at last my pack would have a Luna was insulting, but for them to entertain the possibility that I would never have a mate was humiliating.I didn't know how to really feel, my wolf wanted to kill everyone for the audacity of forcing us to resort to a fake relationship. The sad thing was to see Aris' reaction was grim.“Do they really want to marry you off like that?” asked Aris in horror.The old vampire had been a friend of my family for centuries and saved my great-grandfather in the last supernatural war, so he forged a strong bond with my family that was nearly broken by my father but which I regained. If there was anyone who could
NadineWake up!My she-wolf's voice made me groan with exhaustion.Becca had an annoying voice; she was very grumpy and demanding. The fact that I had a hard time controlling her from taking over and going to claim my mates spoke volumes about the level of energy I had to expend with her.You sealed me for many years, so don't expect me to treat you right, Becca said in my mind, and I opened my eyes immediately.I did it to take care of everyone, and that includes you, even if you don't want to accept it. Now tell me what you want, I replied annoyed.Pay attention to your surroundings and test your senses, silly girl. Becca's recommendation made me frown, and when I was aware that I wasn't alone in the room, I immediately sat up and saw an old woman sitting by the window, watching me curiously. She reminded me of someone, but my mind was dulled with all the sensations of shift.“Who are you and where am I?” I asked, and she smiled.“I am your grandmother,” she said, and my eyebrows ro
ArisI was always grateful to be one of the few empathic telepaths left in the world.It was a wonderful power that I had vowed to use wisely and I did so for a long time until I decided to live my own life, one that had been calm until I met Nadine. She was not a typical woman; she was distrustful, insecure, and fearful, but she hid it under a wall of indifference and rebellion.Thinking of ways to make her fall in love had awakened all my senses and feelings.However, nothing had prepared me for feeling Nadine's horror and seeing what she had seen: what appeared to be her own death.Drago immediately got up to help her and Connor went to find something to clean up the mess; however, Biel and the high priest focused on me.“What did you see, Nadine?” asked Lion and I swallowed hard.“We need to talk about that in private,” Biel said.Then Jackson led the others away and Rose nodded.When Connor returned, Biel created an air bubble for privacy.“I hate this shit,” Nadine said before ta
NadineHearing the priest's words made me laugh very loudly until I realized that he was serious.“You're not kidding?” I asked as I saw that everyone looked at me very seriously.“No,” the high priest said and pulled an envelope from inside his robe. “I'm supposed to give this to you at the end of training. It's an edict from the Equilibrium Order that talks about what I say.”I looked at the envelope as if it were a pest.I took the envelope hesitantly as the high priest held it out, but I had the sense to open it in front of them and as I prepared to read, the sheet came to life with magic and a mechanical voice came out of it.“Miss Nadine Gabrielle Griffin, you have been formally appointed as a provisional agent of the Order Equilibrium. This appointment is given in substitution of a fatal penalty due to your character as an anchor of destiny. Your mission is sealed and consists of investigating, hunting down, and killing the top leaders of the Anarkhia Order. Completing the miss
NadineHaving mates was complete madness.There was no better graphic description than that.My four mates looked at me with annoyance. Even Aris, who was to be the most careful and understanding with me, had not shied away from showing me his disappointed expression.“You are a beautiful woman, a goddess on earth, but you are very reckless,” Aris said and that made Biel get up in courage and walk away from me.Connor went to calm him down and Drago denied it before walking away in the opposite direction.“I didn't say anything wrong; the truth is your lives can't be changed or modified at all by me,” I said sincerely. “You all have responsibilities, more important things to do than avoiding my imminent death.”Aris eyed me sadly.“You insult the bond of soulmates. I understand your reaction is due to how sad your life has been and the fact that you can't trust people, but what you said was very cruel to us, especially Connor,” Aris said sincerely. “The wolf was forced to live up to a
NadineNadine had a strong character.It was easy for me to empathize with what she went through as a child.I had lost my parents in a tragic way, so I knew how she felt about her mother's death, and after discovering why the Anarkhia Order was hunting her, I understood her reluctance, yet I was very confused by her signals.It was only until I saw her face, Biel, that I understood what was going on.Nadine was struggling to be indifferent to us, but her walls were coming down without her realizing it. A clear sign of that process was that she was excited to argue with Biel.It was easy for her to direct her anger at the one who had hurt her first.I didn't know if it would be a pattern, but I could tell she was feeling tense and frustrated because of the conversation we had, and she redirected that tension toward Biel once she found a reason to do so.The problem was that her smell was killing me.She smells delicious, said my wolf Will.It took all my self-control to calm down and
BielWhen Nadine decided not to come down for dinner, I knew she didn't feel like dealing with us.I didn't know if it was good to have her away, although a part of me was begging to look for her.Because of our arrangement, we were comfortable with the fact that our rooms were close to Nadine's room, but I didn't trust her for a second. Nadine was daring, so she could find enough daring to run away.She wasn't fooling me.It was just a matter of Nadine looking for the magic barrier and destroying it with the snap of her fingers so she could get out of the place. And if she was as good an escape artist as she was before, she would have a certain head start on us that would make hunting her down a bit complex.“Are you okay?” asked Lion, pulling me out of my thoughts.The old man was not my favorite person at the moment.I really was annoyed with him; I couldn't believe he was part of a whole scheme to set Nadine up.I'm fine,” I said and finished eating. “I'll go to sleep.”“We need t
NadineI hated dreams, but I hated visions even more.There were times when I couldn't figure out what was a dream and what was a vision because they were so easily confused. It felt like being inside the dream of a dream and many times I had to calm myself down to come back to reality.It was the first time I woke up with my four gourds near me and mistook them as part of a dream. Unconsciously, I had to show them how I felt about them, something I had learned to hide.I had only known them for days, but I was sure that if anyone dared to touch them inappropriately, I would spontaneously combust in a disastrous way.The worst part was realizing that I had hugged Biel and that he had kissed me on the head.The gesture alone disarmed me, but the meaning of it was driving me crazy.“It's okay, Nadine,” Aris said from the other side of the bathroom door. “Come and sleep again.”I laughed.“You think it's all as easy as that,” I said, annoyed.“No, I think it's too much more complicated t
NadineImpossible.That was the general thought of all of us.Biel had stood with his mouth open for a full minute before shaking his head. Connor was frowning while Aris raised his eyebrows in puzzlement at the sight of the map. The only one who didn't look surprised was Drago.“Why aren't you surprised to see that there's a divine object in the Temple?” I asked him with a frown.“It's one of the most secure places in the world; not just anyone would break into that place, and it has anti-magic vaults,” Drago said. “The thought that something might be in the Temple popped into my head, but after hearing Lion say that the priests were still looking for divine objects, I dismissed the idea.”“The Temple's anti-magic vault was created to safeguard dangerous objects that cannot be destroyed,” Connor said, and Drago smiled wryly. “It would be dangerous to store such an important object there.”“I don't think so,” Aris said. “I think it's a very clever thing on the part of the priests who
BielNadine was devastated.The news that people she loved but couldn't get involved with out of fear were dead was devastating. She felt completely guilty about what had happened, and the worst part was that it hurt her not to have shared in the people at the club. They all seemed like good people, but Nadine was forced to push them away until she couldn't do it with Elle.That was what hurt Nadine the most, and she wondered how it was that Aria had poked around so much to find out everything. She was afraid for the good people who had once helped her. Connor and Aris had to calm Nadine down to explain that there was no one to blame but Aria.The woman's name made me sick and very angry.She was a legendary figure in the Temple.Her wit had been part of great attacks, but she had never shown herself or been directly involved in committing an anarchist attack until that day. Aria had left the note for Nadine and had intentionally watched the surveillance cameras in order to have the
NadineDrago returned with two trays of food.There was everything on the trays, so I didn't hold back and ate with great eagerness because I was famished. My mates were silent as they watched me eat so enthusiastically, so I put the cutlery aside and folded my arms.“Is something wrong?” I asked with a frown, and they denied.“No, nothing's wrong,” Connor said before giving me a kiss on the head.“Then I don't understand why you guys are so quiet,” I said calmly.“The four of us just had the same thought, Nadine,” Biel said mischievously. “We think you look beautiful eating, and that sex suits you wonderfully.”My cheeks immediately turned red, and Aris burst out laughing.“For a tough woman, you have trouble with compliments,” Aris said, and I threw a piece of bread in his face.“It's not funny,” I said before I sighed and lifted my shoulders. “I'm not used to compliments or cuddles, but I can tolerate cuddles pretty easily.”They laughed because the reality was that I could easily
NadineDrago's dragon was overwhelming.There was no other way to perfectly translate what was happening.His kisses felt like boiling lava, and my body was receiving them with pleasure.My mouth molded to the movement of Drago's mouth with nothing but desire and devotion for him and his dragon; however, that moment was interrupted by Biel.“Drink some brew,” Biel said, and Drago proceeded to ignore him to kiss my neck and make me moan loudly. “Drink the brew, Drago, or I'll draw a rune to freeze your fucking ass. Drink the brew; we have to take care of Nadine.”I turned to look at Biel in surprise; the dragon raised his face in anger but took the potion Biel was offering in a second. That gesture made the others relax.The captain of the guardians smiled, and after that, along with Connor and Aris, took the brew he had made earlier. I finished turning and looked at my mates heatedly, but with a frown on my face due to confusion.“Why didn't you give me contraceptive brew?” I asked be
NadineThe Temple had opened an official investigation in Lunarius.The level of corruption in the case of the Vanir family, Ophelia's family, was too strong to be ignored, and so they were going to start the investigation in the Eclipse Pack and then make sure that the other packs were not affected. The Temple was going to follow the protocols of the federal laws of the continent respecting the primitive laws of Lunarius.That was what gave the wolves peace of mind.They did not like people meddling in their affairs; however, seeing the level of out-of-control created by Ophelia and her father, they found themselves having to accept the Temple's meddling. They had no choice.Connor felt responsible and guilty for what had happened.He, being an Alpha, should have been careful about the workings of the council, but inexperience made him trust the people he had grown up with over the years. He never suspected that the older people he respected so much would stab him in the back.The sa
NadineI was itching to have my shadows kill the pack council, and Becca was bloodthirsty; she herself wanted to go out and rip their throats out.Just let me come out for a moment to show them who I am, my she-wolf Becca said angrily.I ignored her for everyone's sake, especially Connor's.And it was Connor's expression of disappointment that made us want to attack the jerks who had the audacity to make our mate feel so bad. He was not a weak man; on the contrary, he was very strong mentally, and that was one of his best attributes; however, we hated to see him sad.When we left the council room, Connor wanted to get away, so I let him have some space to go into the woods.“Is he going to be okay?” asked Biel to Aris.“Connor is resilient; he's been through a lot since his family died, so he's going to be fine. He just has to adjust to his new reality,” Aris said with sadness in his voice.That truth was a harsh reality check.After that we went to the shelter.Since the legal proces
ConnorThe tension in the pack council room was intense.Many of the people who had one day reached out to me and urged me to become Alpha were there, but unlike that time when they smiled at me because I was just a scared young man, now they all looked at me with annoyance.“Only you can go in, Connor,” said Counselor Pier.It was hard to know what he had fallen for in the foolishness of playing along with Ms. Susy; it was depressing, not to mention disappointing, but I had to be blunt and direct.“My family can come in,” I said temperately.The mark on my wrist, which I shared with Nadine, Aris, Biel, and Drago, glowed again. In that instant, no one could ignore the divine sign. One of my grandmother's friends got up from her chair and approached us in bewilderment.“Is that a blessing from the gods?” the older woman asked, and I nodded. “It can't be.”At that moment a general murmur began in the room, and Nadine reached over to squeeze my hand. I really liked the fact that my mate
Part IV. Dichotomy of loveNadineWhere is the sacred cloak?That was the thought that haunted my mind for the next three days of intense research we had on the cursed divine object. We had our noses stuck in the books.It was tiring.The worst part was that my mother hadn't shown up as she had warned, and the damn god who had created me hadn't given me a valuable clue. It was depressing, so I just hoped I'd have some great insight into it like I'd had with the Enchanted Forest, but it seemed like fate was kicking me in the ass.I sighed as I closed the last children's storybook.I was fed up with the situation.“Go get some rest, Nadine,” Lion said. “You're doing nothing but upsetting our nerves here.”I raised my eyebrows in surprise and then wearily shook my head.Whether I liked to admit it or not, Lion was right.“Well, I'm off,” I said before getting up. “If anything happens, please tell me.”The priests nodded, and I walked bound for my room, but then I sensed a deep concern co
NadineAlister tried to get out of the prison, but I had my shadows catch him.“Why do you want to run away quickly?” I asked mockingly.“I have the power to finish you off,” Alister said.“And why don't you do it right now?” I questioned defiantly. “You don't kill me because you can't do it, and just now you feel afraid because I have the power. You are terrified to think what power it is that I hide, and truth be told, you should be terrified of me right now.”Alister stood up straight and looked at me haughtily.“You think you can kill me, but the truth is you can't because you know the Anarkhia Order would retaliate in a violent way, and I can swear to you that my killing you will make you suffer in spades,” the vampire said earnestly.It could be true; however, I would have to deal with that later; just at that moment, my thirst for revenge was much greater.“I don't care what the Sons of Anarchy do after they kill you; right now I just want to make you pay for slitting my mother