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Kaya’s POV.
I slam the door behind me, muttering words beneath my breaths. “How different is he from the triplets if he’s willing to end their reign by killing everyone too?”
Heading to the bed to sit on it, a million and one thoughts roam through my head, roaring like fire from a dragon’s throat. “And he seems to be unaffected by his decisions? This is crazy.”
I’m suddenly feeling out of order, thinking in my head about what I’m actually trying to achieve. For the past two weeks, I haven’t really thought by myself. Most of the decisions I make are based on what either Olivia tells me or what I know I must do with the alphas in general.
It makes me wonder if I am actually free from the bondage that I leave the triplets’ kingdom for. “Am I really free?”
I stare outside at the sky
71Kaya’s POV.The carriage comes to a stop, and the coachman bangs its body to signal for our attention. His croaky voice is a bass that penetrates through the thick body of the carriage, “we have arrived here, sire.”Olivia’s face shifts to mine, with a smile plastering onto her cheeks. “Are you ready, Kaya? You know what you have to do, don’t you?” As she begins, I nod my head, remembering exactly what my job is. “And are you sure you don’t need my help? The alphas are doing their own jobs to make sure that the triplets won’t have any guards to secure them, so they are vulnerable for you to attack them one on one, but are you sure you’ve got what it takes to face your once-prisoner and kill him?”I sigh. We’ve gone through this before, and as much as I don’t like the whole questioning of a thing, I think I understand why they are dubious of my capability. The triplets still have effects on me, but the emotion that fuels my anger is one that no cunning words of theirs could crush. T
72Kaya’s POV.“Kaya,” Kade’s voice halts, his throat unable to complete whatever sentence his brain has conjured before the wave of my power hits him in the stomach with a glow of gold from my lenses.He coughs out blood and looks down to the ground, shocked by it. From my sides, Kieran and Kyle run over, and I smirk, knowing this time around their speed has no effect on me.I’m going to have the last smile. Hastily, I draw their life force with a muttering of incoherent words that spills from my lips, mumbling them so lowly that it is almost like a whisper.I have connected deeply with my witch side, and my anger has forced her to accompany my plans. I’m drawing the life force of the triplets and raising my hands into the air; the three of them fly into the air.As they hang midair, they scream out in pain. I’m shar
733RD POV.The brothers grunt as they break through the fragments of rocks that’ve fallen upon them under Kaya’s influence. Their skin is broken from the effect, their faces are messed up with dirt, and their hair is messy, like it hasn’t been brushed for years.Kieran and Kade help Kyle from under an iron bar that’s hooked him into the ground, and he groans out loud as his rib breaks in the situation.“Fuck, couldn’t you have been careful?” His voice is coarse as he lashes out at his brothers.Kieran hisses while Kade looks back at their men. With his reasoning mind, he understands only more the aftermath of what he’s created. If anyone had told him about two months ago that Kaya would become what she’s become now, he would not have believed it.She was a sweet soul, but he tainted her. He and his brothe
74Kaya’s POV.Five hours or so later, we have gotten back here, and the arguments won’t stop. I’ve tried blocking my ears from it, only to have my thoughts threaten me as well.I’m gripping the bedsheets tightly, wishing that Olivia could come and tell me that it’s all right since I can’t calm myself. I’ve been so traumatized throughout my life, from childhood until now, that I have no idea how to control my own body without someone else helping me to.I am like a machine that can only work based on the inputs given to it to operate with.Their arguments are almost incoherent. The alphas won’t rest with Olivia, as they kept on telling her just how rubbish I am. As much as it annoys me, I believe I should remain in this room and not go outside there.I snap my eyes close again and try to block my hearing from th
753RD POV.Kade points out his hand above his head, signaling for everyone to stop, and they did follow his command. Kade, Kyle, and Chester halt their horses, peeling their eyes at the woods.“What is it?” Kade asks as he moves closer to Kieran, stopping next to him.“There’s a sudden change in the weather. Did you not notice the sudden rumble in the sky followed by the rain?” He is focused on scanning the woods, his eyes searching for anything out of the ordinary; he didn’t even share Kade a gaze.“Well, then, perhaps we should get off these horses.” Kade’s tone sounds more like a suggestion than an order, to which Kieran agrees. Kyle, on the other hand, groans. He’s actually still hurt, so they understand why he doesn’t want to walk.The effect of the crumbling of the tunnel twisted his leg
76Kaya’s POV.One moment ago, I was thinking about my life, confused at the very core of all the decisions that I’d made. I am wondering if this is actually what I want for myself or what someone wants for me. It’s so complicated, and at the same time, I feel stuck.I feel like there’s no way that I can get out of this bondage, because just when I could have escaped one, I went deep into another.I followed the path Olivia saw she could make for me.Inside the woods, while the rain falls with heavy drops, beating at my skin, I have hidden myself under a large tree with quite deep roots and a heavy canopy from its many branches.Now that I’m within nature, I feel nothing. I remember when I was at the cottage; the instant I walked into the woods, I had a full knowledge of every plant. I know what damage or repair they could do, and it always makes me happy. I would stay inside, speaking out my feelings like they were some books wherein I was writing a diary of my life.It used to be fu
77Kaya’s POV.I wake up in a familiar room and scratch the back of my head at a heavy ache.“What in the heavens...?” My voice trails off as I tighten my eyes shut. They crinkle at the sides as I groan when I roll out of bed.What happened? The last thing I remember was being inside the woods, but I’m here now. I look around and suddenly understand why this room looks so familiar. It’s because I’ve been here for a long time once, and then my eyes snap to the balcony, where I confirm better.“Fuck,” my heart feels like it would bleed blood at the way it jumps to the edge of my throat, blocking me from being able to breathe well.I’m hyperventilating out of the blue while my lenses dilate as I watch around, being careful of my situation.I hurry to the door and try to open the knob, only to see that it isn’t locked. I’m almost opening the door to try to escape, but then I stop myself. Should I just cast a spell that would stop anyone from being able to enter while I try to reach Olivia
78Kaya’s POV.“Percipe essentiae meae existentiae. Olivia me reperi per aerem. Veni ad me. Praesent tristique in mi nec iaculis. Auxilium tuum peto.” I call into my palms where I have allowed the pendant to relax upon before I cast the spell.Right after the glow in my eyes, the bracelet resonate with a low hum, inaudible to anyone without magic. I’m still sitting on a footstool, in front of the kitchen counter except finished with the pancakes already.There’s no space for me to run away, so I hope that Olivia can hear my message and come for me. I’ve never thought I actually needed her this much until now.I can hear the whispers of those ass whip, while wondering exactly what it could be they are discussing about me. I’m not very interested anyway or I would have casted a spell for that.Finally done with the chit chats, they come back to join me at the counter and I stand up. “I demand to leave.”“Kaya, please.”“You can’t stop me.” My voice is thick and stoic and that’s a very g