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2024-10-29 19:42:56Derek
After so long he appeared in my life... in the same city, same place and he would be at my wedding. I never imagined that someone from the past that I did everything I could to forget would now be so present in my life and even more so in my marriage. Yes, he would be, indirectly she would be forever in my life, because her name would be present when she spoke of my union with Anne. She would be present whenever the wedding was celebrated and indirectly she would be approached by me, as it was she who organized such a memorable day.
“Luke... “I whispered his name, sitting in my office and I still remembered the moments when we were together, making plans. His genuine smile was one of his characteristics that I loved most. I loved him, because now I was promised and I couldn't love him.
“Sir... “I saw my secretary coming in, with a smile on her face and I looked at her, waiting for her to say what she had to say.
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Luke " I don't believe! “Thomas raised his eyebrows, looking at me. It was six o'clock at night and we were at my house, talking and getting ready to go out. " Can believe! After years, Dereck shows up and still wants me to resign,” I said, still in disbelief. After working for days and after talking to my idiot ex-fiancé, I felt like I deserved a night of partying. We were in my room, I was talking while choosing shoes to wear. I wore a tight, above-the-knee black dress, highlighting my curves and to match I chose silver heels. “I don't understand, how can someone do this? Or he would have a reason. “ Thomas was thoughtful, sitting on my bed, while I got ready. Opposite each other, she wore ripped jeans, white sneakers and a black blouse that left her belly button exposed, looking very sporty. Thomas loved dressing in dark colors, unlike me who was more versatile in terms of clothes. “ Even if he did, he has no right to ask me not to comply with the contract, it's my job! My care
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JacksonI was on my way home when I saw Luke walking on the sidewalk parallel to the road.that I was driving the car. Even though we had just masturbated, I wanted more. I didn't understand why he refused so much, even though it was clear that he wanted me. My body was boiling, I couldn't take my eyes off him and all I thought about was invading his anus, which must have been so fucking delicious.I tried to push away my perverted thoughts and at that moment he was going through a horror that anyone would fear going through. I saw him in the middle of a group of idiots and I already knew what to do with him. I know what we went through, I've been through it, but I was always big, bold and knew how to defend myself, beating anyone who dared to insult me. That's how I got respect and never messed with me again. Without thinking twice, I accelerated the car and turned into the street he was going to cross. I soon got out of the car and faced the idiots, teaching them the lesson they dese
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LukeI opened my eyes, stretching, I felt so good and willing, just feeling the sunlight hitting the window. Yawning, I looked to the side and saw Jackson sleeping. Still smelling his perfume, remembering the incredible night. A little drowsy, I still looked at the window, which was half open and felt the breeze of fresh air. I looked back at Jcak who was sleeping soundly.“And now” I asked myself, thinking about the crazy thing we did. I didn't want to fall in love, that was one of my biggest fears, because I know how it ends. Jackson is beautiful and it's obvious that sooner or later, I would end up loving him, because I think I was already in love, but I couldn't accept it. Confused and not knowing what to do, I decided what I thought was best for me, to leave. Carefully, I get out of bed and start picking up my clothes from the floor. I put them on one by one, doing as much silence as possible so as not to wake him. I finished dressing and spent a few minutes looking at him sleepi
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Noon and I was with Thomas at a crafts and gastronomy fair. I loved craft fairs and exhibitions, arts in general and today was a great day. There was sun, however, there were trees that provided shade, so it made the place cooler and more pleasant. The place was very cheerful with several craft exhibitions and numerous food stalls. I was wearing a set of shorts and a green and Hawaiian t-shirt, highlighting my black hair more. Thomas was wearing shorts, a t-shirt and sneakers, all in black, like most times.As we walked, I ate a beef burger and Thomas had a beer, while I told him what happened.“Finally, I thought this would never happen,” Thomas commented, smiling.I laughed, as I didn't expect that answer.“It was obvious that you were crazy about each other.“Was it that obvious?“Of course! “ Thomas smiled, nodding his head.I smiled, remembering the moment he rescued me from the bandit.“But then, is he good in bed?“He's wonderful, the best sex I've ever had,” I replied, startin
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JacksonAt eight o'clock at night I was in front of Luke's apartment, who welcomed me with a hug and lots of kisses on my neck. I returned the hug, entering the apartment and closing the door.“Good night, princess... “I greeted, holding her waist.“Good evening... “ She rested her arms on my shoulder.“I brought wine... “he said and she took the bottle, appreciating it.“But he's very refined, my favorite painter... “Luke praised me and I just smiled, finding the person more comical. I tenderly placed the strand of her hair behind her ear and she looked at me, giving me attention and her eyes intent on my lips. He brought her face closer to mine." I was waiting for you. “Luke put his hand on my face and kissed me again. Still close to her, I placed a hand on her waist and kissed her back. He was affectionate, sweet and smelled good." Tasty"He smiled and held my hand, leading me to the couch in front of the television. We had agreed that we would do something simple, watch a movie
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LukeEven though I was tired, I wanted him more. I wanted him inside me again, like an addict. In one movement, Jackson picked me up in his arms and carried me to the bedroom. We went into the bathroom together, he put me on the floor and I turned on the shower, feeling the water running, at the same time as Jackson's body pressed against mine. Standing in front of him, I began to bathe him, feeling his skin as firm as marble. I couldn't explain it, but I felt so close to him, maybe because we went through phases. Before sex, we were friends and that made me more comfortable. He affectionately stroked my hair, bringing his face closer to mine.“Jackson, I'm clean and I take birth control... “I warned, feeling his erect penis pressing against my belly.“I am too, I took the exam a few days ago... “Jackson said, kissing me gently. I moaned, moving my hand down to his penis, massaging it, feeling it hard in my hands.I wanted it again, I wanted to feel pleasure. Facing each other, I rest
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LukeIn the middle of the afternoon, I was getting ready to go out with Anne. Because it was hot, I wore a white blouse and green shorts, accompanied by white sneakers. Yes, I liked bright colors, especially when it was summer. I put some moisturizer on my lip and tied my hair up. I cut my beard because I never let it grow.I received the message from Anne, saying she was at the door of the building. We agreed that she would come by and pick me up, she insisted, and I accepted, still unsure whether I did it right. Not that I had a problem with going by car, but I preferred to go alone, especially when it came to Anne.I left the room and made sure there was still food on my dog's plate. She soon followed me and I patted her, saying goodbye. I left the apartment and for a few seconds I smiled as I looked at the door to Jackson's apartment, having a pleasant feeling. I got into the elevator and when I got out I immediately met Anne who was in the car waiting for me." Hey how's it going
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DerekSitting on the sofa in the living room, he was in front of the television, but he wasn't even paying attention. I just got back froma social I had with my partners and now I was thinking about resting. I didn't want to accept it, but I spent the whole day thinking about her... Luke. I know I was intrusive, but I felt furious when I saw that well-marked hickey on her neck, which she tried to hide, but to no avail. I asked myself who the bastard was who touched him and even though he and I had nothing to do with each other today, I felt betrayed. I knew that one day he would find someone like I did, but I preferred never to know. I didn't even want Luke to be in my life again, much less organizing my wedding with another woman, but fate was playing with me. Seeing her scarred neck made me angry and my chest tightened.“I arrived...I heard Anne who soon entered the room and stood in front of me, having my attention." How it was?“It was great, I managed to book with the photograp
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LUCIEN I wake up early because I have to prepare Carol before going to school. I wake up 15 minutes late, now that I'm anemic, nauseous and dizzy. I'm slower and I can't have the same agility as before, but I'm improving. Dereck gave me his room and went to sleep in the guest room as I ordered. Lazily and drowsily, he gets me out of bed and leaves the room, walking down the hallway until I reach Carol's room. “Carol, wake up... “I say, entering the room and see the empty bed. I hear voices and I walk calmly, because I recognize Dereck and Carol's voices in the bathroom. I look over and I can't believe it when I see Carol already ready and Dereck holding her hair, trying to make a bun. The two talk, laughing. Carol teaches Dereck how to make a bun and the two have fun together. This dedication from Derek moves me. “Lucien, good morning... “Carol notices my presence. They both look at me without understanding what is happening. “ Sleep well? “Derek looks at me smiling. “Yes... “I
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Lucien Next morning I was sitting on the bed in the hospital clinic. After so much effort I managed to eat, as she was dying of nausea and lack of appetite. Days later I felt unwell again and ended up in the hospital again. In fact, I had severe anemia and needed care. I finish eating lunch and place the plate on the tray. I pick up my cell phone and start texting my friend, wanting to know about my sister. I'm missing my little one. As soon as I pick up my cell phone and the door opens, I see the vision of Dereck and Carol entering my room together. Carol soon runs to me, carefully sits down on the bed and gives me a hug. “ My love! “I give a lot of kisses, full of longing. “ Are you well? “Yes, but I miss you too. Dereck approaches me with a calm look. “Are you feeling better, Lucien? “ What are you doing here, how do you know “Lorena told me everything. “ It's nothing serious. Thank you and thank you for bringing my sister “ I say smiling, because I can't disguise my happi
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3 weeks later Lucien I walk through the garden near my house with my sister, who is now 9 years old. She's getting more and more beautiful and it just fills me with pride. Always on Sundays, from 8am until 1pm, they close the street for walking. It's 9 am on a beautiful summer day. I wear black leggings and a black top, with a cap, and my sister is wearing yellow. Her favorite color. “Lucien, can I have a puppy or kitten?" “Of course you can, but do you promise to take good care of your pet?" “ Promise!" “Okay, this week I'll take you to an animal adoption home and you choose. “Yay! “Carol smiles, jumping. My sister has always liked animals, just like me, but since my dog died ten years ago I've never had another pet. Her name was Betsy, she was my companion and best friend. “Little brother, isn't that Dereck? “Carol points out the last man I want to see on the face of the earth. She runs happily towards him, calling him. “Carol, come back here! “I quicken my steps, wanting
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LUCIENI want to hurt him at all costs. I want him to feel what I felt, to live in a dark world like the one I lived in when she simply took me out of her life as if I were nothing. “You’re no use to me.” I never forgot that phrase, but what continues to kill me inside is the way she said it, looking coldly into my eyes and having said it so easily, without even blinking. I didn't know if she ever really loved me or if it was her comfort, as she said the last time we saw each other, before I went to New York. If Dereck knew, I would leave everything for him, because he had everything here. He felt complete and anyway, he encouraged me to fight for more, but he destroyed every good thing I believed in. He made me see that love is for idiots and only serves as a consolation. That social level is much more important and now here I am. I'm on the list of the most successful.I've been in several places, until I got here, fighting to finally have the world I had left without him. I went to
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LucienI am stopped, as Dereck closes the door again, blocking my passage.“ You are crazy? “Dereck holds my arm and forces me to face him. “You're the one who's crazy and has a level of infinite arrogance!“I learned that from you.“What did you call me here for, then? To humiliate me? To be arrogant and rude?"What did you expect from me?"I stare at him for a few seconds, with no answer to give him, as I was expecting the opposite. I expected a yes and not just on the proposal, but on everything. I was hoping for a yes to having him back in my life. I expected a kiss and hot sex like other times. I was waiting for that Dereck I had known for four years, who said he loved me and adored my sister. That Dereck, who today was more like a Lucifer, a traitorous angel.Dereck holds my face, puts his mouth on mine. A rough, dominating kiss, as if wanting to demonstrate who the alpha is. A good, suffocating kiss, a mix of love and hate, perhaps more hate than love.“ Let me go. “I push him
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3 years laterDerekIn my room, just wearing a towel, choosing the suit I'm going to wear. I go to the wardrobe and see the shirt I wore the day I met Lucien at the strip club, a splendid night and a path to happiness, which I interrupted or which fate did not allow. I show a smile and run my hand over my dress, I close my eyes remembering the wonderful night I had. I remember his hands on me, feeling me, a touch without kisses, but one that managed to cause incredible sensations in my body. I open my eyes, returning with my feet on the ground; I close the wardrobe and finish getting dressed.I had been invited to the opening party of a multinational company called “Lucius”. An international magazine company, and one of the most expensive. This company exists in several places around the world and now it would have a branch here too. I had no idea who the partner of this company is, since it chooses a partner in each country where it has an established branch. However, I know one thin
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LucienI'm at home, I just got out of the shower, as I had gone to the gym. I just wear sweatpants and go to the fridge, make a snack and hear the doorbell ring.I quickly open the door and have a pleasant surprise when I see Dereck in front of me. I then give way for him to enter. I see the concern in his eyes, he looks distressed and afraid.“ Did something happen?He takes a deep breath, takes out his bag, takes out an envelope and hands it to me.“ What is that? “I ask, already opening the envelope. I take out the letter and start reading. I was accepted to do a 4”month corporate management internship and, if all went well, I would be given the position on a two”year contract. I'm speechless.“Congratulations “Dereck says with a trembling voice.I look at the date the letter was signed and it was just over a month ago; I only have fifteen days to prepare.“Dereck, when did you receive this letter?“ A month ago...“ One month? It took you a month to show me this?“I know, sorry! I
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DERECKIn front of my papers, I am analyzing some documents and signing new partnerships. In the middle there is a letter, coming from another multinational company in New York. In fact, this letter came by mistake, it was for Lucien. Months ago, another publisher opened applications for anyone who wanted to do a management internship at the company. Lucien and many signed up; he, as my assistant, is more than aware of what it's like to have to deal with certain companies in terms of business and everything. That's why he signed up. I took the letter and was in shock, not knowing what to do, I don't know why I'm anxious for the answer. I'm selfish for a moment in wishing that the letter stated that he didn't get the position, as I want him close to me and not far away, but I also hoped that he would be accepted, as it would be a great opportunity for him to grow in his professional career and I I would be very proud. I spend a few seconds looking at the letter, not knowing what to do,
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LUCIENI leave Dereck's office and go to my desk. Dereck does the same, going to his appointment. I spend some time at the company, sorting out some of my documents and sorting out some things. There's only me in the company, my other colleagues had already come forward. I close my suitcase, turn around and come across Ryco, who is looking at me in a bad mood.“Geez, Ryco, do you want to scare me to death?“What's going on between you and Dereck?“ What do you mean by that?“I'm not an idiot, Lucien, I see the looks, your reaction to her... “Ryco puts his hands on his hips. “She even tries to hide it, but I see a sparkle in her eyes.I don't comment, I just look at her as if I don't understand what she's saying.“Have you guys been fucking each other? You left me to hit the boss, didn't you? So you Lucien, all correct, opening your legs for your boss?—Watch how you talk, Ryco! He pays your salary and mine too, so let's have respect in our work environment.“I know you have been seein
