I stared for a beat too long, I knew it but I couldn’t help it. Neither of us moved, seemingly frozen there in our trance.
“I’m sorry,” she said shaking her head a bit and blushing. “I didn’t mean to stare. Or to startle you, I didn’t realize you would be..”
“Sleeping under the receptionist desk? Isn’t that usually where you find the Doctor?”
She smiled again and this time it was genuine and it was followed by a perfect melody as her laughter filled the room.
“Yes, yes of course. That’s why I checked here first, obvious spot.”
I rolled out from under the desk and stood up, dusting off my shirt as I turned to face my mate, my heart beating out of my chest at the reality she was here.
“I’m Novaleigh,” she extends her hand out to me and I immediately take it, happiness overflowing as I feel the sparks shoot up my arm. Delta is howling in my mind but despite the euphoria, I notice something that he doesn’t seem to.
“I’m Remington, but everyone calls me Remi.”
“Doctor Remi,” she says with a nod.
“Yes, yeah thats me.”
Our hands are still together in front of us and our gazes lock again, this time I’m sure I am right. She doesn’t feel the mate bond. And my nose was right, she doesn’t smell like a wolf.
-She is a wolf, I can feel hers. But she isn’t awake- Delta tells me frustrated.
-She is at least 23, she would have a wolf by now if she was going to- I counter.
-I can feel her, jackass.-
I shut him off and focus back on my mate in front of me.
“I’m sorry, I just feel like… I’ve met you somewhere before…”
She is looking intently into my eyes and beyond them. I hold her stare, but say nothing. Hoping she will see it herself. Unfortunately, as fate would have it…
“Doctor Remington, this is Noveleigh, she is the other nurse interviewing today. If you need anything else from me, I’m headed over to make an in home call,, I should be back later.”
“Thank you Clarice,” for pointing out the obvious, I say to myself.
“House call?” Novaleigh says as her nose scrunches up in disapproval.
“That’s one thin you can call it.” I say under my breathe and much to my delight I get to hear her laugh again.
“I’m sorry, I really shouldn’t judge. I just, I’m not a fan of mixing professional with personal like that. I hope she is at least off the clock.”
She slaps her hand over her mouth in horror that she said that and its my turn to laugh.
“Oh I cannot believe I just said that, I’m so sorry.”
“It’s fine, believe me. And unfortunately, she is salary.”
I gesture to the chairs still there from Cora’s interview and she accepts, her face still a gorgeous crimson.
“Ok, can we start over a bit? None of this has gone quite like I imagined, starting with finding you under a desk sleeping and ending with me insulting your current nurse.”
“I wasn’t sleeping, for the record, and don’t worry about anything else that’s happened. I definitely understand, it hasn’t gone like I’d planned either, but that doesn’t mean I regret it. So, from here, lets talk work.”
This interview was more conversational than the one with Cora because despite my efforts, we could not stay on topic. It was like catching up with an old friend and her affinity for tangents made her even more attractive to me. I followed each one as she jumped from train to train leading me down trails to stories and fun facts about her. Among them, were professional tidbits and personal ones. Things I needed to know for work and others that I just was desperate to know for myself.
She was 24, almost 25. That was something I very vaguely managed to ascertain but desperately needed to know. She had been a nurse a few years. Quick finish of nursing school as she was homeschooled and started college early. She was whip smart and clever. Her sense of humor was to die for. And she had absolutely zero idea she was being interviewed for a pack hospital with werewolves. I wanted to offer her the job, she was more than qualified and for obvious reasons, I didn’t want her to walk away. But I had a few questions for G-pop.
“Novaleigh, could you give me just a few minutes? I will be right back, I just need to make a quick call.”
“Of course!” she smiles and I step out the door to the side and whip out the phone, dialing G-pop.
“Rem!” he hollers as he answers.
“G! How goes it?”
“It goes well man, its really well. How goes the interviews, those were today right? Do I know how to pick em or what, eh?”
“Yeah that’s why I’m calling. Cora was perfect, she starts next week. And Novaleigh is great, but I’m wondering why you recommended her to work in a pack hospital…”
“Mmm so you noticed.” he laughs at the other end and I’m not in the mood.
“G. What the fuck is going on.”
“Well, now calm down, Remi. I’ll explain. Her father is an old, old friend. From back in the day when I was a loner, but not a settled one.”
“From your rogue days.” my heart race increases.
“that is an indelicate way to put it, but yes. Anyway, sweet Nova doesn’t know about us. But she is about to.”
“Why? How?”
“Now aren’t we impatient. Well, because her father and mother ran into a bit of a hard time. I’m not going to tell you the details, thats for both of you to learn on your own. But when she turns 25, her wolf will come out. Its time for her to come back into our folds, and her father asked for me to find a way to get her into a pack. When I heard about this job, I figured it was the best option.”
“Wait, you said both of us to learn? What does any of this have to do with me?”
“I don’t know, what does it have to do with you? I gotta go. Look, hire her. She won’t disappoint. And her birthday is soon and her father is going to break the news before that. You won’t have to do it. We will talk soon.”
With that the line went dead.
“What the actual fuck..” I mutter to myself as I shove my phone in my pocket.
I turn and walk back into the building, my brain moving a mile a minute. She was a wolf. She was a rogue. But she didn’t know. And apparently she was about to find out. And she was my mate. And some part of why she doesn’t know about being a wolf, has to do with me. My heart rate increased drastically with each step and each question. My eyes were on the floor and then I just stopped walking as I reached that last question. Did something of this have to do with my family… or me?
Soft sparks danced over my forearms and my head jerked up to meet those celestial orbs.
“Are you alright? Did something happen?” Her face was scrunched up in worry and one of her hands was on my arm, her thumb rubbing it. She may not know what a mate is, or that I’m hers, but something inside her did. Something inside her knew that she could calm me in that way. It was this moment that she seemed to notice she may have overstepped and snatched her hand back.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to- I’m just, sorry. Are you ok?”
“uh, yeah. I just got some news over the phone, but it’ll be alright. Thank you for asking.”
She didn’t believe me. I could see it. But she let it go.
“So, should we continue?”
“That won’t be necessary, Novaleigh.” Goddess I could say her name all day long.
“The job is yours. I think you’d be perfect.” And are perfect.
“Really?!”
“Yeah, you can start next week officially when the new wing opens, but you are welcome to come in and help and get acquainted starting tomorrow. I’ll pay you starting whatever day you first come in.”
“Wow, I cannot thank you enough. I really appreciate it, and I’ll most likely be in tomorrow. Thank you Remi,” she says to me with that broad smiles stretching across her face again.
“You’re welcome Novaleigh.”
“See you tomorrow,” she calls from the door as she disappears through it along with my heart.
I run my hands over my face and take a few deep breathes, filling my lungs with her delicious scent. That should be enough to tide me over for the night.
I couldn’t have been more wrong. If anything it made the night worse. At4:30 am I finally said ‘fuck it’ and got up to start the day. I went for a run and then showered before heading to the clinic to get a head start before Clarice got there. I might get a good 2 hours of working in peace in.
I fumble for my keys in my pocket to open the front door. My office was the only part of the building under construction still as I moved it to the new wing and was adding a few new features and ensuring it was in fact sound proof as well so I couldn’t slip in there today. I finally found them when high beams lit up the side of the building and I turned confused.
The high beams pulled into the first spot next to the door and then they switched off. I was in defensive mode as I ran through all the possibilities of who could possibly be coming up to the clinic at 5am. But as soon as I saw that light brown hair in a pony tail bounce out of the drivers door I felt myself both relax and tense for a different reason. She came around the front of the car and she looked wide awake as she waved excitedly.
“Good morning! Wow, talk about good timing. I wasn’t sure what time you all got here, but I am a bit of an early riser so I figured I’d come by and check.”
“Good morning to you too, we actually don’t usually start till 730 but I uh, was up.” I knew how lame that sounded but I had literally no idea what else to say.
“Oh well perfect then, I couldn’t either. Could you use a hand here?”
“Sure.” I turned to open the door and held it open for her.
“Thank you, a gentleman and a scholar.”
She slipped inside and I groaned at the idea of hours alone with her here not able to touch her.
“So why couldn’t you sleep?” I ask as we walk over and take our coats off and put them behind the receptionist desk but I immediately regret it. “Sorry if I overstepped, you don’t have to answer.”
“No that’s alright, I have just had a lot on my mind. I got into a major fight with my dad two nights ago. And then I did something really stupid. And then we fought more. And I just.. have you ever been really excited about something but also cripplingly terrified?”
I let out a dry laugh. “Yes, I most definitely know that feeling.”
“Yes! Ok good! Well, that’s how I feel about this job. And this entire new adventure. Like, when Pop recommended I put in a resume for it, he sold it to me as this new home and new life. It’s as if he knew that I desperately needed that. But the entire process has been terrifying.”
“New life, new home is a terrifying notion.” I agree. “But the excitement is there, so that fear is actually more anticipation, than hesitation.”
She thought about that for a moment before responding.
“I like that. That is a better way of seeing it. And the beginning is always the best part right?”
“I don’t know, as much as I love the beginning, I’m the most excited for the middle and the end.”
Every single time our eyes lock its like our souls are touching. Its sappy and its slightly cringe but that is exactly how it feels.
She clears her throat and I smile as I watch the pink rise up her neck to her cheeks.
“So, what can I do, Remi? Doctor Remi I mean. I’m sorry, I don’t know why I’m suddenly struggling to be professional.”
“I don’t mind Remi, it’s alright.”
“Its just, it really doesn’t feel like I know you. I just can’t place it.”
“Hmm, maybe from childhood?” I’m baiting her at this point, but I can’t resist. I have to know if she remembers me.
“I don’t know, we moved around a lot, are you from here?”
“Yeah.”
She studies me another few minutes and I give her time, I’ll give her all damn day if its what it takes for her to remember. My brain flashes back to what she said though. She had a major fight with her father. Did he tell her? Surely she would have asked, or something if he had. And that was before the interview. G said she didn’t know a the interview. So what was the fight about?
* buzz buzz *
I pull out my phone, her eyes still locked on me and I check the caller ID.
What the hell is going on this morning.
“Yes?”“Are you at the clinic?”“Yes I am, what’s up?”“I just came by your place and you weren’t there. I was out for my morning run and got worried you ditched out again for another weekend of searching. Couldn’t sleep?” I wanted to tell him the truth but couldn’t in present company so I just kept it vague.“Nah, you either?”“Nope. Oh well, more time to work I guess.”“Yeah, but that isn’t always a bad thing.” her scent is getting stronger the longer we stand here and I can’t help but be torn about whether this was a bad thing or not.“Definitely not. I kinda need it actually, a lot going on with all the negotiations for new contracts business and truce wise that are up for review this year. Hey stop by later if
I thought more about that as I climbed into my car and fired it up, turning the heat to defrost the window. His eyes were the thing I found myself fixated on but damn if I couldn’t look at everything else just as much. He was a good 5 inches taller than me. He had dark brown hair and light brown eyes. His hair was shorter on the sides and wasn’t too long on the top, just enough to be messy but not enough to look unprofessional. He was also in deliciously good shape. I’d only seen him in long sleeve button down shirts but I could make out that he was strong and lean and a part of me was dying to rip them off him.Ok, and we are now turning down the heat cause I’m hot enough to warm the car. Get it together, Novaleigh.I drove down the road and crossed through the woods until town came into view. My mind was still reeling with thoughts of Remi but as soon as I saw the old sign for that bar I felt my stomach clench
Her scent was mixed with the smell of her blood and I focused on the tingles dancing on my skin instead of this because otherwise I was going to rage out of here and rip off Clarice’s head.We were like that for another 10 or 15 minutes before she moved slightly. I debated putting her down real quick, unsure how she would feel about me holding her, but before I could her eyes fluttered open and she groaned out loud as all the pain made itself known again. Her hand came up to touch her face and she flinched. Then her head tilted back and she looked up to my face. I just stared down at her, my heart broken that this was my fault.“Hello there.” she slurs and I chuckle cause she is adorable.“Hi, how are you feeling?”“Everything hurts.” She pauses a minute and closes her eyes before opening them again and blinking to adjust to the lights. “Did you have to
Her face is tucked down, her hair falling like a curtain around it. I can’t see her eyes but I can tell she is staring intently at the lid of her coffee. Her heart rate has increased and it only takes me a moment to deduce that she is extremely embarrassed about this, and genuinely worried what I will think. She regrets it.“Drunk night?” I ask, trying to keep it light and praying there was some other force at work that put them together that night.“The first and last of my life.” she breaths out slowly.“Quitting already? So young?” I half joke, half hope that’s true if this is what happens when she drinks.“Yep. 100%. Never a sip again. I’ve avoided it all my life because I’ve seen the decisions people make when they drink. One major fight with my dad and I became that person that I always judged and promised myself not to be. And i
I stretch out, my back making the irritating pains known from sleeping here, but those are quickly overpowered by the pain that hits me full force from my face and my head. Fucking hell.I groan and get up slowly to head over to the bathroom to find medicine. Once I’m properly medicated I draw a hot bath and crawl into it, grabbing my phone to ensure I don’t fall asleep. I unlock it to find a text from my sister, a few from my dad and one from an unknown number. I’m confused until I open it.-Doing good here at the clinic. Hope you don’t feel like a truck hit ya, but in case you do, try some of the herbs on your porch.-Giddiness rises up inside my chest at seeing a message from him. Not for the first time since I got this job, I wondered if taking it was such a good idea when I was clearly falling for my boss. But before I could overthink that again, I decided to deal with the headache first. Aft
“Hey you!” she calls from the front desk. I see that she is pulling togo containers from a bag and laying them out on the desk.“Hey, get some sleep?” “A ton of it. It helped, but not nearly as much as your concoction did.”“I resent the term concoction.” I defended and she laughed.“Fine… miracle tea. Whatever you want to call the witchcraft that healed my head, I appreciate it. Sometime you should share that with me.”“Sorry, I forgot to mention its a secret trick of the trade.”She looked at me with these ‘you have got to be kidding me’ eyes and they were so adorable it broke my stoic expression.“Fine, technically it isn’t mine. It was something I found through research and adjusted as needed for a patient awhile ago who had a
“If you want to hit me, Alpha or not, I’ll let you. If you want to fight me, I’ll also let you but I will defend myself.”“I don’t want to hit you, Armi. Well, I mean Delta does. But I don’t. At least not that much.”“I’d want to hit me.”“Yeah, but if you were any other random guy, no matter how much I’d be upset and want to murder him, I wouldn’t. Because he didn’t know she was my mate. And I am more upset because it was you, my brother, but the same thought process applies. You didn’t know.”“I never would have… if I did. Never. In a million years. Remi I swear.”“I know that.”“You know that’s why I stopped sleeping with wolves awhile ago. Because that is what happened. I slept with a girl. And a month later she
{ Novaleigh }The teapot’s shrill whistle filled every corner of the house as I stepped out of the shower. I slipped on some jeans and a sweatshirt, unable to keep the smile off my face.I glanced at my calendar while I head to the kitchen and run my fingers over the week.It was Thursday now. It had been a few days since the incident with Clarice and thanks to Remi’s secret herbs my face was practically completely healed, it was incredible. I turned off the heat for the teapot and pulled it onto a pot holder on the counter while I grabbed a bag of the magic herbs. Today was the last day I’d be taking them most likely but I wanted to take them all the way through till I was completely healed.The past two days had been filled with Remi, nonstop. I noticed a little difference in him when I came into work Wednesday. At first he seemed tenser, like something was weighing on his mind. B
I leaned in and pressed a slow kiss to his lips. He responded immediately, our wolves rearing their heads and pushing forward. Due to the emotions today, I hadn’t allowed other feelings to surface. Like the unbearable desire to be with my mate that was flooding each part of me.I closed the small gap between us and his hands roamed my sides down to my ass and back up onto my hips again as a groan leaves his throat. I reach down to run my hands over his chest and to the hem of his shirt to pull it off him. He picks me up and turns us in one motion, setting me atop the conference table and sliding some of the folders to the other end. His mouth leaves mine and he is peppering kisses on my neck as I pull his shirt up.The door opens without a knock or a warning. In the doorway is Ben wearing a look of confusion that quickly turns to shock as he curses under his breath and closes the door just as fast.“I probably should have locked that.” Remi muses as he gives me a kiss and pulls away f
The beginning of the talking I was quiet. I read everything and heard each word but I kept my mouth closed as I internalized it all. I had the most catching up to do but paperwork was something I could make sense of so I read every line in every folder. I kept my senses open as my eyes flashed to Andy and Cody whenever they weren’t speaking, their eyes speaking volumes more than their mouths.At the start I wouldn’t have trusted them as far as I could throw them. They were cynical, testy and argued nearly every point my mate brought forward. But he was patient, clearly expecting this. He reworded anything unclear and asked each of them clarifying questions whenever they raised a concern or argument. By the time we passed that first hour my suspicion had been replaced with hope.“You made the most decisions?” Remi directs at Andy and Cody. We had learned that during the time that everyone escaped from Fire River and came back, they had been the ones to return first. They helped everyon
“But-” Mina mutters out as she stares at me, unable to finish her sentence.“I do apologize for all the confusion, it wasn’t my intention to cause any disruption in your training. I did however want to meet you, and I would like a word with you and your mate if that’s ok.” I tell Ben and he nods immediately.“Of course, we can talk more over here,” Ben says as he leads us back towards benches along the outside of the training grounds. Leo turns and shouts orders at the rest of the warriors. I hesitate, wanting to go back and explain to all of them more. Talk to them more. Knowing I left them with more questions than answers. But Joe pushes me toward Joe.“They can wait, believe me. Establishing with Ben and Mina will pave the way to establishing with the rest.”I nod and follow the group to the benches, sitting next to Nov across from Ben and Mina, Joe and Leo and Dean on the longest bench.“Did you say this is your little girl?” Leo asks Joe and he nods proudly.“This is Novaleigh, m
{ Remi }Her eyes were glazed over still as she answered me and I knew that wherever she had gone in her mind she was still half there. I watched as she turned to follow her dad out the door, slowly releasing my hand and it fell to my side. I looked down to the tote and promised myself this wouldn’t be the last time I saw it as I slid it back into the closet and followed her out. I paused as they went down the stairs, breathing deep and pulling the scent of my home into my lungs, allowing the memories to bridge with the emotions. My fate was sealed and as I stood there looking over just this one floor in this one house on this pack land I felt a connection unlike anything I’d ever experience in Fire River form between myself and the land. If there was one thing I knew, it was that Alpha’s are connected to their land, not just there people. I’d seen it with Armi, he could feel our pack lands in a way no one else could. The smallest part of
I glanced up and took Nov’s hand as I started up the steps first. Nov was just as distracted as I Was since we got here. She was younger when we left but I could tell she was being triggered by memories the same way I was every time we rounded a corner.“The banister changed,” she breathed out almost too quiet to hear.I looked at it closer as her hand wrapped around it.“It used to be squared,” I smile as I remember the old stair case. The wood had changed, the banister, it must have had to be rebuilt after whatever fire caused the damage underneath.We got to the second floor and I saw there were 6 doors total. Three to the left and three to the right. Dean started talking, I heard the word Beta and Gamma understanding that half of this floor was the Beta family and half was the Gamma family.“Are they empty right now then?” Nov asked and Dean responded with yes. “The entire packhouse had been empty for awhile. They cleaned, maintained, but there wasn’t a way to put anyone else insi
“What uh, what do you mean Joal?” Joe asked hesitantly.Joal’s eyes didn’t leave me. I was standing a few steps back from Nov and her father, my hands in my pockets as I let them engage. I wasn’t sure what to say necessarily, but I knew that this would be one of those moments that defined a lot of what was to come. I felt a need to tell them my name, to show who I was. My wolf wanted to claim it, take it back and this entire pack with it the longer we stood in these walls. I wasn’t as far down the rabbit hole as he was, but I did know I was on the right trail.“Remington Calloway, nice to meet you,” I told him as I stepped forward and extended my hand to Joal. He didn’t hesitate to take it and shake it firmly. I saw a sort of questioning in his eyes, a test. Something I was sure I would face a lot here with the ones who knew my father and would wonder who I was compared to him. The other three elders sucked in breaths as I said my full name but I didn’t take my eyes off Joal.“He foun
{ Remi }I step into the living room and while my jitters are calmed thanks to Nov, my brain is still misfiring. I'm sworn into the Fire Rock pack, I've been apart of that pack over 20 years. So why is my mark on my skin, from Silver Rock? This had to be a sign, I mean obviously it was a sign. But did it only mean we belonged there, or did it mean even more?I pull out my phone and dial Armi's name without stopping to rethink it anymore."Hey, what's up?" He sounds winded and I Realize he was running."I just wanted to let you know I'd be out of touch for a few days.""Oh?""Yeah, my mate shifted last night and uh, well I'm gonna be a little preoccupied. I already called the clinic, everyone is aware I'll be gone and it's in good hands but I wanted you to know why I'd be out of touch and off the pack lands."He chuckles loudly when I tell him I'll be preoccupied and I can picture his stupid smirk on his face."Yeah I appreciate the heads up and I definitely understand. Wouldn't want a
As he pulled away I could see how drained Joe looked from the toll the past day took on him. I could only assume how hard the weeks leading up to it had been as well as he navigated how to tell them and how they would take it. Anna wouldn't shift until she turned 25 or until she met her mate Joe had told me before, even if she wasn't turning 25 Nov would have still started breaking her suppression since she met me. Anna also wouldn't be going anywhere anymore though, she needed to stay here especially while we sort out the Silver Rock issue. All these thoughts were swirling in my mind as I watched the three of them talk. As much as I had to sort out my life, I felt responsible for Nov and Anna's now as well. What I chose would effect each of them."Well, I think Anna and I should go. You go be with your mate, I'm sure Nessa would appreciate to meet Remi's wolf. We can talk tomorrow." He looked at Nov until the last sentence when his eyes shifted to meet mine."There is a lot to talk a
"Hey Anna," I tentatively called out as I crossed into the room. Her eyes darted to me and then back to Remi who was now in conversation with my father and then back to me as she mouthed 'who is this?' I walked until I Was next to Remi and slipped my hand into his. This drew his attention to me mid sentence and I nudged my head to my sister. "Anna, this is Remington. Remi, this is my little sister Anna." Gentleman he is Remi nodded to her and then reached out to shake her hand. "It's a pleasure to meet you Anna, I've heard great things about you from Nov but I'm also a personal fan of your art. It's absolutely incredible." "Oh, well thank you." Anna said, clearly taken aback. "That's every kind of you to say, it means a lot." He nodded and then dad gestured to the living room so we all followed suit, sitting down. Dad and Anna took the chairs and unsurprisingly my mate pulled me down on the couch beside him, his arm around my shoulders and my sister's mouth hanging open. "I have