Zack dazedly stared at the blue water of the swimming pool where he and Justin would usually hang out. He is so unaware his tears are already falling down his cheeks.
As the day passed by he become more drowned by his thoughts, He seem to have forgotten how to live his usual and fun life.He locked himself at home for a week after Rachel broke up with him. He felt more guilty having to hurt the person who is so good and very understanding of him amid his confused mind and muddled behavior.Everything around him is so dim...and darkness seems to swallow his sanity."Zack..." he heard a distant voice but he is so weak to look back so he continued to stare at the clear blue water... He felt at peace at the sight in front of him."Zack...baby..." he can hear his papa calling him at the other side of the water so he stands up to go to his papa...He took slow yet sure steps towards the water and he was startled when he was stopped by something strong aroJustin together with Kate and their other classmates were fooling around while doing their review on foreign language study at the gazebo."Ti amo..." Kate exclaimed with her very bright smile, hugging the sitting Justin from the back. Their classmates instantly cheered while Justin just shook his head and chuckled. He was so used to his classmates' teases about Kate. "Te Quiero..." Kate continued with her teasing and bright smile while she remains plastered at Justin's back. "You are just making excuses to hug and tell Nate about your crush on him" one of their classmates pointed out with a teasing smile."Shut up..." Kate glared but winked at their classmate. "Nice move Kate... I so wish I could do that too... I want to hug Nate also..." another girl whined and sulked. "Nate is mine..." Kate proudly announced. "No, he is not yours..." they all abruptly turned around when they heard a hard and stern voice countering what Kate said.
Zack followed Justin inside the latter's apartment and his eyes instantly looked around the very elegant place. "You have a nice place here..." Zack mumbled with admiration.He just glance at Zack for a while before going to the fridge to take some drinks.Their fathers went straight to the airport after dinner to return home while they went home to his apartment.Zack is looking up at the loft bedroom where he can see the bed and the whole bedroom through the glass. "You are alone here?" Zack suspiciously asked after a while of silence between them. He rolled his eyeballs in irritation, ignoring Zack's question. "Justin..." Zack glared at him. Ignoring him, he walked past him to go upstairs. "Suit yourself...look for someone who might be hiding around here" he mumbled, giving Zack an unconcerned attitude while he went upstairs.Zack was appalled by Justin's brazen behavior towards him. He incredulously watches the boy walk upstairs
Justin and Zack are snuggled to each other when the sunshine flooded the room from the wide glass window of Justin's apartment. Zack stirred from his sleep and nuzzled his face on Justin who is still sleeping peacefully. "Hmmm..." Justin stirred and stretched from his sleep. Zack was almost hovering above him while still asleep. Justin's eyes grew wide when he realized the heavy object above him and pinning him down. He stared at the disheveled hair above his chest and the broad back of his shameful brother. "Zack...Zack..." Justin slowly nudged and softly woke Zack who is deeply asleep with his soft snore. "Zack you're so heavy...my stomach hurts..." Justin whined while he tried to move Zack. Zack stirred and tried to remember where he was at the moment. He hurriedly supported his weight with his two arms and slowly went down from Justin who is already grimacing. Justin immediately hold the pit of his stomach the instant Zack went dow
Zack was engrossed with playing on his phone in the study area of Justin's school. Justin was still in class while he waited for him to have lunch later. Unaware and so focused on his game, he hasn't noticed the admiring eyes of some girls near where he was seated. Girls were starting to gather around the study area while subtly watching and admiring the handsome boy who is alone at the table. Justin and his friends stared in amazement at the full-pack study area when they arrived. Some girls were whispering while giggling together. With knotted brows, he watch all the uproar of girls whose eyes were all focused in the same direction.Shaking his head in amusement, he walks until he reached the table that is the sole focus of every girls' admiring eyes. Kate and his other classmates also have the same amused smile upon reaching the table. They realized the cause of the commotion and they curiously stared at the unaware guy. "Zack..." Justin c
Justin is so quiet inside the car while Zack seems to be elated while driving. For their dinner, they just ordered take-out from a famous restaurant.Justin's mind is still on the boxes of lube Zack bought earlier. He secretly glances at him at the driving wheel, observing. "Ahm...Zack..." he hesitantly called. "Hmm? Yes, Justin?" Zack hummed, his eyes fixed on the road."Have...have you remembered something?" he softly asked.Zack fleetingly turned to look at him before turning back to the road."Remember what?" Zack asked with his knotted brows. "Ahm...what I mean... your memories...have you remembered everything now?" he nervously added. Zack become thoughtful and remained quiet for a while before heaving a sigh. "No, Justin...I know there is a lot I still don't remember" Zack dejectedly replied and smiled sadly at him. "It will eventually return, papa said it might be temporary" he pacified his brother. "Thank y
"Him?" Zack look at Justin with his confused look, not getting what he meant."You said him...you love someone else and you said him..." Justin explained when he saw Zack's confused look staring at him. Zack opened his mouth to talk but no words came out and instead he just continued to gape. "What do you mean, Zack? Do you love someone else even if Rachel is still your girlfriend and it's another guy? Who is it, Zack? Did papa and dada know about this? Is that why you came here to escape Rachel and whoever is that someone else?" Justin earnestly asks all at once. He is curious about the guy who made Zack betray Rachel.He wanted to know all of it. He was so busy mending his heartbreak he overlooked what Zack had also been going through. An emotional turmoil is a very difficult situation to deal with, especially if you are alone and confused. He fully understands Zack if he chooses to escape. To preserve his sanity, he also escaped."Please don
Both boys slept for the first time cuddled and very relaxed in each other's arms. After their talk last night, they have better understood the situation and come to resolve some of their confusions.Zack may have not remembered their relationship, he has the assurance of Justin's love. Pacify ing his fear of losing him. Despite the limitation of Zack's memories, they have come to an understanding regarding their real relationship.Just like yesterday, Zack brought Justin to his school and spent his time at the study area to wait for Justin's class to be over. Zack, just like the first time was unconcerned by the admiring eyes of other students. Especially from girls, openly throwing signals to him. His mobile games kept him busy."Hey..." Zack, upon seeing Justin, smiled brightly."Class has finished?" he tenderly asked while looking so whipped. Justin just nodded and sat beside him. He scooted a little to give Justin space. "What do you want fo
Justin closed his eyes when Zack snuggled on his nape and nibbled his skin. "Zack..." Justin whispered.Zack didn't respond but continued to press feather kisses on Justin's nape and neck. "Ahmm..." he moaned while Zack's kisses become more fervent. "I love doing this Justin...you smelled so great..." Zack huskily whispered when his kisses reached Justin's ear. Justin looked flustered with his closed eyes as he tilted his head to give Zack more access to his neck. "Arghh...Zack..." Justin breathlessly whimpered when Zack sucked his skin. It would surely leave a mark on his pale and flawless skin. "I want you...I want you so much...Justin" Zack mumbled hoarsely, eagerness evident in his voice. Zack hovered above Justin while they intently stared at each other's drunk gazes. "I love you so much...I love you..." Zack whispered earnestly while he caressed Justin's handsome face."I love you too...so much..." Justin whispered whil
"No no no no!" Thad raved loudly with his pursed lips while his small index finger is wriggling in front of his dadzky's face."Dadzky loves love papzy...dadzky kiss papzy" Zack playfully whined at his son who is barricading his papzy so his dadzky could not kiss him."No no no no...kiihht..." Thad yelled again while putting his small body on Justin's face. Justin is just chuckling at the playful drama of the father and son. "Dadzky kiss papzy...please, Thaddy..." Zack continued to tease the boy whose body is already above his papzy's face. Thad ignored Zack while he started to shower his papzy's face with a lot of wet kisses. Justin's face is already covered with Thad's drool. He is even biting Justin's nose and his drool stretched away when he released his papzy's nose and transferred it to Justin's cheek. "kihht kihht papthy..." Thad mumbled against Justin's cheek, giving his father wet and sloppy kisses while Justin is giggling with the antics o
Early the next morning, Thad is just on his diaper while asleep and snuggled to his dadzky's bare chest while Justin is gently caressing their baby's head, playing with the fine black hair on it. "He is so small, Zack and he loves being close to you...he is sleeping peacefully" Justin whispered with a tender smile on his face. "He knew I'm his handsome dadzky..." Zack cockily responded which made Justin roll his eyeballs. "You are not so conceited, aren't you..." Justin amusedly countered. Zack just grinned shamelessly while he nuzzled his face to his son's head. The two boys become quiet while they savor the splendid moment with their son. So engrossed in watching their Thad sleep, they lost track of time. "It's time for Thaddy to return to the incubator..." with an apologetic smile, the pedia interrupted the boys who are still so engrossed in watching the small human in Zack's chest. Zack and Justin turned to the doctor with their disappoi
Upon reaching the top floor, the door of the elevator opened. Heavy steps clamored towards the room intended for Justin's surgery. His doctors were already waiting on their surgical suit with Josh and Kit. It's been an agonizing moment for Justin and his whole family. Bienley and Zack were also prepared with their scrubs while Justin is prepared for his surgery. In a very short time of preparation, the OB-Gyne started the caesarian procedure. Zack is beside Justin snuggling his face against his face. Constantly checking the blanket around Justin's upper body. Justin is conscious but in a daze. Bienley and his two best friends were standing just a little behind Zack and earnestly monitoring the whole procedure. Devon on the other hand is with their parents watching from outside. The tension is overwhelming.Zack continued to silently cry while caressing and constantly kissing Justin's face. He wanted to be strong for Justin but his tears won't
"You will be sleeping on the couch tonight. Don't you dare touch me with your filthy hands" Justin angrily exclaimed when they entered the mansion. Unaware their fathers are watching their bantering afar. "Justin... I had told you already, I did not go on a date, we have a meeting for the incoming sports fest" Zack gently and patiently explained to the other boy who is glaring at him at the doorway. Justin was already on study leave at the start of the second term. Already on his 35th week of pregnancy, his doctors have strongly advised close and thorough medical monitoring. Driven by the family driver, Justin picked up Zack from the university. Unfortunately, he had an emergency meeting for the sports fest, making Justin wait longer than usual inside the car. The meeting took longer than expected which doesn't sit well with the already impatient boy. Justin fumed with anger more upon smelling a girl's cologne on his university jacket after getting in the car.
"Justin...what the hell are you doing?" Zack was startled when out of nowhere Justin pulled down his pajama with his boxer and snuggled his face to his crotch. "Sleeping..." Justin casually replied with his closed eyes, making Zack stare in disbelief in the middle of darkness."...you are in my crotch, Justin..." Zack incredulously whispered, clenching his jaw. He could feel Justin's hot breath on his balls and he is starting to get hard since Justin is playing with his tip. "I know... I can't sleep...so I'll try to sleep here. I want to smell you" Justin muffled against Zack's balls. Like torture, Zack's breath suddenly hitched from the sensation. "Justin...this is torture..." Zack whispered beggingly. "I will just lay still in here, don't be so naughty. Goodnight Zack... I love you so much" Justin whispered with his sleepy voice after he yawned and pecked a feather-like kiss on Zack's hard shaft. Zack continued to gape in darkness even if he can
Justin and Zack walked towards the field where all the engineering freshmen were gathered for the orientation for their Freshmen Initiation Rights activity. Zack as the head hazer walked towards the center of the stage while Justin remained at the side together with their friends who instantly brought him a chair.Their friends knew Justin's condition and they were asked by Bienley and Devon to help keep an eye on Justin which they readily agreed. Admiring eyes from the freshmen are all focused on their head hazer who is unconcerned of the attention he has stirred among the crowd. Zack's serious and powerful aura awed the freshmen, especially the girls. Justin is just watching how the freshmen looked so whipped with Zack. He doesn't know if he will be amused or will be pissed. The present batch of engineering freshmen has a lot of pretty and hot girls. Even the seniors are ogling at the field for girls spotting. "He is our head hazer?" "He is
Bienley and Devon continued to watch the boys who are both so quiet. Justin slumped on Zack, while Zack buried his face on Justin's hair.No one talked for several moments while they reconcile in their minds what they just heard.Justin rubbed his stomach gently while Zack put his hand above Justin's hand. They both rubbed the small bulge in there. Sniffs and sobs escaped the two boys while they continued what they were doing with their closed eyes. Tears streamed down their cheeks as they silently cried. "I felt so horrible...I wanted my womb to be taken out...oh my...oh my..." Justin looked so frightened while he desperately hugged himself, especially his stomach. "Justin...calm down, you didn't know..." Zack comforted the other boy who is crying desperately. "Oh my... Oh my... I'm so sorry..." Justin continued to mumble devastatedly while Zack hugged him tightly. "You didn't know Justin...it's the womb you wanted to be taken out...not your
"Justin, what are you saying?" Zack incredulously asked. Tears also brimmed his eyes. "I don't want this...take it out, papa! I don't want this...!" Justin continued to rave while Bienley and Devon pinched the bridge of their nose to calm themselves. "Justin...calm down" Zack begged the other boy and tried to hug him but Justin shoved him away and hit his stomach with his baller hands. "Oh god...Justin don't... Zack stops him...!" Bienley abruptly stand and panicked seeing what Justin did. Devon also hurriedly went to their sons' side. Zack abruptly holds Justin's two hands so he cannot hit himself again but Justin is struggling to get loose. "Justin stop...calm down..." Devon helped Zack and hugged Justin tightly, pinning his two arms while Zack continued to hold his hands. "Calm down, Justin...please calm down" Zack cupped Justin's face trying to comfort him with his soft and tender voice. "I don't want this...why me...? Why does it have t
"Papa?" Justin confusedly whispered. Bienley stared at his sons while trying to think of what to say. "Ahm...you still have to rest...you just returned home from a long flight so you should enjoy and relax first. Don't tire yourselves" Bienley casually explained."Just listen to your papa, you two should relax and rest. The school will be starting in a few days from now. You will be busy again" Devon helped to explain while Bienley drank water. Justin and Zack watch their tense fathers before nodding in agreement. They have been confused about their papa's peculiar behavior since earlier. "So Zack, who will be the head hazer for this year?" Devon continued while he looked at Zack. "Ahm...I will be the head hazer dada..." Zack responded with a proud smile. "Wow...congrats buddy, just like your dada...head hazer Zack Thaddeus Dalton" Bienley proudly exclaimed while Justin turned to Zack with his bright and sweet smile. "Thank you, papa..." Zack smiled te