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Chapter 8 - Love. Thank you.
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2024-12-13 06:17:18
FioreSelvaticoFor anyone curious out there, Christian's looks are inspired by William Levy in his 2010 era... but with a beard. But when I write his lines the voice he has inside my head belongs to Josh Bowman. Feel free to leave a comment and press that like if you enjoyed the story so far.
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