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Chapter 65

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Mikhail

The silence between us is suffocating, pressing down on me with a weight I didn’t know I could bear.

I steal a glance at Sophia walking beside me, her face expresses nothing, calmness. But I can sense the storm beneath her composed exterior, the whirlwind of emotions she’s trying so hard to hide. I know I’m the cause of that storm, and the guilt twists like a knife in my gut.

I never meant to hurt her.

But I did.

I don't know if she will ever forgive me for that.

And I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive myself for that.

For so long, I fought against this bond, against what the Moon Goddess had chosen for me. I was a fool, too blind and too stubborn to see what was right in front of me. I was too caught up in my own foolishness, my own insecurities, to realize that Sophia was everything I ever needed. That she was the one I’d been searching for, even when I didn’t know it myself.

I took her for granted.

Took us for granted.

I never wanted to accept it—the bond, the love, the co
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Carol Allerton
Same back & forth from her to him, from him to her, it’s been going on way too many chapters! This book had such promise & now it’s giving me a headache. Sorry, sweetheart, but if you got nothing to say don’t bother saying it! If they never talk till the end what’s the use of trying to tell a story.
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Sarah
if this continues, I'll give 0 rating, it seems like author has nothing to write so she write ML self loathing and his regrets, same goes go FL her pov goes by thinking how she fell for him and how he betrayed
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