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Mikhail

With each moment passing, I feel like being trapped in this web of conflicting emotions.

I don't know what to do or how to suppress these urges which are rising in me.

Earlier, I used to consider these emotions to be just because of my wolf, but today, I realized they are not.

When today I couldn't find Sophia, the restlessness... the fear... the feeling of being lost was not just my wolf's; it was mine as well.

The thought of her being gone, of her not being here, sent me into a panic that I couldn’t control. My heart raced, my thoughts spiraled, and for a moment, I felt like I was drowning.

At that moment, I realized I needed her, not just because of our bond, but because she’s gradually become something more to me.

I don't have a name for my feelings for her, but now I am certain I do feel something for her—something powerful and deep.

I might not want this mate bond, but still, I want her in my life. And that's what I am certain about.

I had almost lost my shit until I was
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Roguenie
Maybe that's why we don't know how she looks.. because we see her like the blind alpha.
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I love how the author writes out this story so far. It gets to the point where and doesn’t drag out the situation in 30 chapters. It’s quick pace. And the story is great so far
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