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Chapter 21

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Jake

Every step I take away from her, I feel like I am leaving a piece of myself behind. It is like something is pulling at me, keeping me from walking away completely. That is what the mate bond does. It ties you to someone in a way nothing else can. No matter how much I want to shut it off, no matter how much I want to pretend it does not exist, I feel the absence of her like a dull ache inside me.

But then I see it again. Ralph’s hand holding the dagger against Rose’s throat.

The image burns in my mind, refuses to leave. And all I can think about is how none of this would have happened if it weren’t for Anastasia. If I had not let my own selfishness cloud my judgment. If I had not wanted to keep her close to me, wanted to believe that we could somehow make this work. I should have told Sophia. I should have told them all who Anastasia really was. But I did not.

My wolf is restless, pacing inside me. He is hurt, angry, betrayed. But more than anything, he is desperate. Desperate to
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Do you think Sophia is being too harsh on Jake? I can’t help but feel bad for him. But at the same time, I get where Sophia is coming from, so I’m kinda torn.

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Selma Cole
…………Also why he doesn’t like her going out on hunting missions. He knows she’s unknowingly hunting her own kind. Well that’s my theory, probably way off the mark
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Selma Cole
This is just getting more and more heartbreaking with every update. How are they going to resolve this mess? I have a feeling that the man Anastasia thinks is her father, isn’t. I think he was given guardianship over her and that’s why he gave up the position of “Chief”. He knows she’s a wolf……….
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Mz Melanin_Queen
I really find that Sophia is being too harsh and it's annoying. it's unfortunate what happened to Rose but it wasn't his fault.
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