Ruin
What the hell…. roughly I pushed the girl who was half on my lap onto her own chair, leaning on the table as I watched Avery lift her face up to welcome Truth's kisses. And he did kiss her, running his fingers up her throat to cup her cheek as he claimed her mouth with his.
“That son of a bitch.” I ground it out. “I’m going to kill him.”
“What’s my brother done now?” Wicked tore his own face away from the woman he had chosen for the night. His eyes searching and then he swore. “Is that Avery?”
“Yes.” My hand clenched under the table. “Yeah, that’s Avery with your brother’s tongue in her mouth.” I didn’t even know why I was so angry. She wasn’t mine, we had barely exchanged a dozen civil words since she had got back and yet… I was jealous.
She couldn’t even say be civil with me but one of my brothers she could be all over?
“Hmm.” Wicked leant back heavily but his knee had started to bounce. He was waiting for me to lose it. To launch myself at Truth. But what right did I have to do that? Avery wasn’t mine, I had fucked her off years ago and had no right to be jealous. If I pounded on Truth then Wicked would get involved. “She seems to be enjoying herself.” He added quietly and I had to swallow hard as I watched Avery’s arms lift to wrap around Truths neck. “Yeah, she fucking does.”
“You want me to go and tell them to pack it in?”
Did I? Yeah I did but did I have the right? No. Avery was free to kiss whoever she wanted to. She was a free agent. Cutter had already told me she was getting divorced. I didn’t have to like it but I did have to accept it.
I shook my head. Dragging my attention away from the spectacle playing out at the bar.
Why did she have to go after someone I knew though and why did he have to go after her? He might not know everything but he knew I had history with Avery Waters. Everyone in town knew.
Unless of course, she hadn’t told him her name? He had been out of town when she arrived, did he have a clue he was sucking face with the mother of my child?
“Nah.” I sucked in a breath. “None of my business what they get up to.” My words were calm, bored even but my eyes drifted back to them even as Wicked laughed. “Drink?” I heaved myself up to my feet. I might not have any right to be pissy at them but that didn’t mean I had to stand and fucking watch them make out like a bunch of teenagers.
The laughter died instantly. “You punch my brother and me and you will have a problem Ruin.” Wicked’s voice was quiet. But there could be no mistaking the threat in it. I waved him away. I wasn’t going to punch anyone. At least I didn’t think I was.
I was just going to make my presence known that was all and get a stiff drink. God, I needed a drink.
“Hey, Truth.”
Finally, he tore his lips away from hers, turning to me with the biggest shit-eating grin on his face. It was a smile I wanted to ram my fist into… not that I could. Or would.
“Hey Ruin.” Stepping to the side he flung his arm around Avery’s shoulders like she belonged to him. My fingers clenched.
If Avery Waters belonged to anyone it was me.
“Didn’t mean to interrupt.” I raised my hand to get the bartender's attention. “Just getting a drink, you want anything?” I let my eyes meet hers. She didn’t back down. Her lips pursed as she curled them. Her lipstick was slightly smudged, her lips puffy from Truths kisses.
My hand clenched some more. Shit that was a bad idea. Her being here with another man was doing things to me that I was finding hard to deal with. I didn’t get jealous. I didn’t get like this over a woman.
Not ever.
“You still drink Rum Avery?”
Her eyes widened just as Truth shot me a look, the smile dipped. “You two know each other?” He was looking between the two of us, a confused look on his face.
“I’ll stick to beer thanks Ruin.” She smiled at me sweetly. “Rum makes me do fucking stupid things. And I would rather be sober tonight.” She tilted her head and smiled at Truth. Who smiled back down at her like she was the only woman he had seen in ten years.
“Things change huh? I seem to remember you enjoying rum. Especially licking it off….”
Truths brows slammed down, a line appearing between them.
“Like I said I do stupid things with rum….haven’t touched the stuff since I was eighteen.”
“Just how do you two know each other?”
I felt sorry for Truth, he was a good man. And he had no idea what he had put himself in the middle of.
“We hooked up years ago.” She shrugged and I could do nothing but stare at her. I expected her to say a lot of things but that wasn’t one of them.
“She’s Avery… the AVERY.”
I watched as realisation hit him, his face went slack and then anger bubbled up. “You told me your name was Ava.”
“I am Ava, no one but the club calls me Avery.” She sipped her drink. “I didn’t realise ….”
“Did you single me out because I’m Black Aces?”
I hid my grin at Truth's outrage. Poor man, he seemed genuinely hurt. Not that it would take him any time to get over it.
“You approached me, big man. I didn’t realise me having a drunken hook up with someone thirteen years ago would still be biting me in the ass now? I thought you guys shared all the time….”
I blinked at her. Shared? “You’re not a club slut though are you?” The words left my mouth before I could stop them. Jesus, now I was acting jealous instead of just being jealous in my own head.
”No I'm not.” Her smile was triumphant. ”I’m Cutter's daughter but I have no other club links so I am pretty sure I am free to do what and who I want. But hey….” she dragged her fingertips down Truth's arm and his muscles clenched under her hand.
Jesus, she was really flirting. Either she actually liked him or this was all for my benefit.
”If I’m off limits I understand. I just wanted to blow off some steam. I can always go and drink at the bar down the road if me being here is causing problems.” Her eyes lifted to mine.
“Why would it cause problems?” Truth glanced at me. “You have any claim on her?”
She had me over a barrel and she knew it, I could see it in her eyes. In the lift of her lips.
I had spent the last week warning people to stay the hell away from her and here she was calling me out on it. In front of several Black Aces.
She had just claimed herself free to do whatever she wanted and there wasn’t a damn thing I
could do about it without going public that I might… just might want her for myself. And for more than just a few weeks this time.
I shook my head.
“Good,” Truth laughed. “For a second I thought I had my hands on your woman there.” He tightened his grip on her.
“Nah she’s not my woman,” I didn’t let my eyes leave her face. She was playing a dangerous game. But I could play games too. “I have a woman for tonight, one who is more than happy to get on her knees for me.”
Her eyes narrowed slightly and then she reached up, pulling Truths head down to hers so she could whisper in his ear. I couldn't hear what she said but whatever it was had Truth lick his lips, his eyes darkening.
Whatever it was, he liked the sound of it. A lot.
Fuck.
***
”Avery.” I grabbed her arm as she pushed her way out of the bathroom. The toilets were all down one long fairly dark hallway, with the ladies being at the furthest end. Which gave us some privacy at least.
Hours I had watched her suck face with a man I classed as family. Fucking hours.
“Can I have a word?”
“What do you want Ruin?” She sounded bored but there was apprehension in her eyes as she glanced back towards the door that lead to the bar.
How could I answer that question? I wanted to say you. I wanted her to choose to give her attention to me. We had history and it was history I was keen on revisiting.
“I want you to stop playing around with Truth…” I trapped her against the wall, my arms on either side of her head.
“Why would I do that? He’s…..”
I stepped into her space and was rewarded by her breath hitching. “Yeah he’s great but we both know why you are flirting with him.”
She raised an eyebrow. “Because he’s hot and I haven’t been laid for….”
“Stop playing games Avery….” That was it. If she wanted to get laid I could help with that. “We have history….”
“We do Ruin, but it’s exactly that HISTORY. Stop trying to run my life. Now if you will excuse me I want to get back to Truth…” I silenced her with my lips, moulding my body against hers as I pinned her to the wall. For a second she froze and I half expected her to push me away and slap my face and then her lips opened.
I stepped away. My smile was triumphant. “History my ass Avery.” I winked at her. “Now it will be me you will be thinking about when you let Truth into your bed.” I walked away without looking back.
AveryThat son of a bitch had kissed me. And I had let him. Even knowing what I did about him, with our past I had still opened my lips to him.Like a damn fool. It seemed when it came to Ruin, I had learnt nothing at all in thirteen years. He was as much an asshole as he had been back then, probably more so and yet my body still reacted to him instantly. He made me pant after him like every other woman he came into contact with.They didn’t know better. I did. The whole point of coming here tonight was to hammer home that I wasn’t someone he could control. I hadn’t come to be pinned up against a wall melting under the feel of his lips. It was just because I was all worked up from Truths kisses. It was the only possible explanation. “Hey.” I slid back on to the barstool next to Truth, it was busier now and a small crowd had formed but my place next to him was still empty. It made me smile. He had obviously wanted me to come back, he had kept my space free. I touched my hand to t
Avery- Then“Hey, baby.” I knew who it was without even opening my eyes. And a smile split my face as I felt his bulk lower itself over mine on the plastic lounger. “Hey, Colton.” My smile deepened as his lips found mine and finally I let my eyes flutter open, pushing my oversized sunglasses into my hair to stare at the man who I had spent every available moment with for the last few weeks. He was everything, a summer romance should be. Gorgeous, passionate and attentive. But we both knew that it couldn't last. We just never spoke about it. Instead, we enjoyed being with each other. The only thing that came between us was the fact I was still a virgin. He seemed to think we should wait, that my first time should be special. Me on the other hand? I wanted to climb him like a pole and ride him like a pony. And it was getting harder and harder to keep my hands to myself the nearer it came to me having to go home. “You taste good.” He grinned against my lips. And I couldn’t help it
RuinShe was still asleep. I was pretty sure of it, which just made me enjoying her roving hand on my thigh even worse. I was a total asshole but what was I meant to do? It wasn't like I was touching her up even if I wanted to…. badly. Having a hot woman in my bed in just her underwear would have been hard enough. But this woman? It was going to be impossible to keep my hands to myself if she kept touching me like she was. As it was, I was uncomfortably hard. My cock straining painfully against the thin cotton of my shorts. “Avery,” I whispered her name. My lips hovering over the bare flesh of her should where her bra strap lay twisted. The last time we had been in bed together had been thirteen years ago and I definitely hadn’t kept my hands to myself back then, of course, I hadn’t woken up with her either. She had left like a thief in the night. I hadn’t got the chance to see how peaceful she looked as she slept. Now I wasn’t a soft man, never had been but there was just somet
AveryWhat right did he have to tell me who I could or couldn't sleep with? And yet he had done it without a second thought. I got that we had a past, I really did but it was the past. And I wanted it to stay there. Except it wasn't in the past, it was very much my here and now. I knew coming back here would come with risks, and one of those risks was running into Ruin. I just hadn’t expected it to be so damn hard.I hadn't expected him to make my body react to him like I was still the same teenage girl who couldn't believe he would even look twice at her. Even now as an adult he made my legs weak with that shit-eating panty-dropping smile of his and I hated it.I hated the fact that even after all these years, even with as much as I hated him. He still made me want him. Just like he had back then.Tearing the brush through my hair, I groaned. What the hell was I doing? It wasn't like he could actually make me go to dinner with him. I could refuse to open the door, although I wasn't
Ruin”You ok there…..” I had been about to call him son, just a figure of speech but I knew it was the wrong thing to say and snapped my lips together before they fell from my mouth. ”Parker?” I called his name and he finally lifted his head to stare at me. Those brown eyes, which were almost identical to his Mum’s were red and swollen from tears he was angrily swiping away with the back of his hand. I got why he was upset, no one should find out who his father was like he had. “Parker?” I tried again when he turned his face to the side. It was obvious he didn’t want to talk to me, let alone look at me but I couldn’t exactly leave him here sitting on the wet pavement in the middle of the night. “Your mum is worried about you, we should get you back…..”His eyes narrowed. “You’re my dad?”Sighing, I settled my bulk next to him. I wasn’t surprised that he wanted to talk about it. He probably had a lot of questions. We both did. “Looks like it.”“And you are ok with that?” His question
Avery“Come on.” I half carried, half dragged Parker from his bed. And in his half-asleep state he didn’t put up much of a fight, there were a few sleepy mumbles but that was it as he let me lead him down the stairs and buckle his still half-asleep form into the passenger side of the car. Our suitcase was already tossed in the back seat. It wasn’t like I had any time to lose. As soon as the sound of Ruin's bike had dwindled to nothing I had started packing. Throwing things in on top of each other haphazardly.I needed to get out of here. And I knew I didn’t have much time. My husband was on the way, hell he could already be in town. Although I doubted it. My husband was a problem but only if he caught up with me. Only if I was still here when he got into town. My main problem right now was Ruin. There would be no way he would let us go without a fight. Part of me wanted to stay. To let him protect us but then another part, and it was the big part that remembered what he had done in
RuinShe was fucking gone by the time I got back to her father’s house. And the old man hadn’t even noticed. Even sober he was beyond useless. And she had left in a hurry. Half of her belongings were still strewn around her old childhood room.She had left even after saying she wouldn’t. But then wasn’t that what she was good at? Leaving? She always fucking left. But hadn’t I known she would, deep down? I had suspected she was planning something when she went from annoyingly argumentative to sex kitten who was all sweetness and light. It made me suspect she had been trying to seduce me so she could leave when I passed out asleep. I wouldn’t put it past her.“What do you mean you don’t know when she left?” I rounded on the old man with a snarl. Cutter didn’t even raise his eyes to me, just sipped at his crappy coffee. “How can you not know?”“Because she’s an adult Ruin, a grown-ass woman. She can come and go as she likes.” Finally, his eyes met mine and there was hatred in them.
AveryThis was a bad idea. As soon as I saw the bikes outside my father's house I started having second thoughts. It was one thing telling them all that thirteen years ago they had kicked me out with Ruins baby growing in my belly. Most of them had already guessed that anyway. It was totally another to walk in next to him. My hand in his. And I knew he would want to touch me because he hadn’t let go of my hand since our earlier conversation. His woman, though? He had some nerve after everything that had happened between us but I would have been lying if I said it didn’t send goosebumps down my body. And it had nothing to do with our past. My body reacted to Ruin like it craved him. There could be o denying we wanted each other.It was just when he opened his annoying mouth that I couldn’t stand him.But I would do whatever it took to get my child back. Because if my ex didn’t have him, it didn’t bear thinking about. I just wanted Parker back. And I would do whatever it took to mak