"Teen, do me a favor,” I'm on the verge of saying no because every time Maddy asks for a favor, that rings trouble all the way, "send Eve home because David needs to take the girls to their ballet class and Harry will drive me and William to the clubhouse."
There, trouble."If you know you're going to the clubhouse after this, why didn't you bring three drivers?" I annoyedly complain."Because I want to torture my brother.""You're a shitty sister, Maddy.""Why thank you for the compliment. Love you," she kisses my cheek then smiles wickedly."Bye bye Uncle Teen," Hayley holds out both of her tiny arms wanting me to take her even though Eve is holding her right now. I take her anyway while trying my best to avoid touching her babysitter."Bye bye Sweetheart. I'll see you next week okay." I kiss her cheek as she giggles, playing with the button of my shirt."Don't forget to send Eve home." Maddy reminds me when she's already half way towards the private elevator."See you next week, Evie!" Ariel waves her hand while following her mother."See you," she waves back to the girl as I hand out Hayley to Jin, Maddy's helper.Five minutes later after all the chaotic goodbyes, the five kids and three helpers and that evil married couple finally ride the elevator and go to where they're supposed to. I sigh then turn to the girl standing next to me. One more hurdle before I get to spend my Sunday in peace."I'll send you in half an hour." With that I stride to my room to take my much needed cold shower. There is no way for me to be with her again without relieving myself first.***She was munching another serving of smoke salmon with olive and salad when I came out of my room. I do notice she eats that a lot when we were at the dining table, only this time she's gobbling everything as if she’s in an eating competition, all while standing next to the buffet table.No manners. Can't she take a plate and have a seat? It's not like the food's gonna be gone if she leaves the buffet table for a minute. Her parents didn't teach such simple manner?"Let's go." My voice seems to shock her as she coughs, probably chokes on the food she's been shoving to her mouth. See, if you sit and eat like a civilised well-mannered person you wouldn't even choke embarrassingly like this."Uhm, okay." She is still hitting her chest, probably wanting to clear the airway even though she has stopped coughing."Here," I take a water bottle and hand it to her."Thanks." She sorts of bends herself a bit, either respecting me or intimidated by me. She annoys me again when she struggles with the cap. Oh for fuck's sake!I snatch the bottle and screw it open effortlessly, giving it back to her. She seems more nervous than before, "T-thank you Mr Knight."She turns herself facing the other direction then drinks the water. What? You suddenly have manners, feeling shy to drink water straight from the bottle? Such a pretentious woman. Just now when nobody's looking you ate like a homeless person who haven't eaten for days."Let's go." I repeat it again then walk towards the door. She scurries to the living area instead, what now?"Sorry, I was getting my bag." She explains herself as I stand boringly in front of the elevator. The black cheap looking bag is clutched tight to her chest.The door of the elevator opens instantly after I push the button. I get in and stand at the back as she follows suit, taking a place next to me. I was planning to scan her ass but unfortunately this little minx stands next to me instead.It takes a while to get to my parking since we're at the top floor but I am absolutely enjoying myself by her sweet scent. I wonder if it comes from her soap or perfume? She looked poor, perhaps it's from soap since she better spend the money on something more important than perfumes. Or is it the detergent she uses?The elevator opens again once we reach the basement. I stay put to allow her to step out first but she hesitates, as if she wants me to do it and she'll follow me behind. Fine, just because you're wearing a dress so I can't view your ass anyway.I open the car door for her, a habit I've gotten stuck to since I'm raised by a strict woman who's determined to raise a gentleman. She mutters a thank you then gets inside.Going around the car, I open the driver door and sit in my car. I don't know what the hell is going on in her head because I've started the engine, worn my seat belt, and even checked my email on the phone but she's still sitting next to me mindlessly, without putting on her seatbelt."We're not moving until you wear the seat belt.""Oh!" She gasps as she hurries to get the seat belt, only to struggle because she can't seem to pull it out. Idiot. Of course it won't budge if you do it with force. Haven't you worn one before?I sigh in irritation then lean in, making her still, perhaps surprised with my body being so close to hers when I pull the seatbelt then wrap to the front of her upper body."There." I tuck it in the slot then sit in my position again."Where do you live?""Umm it's okay, you can just drop me on your way.""Where do you live?" I repeat the question, a little bit irritated by how much time I've wasted with this sloth."Uhmm," she seems reluctant to let me know where she lives, why is that? "You can just drop me on your way, Mr Knight. Really, I don't mind."Is she retarded? Does she need another repetition on the same question? Just bloody tell me already."You can go anywhere you please after I drop you home but I'm not going to leave you on the street." My sister will kill me if you end up being kidnapped or raped or God forbid, all above."But I don't want to go home yet. It's only 2." She whines like a little girl. And that's adorably annoying."Fine," she gives up when I glare at her without saying anything, "Rosewood. I live at Rosewood."I seriously wonder which sister is she to Serena but I don't want to poke my finger into that, afraid if I would be tempted to go deeper and end up doing idiotic, immature, and immensely time-wasting stuff. Like fall for her or make her my girlfriend. The way I see my friends spending their 20s chasing for love and women, only to get their heart broken over and over again, why would they do that? Why are they being so stupid knowing they will end the same; miserable and alone. Isn't it better to just be happily alone? Like me. Sure I'm miserable when Mom nags about my disinterest in relationships that she suspects I'm gay for the amount of time I spent with my friends (read: Gerard and his boyfriends) at the club when I'm not working but still, I get to go home and live my life happily. No stupid drama like quarrelling over trivial matters, dealing with jealousy, or unsatisfied sex.I've tried that during high school and university life, I had girlfriends during all those years. But
There are so many people at the mall, most probably because it's end of August. The kids are enjoying their last bit of summer break before going back to school in a week. I bring her to a different mall though, not wanting to bump onto her sister if she's really telling the truth. It'd be a chaos if the sister is Serena. Also, I'm not interested to go to a mall that is not high-end. Hate, hate crowded places with smelly shabby people. "Do you actually like me?" She asks when we are sitting at a dessert shop. Scooping the mango shaved ice into her mouth, she makes a cute thinking face. "Wait, don't answer that. Answer this first, are you even interested in me? Why did you ask me out? It's not a bet or something, is it?" What is she? A high school student? A bet? Really? But I carve a smile on my face, "I've been interested since you showed up last Sunday." "Last Sunday? At Mrs Jones's house?" Her eyes is growing bigger by each word. So. Fucking. Adorable. "But why? Because I'm
It was supposed to be one date, then I'm out. Or three dates, max. But I couldn't stop myself from asking her to the fourth date, and then the fifth, sixth, seventh, and suddenly I’ve lost count already. Though I'm aware we've been going out for 7 months now. I know, I'm asking the same question too; what the hell am I doing now. That every Saturday I would drag my ass to her house, pick her up, spend the whole day with her, then send her home, and repeat it all over again the next Saturday. I'm so relieved when that babysitting job before our first date is her last encounter with my family. So, so grateful that she got a new stable job the week after and is very happy with the new environment and the pay. Though I can't help but still spend money on her. For an immature and innocent-looking girl like her, to be a high school teacher, is a bit contradicting. I bet she looked like one of her students instead of a 25 year old teacher. "Yes!" Her eyes brim with happiness when she
"Parker," I call my assistant once I end my phone call with the client. I would use the intercom sometimes but I figured calling him out loud works just the same with less effort so, "Parker." "Yes Mr Knight?" The bulky man shows up two seconds later, ready with his notepad. He has taken over the assistant job a year ago when Serena transferred to the Legal department after she finished Law school but the notepad is still in his hand as if he's a junior. "Did you get the papers filled?" "What paper, Mr Knight?" He's big but when he opens his mouth he's like this little mouse, always seems intimidated by me for the fact we're of the same size. "Papers for my marriage cert." I'm slightly annoyed by his slowness but the thought of finally getting married to the love of my life this weekend kicks all those negative feelings away. Can't wait to make my fiancee officially mine."Oh!" Like something just rings a bell he nods, "Yes, everything has been filled out by Miss Eve. She gave me
I think we got off on the wrong foot here. No, let me explain. I'm sure I can clear this out in a few chapters. Just, uhm, hear me out. I fought with Serena that day, because she refused to let me take another part time job on top of my summer job at Lilian's cafe. Lilian is our aunt by the way, I'd work with her every summer break to earn money for my entertainment fund. I'm not born rich, and my parents are just two retired nurses who depend on no income but the money that my sisters sent them monthly so that's how I got the job; Dad suggesting me to work with his sister if I'd like money for movies or clothes. They decided it's better for me to stay with my sisters instead of alone at our childhood home since they're staying at a daycare centre. Mom was diagnosed with dementia two years ago and being 64, Dad had a hard time to take care of her while dealing with his heart problem so my sisters decided it's better to send them to a daycare centre. Though we make it our commitm
Have you ever watched the whole series then dream about the appetising male lead afterwards only to be greeted with the same person the day after? Well it's a yes if you're working at a cafe that's famous for its mango cheese cake. I mean, the whole summer I've worked here, I've seen like 10 movie stars. Okay fine, mostly because they are C-list actors like my sister and also because Emily brings them here. But still, the excitement is like, ‘hi I'm your fan, can I get a signature? No, no, don't sign the book, sign my shirt, so people can see I have you signature on my back. Here's the marker pen!’That's exactly what I had in mind when I realised Mr Knight was sitting right in front of me when I was taking order from a fine, fine man and a woman who was too perfect to be this pretty and fun. The first thought I had was, is she with him? But as the ordering went by, I think they're just working together. Or at least Mr Knight is an asshole even to his colleagues. Though daymmmmn,
When I went to Mrs Jones's house last week, or when I grabbed his hand at the club, I didn't realise the ink on his left arm. Perhaps I was too intimidated by his bulky appearance that I missed it. I like seeing him in that suit. But to compare him with the checklist I have of the guy I'd like my boyfriend to be, uhmm let's just say I don't like tattoos and too muscle-y guys. It's like all they do is go to the gym and be bad-ass. And please drop the attitude, you're not the only handsome and rich guy in this world. Can't you be a little bit humble? Or friendly? It doesn't cost you a cent to at least talk to me when we're sitting next to each other during the three hours brunch. It will only cost you time and your deep sexy voice, sir. Which by the way, your house is ahhh-mayyy-zing! It's painfully clean that I keep on checking the floor if I accidentally leave crumbs or something, and is beyond sterile (if that's even possible) as everything is so white and shiny. And sharp. And o
I thought a guy his age can navigate the date into an awesome, memorable one but turns out it/he/the-date-and-him is soooooo boring (sure, memorably boring) because I'm the one who have to ask all the questions. It's either me and my interview questions or us sitting quietly and awkwardly with a bowl of dessert between us. I didn't even want to eat that thing (I work with mango cheese cake, mango milkshake, mango everything-dessert so imagine my lack of interest) but it's so boring and awkward not to do anything I kept on shoving the mango ice shaved into my mouth. My teeth froze a couple times but I kept putting the ice in. I've gotta say I couldn't wait to get out of there. But then he suddenly told me he needed a new tie for tomorrow's important meeting. He brought me to a luxury boutique that I didn’t know how to pronounce the name but it screamed money, so I tagged behind him like another salesperson who recognised him instantly the moment she saw him. He sure is a regular the
I've given birth to two beautiful baby boys at 38 weeks, thank God we managed to keep them longer compared to Mason and Mimi ten years ago. Both were ridiculously long and heavy I am absolutely grateful I had them via c-section instead of getting my hoo-haa destroyed with how big the boys are. "Mummy," Mason calls me when I'm busy packing my breastmilk prior transferring to the freezer, "We're all waiting for you." He pulls his long face as he looks at me boringly. "Yeah yeah okay, give me a minute. Almost done." We're having our newborn photoshoot at the garden today since we didn't do that with our first twin. Augustine insisted on having it done before the boys are one month old. "Come on girlllll!" Carrie enters the kitchen joining Mason who's already sitting in front of the island, hands under the chin. Did I mention Augustine also invited family and close friends for this casual brunch? Yeah right, 'casual' with a catering crew and a buffet in the garden. I haven't seen wha
"Goodnight Sweetheart," he whispers on my ear as he yawns. He must be tired from everything he does today; work, kids, stuff. While me, who is still on bedrest, is seriously feeling restless by having absolutely nothing to do. I've tried gardening, cooking dinner, watching Netfl!x, and a bunch other useless boring things but I'm sooooo NOT tired that I can't sleep this early. I am full of energy, and these boys too by the way they're kicking me right now. Have I mentioned how horny I've been? That's all I can think of whenever he's with me- those delicious abs, the seductive smirk, deep sexy voice, firm ass, damn he's like a sexual object right now. Which I can only see but cannot touch. "Are you asleep?" I ask him in a low tone. He has stopped stroking my hair so there's a big possibility he already is. "Hmmm?" He hums sleepily. "I want you." "Hmmm." He hums again lazily, clearly uninterested. "I wanna have sex with you." "Hm." Can I take it as a yes? I've asked consent and
For God sake, fuck me already. He has been sticking his hard cock between our body every single night for three months now and yet he hasn't done anything about it. I'm sure I haven't gotten fat, only my tummy is going out a bit but other than that, I'm still wearing the same size. So what's happening? Why isn't he fucking me anymore? Does he want me to fuck him? Like I did before? When he called me his mistress?But I am still thinking. I am still in that thinking (or if we were to be precise; trying-to-accept-his-apology) period so it should be him who does the fucking. Afterall, he's the one who thinks with the dick all the time so what's happening? Why is he not that barbaric, egoistic, sex maniac man anymore? "Are you working today?" He asks on our way to the car after we're done with the monthly check-up. Our babies are healthy and growing, I'm officially in my second trimester now. He opens the door for me so I slip inside the car and sit in the passenger seat. He gets in
It's Friday and I was planning to pick up my wife and kids, uhh, my ex-wife and kids from school and work since 'someone' is gonna have her first sleepover this weekend but again, a crisis happened that I had to stay at work until seven. I fucking left the whole thing to Gerard and fled home eventhough we're nowhere near solving the crisis because there's no way I'm gonna miss the first dinner with them."You're sure about sharing the bed with Mimi?" I ask her when we're cleaning up after dinner. The kids are transferring the dishes from the dining table to the kitchen sink as both of us stand next to the island, packing the leftovers. As usual, she doesn't say anything unless it's necessary so I go further into explaining, "You can sleep in the guest room if you want. It will be a lot more comfortable." And maybe I can sneak in at midnight and accidentally fall asleep there. "K we're done." Mason announces after he puts the last plate there. "I'll load the dishwasher, you guys ca
I don't know what else to do I'm seriously so fucking tired from the work, Eve, and the kids. It's only been four weeks but I feel like I'm already reaching my maximum capacity of tolerating this. Every day I would wake up in Eve's little bed, kiss her good morning and tell her how much I love her, how sorry I still am, and off I go to my house so I can shower and have breakfast with the kids before sending them to school. Work for the whole 8 hours, then pick up Eve from her work place, send her home, back to the kids to have dinner with them and tuck them in bed before going to the apartment to spend the night with my wife. Uhh, ex wife. Mother of my children. I'm tired with this routine, and I feel worse when Eve still won't talk to me. I shouldn't complain because I'm the one who caused all of these but I'm just ranting out here. I don't know what I did, that made Eve refused to talk to me till this day, but I'm beat. So the last trick in my book would be this, bringing her
I can't, because I'm afraid he'd leave again if anything I say would trigger the same mood, if the next time he leaves he'd leave for good, with the kids. He was gone in the morning after an I-love-you and another apology. It's Sunday, so by 10.30 am Charles was already downstairs to pick me up for the fourth Sunday meeting with the twins. We have our baking class today, and as usual Mimi and Augustine will be in one team while Mason and I in another. "You seriously think I'd believe that?" Mimi shakes her head in disbelief as she stirs the bowl in front of her. We're learning how to make apple pie today."You never complained." He shrugs as he keeps on slicing the pastry."Because you look like you believed your own story," she shrugs too, it's cute how those two are behaving the same way and not realising it, "Didn't wanna crush your heart."He scoffs, finally looking at her, "Didn't wanna crush my heart? I was doing that so 'I' won't be crushing yours and Mason's heart." "Well
'Disappear from my life for all I care, you're dead to me.'I'm awake in tears as I've been the past four days. The same line keeps on looping in my mind when I'm in subconscious mind and eventually forces me to wake up in the middle of the night that I'd cry until I've fallen asleep again or the morning comes. I keep my eyes closed despite the tears staining my cheeks, because it sucks to open your eyes to this dark, cold night only to realise I'm pathetically crying alone in my bed. "I swear I'm not lying, I swear Augustine. I really didn't plan for this." I swear with my own life that I don't plan for this baby. I swear I never planned to use anything against him. I'm beyond grateful to spend time with the twins once a month, why would I do something to upset him when I'm trying my best to make him happy so I can see the twins every Sunday instead of just fourth Sundays.'We haven't been pregnant the whole time and you expect me to believe that now? When I've confessed my feeling
I regretted what I said the moment those words rang in my ears but I left anyway, because I couldn't take the sight of her crying face anymore. How could she lie to me after all the promises she made? Even if she doesn't love me anymore, how come she has the heart to manipulate our situation into this? Using another baby? She fucking swore she won't do it. Why would she drag another life into this? After three days I've finally calmed down and go back to the penthouse. We need to talk, and lay down the plan. I don't want that innocent baby to be caught in the middle like Mason and Mimi were. They end up not getting their mother's love for five years, thanks to my hatred towards her. I don't want that to happen to the baby. Everybody deserves their mother's love, and I'm too old for this revenge shit. But the penthouse is empty. For the fact it's almost 11 now. It's not Friday night so she's not having her girls night. Where is she? "She's home." "I 'am' home, J. She's not here."
I can't just 'whatever' her, because I love her. Even if I want to 'whatever' her so bad, I care. I fucking care about her. I care every bit of her to the point of noticing even the littlest thing, of how she has changed these days as if she's trying to distance herself from me. Every time I arrive at the penthouse after tucking the twins to bed, I would always find her already sleeping. For God sake, it was only 8pm when I got there but she had already dozed off either on the bed or on the couch, in her work clothes. At first I wondered if she had been staying up when I go home after we finish fucking, if she continued working until late at night hence the lack of sleep. But it happened every single day. She couldn't be working every night, and back then before the fight, she never did this so...I hate to think this is one of her ways to not have sex with me- I had to be this inconsiderate, horny old man who'd wake a tired, snoring lady just to claim his good time. Sounds like a