Chapter-1

Author's pov

              " Twinkle twinkle little star

                How I wonder what you are

                Up above the world so high

                Like a diamond in the sky"

A 3-year-old baby girl was singing happily sitting on a man's lap whose age wouldn't be more than 30.

The man was painting something on paper and his whole concentration was on the painting. But, he was listening to what's the baby girl was saying.

" Daddy, sing with me, Nah," The baby girl whined with her innocent voice and pouted her lips.

Her father replied affectionately," Neela baby, I will sing with you. Just give daddy some minutes to finish it."

" No, daddy. You have to sing with me now," Neela told her father and started nagging in front of him. She kept nagging until her father agreed with her.

Her father finally gave up in front of his daughter's nagging and said with his defeated voice," Fine. You win."

" Yeayy.....Daddy will sing with me now," Neela said excitedly and her father kissed her chubby cheeks. She also kissed him back.

Her father said to her playfully," I will sing with you. But, first, you have to help me in choosing the colours. Tell me which colour will suit this painting?"

" Umm....let me check......." Neela said cutely putting one index finger inside her mouth and looked at all the colours.

They were busy in their silly talking unknown to the fact that someone was watching them smilingly holding a glass of milk. The person just admired the duo who were busy choosing the colour.

" How is yellow colour?" Neela's father asked Neela.

Neela made a disgusted face and said," Yuck! This colour looks like poop. I don't like it."

A glass breaking sound echoed through the whole room and Neela & her father looked at the person with their startled eyes.

" Niyati," Neela's father said surprisingly looking at the person.

Niyati bent down and said very nervously picking up the shattered glass," Umm...I am sorry, Ranvijay. I was just absent-minded. Neela's talking just reminded me of something. Umm..more precisely someone."

" Are you ok?" Ranvijay asked her worriedly and she just nodded her head in positive.

Neela said to Niyati with her baby voice," Mommy, I don't like milk. Still, you brought it for me."

" Milk is good for your health. That's why I brought it for you, baby," Niyati said affectionately picking up the shattered glasses.

Ranvijay walked towards Niyati and said to her softly," I will tell the maids to clean it.  You don't have to bother."

Niyati just smiled at Ranvijay and told Neela," Baby, let's go. It's time for your nap."

Neela didn't fuss and like an obedient kid, she walked towards her mother. Niyati picked her up in her arms very protectively.

" I will meet you after finishing this painting," Ranvijay softly said to Niyati.

Niyati just nodded her head in positive and left the place immediately. She returned to her room and laid down her naughty daughter on the bed. And Very soon, Neela drifted into a deep slumber.

Niyati was patting Neela's head and thinking something deeply. She felt like her heart was becoming heavy and tears started coming out from her eyes.

" Again crying hmm?" Niyati heard Ranvijay's voice and she wiped her tears hurriedly.

She replied forcing a smile on her face," I wasn't crying. Just something went into my eyes."

Ranvijay sighed and sat beside Neela's head. He kissed Neela's forehead very lovingly and Niyati just smiled seeing him.

Then, He looked at Niyati and said," You have to be strong for Neela. You can't be a cry baby anymore."

" I know," Niyati said taking a deep breath and looked at Neela's innocent face.

After that, Niyati and Ranvijay talked for some time. They discussed about Neela and her upbringing. They were very concerned about Neela like every other parents who are concerned for their children.

" Good night. See you tomorrow," Ranvijay said finishing the conversation.

Niyati replied softly," Good night."

Ranvijay is now ready to leave the room when Niyati asked him," Why don't you just get married and settle down?"

" Because I already have a wife," Ranvijay replied chuckling and left the room without glancing back.

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Shivansh's pov

I gulped down a glass of drink and asked for another. The bartender looked at me with uncertain eyes. He was surprised to see my alcohol consumption. I chuckled at his face. How can I make him understnad what kind of peace I get while drinking.

I always come to this club and have drinks as much as I want. The alcoholic effect only gives me some peace inside my heart and help me to forget Her for some time.

" Need some refreshment?" I heard a girly voice from behind.

I looked behind and found that a beautiful girl was standing there wearing a cocktail dress which was reaching her mid-thigh. Her big boobs were popping out through her deep v cut neckline dress. I have to admit that she was extremely sexy.

She came forward and directly sat on my lap. She asked me batting her eyelashes seductively," you are looking tired. Do you need refreshment?"

" I need love. Can you give me that? I asked her clutching her chin very tightly. 

She replied smiling seductively," of course. I can. I can give you love as much as you want."

" How much you will take for loving me? I asked

She replied touching my cock over my pant," **** for one night."

" Deal. Show me how much you love me," I said letting out a sarcastic smile.

Then, she dragged me towards a VIP room and locked the door after entering.

I was just looking at her with my drunk eyes while she started opening her clothes in a seductive manner. Very soon she got naked showing me her big boobs, wide hip and huge butt.

I kept looking at her with my emotionless drunk eyes. Nothing was working inside me even after seeing her naked. 

She came forward and tried to kiss my lips. I turned my face in another direction," Don't you dare to kiss me."

I don't let other woman kiss my lips. I don't like kissing someone else. I have only kissed one person in my life and that's Her.

" What do you want me to do then? She asked softly opening my shirt and licked my chest seductively.

I answered like a robot," Whatever you want."

She continued kissing my neck and moved downwards to my chest. Her hands found my zipper which she pulled down gently. My body shievered feeling her cold hand stroking my manhood. She tried her best to arouse me but as usual my mind was still stuck with the woman who hurt me the most.

Before anything could happen the room's door burst open revealing a familiar figure standing at the door with an annoying look.

 That familiar figure entered the room with a pissed off mood. It didn't take much time for me to understand that the person was none other than Ankush. My best friend. The girl tried to go away seeing my friend but I ordered her to not leave me. 

" Your father is becoming crazy due to tension for you and here you are," He sounded annoyed.

I sarcastically said looking at my friend," people say we can't buy love. See, I have bought love just in ***."

Saying all these I am going to fell to the floor when Ankush held me tightly. He screamed on my face," You need to stop all this. At least for Satya uncle, you have to control yourself."

" That bitch left me. That whore betrayed me. But, still, I am mourning for her. I am an asshole," I said laughing loudly and felt like darkness engulfing me.

I saw Ankush resting my one arm on his right shoulder and with his other hand, he held me tightly.

" I don't know when you will be able to forget that betrayer," He said and I just lost myself into a deep sleep.

Even in my sleep, I saw that woman's disgusting face. That bitch destroyed me. That woman just destroyed my real self. She is the only reason for my sufferings and I will never forgive her.