/BAM!/
The door slammed shut as he stormed out, leaving me crying alone in this operating room.
“Belle.”
Another man's voice greeted my tears. It was Luke Davis, still there, holding my hand, then pulling out a ring with a golden box from his trouser pocket.
"After all this, are you sure want to get back to Mattheo?" he said as we were alone. "If you become my wife, I'll give you the best position in the company. I'll cure your illness, and you can destroy Mattheo just as he destroyed you. What do you say?"
"Argh! Just shut up! I don't need you!" I snapped at him, pushing his body away as he tried to persuade me.
I yanked the IV tube, the needle piercing my hand, causing it to bleed. As I ran away from the operating room, fresh blood flowed from my hand, causing other patients in the hospital to scream in fear.
"Madam, you have surgery scheduled today!" A doctor shouted, trying to catch up with me as I ran frantically. "Have you forgotten? You need to undergo surgery if you want to survive!"
"I don't need it!" I yelled, running like a mad person in the hospital corridor. "Besides, what's the point of getting better? If my husband doesn't even want me!"
My escape led me outside the hospital gate. My chest felt so tight, it felt like I was about to die soon. As my body almost stumbled, a woman with two bodyguards came to meet me.
She was Natalia, my step-sister. She was alone waiting in the car as if deliberately coming to see me alone.
"Here, take all this money and leave Mattheo," she threw money from the suitcase to me, so much so that the bills fluttered like raindrops.
"I know you need money for your operation," she continued with a mocking look. "You also have to take care of that baby alone, right? I can give you more money than this, as long as you stay away from Mattheo."
"Natalia ... I can't believe it. Of all the men in the world, why does it have to be my husband? Why do you have to take him away?" I said, crying, sitting pitifully like a fool.
"A sick and poor woman like you is not worthy of Mattheo. He will be happier with me!" she shouted. "And you're about to die soon. Can you make him happy? What Mattheo needs is a great woman like me, who can support his company!"
'A great woman who supports his company.' That sentence was like a dagger stabbing my heart.
Yes, I had nothing left. Our contract marriage existed out of necessity. I am now destitute, Mattheo doesn't need me.
"Tck. You'd better leave. And make sure Mattheo doesn't know about your pregnancy. I won't let him be the father of that disgusting baby!" Natalia left with her luxury car, leaving me behind.
As she left, I saw an advertisement on the Billboard screen on the skyscraper building in front of me.
[Mattheo Sinclair & Natalia Starling's Wedding Reception]
[Grand Luxury Hotel Sinclair Group]
[ XX March 20xx]
“That’s impossible..." I shook my head, looking at their wedding announcement advertisement on the Billboard screen. "We haven't divorced yet, and their wedding has already taken place? As if they've been cheating on me long before I realized it..."
I couldn't accept this bitter reality. Why did everything come so relentlessly?
My illness, my unwanted pregnancy, Mattheo divorcing me. Why isn't everything going as I hoped?
My head hurt so much, and I felt like I was going to explode. I couldn't bear it. The pain made me want to run away, and without realizing it, I had been walking aimlessly in the middle of the city until late at night.
With the worn-out and blood-stained hospital patient clothes, my bare feet led me into a bar on the edge of the city street.
"Good evening. Can I get you anything?" A young and fresh Bartender greeted me at the bar table. When other customers looked at me strangely, a stray patient in the bar, he didn't say anything.
"I don’t need anything. Just give me your lips," I half-heartedly said, not realizing what I was doing. My hand moved on its own, pulling the bartender's collar and kissing his lips.
"Whoa! That woman is crazy!" exclaimed a bar patron who witnessed us.
"Hmph!" I didn't know anymore. My mind was so messed up. I grabbed the Bartender's lips in heartache as if venting my emotions on someone innocent.
"H-Huh?" Amid the kiss, I felt someone pulling my hand from behind and separating me from the bartender.
A man, in a fragrant black suit, hugged me tightly as if he didn't like me kissing the Bartender.
"M-Mattheo?" My vision was blurry, but the man holding me now looked so much like my ex-husband. The scent of his suit, his tall figure, even his heartbeat.
"Are you him?" I said, tears of pain falling. "Sobs. You're so cruel! How could you divorce me? And you cheated on my sister! How can I raise our baby alone? I need you, Mattheo. I can't live without you ..."
"I know," said the man who surprised me. I knew he wasn't Mattheo, I was just venting my anger on him. Then why did he answer?
"Don't approach other men besides me," he said again. His hand lifted me and took me into the hotel room in the bar.
On the bed, I saw Deja Vu. He took off my clothes, and his lips kissed my stomach as if he knew our baby was there.
"I want to make love with you," he whispered. Even his husky and deep voice sounded so much like Mattheo.
"Mattheo ... is that you?" I asked. My eyes were so blurry that I couldn't see his face. But his silhouette resembled him.
'But ... It can't be, right? Mattheo is already with Natalia. He can't be here.' I kept saying to myself repeatedly.
We made love as if there were no tomorrow. His touch was full of love that I had never received. But I remembered our first sex on our wedding night.
It's as if the man having sex with me now is trying to make me remember our past marriage. Making me forget the pain and suffering I've endured today.
I let his touch intoxicate me. Whether it's an illusion or not, I feel like the man on top of me is Mattheo. The man who has divorced me.
"Ugh. My head..." The strong smell of alcohol wafted as I opened my eyes on a scorching morning. I couldn't recall getting drunk last night, so why was I in this bed?"Wait... Last night, Mattheo and I..." My eyes widened in shock at my completely exposed body. The events of last night came flooding back; I had slept with a man who looked exactly like Mattheo!"Mattheo!" I screamed, seeing my husband standing outside the bar room, about to leave me."Wait for me! Last night, you slept with me! Don't you remember?" I yelled, running towards him with just a thin blanket covering my body.He stopped at the edge of the stairs, his eyes glaring at me with coldness, completely different from when he had touched me last night."I don't remember," he retorted sharply and indifferently. "And even if I slept with a woman last night, it was Natalia. Not you. Have you forgotten we're divorced? There's no way I would sleep with you.""No! You slept with me! How can you forget? Last night, you broug
'He's your ex-husband. You must reject him!''I can't! He's already dumped you. Have you forgotten about Natalia? How they cheated on you behind your back?''But your baby is his child. You have to fight for him.'You still love him, don't you?'A debate was going on inside my head, between my logic fighting with my desolate desires.It was hard to forgive the cruel thing Mattheo had done. Even if I die, I will never forget the affair he had with me.It was my passion. But what about this baby?Mattheo will take it, even claiming it is his child with Natalia. If I persuade him now, will he change his mind?I should give it a try.“Mattheo. We need to talk.” His heavy body bearing down on me from above, I tried my best to keep him away from me. For the sake of our eyes meeting.“I'll forgive all your mistakes,” I said, hurriedly. My energy was almost spent supporting his two hands that were already trying to strip me of my underwear.“I'll forget all your mistakes, as long as you come
Drrrrr drrrr drrrrrMy reverie was interrupted by the ringing sound of a thin cell phone lying on the floor along with my scattered clothes.“Sigh...” I let out a long, tired sigh. From a distance, I didn't need to read the name of the contact who called me at this very unfriendly time.My mother. I don't know what demon possessed her, but she must have contacted me because she knew I had suddenly disappeared from the hospital without her knowledge.“Yes, Mom? It's me. You don't have to call me that many times. I'll pick up even if your call is disconnected,” I said, picking up the phone whose voice was really bothering my ears.And sure enough. My mom was so angry on the call. I had to turn down the volume on the cell phone just so the sound of her screaming didn't reach Mattheo's ears.“You stupid daughter, don't you know how embarrassed I was when Luke Davis told me you'd rather go with your stupid husband? Don't you know how much money he spent on our company!? You should think ab
Something hard and sticky seemed to have stuck my feet to the marble floor, making me unable to retaliate against Natalia's mistreatment.It wasn't until I heard the tapping sound of her footsteps that slowly faded away that the bondage of fear and trauma receded at last.*falls*After being able to move my legs, my strength that was sucked out by her made my body stagger to the floor. Very pitifully.Both of my hands, which had been touched by his rough shoulder a few seconds ago, clenched hard. Tears fell on the floor that witnessed my torture. However, they were not tears of sadness.Rather, they were tears of overflowing anger.My crying made me drown in my own anger. Unconsciously, my nails dug sharply into the flesh of my hands, causing them to bleed.The drops of blood accompanied my steps out of this house. The red that fell there, I regarded as the war flag that I had raised.After today's events, I realized o
Natalia and Mattheo were still inside, eating together after ignoring me. Going back inside the mansion was tantamount to giving up my dignity to be made fun of by the two of them again.Not to mention my mother-in-law who still didn't know anything about me being here.Compared to all that, I'd rather go through it again and again than have to go back to my mother's house right now. I'm pretty sure her purpose in telling me to come home right this second is because she wants to talk about my marriage to Luke Davis.“Did you hear me?” I point at his annoying good looking face in a very unflattering way. Just so he knows how annoyed I am by his presence right now.“Hurry up and leave instead of kicking your feet,” I snapped. He didn't answer, which made me even angrier.My ears weren't willing to listen to anything he said anymore, so I chose to reverse my steps and get away from him as quickly as possible.But one han
Not only did my mother force me to put on a fake smile, she pulled me by the hand to sit across from Lord and Madame Davis.Beside them sat the mastermind of this whole mess: Luka Davis. My mom was crazy, but compared to her, Luke Davis was even crazier!What man would marry a married woman? On top of that, he knew I was terminally ill. And to top it all off, I was pregnant!I understand our breakup was my fault. Unilateral because I never really liked him. Unfortunately, Luke Davis seems to want revenge on me.'Who would have thought ten years of high school love could make him such a psychopath? And what the hell mom? She lied to Lord Davis that I was still a virgin!? Does my body still look like a girl!?'Annoyed by all, my legs wouldn't cooperate so easily. In my living room that was set up for this sudden meeting, I hurriedly wanted to leave.My legs moved away on their own without my control. The first to reflexively scream in annoyance was, of course, my mother. She was so angr
I was forcibly taken into my room. There, there were so many sexy clothes hanging there that I had no idea where they came from. But I knew it must have been my mom.Mattheo has a taste for women who dress sexy. But since marrying him, I've never worn a revealing dress. So looking at the rows of sexy clothes in my room, I was pretty sure this was all my mom's plan.“Is he going to sell me?”“Eh?” Angel suddenly stopped dressing me after my mouth said something.“I said, did she say anything about selling me?” I asked her again.“Of course not, Miss!” she squealed. I didn't say anything that I thought might hurt her. But Angel, all of a sudden, sounded like he was going to cry.My premonition was getting worse. The chair I'm currently sitting in is no longer comfortable. The maid hadn't finished fixing my appearance yet, but my legs were too weak to leave this room.“Young Lady! You are forbidden to leave until Madame gives you permission!” Angel screeched behind me as she tried to cha
"Ah! Thank you very much, ma'am!" My mom interrupted me and snatched the black card away from me.My words were cut short by her immediately taking over my conversation with Tamara. She put on her fake demeanor again, sprinkled with a manipulative smile. It was obvious she didn't want to let me talk to Tamara as much as I wanted."You don't need to bother, our daughter Belle is already working. She can earn her own money,” my mother said in her soft, seductive voice. However, her hand was the opposite of her words.Rejecting the credit card, yet her hand gripped it tightly.“Our family is happy to spend money on the people we love,” Tamara said innocently. "Belle will soon be an official Davis family member, she'll have to get used to all this treatment. Luke will also make sure Belle is provided for from now on."Oh, Aunt Tamara, don't say that. You have no idea how pleased my mom is with your words.My very materialistic
Belle's POV“Nggg~” Raven whined in tears when I separated him from his soft pillow. Not much different from her brother, Christ, who had already cried when his deep sleep was awakened. I really couldn't bear to wake them up in their unhealthy state.'However, Mattheo is already in Japan. It's only a matter of time until he finds the location of this hospital and my nightmare will come true.' I reminded myself not to let my guard down for a second in this critical situation.“Forgive your mother, my dear. I'm sorry.” I repeatedly apologized to my two babies who had to become victims of their parents' problems. I had to do this now or never.While Robert was still talking to someone on his phone, while the hospital was still too quiet for the guards to find me. Once again, I had to leave everything behind for my two babies. I'm not sure I would have survived if I hadn't hurried now.As soon as I found out Mattheo had reached Japan, the stitches in my stomach were excruciating. My stoma
Natalia’s POVI never expected to get a surprise like this, Mattheo's coming to the hospital and seeing me alone had managed to make my heart beat.I never imagined that Mattheo would even give me another surprise that was even more shocking than the previous one, not only did it make me do heart exercises, but it almost made my heart fall out of place because I was so surprised to see Mattheo in front of my eyes when I was just a few steps away from getting into the car.It was even more shocking that he was waiting for me there, like he already knew what I was going to do after this. Mattheo, he couldn't possibly know that I was going to leave and escape through the back door of the hospital and he couldn't possibly know that I kept a car in the backyard of this hospital either, right?''So, what are you going to say again this time? What are you going to explain about everything that has happened this time, where are you going and what made you decide to escape from this hospital?'
Natalia’s POVWho would have thought, a few moments after the phone call with Ragen had been disconnected, the doctor came back into the hospital room and he again checked my condition, which was still lying weakly on the hospital bed even though it had been assisted by drugs and also an IV tube that was still attached to my wrist.I will not waste this good opportunity. I will ask the doctor if I can get out of the hospital right now, so that I can meet Mommy Ragen without getting suspicion from anyone, including Mattheo if he finds me out there again.Unfortunately what I hoped for didn't really come true, the doctor stuck to his decision of not allowing me to be discharged from the hospital. My body that was still weak and not fully healthy was used as an excuse to keep me here.But I also can't stay here like this, I have to go and see Ragen before she does something much worse, she could tell Mattheo and twist the facts so that Mattheo only hates me.No, I can't let that happen!
Natalia’s POV''Mattheo, can I talk to you outside? There's something I want to talk to you about,'' Robert said which made me turn my head, wondering to myself what Robert was going to talk to Mattheo about?Was he going to say something very important that I shouldn't know so Robert asked Mattheo to leave?Shit, why can't my brain think properly? Even if Robert asked Mattheo to talk outside together, I was sure that Robert wouldn't tell the truth. Yes, he is also the one who has always helped me, if what I hid from Mattheo was revealed, it would also drag his name and Robert would not do that, I'm sure.Never mind, I should just trust him for now. Trying to convince myself that Robert will definitely not do anything wrong, he must have thought about it and considered it carefully before doing something.''Talking together? What do you want to tell me, is there something important?''Robert without hesitation immediately nodded to confirm what Mattheo had questioned, confirming that
Natalia’s POV''Why does your face look so pale after seeing me? Your reaction is so exaggerated, it's like you're seeing a ghost.'' Mattheo mocking me again while I was still trying to convince myself that what I was seeing was real, that Mattheo's presence in front of my eyes was not a hallucination due to the effects of the medicine I had taken.But his coming to the hospital and visiting me was real.He was really in front of me and was even looking at me intently, my palms were getting wet when I saw the way Mattheo was looking at me. With my nerves getting the better of me, I tried to act casual despite the fact that my heart was almost out of place.I'm afraid that Mattheo knows the truth about me, I'm afraid that he knows what I'm hiding from him, and I'm also afraid that Mattheo knows what makes me here now.This stress that I'm feeling, I'm sure it has something to do with Mommy Ragen's request that told and forced me to follow her will, assist her to seize custody of both M
Natalia’s POVI never thought that things would never go as smoothly as Mommy Ragen wanted, the process of taking custody of the child that she wanted was not as easy as imagined.'There was too much drama to be done, too many lies that needed to be prepared in order to get everything that Mommy Ragen wanted.'However, the fire of desire that has been burning so big inside her makes she completely unadvised in any way, she still imposes her will and insists on doing everything possible so that her goal can be achieved immediately.Even I could only stay silent and pensive staring in disbelief at her in front of there who was still talking to the Lawyer to discuss what they would do next so that the custody of Belle's two children could fall into the hands of her grandmother who was none other than Ragen.I did not expect that her ambition to control all the assets inherited to the two babies would make her desperate to do anything, even to the point of trying to seize the custody of B
Ragen’s POV''Robert, no matter what happens. I hope you will keep your mouth shut from everyone, I don't want all this to leak out to others and put me in danger. Mommy would immediately suspect me if what she is planning to do is leaked to others, you want to help me right?''Robert immediately nodded his head, agreeing to what Natalia said to hide everything he knew. To keep everyone's mouth shut so that what was happening here wouldn't leak out.''Of course, you don't have to worry about me leaking it. I will definitely keep my mouth shut with everything that has happened, just relax.'' he reassured Natalia and managed to make her smile with relief, at least Robert could be trusted for now.''That's good, for the time being, we should hide everything that happened from everyone, especially Mattheo, he shouldn't know what his mother is planning. I myself am also reluctant to get involved with that oldman madness, I don't know what the end will be, but I can guess that things will d
Ragen’s POVFrom where I was sitting, I could see Natalia shaking her head, looking very distrustful of me who dared to go against the law to get what I wanted.Of course I dare because it's not the law that I will fight against that I have in mind, but the property that will belong to Belle's two children that will also belong to me if I manage to get custody of the two children.Whatever she thinks, I don't care what she thinks here either, I'm not asking for her opinion. But I'm just forcing her and the lawyer in front of me right now to do what I want.Yes, not just the lawyer. But Natalia must also comply with what I want, whatever I tell her, she must obey!''Why are you shaking your head like that, Natalia? What are you thinking?'' I asked her, furious too because more and more Natalia seemed very out of line with my mindset.''Nothing, Mom. Just.. I think I need to go to the restroom first, You just continue the conversation with Mr. lawyer.''Natalia immediately rose to her f
Ragen’s POV''Natalia, I only asked you to accompany me to the legal counsel. Why are you so scared of being found out by Mattheo? After all as long as we keep quiet and don't tell anyone then it will all be safe right, or do you really want me to do something to you first so that you will listen to what I say and make you want to obey my orders?''I stared at Natalia's two eyeballs so intently, giving off an intimidating aura that was so strong as to pressure Natalia and make her give up on her initial decision to refuse my orders.“Please, I can’t do this,” She’s still rejecting me.“You certainly know what I mean, Natalia. It's not a difficult thing to influence Mattheo to hate you by bringing up his children's names, I can do that if you continue to refuse me. Ah, how about I tell Mattheo that you secretly want to harm his children?''Natalia looked surprised when I suddenly turned my head to look at her, I also saw her body jumped up when I suddenly turned my head and looked at h