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GUILT

Author: SIRENA
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

AUTHOR'S POV

Guilt and Misery can make you sick, Celeste experienced this for the second time in her life. She fainted because she had high fever that didn't leave her for a whole week. She was bed ridden and Tobias was by her side adding fuel to the fire of guilt that burned through her veins, stronger than ever.

When they all accused her of drunk driving and killing Aurora, she was not that heartbroken because she knew it was a lie. She never drank and she didn't kill her but in this case, she was really guilty. She ruined everything on her own and it was all her mistake. Just to feel less lonely and a little happy, she made friends with Dylan when she shouldn't have. She should have waited for Tobias all alone and she should have thought about him and only him through all that time. She should have understood that Responsibility
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