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Chapter 55

Author: Meenah
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-17 04:33:28

Raphael’s POV.

I have never fancied myself in love before. I used to believe in that word before when I was a kid when my parent's marriage was still…fine? When things were still fine. I stopped believing in that term the moment I saw how everything could easily fall apart. When I saw just how easy it was for one woman to make my family fall apart. I was still so young then, I was barely a day over ten but I was convinced that love didn’t really exist. I vowed then and there never to let a woman get to me so much that it would lead to my own downfall and eventually my death.

So you can imagine just how hard and surprising it was for me to realize my feelings for Renia. At first, I couldn’t believe it. I mean how could I be so sure that I was in love with her when I don’t really know what the word means when I don’t really know what it feels like to be in love but I soon realized that it doesn’t matter whether I knew what it felt or what it was. What matters is that I was sure of wha
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    Hi guys, We have finally come to the end of Renia and Raphael’s story. This story took me the longest to write out of all of my books and I have gotten so used to the characters that I know I will be missing them a lot, for sure. Thank you so much for sticking around and loving Renia and Raphael. Thank you for the gems. I am grateful that you deemed my book worthy of your money. To those that stayed and were patient when I went AWOL, I really appreciate you. I love and appreciate every one of you. Don’t forget to leave me a review if you loved this book and what you think about it. Do check out my other books if you enjoyed this one. You won’t be disappointed. ❤️&💡Meenah.

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