[ZARA]
A little lie hurts no one, right?
Since a very young age, I’ve struggled to contain my ever-growing temper. I still do. I don’t know.
Maybe something is wrong with me. Maybe the nerves shooting emotions into the brain are shorter and faster in my case. Or maybe folks are just plain stupid. Could be anything, really.
Like every other person in the world, I have my limitations. I don’t like myself, don’t think anyone does. Not with the temper that I always bristle with. After all, people stay away from those who make a scene. And the experience I have in that department, it’s impossible to break that record.
But causing a scene and drawing unwanted attention to yourself doesn’t happen out of a hobby. No one enjoys the look of ‘what a weirdo’ people define them with. No one. Trust me.
But sometimes, you just don’t have a choice. Or control, in my case. Although this time, there is a legitimate reason to support my actions.
For the last few years, the men from R & R Developers have been trying to persuade my mom to sell her property to them. There have been multiple offers, and some of them really got us thinking. But the answer to all their efforts always remained a resounding no.
Why?
Because there is no place like home. That’s why. Not every structure made of bricks and stones can make you feel like you belong. Not every house welcomes you with the warmth that makes you feel protected. For mom and me, this home is all we have. And all we’d ever need.
So, yeah, we have had several offers to sell our property. And every time, we turned them down. However, the company’s approach has become far more aggressive in recent months.
It began with vague threats that none of us took seriously. Mom and I had dealt with enough bullies in our lives, including my father and his new family, so acts of intimidation never worked on us. We slept soundly. But we should have known it was just the beginning of what they had in store for us.
It happened in my absence, and I had a strong feeling it was probably deliberate. The company sent a couple of dangerous-looking men to our house a few days ago—tall, broad, and armed, though none of them used weapons. I doubt they intended to either. But the sheer sight of them impacted my mother, and she signed the documents right away.
I have been livid ever since.
All of this occurred four days ago. In reality, it’s only been two days since I attempted to contact the CEO of R & R Developers. My flight to New York was delayed due to technicalities, and by the time I arrived at the company’s tower, Maddox Richmond had already left.
I found his home address through sheer luck and G****e, but he wasn’t there either. The older man who opened the door was kind enough to make a phone call on my behalf. While I waited outside in the garden, appreciating the vast green view, the old man returned and advised me to look for the owner at the office rather than at home.
So, here I was today, back at the office.
“Why don’t we take this to my office and hear what you have to say?” When he said those words, warmth and anticipation coursed through my veins.
Maddox Richmond was not some fifty-year-old with short height, a bald head, and nonexistent eyebrows—something I had imagined him to be for some reason I don’t even know.
No, he was nothing like that.
In fact, he was everything I never thought could exist in one person. He was tall, possibly six feet or more, and broad enough to block the full view of the corridor behind him. He possessed an attractive angular face and captivating dark green eyes. His presence carried an air of authority that made you hesitate before opening your mouth, and confidence crackled all around him.
The worst part was that he seemed to be aware of his impact on others, evident in the way he proudly wore that haughty sneer on his face.
“Fine,” I said, following him down the corridor.
When we arrived at his cabin, he motioned for me to have a seat and offered me a glass of water. After all the yelling, my throat had become raw and dry. So, without much thought, I reached for the glass of water and downed it.
“So,” taking a seat across the nearly empty office desk, he leaned forward with his elbows on the tabletop. “What brings you to wreak this havoc in my office?” he asked, a dark amusement unmistakable in his eyes.
I almost choked at his allegation. Was that how it looked? Like I was wreaking havoc?
“None of us would have had to deal with this havoc, Mr. Richmond, if you hadn’t stuck your nose where it didn’t belong.”
His eyebrows shot up, and he gave his head a small shake. “I must apologize, Ms…”
“Zara. Zara Fisher.”
“Ms. Fisher,” he said, his deliberate tone sending a shiver down my spine and warming my entire being.
I clenched my fingers tightly around the empty glass, trying to quell the rising heat in my neck.
“What are you trying to imply?”
Something about his apparent obliviousness to what his company had done to us irked me deeply. How could he be so thoughtless? So indifferent? How could he ruin someone’s life and not feel an ounce of guilt? How? I refused to believe a man like him didn’t know what was happening in his own company. He seemed like the type to keep everyone on their toes, much like the woman outside who tried to deter me from seeing him. The one who called me crazy.
I’ll show them what’s crazy.
“Look, Mr. Richmond,” I said, placing the glass back on the table and leaning forward with my arms crossed. “I’m not one to beat around the bush.”
“Good to hear.”
“I’m going to come straight to the point.”
“Of course, can’t wait.”
“You have something of mine. It’s time you gave it back.”
He narrowed his eyes. “Doesn’t ring a bell.”
“You took my home, Mr. Richmond. I want my home back!” I snapped.
Silence filled the room. My legs trembled under the table. Frustration burned through my chest, turning all rationality into smoke. I tried to breathe through my mouth, something Mom always told me to do when anger clouded my mind.
I had imagined this conversation a million times in my head. I was supposed to be polite, act nicely, and persuade him that returning the home he had acquired unfairly would prevent further trouble. If he agreed to do the right thing, well and good — a handshake and all. But if he didn’t, then we’d see him in court. That’s how this conversation was supposed to go — like two mature people coming to terms.
Maddox fixed me with a sharp gaze before leaning back in his chair. His expression turned thoughtful, his head tilting slightly with a hint of curiosity. However, what he said next shocked me to the core.
“Get out!” he snapped, his chin flicking dismissively.
“What? Wait—I—no!”
“I said, get out, Ms. Fisher.”
“Is that it? That’s how you intend to handle this situation? By avoiding it entirely?”
“I’m not avoiding the issue, Ms. Fisher. I’m simply postponing it until you learn how to behave appropriately.”
“Are you implying that I don’t know how to behave?”
“I’m not implying anything, Ms. Fisher. That is exactly what I’m saying.”
“God, I can’t believe you.”
“Please leave your God and your beliefs outside of this office, Ms. Fisher. If you haven’t noticed, I’m a very busy man. I don’t have time to deal with your nonsense.”
“Are you serious?” By this point, I was fuming, my blood pumping loudly in my ears.
“I’ll just call security then,” he said, rolling his eyes as he reached for the intercom.
Before he could say another word, I swiftly hit the disconnect button and stood up.
His glares turned murderous. “What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
“Who needs lessons on good behavior now?” I scoffed, throwing his lack of decorum back at him.
He shot up from his chair and rounded the desk so fast that I instinctively leaned back against the chair, trying to create some space between us.
He grabbed my upper arm and pulled me toward him. Our faces were mere inches apart. His grip felt like a ring of fire, heat seeping through the sleeve of my blouse and into my skin. It burned.
“I’ve been doing my best to control myself, Ms. Fisher. You have no idea who you’re up against. And before I forget, you are a lady, as frail as hell. Please leave my office. Right away!” He shoved me toward the door.
Tears stung my eyes, blurring my vision. Everything went silent in my head except for a constant rumble of embarrassment. It ripped through my body, making me feel scorching hot. My chest swelled with agitation, ready to burst through my throat.
For a moment, I hesitated, preparing to leave. I couldn’t bear to face him again. I felt insignificant, powerless, and worthless, as if my dignity held no value—a can of outdated product one could discard without sorrow.
But when my mom’s scared face flashed before my eyes, the frustration simmering beneath my skin turned to molten lava. She had been terrified after those men visited and threatened her to sign the documents. Maddox Richmond had no right to lecture people on etiquette and conduct. His own behavior was unlawful, cruel, and disrespectful.
He was the epitome of an asshole.
What did he think of himself?
Sure, he was wealthy and could afford almost anything he desired. But what part of ‘not everything is for sale’ didn’t he understand?
Anger boiled in my blood, darkening the corners of my vision to the deepest shade of red. I breathed through my mouth, clenching my fist into a ball. Once. Twice. Fuck it.
I closed the gap between us by turning on my heels. Maddox Richmond had already moved on to his next task, typing on his phone. I snatched the phone and yanked it away from his grip.
His jaw clenched. Instead of asking or saying anything, he simply fixed me with his intense gaze, as if that should have been enough for my pitiful self to figure out what he wanted me to do.
Return the damn phone.
I didn’t.
My indifference in complying with his demands must have dawned on him. He made an awkward attempt to reach for the phone, but I moved my hand further away. His throat emitted a growl.
I steeled my gaze.
“You have five seconds to return the phone.”
“That should be enough.”
“Say what—”
The temperature in the room seemed to rise tenfold as my hand met his cheek. The sound reverberated off the walls of the empty office. My heart pounded ridiculously hard beneath my ribs, almost as if it might burst.
His glare burned into my face as I forced the phone back into his hand. He said nothing, just continued to glare. I didn’t feel triumphant either.
But there was still one thing that needed to be addressed.
“Let’s try this again, Mr. Richmond. Shall we?” I said as I took a step back. “Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day for mutual understanding.”
With those final words, I turned and saw myself out.
[MADDOX]For the first time in my life, I hated the emptiness of my cabin. It annoyed me so much that I wanted to tear this place apart with my bare hands and burn that fucking door.Barking dogs seldom bite. That’s how the phrase goes. But this crazy-ass woman, who stormed out of my office with that flippant attitude, leaving a throbbing imprint of her hand on my cheek, not only yelled her ass off but also bit me.Fuck. How dare she?I clenched my fists, trying to quiet the frenzy of anger coursing through my body. I grimaced at the screen of my phone before dialing a number and anxiously waiting for the call to be answered. It took everything in me not to pursue that stupid girl to her doom. I rolled my shoulders to keep myself from doing anything stupid, like taking the pistol from my drawer and firing a hole in the middle of her head. The fact that I wasn’t easily irritated said a lot about how angry I was right now.The moment Josh came on the line, I snarled, “Office. Now!”I hu
[ZARA]“I have nothing to tell you. Simply get out of my restaurant!” Nicholas Samuel snapped with an angry sneer, pointing his fat finger at the door.I wish I could tell you I knew what was going on here. I couldn’t.Nicholas Samuel was the owner of the restaurant where I worked, and I had been the manager until he arrived at work this morning in a terrible mood and abruptly fired me. I had only taken three days off, and when I returned to work, this jerk sacked me in front of the entire crew.What’s with people humiliating me these days?I had been enraged ever since the incident at Richmond’s office. When I went to visit him the next day, as I had promised, he had taken a flight to New Jersey for an urgent meeting.I knew he was warding me off. What a wimp!“But—I don’t understand. How could you—how could this—what have I done? Is it because I took three days off from work? Is this—” He extended his hand to signal me to be quiet, not letting me finish.“It’s not about your damn le
[ZARA]“Thank you for doing this on such short notice, Brandon. I don’t know what more to say.”Nicholas Samuel fired me almost three months ago, and my life has been a living horror ever since. I’m not sure who to blame for this dreadful run of bad luck that doesn’t seem to be ending anytime soon.I don’t know what to do.For starters, I haven’t been able to land a single decent job in the entire city, let alone the local area. I was even willing to travel three hours each way via metro to interview at a four-star hotel that had shown interest in my résumé. But before my hopes could materialize, like a personal reminder of hell, they hired someone else while I waited endlessly for their call.For the following three months, this continued, and I’ll be honest with you: I’ve become hopeless and depressed.I’m not sure where my life is going. How am I expected to get out of this hellhole?Right now, my mother is the only bright spot in my life. She has been incredibly supportive. She sa
[MADDOX]“I don’t understand. How hard could it be to find one man?” I heard myself shout.“Calm down, Maddox. We’re trying our best.”“You call this your best?” I scoffed. What the fuck was wrong with her? And how the hell could she be so calm? “I want some fucking results, Jade. I don’t know what you and your men are doing, but you’re getting me nowhere.”It had been nearly two years, and we hadn’t been able to get anything on Richard Milton. How could he just disappear? It’s impossible. Unless someone much more powerful pulled him under their wing. And that’s the mystery I couldn’t solve for the life of me. Who would want to make an enemy out of me? Who could be that stupid?But Jade was right. I needed to calm the fuck down because getting worked up was going to get me nowhere. It fucking got me into more shit if I’m honest.Like the time I had to deal with that demented girl who dared to slap me in my office, I couldn’t get that insult out of my head. It’s impossible to. Every ti
[ZARA]“Congratulations, Ms. Fisher. We are delighted to have you on board,” the man in the crisp black suit said with a gentle smile.Did I really just land this job? Did this really happen?Unable to help myself—overwhelmed with happiness and relief—a chuckle escaped from my mouth. “Thank you so much. It’s such a pleasure to be able to work again.”During the interview, they were curious about the reasons my previous employer sacked me. As usual, I decided honesty was the best policy. I told them everything that had happened, from start to finish.Brian, one of the interviewers and part-owner of the restaurant, called my ex-boss absolutely unprofessional. He even shared his experience about the time they met during a food carnival in Los Angeles. Let’s just say it left a bitter taste in Brian’s mouth. Even after the interview was done, he couldn’t stop talking about how much he would like to punch him in the face.“I guess it was unprofessional on his part to speak about someone beh
[MADDOX]“So, what do you say, Richmond?” asked the man in his early forties, sitting across the table, donned in a fine business suit and a crooked grin. “Are you happy with the deal? Should we proceed with the paperwork?”Joseph Bennett was a big name in the corporate world. He was a force to be reckoned with. The man had everything: money, power, and influence. I could even name some illegal businesses under his name. But that was a dark side everyone in this business world had. It was impossible to survive without one. Sometimes, one needed more than a clean reputation and a devious personality to get what one wanted. And right now, Joseph Bennett was desperate to have me on his side. I knew what his deal was. I knew about the losses his company in New Zealand was suffering while he sat here in this fancy restaurant, pretending he wasn’t about to go broke in the next few months.I admired his courage and dedication to fight till the end. But the sad truth was that he was like a fa
[ZARA]After washing my hands and blow-drying them, I looked at myself in the mirror and reapplied my nude lipstick. It had been a week since I joined my new workplace, and everything had been going great so far. My bosses were happy with my work, and the customers were satisfied with the services. I couldn’t be happier. Everything was just so… great.It was so unbelievable that I had been wondering if I would somehow jinx it. I wasn’t superstitious, but so much had happened in the last few months. It had left a lasting scar on my mind. It left me with the realization that nothing was permanent and that I had to work a little extra hard to prevent something like that from happening again.I knew I was thinking too much. I was worrying too much when I should be happy and enjoying my life, as Brandon and Mom told me to. But I couldn’t help this vague feeling crawling in my chest, as if at any moment, something bad would happen and destroy the stability I had worked so hard to build.Mom
[ZARA]I couldn’t believe I accepted his invitation to meet again.Then again, why wouldn’t I? Wasn’t that something I wanted?Besides, during our previous encounter in his office, three months ago, he did say he wasn’t dismissing the issue, just merely pushing it further dates ahead.In a weird, fucked-up way, he was keeping his word, wasn’t he?Should I admire him for that?No. Why the hell am I even entertaining the thought? Gosh.I still bristled with mad anger, thinking about the time when he accused me of being disrespectful and ill-mannered. I couldn’t forgive him for shoving me to the door like I was nothing. For treating me as if he was so above me.But something inside me was ready to compromise if things turned out better this time. If instead of being a huge asshole like the previous time he returned the house creating no unneeded scene.I wasn’t looking forward to any more blunders.Honestly.I had had enough of drama in my life in the past three months. I just wanted eve
[ZARA]I play with the button on his shirt and grin. “What if I told you, it wasn’t exactly our first meeting?”He looks puzzled. “What do you mean? Have we met before? When?”“Five months before we met in your office.”“Are you serious?” Sitting straighter, he adjusts me on his lap while I move my arms around his round shoulder. “When? And why don’t I remember anything?”“In the restaurant where I used to work. You know, the one you had me fired from?” I arch an eyebrow, still pissed at what he did.He’s quick to apologize, his warm fingers exploring the expanse of my back. “I think we already established the fact that I was a dick then. Can we move on? Please?”“Alright.” I roll my eyes and laugh when he tickles my sides. “You were there with a few of your employees, and as luck would have it, we were also running low on staff. So, I came up to take your order.”“You did what?” He looks so shocked, it makes me grin wider. “What the hell was I doing?”I shrug. “I don’t know? You were
“With contacts like him, dad found me within an hour. I was in the hospital. Badly beaten and bruised. Yet, the first thing dad did when he saw me in the hospital bed was to throw everyone out of the room and slap me hard. He told me I was lucky to be outside because if we were at home, he would have broken my legs if that’s what it took to stop me from being a brat.”“But…” a small smile curled at the corner of his lips. “Little did he know we weren’t alone in that room. When he tried to hit me again, a notebook smacked the side of his face.”“What?” Did I hear him right? “Who did that?”Maddox looked at me before turning his gaze back to the warm fire. “A little girl. Not over nine. She was so tiny and yet so fierce in front of my dad. She even shouted at him to leave me alone. Dad was furious. Oh, you should have seen his face. He literally turned red. Before dad could react, another man stepped into the room. He was the father of that little girl and later I came to know they were
*ONE MONTH LATER*[ZARA]There’s a knock on the door and the first thing I do is look up at the time.It’s five past midnight. That can only mean two things.One: The person outside is in a grave emergency.Two: Someone is here to rob us, but has the decency to announce his presence so we could prepare for the worst.But when I step out of my room and look through the peephole, breath hitches in my throat for an entirely different reason.Maddox stands outside with a sweeping backdrop of snow.I don’t think twice before unlocking the door and pulling it open. A flurry of chilly nights whips me in the face, shooting a blunt shiver down my spine.“What are you doing here?” There had to be a good reason for him to show up at this godawful hour of the night. “Is Louis, okay?”It’s only been a month since we all learned of Nadine’s brutal death. News that took everyone by surprise and the whole media by storm. Even after a month had passed, we could find people on the streets, in shops and
Ten minutes later, Zachary, Kevin and Zara walk out of the house, too. They are still in some sort of conversation when Zara finally notices me and holds my gaze for a little longer than I expected. I’m the first one to look away and instantly feel like a fucking coward.Every cell—every bone—in my body screams at me to make this right, to bring her back home no matter what it takes. But a huge part of me is as clueless as a newborn baby. It doesn’t know what to say or what to do to convince her to come back into my life—to give me another chance. Do I even deserve a second chance? It’s because of me she had to endure so much that only became her fate because I couldn’t let go. I didn’t know how to.“Are you ready to go?” I hear Kevin ask as he made his way over to where I stand near their car. He looks around. “Where’s Nathan?”“He left.” I fill him in. “Something came up. I hope it’s alright if I tag along.”“Are you kidding me?” For the first time, he doesn’t look like he’s about t
[MADDOX]It’s odd how often I have driven by her house, but never really cared to turn my head and look. But now that I stand in front of it, I know why she fought so hard to take it back.The house is nothing out of a fairy tale. It’s decently constructed, has only one floor and is yellow. Not just any yellow but the one that makes you question why someone would do that to their house. Do they not love it? Is that supposed to be a punishment for the eyes of the beholder? How could a house be so yellow? It’s literally tormenting.But maybe it’s because I have known Zara long enough that I can tell you for sure this is just her way of showing a middle finger to the world. A message in capital letters that she doesn’t care about and can’t be bothered by the opinions of others. She’s gonna be herself no matter what and the rest of the world can simply fuck themselves.If one can look past the yellowness of the house, one would see the details that make this house a home. There’s a picket
“Thanks for coming on such short notice. Mr Gracias. Mr Richmond.” Officer Newman greeted us, gesturing us to take seats.Zachary and I took seats across from him while Nathan and Kevin decided to wait outside.“It’s no problem, officer. How can we help?” I asked.“Well, as we conversed over the phone, we found some bodies. They are, as expected, burnt and impossible to recognize. The face, that is. And because, Mr Gracias, your sister is still missing, we were hoping you will be willing to go through the accessories and clothes we found on the victims. This will help us narrow down our options and decide what the next course of action should be.”“Of course.” Zachary said, and for the first time, I caught the strain in his voice.“Great.” Officer Newman said and retrieved three transparent packets from the desk behind him. Carefully, he laid them all on the table and stood up. “I’ll give you guys a minute.”’Once the officer left us alone in the room, I turned to face Zachary. “Do yo
[MADDOX]“How long are you gonna sulk?” Nathan asked, and the whim to throw him out of the car was exhausting.“I’m NOT sulking.” Without saving him a single glance, I told him as calmly as possible. I looked outside the window instead and searched for a familiar face.Five minutes ago, we pulled up outside the police headquarters. Zachary and his brother, Kevin, were supposed to meet us here. For now, all I could see were cops and irrelevant people moving in and out of the building. No sign of the Gracias family.“And not growing any younger, either.” Nathan deadpanned, and I finally decided to fix him whatever glare.“Did you just make a joke about my age?” That should be hardly any concern to me. Especially when mom did it all the time. But since the moment I woke up this morning, I hadn’t been in the mood to take anyone’s shit. It might have had something to do with the fact Zara ended everything between us yesterday and left for good. Actually, fuck that! My mood was spoiled beca
“It’s not true.” He retorted, but when I gave him a pointed look, he shut his mouth and let me finish.“That what you think, what you say and what you do is best for everyone. That you have the right to decide for everyone because, in your head, no one is more capable than you are. You’re so controlling that you don’t even care how suffocating that could be for someone. In fact, not just me, for anyone at all. You make the rules and expect everyone to follow them without question. You are so deep in your head that you’ve become delusional. No one can reason with you because you don’t listen and neither do you trust. You know of whom you remind me?”There was a beat of silence before he spoke, the crease across his forehead tightening. “I am NOT like Richard.”“No. You aren’t. But you’re no different either. You are just as tyrannical, if not less.”He peered down at his hands and shook his head. “I…I don’t know how that happened.” A look of surprise crossed his face, water glistening
[ZARA]I woke up in a dark room.For a second, I thought I was back in that hellhole.I sat up with a jolt, so fast my head swayed and the entire room spun. A dark figure loomed near the foot of the bed and fear hijacked my mind.I whimpered, feeling something hard against my back, stuck in the middle of a shadow of the man and something that barred me from crawling backwards. Panic prickled the back of my neck, chewing at the little sanity I still had intact. But it was only when the shadow moved and took a step closer, I screamed like hell.“Zara!” Someone called. It came from the dark figure. “Calm down. It’s me.” He said and took another, cautious step in my direction. The shaft of light sneaking from the cracks between the curtains struck his face. My shoulders dropped, and panic melted when it hit me who he was.“Brandon?” It really was him. But…“Shit! I didn’t know you could screech like that.” He said and I could tell he was trying to act all cool while from the inside he was