Max
“Cherry left quite early,” I jumped at the sound of Flynn’s voice in my ear. “Jeez, calm down. It’s just me.” He laughed.Bastard.Wagging a finger at him, I huffed in annoyance. “Don’t try that shit again with me, arsehole.”He nodded, hands raised in surrender. “Noted. I’m sorry.”I straightened my jacket and turned to stare once more down the pitch-black road that was now deserted. I didn’t know how long I stood there, looking into the darkness, feeling an influx of emotions unfurl in my stomach. She was gone. The reality of that was such a bitch.“Are you alright?” Flynn asked, following my line of vision towards the road. “You’ve been standing out here for an hour or so. Did something bad happen with Cherry?”I ran a hand through my hair, too pissed to even reply to him. God, I’d messed everything up with just a sentence. I knew she chose to be vulnerable with me because she felt something for me, and just like the loser I always was, I’d gone and ruined it. I didn’t have her number which I could’ve used to track her down to her flat. Hell, I didn’t even know her real name! Her friend had mentioned it during our heart-wrenching exchange, but I’d been too apologetic and eager to speak to her that I’d missed it. You’re such a fool.“It’s nothing,” I lied, forcing a smile. Flynn cringed and I raised a brow. “What’s wrong?”He shook his head, shoulders vibrating with laughter. “It’s nothing,” he mimicked. “Like I’m a toddler or something that can easily be lied to. Bro, you have to work on your fake smile. It’s scary.”“Is that so?” I shoved him away from me, making him laugh more.“Relax, man. It’s going to be fine. Whatever’s bothering you?”“I messed up, big time,” I exhaled as I started to pace the floors leading to the club entrance. A few ladies in skimpy wear passing by made suggestive moves with their brows and increased sway of their hips but I ignored them. “I told her that she was a one-night stand. Just like all the other girls.”“Ohkay…” Flynn trailed off, and it irritated me a bit that he wasn’t getting the entire thing. He’d always been the dense one among our inner circle. “But isn’t that what she is, bro? I mean, you don’t even stay in Manhattan. We’re only here for a few days.”“I know that, man, I know. But I felt something for her. Something stronger than lust and sex. It was powerful. I was so ready to get married to her. She’s unlike any girl I’d ever encountered before.”Flynn’s neutral expression broke into a full-fledged smile. He crossed his arms over his chest, grinning like a fool. “Well, would you look at that? You’re smitten! And it’s pretty bad.”“For fuck’s sake, Flynn. Can’t you take something seriously for once? This isn’t funny at all. I need to find her as soon as possible, else I’ll lose my goddamn mind.”“Sorry,” he patted my back sympathetically, irritating me further. Ugh, why did I even choose to indulge a youngster like him? I was three years older and more mature. Flynn started running his father’s business the minute he turned eighteen, while he’d handled finances from the moment he was born. While his father battled aphasia, Flynn had taken the family business to great heights. He was addicted to office work at that point. He’d never been caught on paper or camera canoodling with any woman because he was often extremely busy. And also, he could never be sexually attracted to a woman.It was a secret only known to close friends. Even his aged parents thought that their son was pencil-straight, thanks to how responsible he was. How responsible he appeared to be.Ha.“This is useless,” I hissed as I sauntered off, back inside. Why did I ever think that a guy who sucked dicks could be helpful in such a situation as this?He kept up close behind me. “Jeez, dude. I said I’m sorry. I completely understand what you must be passing through.”“No, you do not,” I turned abruptly to face him, stepping back as his shoulder brushed against mine. Our faces were so close now. “Not everything is to be taken for granted, Flynn. I’m well aware that you don’t believe in love. You’ve never had a strong emotional connection with anyone. I shouldn’t have mentioned anything about Cherry in the first place if I knew you would be so unhelpful.”“Wow,” he blinked at me in surprise. Resentment ran through my veins like cool water. “I suppose you know all about me to have come up with such an absurd conclusion. I’m a human, Max. I have feelings too.”I rolled my eyes in exasperation. “For fuck’s sake, this isn’t about you. I’m just stating facts. Last month, when Siegfried broke up with Ashlyn, you were the only one taking it as a joke. You knew how close and so much in love they were, yet you made a mockery of his pain. Hence, why won't I ever blame him for not speaking to you to date?”“You all just love to misunderstand me because I’m different. I was only trying to lessen the sad mood, just like how I was doing with you a few minutes ago,” My anger simmered off at how calm and collected he was being. Guilt stabbed at my back as he consulted his watch now. “It’s almost morning. I have to go. But before that, I sincerely apologize if my harmless jokes come across as insensitive. I was only helping out as a true mate would.”I was too bummed to say anything as he slowly turned and walked out of the club, his Audi RS4 waiting out front. Fred and I had never been close, and now that I think about it, he was the black sheep of the group. He couldn’t relate beyond mergers, business strategies, and lengthy paperwork with us. He hardly followed us to social events. He wasn’t in our group chat and he seemed like an acquaintance or reserved stranger whenever he was in our midst, preferring to listen to that talk.I joined the others quietly at the table. They laughed loudly as they chatted away, unable to groove on the dance floor or talk to any of the flirtatious girls around. Each time I recalled the pact their various girlfriends, except Siegfried, who hadn’t dated anyone since Ashlyn, made them agree to before our collective trip down to Manhattan, I couldn’t help but chuckle. Women had only ever been bossy, exciting creations. I could feel Cherry floating in my subconscious and it only aided the ache slowly forming in my chest.She was gone.“Man, Sara’s called twelve times already,” Manny complained as he scrolled through his phone. “And left off about a dozen messages. It’s baffling, really, seeing this much booty around us but still choosing not to have sex till we get home to them.”“I agree,” Benji said with a curt nod. He refilled his glass of wine. “Fiona would kill me if she finds out I’m currently in a club and not at the all-night business conference I told her I was attending.”They burst into raucous laughter, clinking their glasses together. I shook my head, a slight tease in my voice as I warned them. “You boys better not celebrate just yet. I’m always going to tell.”“Damn you, Max. Back already? Thought you were having a blissful wedding night with your sweetheart,” Manny sniggered, wiggling his nonexistent brows. I threw a paper towel at him and huffed.“She’s gone, mate. I ruined our nuptial night.”Their goofy smiles vanished instantly. “What? Why?”I hesitated for a moment, the words stuck in my throat. “I told her that she was nothing but a one-night stand.”They gasped and ‘booed’ like the little fuckers they were.“Jeez,” Manny said with a laugh, shaking his head. “That’s harsh. Even for you.”I groaned. “I know. It wasn’t the best of words. I wasn’t thinking right.”“Pussy magic.” Ryan winked. “We’ve all been there, mate.”“Shut up, you dipshit.”“Now I’m confused,” Kyle chimed, frowning as he leaned back in his seat. “Was the wedding joke real? What girl would be offended by that statement after no-strings-attached sex?”“You’d be surprised,” Ryan chuckled into his drink. “Ever had sex with a virgin? They get attached very easily. I’ve banged a few and they always keep calling me back for more of my good D. Perhaps the girl was expecting Max to marry her for real, which is…laughable.”“I agree.”“I could’ve done that right away and more, guys. The chick was out of this world, the best I’d ever encountered…the way she rode my cock…her boobs bouncing in my palms…a fucking expert. She also held meaningful conversations and her intelligence was piping hot, to say the least. She’s the real deal, man,” I banged the table angrily with a palm, making the glasses rattle. “I fucking lost her because I’m an idiot.”“Touché.”“Go easy on yourself, bro. It’s not the end of the world.”“I know, but I didn’t stay celibate, waiting for the right one to walk into my life for the past three years only to lose her on the very same night.”“Shit happens,” Manny shrugged flatly. “You didn’t even get her number?”I shook my head. “No. the stupid words slipped out before I could ask for her number. She was so angry that she wouldn’t listen.”“Now, that’s bad. Anyways, man, she’s gone and there’s nothing you can do about it. That’s how quickly an opportunity can slip out of our grasp if we aren’t careful.”“I’m staying back here for a few days more,” I blurted out impulsively.“Are you insane?” Manny barked. “We’re done with our various assignments already and we’re supposed to be on the first plane to New York tomorrow morning.”“I don’t care. I’m going to look for her.”“Are you even listening to yourself?” Kyle scoffed. “Wasting petrol scoring all over town for a chick who’s still mad at you for labeling her a one-night stand when it was fucking clear you two were more than that? That’s not the best idea I’ve heard from you in a while.”“You don’t know that. She might have forgotten about our little misunderstanding.”“Even if I decide to agree with you on that, the mere sight of your face at her front door is enough for her to call the police and report you as a stalker. We’ve got an image to protect, an image to keep. And it’s your fault she’s gone, so just accept it and move on.”Elaine.“Thank you,” I smiled at the blonde waiter as he placed our drinks on the table. He looked Irish, with a sharp jaw and emeralds for eyes. If I wasn’t still thinking about the bastard I met at the club, maybe I would’ve been remotely interested. It was a Saturday night, and since the flat was empty, Cora had insisted that we go out for a girl’s night together.“So, what’s up with your sour mood?” I asked her, popping open my Coke and taking a cautious sip. Cora had her arms folded across her chest, eyes dark with fury.“Ugh. What else? The job interview was a disaster?”“Really?” I frowned. “But you said that your new boss seemed like the friendly type.”“He fooled me into believing that he was great when he was just a little piece of shit!”The couple seated close to us stopped talking now and glanced at us. I patted Cora’s arm. “Calm down. Everyone’s looking.”“It’s so pitiful. I tried to ignore his sexual advances, but things went south. After the general interview with his b
Elaine.“Mom?” The little boy turned back from the window, the cool summer breeze tousling his dark curls about. I smiled, using a finger to wipe away the dried milk at the corner of his lips. “When are we going to stop?”“Soon, baby.” I carried him up onto my lap. The moving truck ran into a pothole, sending us bumping up and down. Finn giggled, thrusting the wheat biscuit he was holding against my nose.The truck eventually came to a stop and Finn rushed out of my grasp to the window again, pointing at the two-story house with faded blue weatherboards. “Is this our new home, Mommy?”I drew in a deep breath before nodding. “Yes, baby. We’re home.”God, how relieving that felt.Our new home was located in a quiet neighborhood with a wide, empty street. It had a huge veranda that wrapped around the house, beautiful marigolds past the posts, and a cobblestone path flanked by wild garden gnomes leading up to the front steps. The air was moist and had the smell of old books mixed with nat
MaxNew York Times.A woman cries out for help, saying she has a child for billionaire CEO Max Sturm.From news reaching our headquarters, according to the allegations brought forward by the woman, Max Sturm had seduced and promised that he'd marry her during the launch party of his New York Times bestseller ‘The Golden Ones’ a few years ago. She'd agreed and slept with the award-winning author, but he left her the next morning without a note or anything to contact him. He didn't even reveal his real name to her. She took the heartbreak in stride and found out that she was pregnant a few months later, but didn't abort the baby because she's a Christian. She was never one for the news, or trends so it was little wonder why it took her all this while to get hold of him...“What the actual fuck?” I stopped reading at that, slammed the damn papers down, and exhaled in exasperation. I swear to God, people could be really desperate especially when it came to wealth. Glancing at the picture
ElaineOn Monday morning, I strode into the lobby of Sturm Publishing Inc. with nothing but printed inquiries Cora had sent me. Since I couldn’t go back to being an editor, because the job offers I’d browsed through on Craigslist weren’t paying well enough. I came across the post for a secretary with better payment and applied. Luckily, I got an email that said that I had been shortlisted for an interview along with six others two days later.It hadn’t even been up to a week since we moved here and New York was already bearing fruits. I got Finn enrolled in a Catholic elementary school close to Cora’s new office so she could pick him up after work in the afternoons, since I would be closing by five on weekdays.“Hello. Good day. I’m here for the interview?” I tilted my head and offered my hand to the middle-aged receptionist sitting behind a huge desk. There was a white intercom on her left, piles of paperwork scattered all over the table. She had her food flask opened in front of her
ElaineI bumped into Mr. Sturm on my way out of the bathroom, almost knocking off his glasses. He held my hands to steady me up. “Whoa, whoa. What’s the rush?”I straightened, lowering my eyes. “N-nothing, Sir. I have to leave – “He slipped an arm around my waist when I made to walk past him. I swallowed hard, turned on by our close proximity. This wasn’t how I envisioned things going. “Can we talk in my office for a minute?”I wanted to refuse outright, but then I recalled Cora’s words. He was the father of my child. It wouldn’t be nice if I left without hearing what he had to say.“Please?”I exhaled. “Okay. But I’ve got a lot to do at home, so can you please make it snappy?”I didn’t believe in sucking my boss-to-be shoes so he could consider me for the job. I made sure I treated everyone as they rightfully deserved. He’d been a dick. “Alright,” he gestured towards a blue door. His name was imprinted in gold calligraphy on the door, along with his official title.He drew the door
ElaineA few hours later, I dragged my feet up the lonely road that led towards home, a pounding headache rocking my skull from sleeping off on the bus. I nodded in response to greetings from a few passing people who shook their heads at me sympathetically. I was barefooted, exhausted, hungry, and more frustrated than I’d ever been in my entire life. After I left Sturm Publishing Inc., I’d rushed to secure my alternative at Simon and Schuster but was told that they’d canceled the job vacancies and were no longer accepting editors and proofreaders in the meantime. I couldn’t work as a Janitor – that was the only job available at that moment – so I just decided to go home. The trauma of running into the man that’d caused me this much pain and losing both job offers on the same day was devastating. I was too tired even to cry.“Mommy’s home!” Finn yelled, abandoning the football he’d been throwing about in the front yard. I pushed open the gate and scooped him up into my arms, twirling h
Elaine“I got the job,” I sang as I rushed into Cora's room, shaking her shoulders until she roused awake. “Oh my goodness, Cora. I got the fucking job!”She sat up straight at that, rubbing her eyes with the back of her left palm. “Way to go, Matthews. Should I go get some wine?”“Yes!” I howled, jumping about in victory. I finally had a job. I could get enough money to pay for rent and Finn's schooling. I could pay for anything!Cora raced down the stairs to the kitchen, returning with the leftover Martini we had last night after dinner, along with two tall glasses. I held my glass firmly as she poured, a goofy smile on her face.“A toast,” we clicked our glasses together, giggling as two schoolgirls asked on a date. “To many more victories, high salaries, and hot bosses that aren't creepy.”“Yeah!”“I'm so happy for you.”“Thank you so much, Cora.”We gulped our drinks down, distracted by the sound of Finn’s light footsteps as he walked, rubbing his eyes. “Mommy?”“Darling,” I plac
Elaine“Listen up,” Mr. Sturm boomed, using a forefinger to push back his glasses that were about to fall off the bridge of his nose. I tried not to stare too long, especially after the way he overreacted a few moments ago. He didn't even let me explain myself. “I want these manuscripts,” he lifted a tall bundle of files from a brown cardboard box by his feet onto the table. “To be read, analyzed, proofread and the grammatical errors taken note of. Can you do that?”I gulped, picking up a file and weighing it in my hands. He watched me intently. “But Sir, it'll take ages to finish this. I thought we had different departments specifically designed to handle proofreading and editing?”“ This is my work, which in turn becomes yours. I still have a couple more manuscripts over there,” he pointed at a shelf at the end. “Those are mine to work on. These are yours.”I bit my bottom lip, feeling a protest bubbling in my throat. The files were humongous and a single one contained at least thir
Elaine“Hey, Cherry.”Two words. Two fucking words whispered sexily in my ears and I was close to exploding. It felt as though my body was on automated response to anything that had to do with him. I sat still, rigid as he pecked my left cheek, before turning to scoot a chair back to sit, his knees touching mine, his eyes lingering. Samson hugged Jess and waved at Ryan, before sitting down as well.What the hell was happening?“Hi,” I blurted out at last, swallowing hard. He clasped my hands in his, the heat from his hands calming my goosebumps while making my pulse race. He stared at me intently, a mischievous smirk on his lips. The last time he looked at me this way was that night, right before I told him all about Finn. My eyes darted to Jess who seemed equally confused. Samson sat, all laid back, with his usual cold, domineering aura.Oh, fudge.“Why are you boys back early?” Jess finally asked, her face scrunched up in confusion. “Has the party ended? Ryan?”Ryan shrugged. “I don
Elaine“I'm warning you, Elaine. One of these days, you'll have no choice but to give that young man a chance. Look at how much he's texted you... it'll be sad to leave him in the lurch,” Jess said, glancing over the rim of her wine glass at Ryan, who nodded in approval. “You're twenty-seven and you have the entire world on the heel of your palm. Make the best use of it.”We were seated on the outdoor patio upstairs, adjacent to the children's living room. Jess stood up from time to time to go check up on the baby who was fast asleep in his crib. Ryan was having a bit of a sour time with Jake bailing out from the whole party thing, but didn't want to call it off. I could've gone, if Jess was strong, but she hadn't completely recovered yet and it wasn't wise to take a new baby to a party so we all decided to hang out here. Besides, the last person I wanted to keep bumping into was Max, who was undoubtedly in attendance.Rolling my eyes, I waved her advice off. “I told you guys, remembe
MaxThe reflection of the hanging strobe lights flickered across the pool. It was a little before sunset, and the waiters were dressed in bright white starched shirts and red glittering pants, circling with trays balanced on their curt fingertips. It was a pretty chill Saturday night and Ryan was having a party to celebrate his one year anniversary with his boyfriend, Jake.I was seated with Samson and the rest of the boys. Jess was home, taking care of the newest member of the Sturm family — Ashton, with Ryan helping her out, despite being needed here. Samson was agitated, and I knew he wanted nothing but to bolt out of this place and go home to her. I didn't blame him though, Jess was one in a million, and there were times I was forced to concede that their love for each other was better than the best fairytale out there.Before he met Jess, Samson was a party whore. He fucked around, with multiple girls, stayed at clubs till dawn, yet still managed to turn up for work in the mornin
ElaineIt was a few months till Autumn, and the air was becoming chilly. Max was letting me have the car for a day while he stayed home with Finn at his place. I pulled into the driveway, turning off the ignition. Finn hooted and clapped in delight.“We're home!”He'd begged to stay with Max for the weekend, as well, and while they hanged out, I planned to get my shit together and try a blind date out. I wasn't getting any younger, and tying myself down by what had happened wasn't doing me any good.Looking up at Max through the rear view mirror, I caught his eyes, his lips parted as though he wanted to say something. It had become a habit for him to do this each time I was about to take the car back home with me — lingering as though he had more to say. He twirled the keys in his hands idly, not taking his eyes off me even for a second. At last he whipped his gaze to Finn. “Hey, soldier. Mind going in while I talk with Mamma for a bit?”“Okay, Daddy,” Finn giggled, snatching the keys
ElaineIt had been two months since Max Sturm attempted to take my son away from me.Two months of not seeing or speaking to each other. Two months of pain that refused to go away.My mother once taught me that time was the greatest healer. Wounds heal with time, same with misunderstandings. But the gap between Max and I only deepened as the day progressed. I couldn't get over my hate for him, even with the fact that unity was strength and Finn needed us both at this crucial point of time in his life. I didn't know how to forgive him, and since he wasn't making any conscious effort to make amends for all the pain he caused, I figured that, perhaps he felt the same way. He hated me as well.I stopped searching for a job and just plunged deep into an abyss of emptiness, sadness and reflectiveness. Ivy and the other girls tried to get my spirits up, and I even received a response for an important interview I signed months ago, but there was no motivation to work. The fear of having Finn
MaxAfter the court proceedings, I didn't go home immediately. Instead, I took a detour to Samson's place, to tell him the news. I still couldn't get over my guilt. Elaine was beyond distraught. I hated the way she looked at me. Like I was the most disgusting human she'd ever been cursed to encounter, and maybe she was right. I was taking things too far. I wasn't in my right senses — I was letting my paternal instinct ruin everything.Riding up the elevator to the top floor, I ran a hand through my hair, feeling like shit. The judge had instructed that I sort things out with Elaine. That the least thing Finn needed right now was his parents fighting. I'd never want a situation where I would be one to ruin my boy's childhood, so I had to be the bigger person and try to make a conscious effort at reconciliation. But the deal was, I had no idea how to face Elaine. She hated me. And rightly so. I was a fucking dickhead.The elevator bell clinked, and the doors drew apart. Walking into the
Elaine I rushed up the stairs that led to the entrance of the mansion, hardly seeing anything, thanks to my rage. Max must've been expecting me, for he drew the door shut behind me the second I whizzed in.I whirled around to face him, thrusting the papers into his face. “Do you mind explaining what the fucking hell this is?”“Calm down, Elaine. Deep breaths,” he stated calmly.“Don't tell me to calm down!” I howled. “How long have you known him, Max? Four damn seconds and suddenly you think you've got what it takes to look after him for the rest of his life?”He scoffed in irritation. “He's safer with me, Elaine. You're the one going to club, meeting strange men and doing drugs.”“I'm not doing drugs. I was drugged! It could happen to anyone.”“That's not a valid excuse either. Why on earth will you leave Finn at home to go spend time with spoilt random people at a club? You're not in highschool anymore, Elaine. You're a mother. And you've got to act like one.”I glared at him, my t
ElaineI laid haphazardly on the parlour couch, half-dozing off. My joints were aching and it felt as though bricks were in my head. The room was silent with Cora sitting on the sette opposite, her brows knitted together worriedly. It was a half past one, so it wasn't yet time for her to pick Finn up from preschool.“So, you honestly don't remember any of the other boys except Sky?” she frowned, adjusting herself to peer at me closely. “What are the chances that they were the ones responsible for drugging you? And why would they do that? You weren't alone with them. They didn't drug Ivy or one of the other girls.”“I'm lost, Cora,” I muttered, shaking my head gently while yawning. “It could have been anyone who slipped something in the drink, but the boys are the prime suspect. Things went downhill the minute they approached us. I'm not sure it was Sky...” I trailed off, rubbing my temples softly.“Well, thank heavens you're getting better now. The doctor said that the drugs, coupled
MaxIt was a few minutes past ten in the night when my phone trilled on the table, disrupting the otherwise quiet solitude of my study. I looked up from the manuscript I was working on, pushing the tortoise-shell glasses I'd recently gotten back over the bridge of my nose as I peered at the strange number on the screen.I'd never seen that number before, and a part of me felt irritated. Perhaps it was Ivy, or one of the girls in the proofreading department. Sighing, I picked it up at last.“Hello?”“M-Mr Sturm?” Ivy's frightened voice set off my hackles. I rose from my chair quickly. Something was wrong.“Ivy? What's wrong? You don't sound so good.”“I'm so sorry,” she blurted out tearfully. “It's all my fault. She wanted to leave when the boys approached but I stopped her...now she's...” she rambled on.“Calm down, Ivy. Deep breaths,” I stated calmly. “Breathe in...breathe out. Now, tell me what's wrong. Who did you stop from leaving?”“It's Elaine, Sir. She was found, knocked out co