CARTER’S POV
Getting to the club, I downed a shot of whiskey as I thought endlessly of my father’s word to me. Then all of a sudden, I noticed Alvira was no where to be found. For no reason, I became worried and began searching for her with a scattered gaze. "Where is the new stripper girl?” I asked one of the stripper lady in nude. "I don’t know who you speak of Mr. Carter,” she responded and with a disdain look, I permitted her to leave without a word to her. It’s rather stranger getting worried about a common stripper girl but something about her seem different. Was it her first time doing this job? Her lips tasted so innocent and without experience. All of these thoughts kept raging in my head. But then I remembered my father’s words to me. "Isn’t this a blessings in disguise?” I murmured silently, lost in my thoughts. I mean, my father had asked me to find an innocent, vulnerable girl, make her love me, and then break her heart brutally. Making little Alvira my lab rat in getting this done wouldn’t hurt at all. To think, I had been more than annoyed with him, I had even thought of striking out on my own, making my own millions. Silly me. Alvira is simply perfect for this. Not only was she beautiful, with the palest, milkiest skin I had ever seen, her large green eyes framed by dark lashes so long and black, I had thought they were false, but then as I looked closer, I saw they were not. And her lips – her lips tasted like the pure honey from a bee’s nectar. I could not wait to get to know her more, know her secrets, her weak points, and then use it against her. I was going to enjoy doing this. I remembered how she had instantly rejected one million dollars for a mere strip tease for Lucas. That was almost too good to be true. Her eyes had not even lit up in greed when he mentioned the amount, instead, she had turned down the offer on the spot. A part of me wanted to get to know her for myself. Where did this girl come from, and why was she working at a nightclub that had strippers if she was so innocent. Well. Only one way to find out. I brought out my phone, punched in my private investigators number. Within one hour, I had her full name, address, phone number, and even her former run-down home address – not that this her home was any better though. I also found out about her sick friend. Apparently, little Alvira thought she was going to make a few quick bucks working in my night club, dressed like that, and still manage to keep male hands off her tantalizing body. One thought nagged at my mind. If she needed money urgently for her friends treatment, why did she not quickly accept the money from Lucas? That would have been more than enough, I fact, it would have afforded her the luxury to quit at the spot. Was she really that damned innocent! Well, I was going to find out. How had Marvin Blane said these type of girls were chased again? With flowers and dates, and all such rubbish. I groaned. It was all so unnecessary to go through this much trouble to get a woman when I could have a hundred at my feet begging now if I wanted to. Little Alvira was going to pay for all the trouble it would take to get her. She had not known real tears yet. Soon, I’d make her wish she had never been born. The next day, I waited till around nine O clock, then I dialed her number. “Good morning sunshine. Did you sleep well?” She did a sharp intake of breath, then when she replied, her voice was tiny and uncertain. "How did you get my number?” "You gave it to me remember? I’m Carter. You were at my club last night.” She had not given me her number, I had gotten it from my PA, but I couldn’t pass up an opportunity to mess with her brain. I could already sense the increased uncertainty in her hesitation. "I just called to apologize for kissing you without asking for your permission first. I’m I forgiven?” I continued immediately, not allowing her to speak. Her voice was shy and hesitant when she replied. “Yes Carter.” Damn! I liked the sound of my name from her lips, maybe a little too much. I imagined how she would sound calling out my name in throes of passion. “So if I send you flowers, you promise you wouldn’t throw them in the thrash?” She giggled, and I felt my gut clench at the sound of her laughter. Damn I was going to enjoy pounding this one to oblivion. “Of course I wouldn’t throw your flowers away silly. That would be a waste of flowers –“ then her voice sounded even more vulnerable when she added, “no one has ever given me flowers before.” I frowned slightly, surprised. This lovely sweet thing was out here, and no man had ever thought to give her flowers. “No one?” She was silent a little, then she sounded a bit defensive. “It’s not that I don’t like flowers or anything – it’s just no one has offered.” I nodded smiling. Little miss innocent was going to have a lot of firsts with me – then a thought occurred to me. “Alvira, have you ever been in a relationship before?” Her voice was small. “No.” I smiled. “Can I pick you up for a date today Alvira, if you don’t have any plans.” I already knew she didn’t have any plans. An even tinier voice. “Okay.” She was wearing a red spaghetti strap dress that showed off all her curves and milky skin. I felt my gut tighten. I wanted to take her right there on the top of our dinner table. I could easily pay off the restaurant manager if he had any aversion to that, but – something told me if I did that with this one, she would run outta here faster than I could say ‘jack.’ My patience was running thin. I smiled as I walked up to her, and taking her hand, I turned it inwards, and pressed a kiss to the inside of her wrist, and felt her jerk from the shock of the impact. Then I couldn’t resist. I pulled her to myself and claimed those sherry lips I had already missed so much. There was something so sweet about the inexperienced way she kissed, as if – a new thought occurred to me, and I pulled her away from me so I could look into her eyes. “Alvira, have you been kissed before?” She shook her head, then dropped her lashes so I couldn’t stare into those green eyes. "Answer me!” I demanded a little forcefully, then I hooked a finger and forced her to look at me. “Are you a virgin.” "Yes” "Yes to which question,” I demanded harshly. “Yes you have been kissed before now, or yes you are a virgin.” She did not answer, instead her eyes got shiny with unshed years as she tried to free herself from my hold. “I want to go home.” "No sweets,” I whispered harshly into her ear. “You do not want to go home. You want to stay here and enjoy this date with me, just as I want to enjoy it with you too.” I dragged her to me tightly, making sure her soft feminine curves felt the impact of my hard muscles. Ignoring her whimper, I took that mouth of hers with mine again, and tasted her. I tasted the fear, the excitement, the bottled up passion, the uncertainty. Marvin Blane may not approve of my methods, but he was Marvin, I was Carter, and like it or not, the easiest way to get a girl to do anything you want was to treat her half way like a princess, then treat her like a whore. I had given this one a little too much princess treatment, it was time for her to get a tip of the whore treatment. I kissed a trail from her ear to the vulnerable pulse beating at her neck, and my hands went down to cup her butt, pulling her even closer to me. Then all of a sudden, I let go of her, stepping away so that the cool evenings Breeze would make her miss my warmth. I walked over to my sit and sat down. "Sit down Alvira.” I commanded, and watched with a smirk as she pulled out her own seat with shaky hands and sat down. “Good,” I said, noting her swollen lips. She was a fast learner. I liked that.ALVIRA'S POVI felt the slight shivers that racked my body begin to increase. I tried to stop my teeth from chattering together by biting down hard at my lower lip till I felt blood trickled down my lip.Tears filled my eyes. I was such a weirdo. Carter was all gentleness now, smiling at me, and asking polite little questions, but I could hardly answer him. No matter how much I tried to, my teeth could not just stop. He reached out a hand gently and took mine that was balled in a tight fist. "Alvira look at me,” he commanded, but there was a gentleness in his voice. Unwittingly, I found myself staring into his intimidating jet-black eyes."Do you want me to hold you?” He asked, and if the offer was unusual, the look in his eyes showed he knew what I needed, even before I needed it.Right now, I did need a hug badly, but I was afraid of how my body would react to his if I let him hold me again. I found myself nodding, against my better judgement.I expected Carter to get up, and w
CARTER’S POV I drew in a breath as I heard my phone ring, and my father’s name appear on the screen. I was surprised to notice I didn’t look forward to talking to him. As much as I hated my father, I had always enjoyed talking with him, his conversations proved challenging. I didn’t care to examine the reason why I did not want to speak with him today, but it probably had something to do with damaging the innocence that shone through a certain per of green eyes. It was easy, just too easy, and because of how easy it was, I felt something I had never felt before, guilt. "You’ve done some things I’m proud of Carter.” My father started as soon as I picked the call. In the past, I would have been thrilled to hear he was proud of me, but now, I was starting not to care. "You found just the right girl. What’s her name again – Alexa – Alina?” "Alvira.” I snapped, trying my best to figure out what my father was playing at before he struck his blow. I always failed at that. Somehow, M
ALVIRA's povI never comprehended how rapidly someone could infiltrate every aspect of your existence, weaving themselves into your every thought, emotion, and pulse. Carter did that to me, and to this day, I can not determine if it was magic or madness. Whether by his side or not, his influence dominated every moment, immersing me in a realm I had never envisioned. Despite the excitement, there was a subtle sense of unease present. It was an unspoken heaviness that felt like a looming storm.The initial indication of that stress appeared on a peaceful evening stroll. We had recently departed from a charming small eatery, the type that seemed secluded, secure. Carter and I strolled next to each other down a street bordered by trees, his hand occasionally brushing against mine. He appeared deeply engrossed in his thoughts, his typical calm attitude now replaced by a sense of restraint, as if he was concealing a feeling unique to him.Suddenly, he inquired, "Have you ever pondered on
CARTER's povIt was always there, her, Alvira, in my head, occupying my thoughts. She always slipped in without my knowledge, staying longer than I had expected. But I pushed the thoughts of that away, telling myself that it was because I was on a mission with her that was why I was always thinking of her. Her green eyes, innocent and expressive, bothered me.I remembered how I felt everything I looked into those eyes. They were always innocent, like a window into something pure, and something that would soon be broken. The uncertainty drew me in, there was the thrill of watching as she broke bit by bit in my hands, on her knees at my mercy, completely used. Somehow, that stirred something deep and unexpected within me.As our last meeting played in my mind, I reached for my coffee. I took a sip of the dark bitter liquid as my mind wandered to how she had quickly opened up to me, seeking comfort while contemplating whether to trust me or not. It was amusing that she thought that s
ALVIRA’S POV I shivered as the evenings cool breeze chilled my bare arms. I was going to work in a night club, for the first time in my life. This was would even be my first time of being in a nightclub, but I really needed the money, my friend – the only person I had in the world, Clarissa, was sick, and I needed money for her treatment. She had fought me over going to work at a night club, not minding that she was the one that was sick, and she was the one that needed the money. According to her, the nightclub was no place for an innocent girl like me. But, heaven knows I had no other choice other than being a stripper. However, age had helped me dress. Helping me strap my red lacy push up bra that made my boobs jut out in a way that really embarrassed me, making me blush. I was wearing a very short skirt, and fishnet garters that even made me feel more exposed, yet Clarissa had taken one look at me, and said I still looked ‘too innocent’ My work at the club, as the manager ex
ALVIRA’S POVI could feel the tears fall freely now as I got home, despite the fact, I enjoyed everything that happened between Carter and I at the night club.But, the memories from three years ago came crashing in, harder, stronger. I had been outside, trying to get to my rundown home in an equally run down neighborhood quickly before the heavy rain that was brewing came pouring down, and I decided to go through an alley that was a short cut. I could still remember the sound of the rain, the smell of wet pavement, cigarettes, and dirt as powerful arms held me down, hurting me, violating my body. He had kissed me, and his mouth had tasted vile, making me feel like gaging, but I suppressed the urge to throw up. I needed my mouth to breathe, as my nostrils did not seem to get enough air. I shivered, then hugged myself as I finally got to my house. That had been three years ago, and in another neighborhood, another state – so why did I still remember that night so vividly immediate
CARTER’S POVThinking of the little stripper that took the other day, I took long drag while I smiled as I felt the immediate effect slamming against my brain. Life was indeed good. One of the blonds behind me – sherry, or something like that, snaked a hand across my shoulder, curving her thumb, and attempting to take a sniffer of my product. I smacked her hand, and laughed when she whelped."Sorry Sherry. Only good girls get this stuff. You have to prove yourself first.”I watched as a look of pain entered her eyes, and I got easily annoyed. These whores were the same. Always getting hurt for stupid reasons.The whore turned her eyes up to mine, batting her fake lashes. “I’m Sharon, not Sherry.”I hissed, getting annoyed. “Well Shay, I’m already bored with you, leave my mansion now.”Tears immediately filled the whore’s eyes as I called my guards to throw her out. They didn’t even let her put on her clothes, and I had to laugh as I watched them throw her out naked – then I also asked