CARTER’S POV
Getting to the club, I downed a shot of whiskey as I thought endlessly of my father’s word to me. Then all of a sudden, I noticed Alvira was no where to be found. For no reason, I became worried and began searching for her with a scattered gaze. "Where is the new stripper girl?” I asked one of the stripper lady in nude. "I don’t know who you speak of Mr. Carter,” she responded and with a disdain look, I permitted her to leave without a word to her. It’s rather stranger getting worried about a common stripper girl but something about her seem different. Was it her first time doing this job? Her lips tasted so innocent and without experience. All of these thoughts kept raging in my head. But then I remembered my father’s words to me. "Isn’t this a blessings in disguise?” I murmured silently, lost in my thoughts. I mean, my father had asked me to find an innocent, vulnerable girl, make her love me, and then break her heart brutally. Making little Alvira my lab rat in getting this done wouldn’t hurt at all. To think, I had been more than annoyed with him, I had even thought of striking out on my own, making my own millions. Silly me. Alvira is simply perfect for this. Not only was she beautiful, with the palest, milkiest skin I had ever seen, her large green eyes framed by dark lashes so long and black, I had thought they were false, but then as I looked closer, I saw they were not. And her lips – her lips tasted like the pure honey from a bee’s nectar. I could not wait to get to know her more, know her secrets, her weak points, and then use it against her. I was going to enjoy doing this. I remembered how she had instantly rejected one million dollars for a mere strip tease for Lucas. That was almost too good to be true. Her eyes had not even lit up in greed when he mentioned the amount, instead, she had turned down the offer on the spot. A part of me wanted to get to know her for myself. Where did this girl come from, and why was she working at a nightclub that had strippers if she was so innocent. Well. Only one way to find out. I brought out my phone, punched in my private investigators number. Within one hour, I had her full name, address, phone number, and even her former run-down home address – not that this her home was any better though. I also found out about her sick friend. Apparently, little Alvira thought she was going to make a few quick bucks working in my night club, dressed like that, and still manage to keep male hands off her tantalizing body. One thought nagged at my mind. If she needed money urgently for her friends treatment, why did she not quickly accept the money from Lucas? That would have been more than enough, I fact, it would have afforded her the luxury to quit at the spot. Was she really that damned innocent! Well, I was going to find out. How had Marvin Blane said these type of girls were chased again? With flowers and dates, and all such rubbish. I groaned. It was all so unnecessary to go through this much trouble to get a woman when I could have a hundred at my feet begging now if I wanted to. Little Alvira was going to pay for all the trouble it would take to get her. She had not known real tears yet. Soon, I’d make her wish she had never been born. The next day, I waited till around nine O clock, then I dialed her number. “Good morning sunshine. Did you sleep well?” She did a sharp intake of breath, then when she replied, her voice was tiny and uncertain. "How did you get my number?” "You gave it to me remember? I’m Carter. You were at my club last night.” She had not given me her number, I had gotten it from my PA, but I couldn’t pass up an opportunity to mess with her brain. I could already sense the increased uncertainty in her hesitation. "I just called to apologize for kissing you without asking for your permission first. I’m I forgiven?” I continued immediately, not allowing her to speak. Her voice was shy and hesitant when she replied. “Yes Carter.” Damn! I liked the sound of my name from her lips, maybe a little too much. I imagined how she would sound calling out my name in throes of passion. “So if I send you flowers, you promise you wouldn’t throw them in the thrash?” She giggled, and I felt my gut clench at the sound of her laughter. Damn I was going to enjoy pounding this one to oblivion. “Of course I wouldn’t throw your flowers away silly. That would be a waste of flowers –“ then her voice sounded even more vulnerable when she added, “no one has ever given me flowers before.” I frowned slightly, surprised. This lovely sweet thing was out here, and no man had ever thought to give her flowers. “No one?” She was silent a little, then she sounded a bit defensive. “It’s not that I don’t like flowers or anything – it’s just no one has offered.” I nodded smiling. Little miss innocent was going to have a lot of firsts with me – then a thought occurred to me. “Alvira, have you ever been in a relationship before?” Her voice was small. “No.” I smiled. “Can I pick you up for a date today Alvira, if you don’t have any plans.” I already knew she didn’t have any plans. An even tinier voice. “Okay.” She was wearing a red spaghetti strap dress that showed off all her curves and milky skin. I felt my gut tighten. I wanted to take her right there on the top of our dinner table. I could easily pay off the restaurant manager if he had any aversion to that, but – something told me if I did that with this one, she would run outta here faster than I could say ‘jack.’ My patience was running thin. I smiled as I walked up to her, and taking her hand, I turned it inwards, and pressed a kiss to the inside of her wrist, and felt her jerk from the shock of the impact. Then I couldn’t resist. I pulled her to myself and claimed those sherry lips I had already missed so much. There was something so sweet about the inexperienced way she kissed, as if – a new thought occurred to me, and I pulled her away from me so I could look into her eyes. “Alvira, have you been kissed before?” She shook her head, then dropped her lashes so I couldn’t stare into those green eyes. "Answer me!” I demanded a little forcefully, then I hooked a finger and forced her to look at me. “Are you a virgin.” "Yes” "Yes to which question,” I demanded harshly. “Yes you have been kissed before now, or yes you are a virgin.” She did not answer, instead her eyes got shiny with unshed years as she tried to free herself from my hold. “I want to go home.” "No sweets,” I whispered harshly into her ear. “You do not want to go home. You want to stay here and enjoy this date with me, just as I want to enjoy it with you too.” I dragged her to me tightly, making sure her soft feminine curves felt the impact of my hard muscles. Ignoring her whimper, I took that mouth of hers with mine again, and tasted her. I tasted the fear, the excitement, the bottled up passion, the uncertainty. Marvin Blane may not approve of my methods, but he was Marvin, I was Carter, and like it or not, the easiest way to get a girl to do anything you want was to treat her half way like a princess, then treat her like a whore. I had given this one a little too much princess treatment, it was time for her to get a tip of the whore treatment. I kissed a trail from her ear to the vulnerable pulse beating at her neck, and my hands went down to cup her butt, pulling her even closer to me. Then all of a sudden, I let go of her, stepping away so that the cool evenings Breeze would make her miss my warmth. I walked over to my sit and sat down. "Sit down Alvira.” I commanded, and watched with a smirk as she pulled out her own seat with shaky hands and sat down. “Good,” I said, noting her swollen lips. She was a fast learner. I liked that.ALVIRA'S POVI felt the slight shivers that racked my body begin to increase. I tried to stop my teeth from chattering together by biting down hard at my lower lip till I felt blood trickled down my lip.Tears filled my eyes. I was such a weirdo. Carter was all gentleness now, smiling at me, and asking polite little questions, but I could hardly answer him. No matter how much I tried to, my teeth could not just stop. He reached out a hand gently and took mine that was balled in a tight fist. "Alvira look at me,” he commanded, but there was a gentleness in his voice. Unwittingly, I found myself staring into his intimidating jet-black eyes."Do you want me to hold you?” He asked, and if the offer was unusual, the look in his eyes showed he knew what I needed, even before I needed it.Right now, I did need a hug badly, but I was afraid of how my body would react to his if I let him hold me again. I found myself nodding, against my better judgement.I expected Carter to get up, and w
CARTER’S POV I drew in a breath as I heard my phone ring, and my father’s name appear on the screen. I was surprised to notice I didn’t look forward to talking to him. As much as I hated my father, I had always enjoyed talking with him, his conversations proved challenging. I didn’t care to examine the reason why I did not want to speak with him today, but it probably had something to do with damaging the innocence that shone through a certain per of green eyes. It was easy, just too easy, and because of how easy it was, I felt something I had never felt before, guilt. "You’ve done some things I’m proud of Carter.” My father started as soon as I picked the call. In the past, I would have been thrilled to hear he was proud of me, but now, I was starting not to care. "You found just the right girl. What’s her name again – Alexa – Alina?” "Alvira.” I snapped, trying my best to figure out what my father was playing at before he struck his blow. I always failed at that. Somehow, M
ALVIRA's povI never comprehended how rapidly someone could infiltrate every aspect of your existence, weaving themselves into your every thought, emotion, and pulse. Carter did that to me, and to this day, I can not determine if it was magic or madness. Whether by his side or not, his influence dominated every moment, immersing me in a realm I had never envisioned. Despite the excitement, there was a subtle sense of unease present. It was an unspoken heaviness that felt like a looming storm.The initial indication of that stress appeared on a peaceful evening stroll. We had recently departed from a charming small eatery, the type that seemed secluded, secure. Carter and I strolled next to each other down a street bordered by trees, his hand occasionally brushing against mine. He appeared deeply engrossed in his thoughts, his typical calm attitude now replaced by a sense of restraint, as if he was concealing a feeling unique to him.Suddenly, he inquired, "Have you ever pondered on
CARTER's pov It was always there, her, Alvira, in my head, occupying my thoughts. She always slipped in without my knowledge, staying longer than I had expected. But I pushed the thoughts of that away, telling myself that it was because I was on a mission with her that was why I was always thinking of her. Her green eyes, innocent and expressive, bothered me. I remembered how I felt everything I looked into those eyes. They were always innocent, like a window into something pure, and something that would soon be broken. The uncertainty drew me in, there was the thrill of watching as she broke bit by bit in my hands, on her knees at my mercy, completely used. Somehow, that stirred something deep and unexpected within me. As our last meeting played in my mind, I reached for my coffee. I took a sip of the dark bitter liquid as my mind wandered to how she had quickly opened up to me, seeking comfort while contemplating whether to trust me or not. It was amusing that she thought that s
CARTER's PovSomeone clearing their throat caught my attention and my eyes darted over to see Collins, my personal assistant, standing rather awkwardly in front of the open door, looking at every single spot but at me. "Who granted you the permission to come into my office?" I asked him with a voice that was laced with irritation. "And what the fuck do you want Collins?" I emphasized with angry eyes.“Um, sir, your father, he might have placed a call to your private phone. He said he was not able to reach you and asked me to check up on you,” He started before I could cut him off. “Okay, and what else did he tell you to do?” I barked out harshly. The thought of my father always left a bitter taste in my mouth. It was always something sinister with him. “I think he may be on his way over because he said to let you know this so that you would ‘tidy up’”“Tidy up?” I questioned him with raised brows, “what the fuck does he mean by that?”“Um, I- I do not think that I know that sir. Bu
CARTER’S POV I watched her with hooded eyes, taking in the graceful way she sat on the chair. She had on a touch of makeup today and a glossy kind of lip color that made me think of wanting to kiss her pink soft lips. “I um… I just wanted to see you…… I kind of missed you that is all,” she said to me. I felt a jolt of excitement as well as something else that I could not place my fingers on. But I refused to dwell on it, settling for just a nonchalant smirk in return. It was rare for any woman to come over to see me just because they missed me. The rest of them only came if I had been the one to directly call them over for their services or whenever they actually felt bold enough to come over because they needed some money. All in all, coming to see me was a dare that most of them did not dare to take. Well, there was a first to everything and Alvira was definitely a first. And here she was, all because she wanted to see me. If it were any other girl, I would have ha
ALVIRA’S POVHe was too good to be true, I thought as I walked up to my shared apartment. He was the definition of everything I vowed to stay away from but then, there was this gentleness he possessed that made me want to both run as far away from him as possible but still want to run back to him and just be with him for the rest of my life. He provided me with so much safety and comfort that I could no longer see myself being that way with anyone else. It was like he was my knight in shining armor. No, he was more mysterious than a knight in shining armor. He was my dark knight. He was so dangerous and influential and dominant and he made me weak in the knees but then, he was so gentle with me, even when he used harsh words with me, it was like he was trying to toughen me up and a part of me liked it. It revealed in the feeling of being submissive to him. It was like I could just look at him and feel all my worries fade away. My mind went back to the day we first met at the stri
ALVIRA’S POVIt was well past midnight and Clarissa had fallen asleep halfway into the movie which was about two hours ago. I didn’t have the mind to wake her up when she looked so peaceful in her sleep. Her illness always left her weak and even the littlest activity left her breathless and so, she had to rest very often. I had no issue with this. If anything, I wouldn’t mind if she didn’t do anything and just rested. All I ever wanted was for her to get better.I had tried to sleep for hours and hours to no avail and I had ended up tossing and turning on my bed, my mind in a turmoil as it tried to win the fight it apparently had with my heart. I couldn’t help the fear in my heart of falling completely in love with Carter. Yes, I was already on the edge and I knew that he was going to be one of the main people in my life but for some reason, I still felt like I was still holding back from completely falling off the edge and completely letting myself go hoping he would catch me and n
ALVIRA’S POV“Miss? Miss?”“Maam?” Jane said, touching me and breaking out of my thoughts. I looked around, realizing that I had zoned out again. I shook my head, embarrassed as I noticed all eyes on me. “Ma’am, is everything alright?” Jane asked in a quiet voice. “Huh? Yeah. Um, sorry, I just zoned out for a second. What were we talking about?” I asked. “We were asking if you had any questions on the subject, ma.” Jane said. I blinked. I had no idea what subject they were even referring to. “Oh! Okay, um, let me see.” I flipped open my notebook, skimming through the pages for anything that I could ask only to come up short. I raised my head, seeing their expectant faces and I immediately felt bad. “You know what? How about we adjourn this meeting, yes? I’m so sorry but I just have a lot on my plate right now. I am really sorry.” I apologized. “Of course ma. Whenever you’re ready.” She replied, smiling. “Ladies, gentlemen, we will meet again next week to continue our review
CARTER’S POVI stood by the bleachers watching as the players practiced. The playoffs were in a week and the tension was high as they played, going over the same routines over and over. One particular player stood out, holding my attention for more than half of the time I stood there. He was the man that now held Alvira's heart. The past month has been with me constantly trying to get her to forgive me and speak to me and every single time, I was met with a brick wall. But I was not going to give up anytime soon. I was going to keep up until I knew that she had finally forgiven me. I have already come to terms with the fact that she can never be mine again. I mean, I blew up any other chances myself when I broke her heart. The new private investigator I hired had told me of her relationship with the man and how she spent every Sunday evening at their family house for dinner. It tore at my heart that I could not be the one to provide her with the love and care that she had always
ALVIRA’S POVHow could he have possibly found me? Oh my God, help me!I could barely sleep for days. Seeing Carter for the first time since that unfortunate night had brought back a flurry of emotions. I did not know how to feel or react and somehow ended up having a panic attack. I was grateful that Clarissa had been there to help me or I would have passed out. I could no longer focus at work or anywhere. I would find myself zoning out just thinking about him. He had not aged a bit ever since. He still looked as handsome as he was when he broke my heart. He had also grown out his beards just a little bit. Exactly how I liked it. But it was too late to think about that now. It has been a week and a few days since he showed up back in my life and I hate to admit that I have not stopped thinking about him. Truth is, I never stopped thinking about him. One doesn’t just forget about one’s first love. How could I? He was my first in so many ways, I had made so many memories with him and
CARTER’S POVGod, she was breathtaking.“Hello, Alvira. Where have you been? I have been looking everywhere for you.” I started.I looked at her, she looked like a breath of fresh air in the busy streets of New York. I could not stop looking at her. She had gotten even prettier, she looked plumper in all the right places and my God, did she look delicious. It felt like it was just us two in the world and all I could do was continue to look at her like my life depended on it. Oh! What a relief to finally set my eyes on her. I have been looking for her for ages and here she was, standing in front of me, looking just as radiant as she did a year ago, if not more in her simple but elegant outfit.She was dressed in a simple plaid shirt and plain grey pants, the outfit holding just the right parts of her. Her hair was in a sleek ponytail and she had some cute fancy hair pins to hold off extra strands or just to accessorize, I could not tell but they looked gorgeous on her all the same.I
ALVIRA’S POV“These are the files you requested for ma'am. I also added the due diligence report you asked for and dropped some of my notes for you.” Jane, my assistant, said, walking into the office and gently placing the folder on my table.“Thank you, Jane. I will go through them in a minute and then we will have the meeting with the finance and marketing department on the next step. Please schedule it for tomorrow morning. I want to have this project done and over by the end of this week.” I said. “Of course, ma. I will get to that immediately.”“Thank you. And one more thing, Jane..”“Yes?”“How are your studies? I hope you are taking them seriously?” I asked.“Of course ma’am. Trust me, passing my finals is all that matters to me right now.” she enthused.“That is the spirit. Keep it up.” “Thank you ma’am. Your support to me these past few months have been everything to me.”“Come on. It is nothing. You can go on with your work now.” I said.“Alright ma.”I immediately went th
ALVIRA’S POVIt had been three months since I was discharged from the hospital and began living with the Zimmerman family and all I can say is that, if it has been nothing but a blessing being with these lovely souls. I was able to not only see but to also have a first hand experience of what unfiltered love felt and looked like. It was such a breath of fresh air to see James continuously fawning over Cecil. I loved watching the way they would flirt with each other endlessly, her grin permanently plastered on her face. It was just so refreshing. Lucas always gagged and behaved like he was disgusted by it and it pleased me to continually tease him about it endlessly. The look on his face was always priceless. Clarissa had finally come back to the states and it has been a somewhat smooth ride all along. It was refreshing to be around people who were there to help me get out of tough times. I was not completely out of the woods yet but I could already see the light at the end of the tu
CARTER’S POVEverything happened so fast. One minute I was living my best life in Greece, and the very next, I was boarding a ten hour flight back to New York, sitting uncomfortably and impatiently as I counted down the seconds before we landed. With the way I was reacting, one would dare think that I had a very loving relationship with my father and would be so devastated if anything were to happen to him. Well, a part of it was true but another part of it was also not true. True, my father and I were not the best of pals and hardly got along very well, but that did not mean that I wished any bad thing to come to him. I just wanted to stay as far away from him as possible. I was grateful to Larry for his ability to think on his feet. Ever since the call had come in, he had been the one making the arrangements and making sure that everything went smoothly. He had arranged for the plane to be ready in an hour and had the staff come over to help me arrange my stuff into the car bef
CARTER’S POVLife as a self made multimillionaire was great. I got to have the most beautiful girls, make crucial decisions, spend money however I wanted to, traveled to places I wanted to around the world, and drove only the latest versions of the most expensive cars in the world. I mean, with a face and body like mine coupled with pockets as deep as mine, I was unstoppable. Business was booming and the profits were tripling. The investors were happy which meant more money was being reinvested back into the business. Larry, being the fuvking genius that he was, was relentless when it came to making deals and negotiating with clients. I could never have asked for a more perfect partner. Now, all that was left was to finally be able to cash in on the inheritance money that was sure to come in anytime soon. Although, with the amount of money that I now had sitting in my numerous bank accounts and investments, I wasn’t so interested in the will as much as before. But still, who wasn’t
ALVIRA’S POVLife with the Zimmerman family has been nothing but wonderful. It felt good to finally get to have a glimpse of what being in a family feels like. I watched as Lucas and his family interacted and I had to admit, it kind of stung. All I have ever wished for growing up was to experience the joy of being in a loving family. As an orphan, I had been passed from one orphanage to another, always hoping to the forces that be that somehow, I would get accepted into a home where I would experience the love and care and acceptance of a family. But alas, that was not to be my lot in life. It was nice to finally experience a bit of love from a family. Cecil had been a sweetheart to me ever since she finally met me. I remember how she had held me c like I was some fragile piece of china. “We are going to make sure we help you get through this, okay?” I remember her words. It had taken every single part of me to hold back from bawling my eyes out. She just had the calmest of faces,