CARTER’S POV
Getting to the club, I downed a shot of whiskey as I thought endlessly of my father’s word to me. Then all of a sudden, I noticed Alvira was no where to be found. For no reason, I became worried and began searching for her with a scattered gaze. "Where is the new stripper girl?” I asked one of the stripper lady in nude. "I don’t know who you speak of Mr. Carter,” she responded and with a disdain look, I permitted her to leave without a word to her. It’s rather stranger getting worried about a common stripper girl but something about her seem different. Was it her first time doing this job? Her lips tasted so innocent and without experience. All of these thoughts kept raging in my head. But then I remembered my father’s words to me. "Isn’t this a blessings in disguise?” I murmured silently, lost in my thoughts. I mean, my father had asked me to find an innocent, vulnerable girl, make her love me, and then break her heart brutally. Making little Alvira my lab rat in getting this done wouldn’t hurt at all. To think, I had been more than annoyed with him, I had even thought of striking out on my own, making my own millions. Silly me. Alvira is simply perfect for this. Not only was she beautiful, with the palest, milkiest skin I had ever seen, her large green eyes framed by dark lashes so long and black, I had thought they were false, but then as I looked closer, I saw they were not. And her lips – her lips tasted like the pure honey from a bee’s nectar. I could not wait to get to know her more, know her secrets, her weak points, and then use it against her. I was going to enjoy doing this. I remembered how she had instantly rejected one million dollars for a mere strip tease for Lucas. That was almost too good to be true. Her eyes had not even lit up in greed when he mentioned the amount, instead, she had turned down the offer on the spot. A part of me wanted to get to know her for myself. Where did this girl come from, and why was she working at a nightclub that had strippers if she was so innocent. Well. Only one way to find out. I brought out my phone, punched in my private investigators number. Within one hour, I had her full name, address, phone number, and even her former run-down home address – not that this her home was any better though. I also found out about her sick friend. Apparently, little Alvira thought she was going to make a few quick bucks working in my night club, dressed like that, and still manage to keep male hands off her tantalizing body. One thought nagged at my mind. If she needed money urgently for her friends treatment, why did she not quickly accept the money from Lucas? That would have been more than enough, I fact, it would have afforded her the luxury to quit at the spot. Was she really that damned innocent! Well, I was going to find out. How had Marvin Blane said these type of girls were chased again? With flowers and dates, and all such rubbish. I groaned. It was all so unnecessary to go through this much trouble to get a woman when I could have a hundred at my feet begging now if I wanted to. Little Alvira was going to pay for all the trouble it would take to get her. She had not known real tears yet. Soon, I’d make her wish she had never been born. The next day, I waited till around nine O clock, then I dialed her number. “Good morning sunshine. Did you sleep well?” She did a sharp intake of breath, then when she replied, her voice was tiny and uncertain. "How did you get my number?” "You gave it to me remember? I’m Carter. You were at my club last night.” She had not given me her number, I had gotten it from my PA, but I couldn’t pass up an opportunity to mess with her brain. I could already sense the increased uncertainty in her hesitation. "I just called to apologize for kissing you without asking for your permission first. I’m I forgiven?” I continued immediately, not allowing her to speak. Her voice was shy and hesitant when she replied. “Yes Carter.” Damn! I liked the sound of my name from her lips, maybe a little too much. I imagined how she would sound calling out my name in throes of passion. “So if I send you flowers, you promise you wouldn’t throw them in the thrash?” She giggled, and I felt my gut clench at the sound of her laughter. Damn I was going to enjoy pounding this one to oblivion. “Of course I wouldn’t throw your flowers away silly. That would be a waste of flowers –“ then her voice sounded even more vulnerable when she added, “no one has ever given me flowers before.” I frowned slightly, surprised. This lovely sweet thing was out here, and no man had ever thought to give her flowers. “No one?” She was silent a little, then she sounded a bit defensive. “It’s not that I don’t like flowers or anything – it’s just no one has offered.” I nodded smiling. Little miss innocent was going to have a lot of firsts with me – then a thought occurred to me. “Alvira, have you ever been in a relationship before?” Her voice was small. “No.” I smiled. “Can I pick you up for a date today Alvira, if you don’t have any plans.” I already knew she didn’t have any plans. An even tinier voice. “Okay.” She was wearing a red spaghetti strap dress that showed off all her curves and milky skin. I felt my gut tighten. I wanted to take her right there on the top of our dinner table. I could easily pay off the restaurant manager if he had any aversion to that, but – something told me if I did that with this one, she would run outta here faster than I could say ‘jack.’ My patience was running thin. I smiled as I walked up to her, and taking her hand, I turned it inwards, and pressed a kiss to the inside of her wrist, and felt her jerk from the shock of the impact. Then I couldn’t resist. I pulled her to myself and claimed those sherry lips I had already missed so much. There was something so sweet about the inexperienced way she kissed, as if – a new thought occurred to me, and I pulled her away from me so I could look into her eyes. “Alvira, have you been kissed before?” She shook her head, then dropped her lashes so I couldn’t stare into those green eyes. "Answer me!” I demanded a little forcefully, then I hooked a finger and forced her to look at me. “Are you a virgin.” "Yes” "Yes to which question,” I demanded harshly. “Yes you have been kissed before now, or yes you are a virgin.” She did not answer, instead her eyes got shiny with unshed years as she tried to free herself from my hold. “I want to go home.” "No sweets,” I whispered harshly into her ear. “You do not want to go home. You want to stay here and enjoy this date with me, just as I want to enjoy it with you too.” I dragged her to me tightly, making sure her soft feminine curves felt the impact of my hard muscles. Ignoring her whimper, I took that mouth of hers with mine again, and tasted her. I tasted the fear, the excitement, the bottled up passion, the uncertainty. Marvin Blane may not approve of my methods, but he was Marvin, I was Carter, and like it or not, the easiest way to get a girl to do anything you want was to treat her half way like a princess, then treat her like a whore. I had given this one a little too much princess treatment, it was time for her to get a tip of the whore treatment. I kissed a trail from her ear to the vulnerable pulse beating at her neck, and my hands went down to cup her butt, pulling her even closer to me. Then all of a sudden, I let go of her, stepping away so that the cool evenings Breeze would make her miss my warmth. I walked over to my sit and sat down. "Sit down Alvira.” I commanded, and watched with a smirk as she pulled out her own seat with shaky hands and sat down. “Good,” I said, noting her swollen lips. She was a fast learner. I liked that.ALVIRA’S POV“Miss? Miss?”“Maam?” Jane said, touching me and breaking out of my thoughts. I looked around, realizing that I had zoned out again. I shook my head, embarrassed as I noticed all eyes on me. “Ma’am, is everything alright?” Jane asked in a quiet voice. “Huh? Yeah. Um, sorry, I just zoned out for a second. What were we talking about?” I asked. “We were asking if you had any questions on the subject, ma.” Jane said. I blinked. I had no idea what subject they were even referring to. “Oh! Okay, um, let me see.” I flipped open my notebook, skimming through the pages for anything that I could ask only to come up short. I raised my head, seeing their expectant faces and I immediately felt bad. “You know what? How about we adjourn this meeting, yes? I’m so sorry but I just have a lot on my plate right now. I am really sorry.” I apologized. “Of course ma. Whenever you’re ready.” She replied, smiling. “Ladies, gentlemen, we will meet again next week to continue our review
CARTER’S POVI stood by the bleachers watching as the players practiced. The playoffs were in a week and the tension was high as they played, going over the same routines over and over. One particular player stood out, holding my attention for more than half of the time I stood there. He was the man that now held Alvira's heart. The past month has been with me constantly trying to get her to forgive me and speak to me and every single time, I was met with a brick wall. But I was not going to give up anytime soon. I was going to keep up until I knew that she had finally forgiven me. I have already come to terms with the fact that she can never be mine again. I mean, I blew up any other chances myself when I broke her heart. The new private investigator I hired had told me of her relationship with the man and how she spent every Sunday evening at their family house for dinner. It tore at my heart that I could not be the one to provide her with the love and care that she had always
ALVIRA’S POVHow could he have possibly found me? Oh my God, help me!I could barely sleep for days. Seeing Carter for the first time since that unfortunate night had brought back a flurry of emotions. I did not know how to feel or react and somehow ended up having a panic attack. I was grateful that Clarissa had been there to help me or I would have passed out. I could no longer focus at work or anywhere. I would find myself zoning out just thinking about him. He had not aged a bit ever since. He still looked as handsome as he was when he broke my heart. He had also grown out his beards just a little bit. Exactly how I liked it. But it was too late to think about that now. It has been a week and a few days since he showed up back in my life and I hate to admit that I have not stopped thinking about him. Truth is, I never stopped thinking about him. One doesn’t just forget about one’s first love. How could I? He was my first in so many ways, I had made so many memories with him and
CARTER’S POVGod, she was breathtaking.“Hello, Alvira. Where have you been? I have been looking everywhere for you.” I started.I looked at her, she looked like a breath of fresh air in the busy streets of New York. I could not stop looking at her. She had gotten even prettier, she looked plumper in all the right places and my God, did she look delicious. It felt like it was just us two in the world and all I could do was continue to look at her like my life depended on it. Oh! What a relief to finally set my eyes on her. I have been looking for her for ages and here she was, standing in front of me, looking just as radiant as she did a year ago, if not more in her simple but elegant outfit.She was dressed in a simple plaid shirt and plain grey pants, the outfit holding just the right parts of her. Her hair was in a sleek ponytail and she had some cute fancy hair pins to hold off extra strands or just to accessorize, I could not tell but they looked gorgeous on her all the same.I
ALVIRA’S POV“These are the files you requested for ma'am. I also added the due diligence report you asked for and dropped some of my notes for you.” Jane, my assistant, said, walking into the office and gently placing the folder on my table.“Thank you, Jane. I will go through them in a minute and then we will have the meeting with the finance and marketing department on the next step. Please schedule it for tomorrow morning. I want to have this project done and over by the end of this week.” I said. “Of course, ma. I will get to that immediately.”“Thank you. And one more thing, Jane..”“Yes?”“How are your studies? I hope you are taking them seriously?” I asked.“Of course ma’am. Trust me, passing my finals is all that matters to me right now.” she enthused.“That is the spirit. Keep it up.” “Thank you ma’am. Your support to me these past few months have been everything to me.”“Come on. It is nothing. You can go on with your work now.” I said.“Alright ma.”I immediately went th
ALVIRA’S POVIt had been three months since I was discharged from the hospital and began living with the Zimmerman family and all I can say is that, if it has been nothing but a blessing being with these lovely souls. I was able to not only see but to also have a first hand experience of what unfiltered love felt and looked like. It was such a breath of fresh air to see James continuously fawning over Cecil. I loved watching the way they would flirt with each other endlessly, her grin permanently plastered on her face. It was just so refreshing. Lucas always gagged and behaved like he was disgusted by it and it pleased me to continually tease him about it endlessly. The look on his face was always priceless. Clarissa had finally come back to the states and it has been a somewhat smooth ride all along. It was refreshing to be around people who were there to help me get out of tough times. I was not completely out of the woods yet but I could already see the light at the end of the tu