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Chapter 26

Author: Mary Gilliam
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-19 00:12:47

ALVIRA’S POV

It has been two weeks since that very disastrous date and Carter is yet to call or text or even show up at my door.

I have to admit, a part of me missed him and was in despair that he had not initiated a call or even made any effort to reach out to me. I could not count how many times I had run to my phone once I got a notification hoping and wishing it was him but only getting disappointed that it was just something else and not him.

Clarissa had made me promise that I would not be the one who initiated contact and all I can say is that it has been hell trying my hardest to keep to that promise. But I understood where she was coming from.

I needed to make sure that he knew that I could live life without him and I could see how that was aimed at making me more confident but with every day that passed without a call or text from Carter, I felt my heart break down a little more.

It hurt to realize that I was so dispensable that he could go days without talking to me or
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