Suddenly, the boy cries. The dog goes back to him and licks his face. Shawn approaches him, too, but backs off when two adults arrive. I'm guessing they're his parents.They talk in German but only briefly, the child's parents in a hurry to whisk him and the dog away. Shawn lets out a sigh.I stand by his side and touch his arm. "Are you okay?"He says nothing. He doesn't look okay. In fact, he seems upset. Is it because the dog's gone?I squeeze his arm. "Hey. It's fine. You can get a Samoyed when you get back to Chicago."He can probably afford a hundred of them."I don't have time for a dog," he replies.Right. If I don't have time to take care of a dog, Shawn has even less."Well, at least you were able to pet this one," I say. "And he seemed to really like you."Or was it a she? I wasn't able to tell."But the boy cried."I look at Shawn with arched eyebrows. Is that what he's worried about?"That wasn't your fault," I tell him.He doesn't look convinced. In fact, he looks like h
Shawn doesn't give any further details about the call as we walk to the car, or during the ride back to the hotel. I don't ask because he looks troubled enough. I haven't seen him this troubled in a while.When we get to the hotel, I follow him straight to our floor. Ryker is waiting in the hallway. They disappear inside his room. I wait outside and pace the floor.I know I look like someone in a hospital corridor, restlessly waiting for an update on surgery. I should probably go to my own room.Whatever Shawn is dealing with, I don't think I'll be able to help him. Still, I can't help but worry. I want to make sure he's alright.Or at least that he will be.Please let everything be alright.After what feels like an eternity, the door opens. I hold my breath, hoping to see Shawn and talk to him, but it's Ryker who comes out."Is everything okay? I ask him.If I can't get an update from the surgeon himself, maybe I can get one from the other doctor in the room."No," he answers. "There
This is a fucking mess.I slam the lid of my laptop shut and lean back on the couch. Then I rub my temples as I contemplate the current situation.The acquisition of Odermatt Corp. is on hold, thanks to that fucking employee who disappeared with the company's program files, including Simone Odermatt's original code. No one knows where he is or what he's planning to do with the files. We don't even know if he did this all on his own or if he's working with someone, possibly another company. If it's the latter, we screwed. There won't be any point in continuing with the acquisition.Odermatt Corp. might even shut down while another company rises because of their hard work. If that company turns out to be one of the handful that have been trying to bring down Colby Holdings for the past several years — and I know some of them were interested in Odermatt Corp, too — the problem will be even bigger.One of our major stakeholders, an elderly fellow named Reuben called just to chew my head o
Felicity tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. "I decided to help them since I didn't have anything better to do, since you didn't have anything for me to do."So is that why she's acting like this? Because she thinks I've been ignoring her? Is she disappointed that we didn't get to finish what we started last night?Come to think of it, I am, too.I set my glass down. "Well, now I do have something for you to do." I pat the cushion beside me. "Sit."Felicity sits down more than a foot away from me and doesn't say anything."Aren't you going to come closer?" I ask her.No answer."Didn't you miss me? I'm offended.""You're drunk," she says without looking at me.What's this? Is she playing hard to get? Well, it is sort of cute."So?" I move closer to her and brush my fingers against her shoulder. "I can still fuck."She looks at me with narrowed eyes. "Is sex all you ever think about?""When I'm with you? Yes." I grasp her chin and capture her lips. She gives a muffled groan. Then sh
My fingers search for the opening at the back of her dress — a hook, a zipper, buttons. I find none so I grip the hem and peel the entire garment off her. She pulls away and lifts her arms so I can take it off completely. Then her mouth and hands are on me again. I toss the dress aside and run my hands across her back.I find the hooks of her bra and unfasten them. As soon as the underwear is gone, I break the kiss and take one of her breasts inside my mouth. Felicity gasps. Her fingers rake my scalp.I suck on her nipple as I slip one of my hands beneath the back of her panties to clutch one plump ass cheek. She reaches between us and rubs my hard cock. It quivers in my boxers and strains against her palm.Fuck. Does Felicity really want me that badly?Fine. If she wants my cock, she can have it.I unzip my pants and take it out of my boxers. Felicity gets off me and kneels between my legs.She wraps her fingers around my cock and licks the tip. It swells even more.I grip her hair a
I can't believe I'm making the same mistakes.I let out a sigh as I stare at an enlarged photo of Albert Einstein, one of the many relics of the famous scientist on display on the second floor of the Bern Historical Museum.If he could hear my thoughts and talk, I bet he'd be scolding me right now for my foolishness. Then again, it doesn't take a genius to know I'm being stupid. Again.I went to Shawn's room again, and instead of leaving after dropping off his scarf like I planned, I ended up having sex with him. Again. I just couldn't leave him alone after seeing the shape he was in — drunk, miserable, a mess that hadn't eaten or slept. And then he started talking. At first, he was a jerk. Maybe I should have left then. But I didn't. I slapped him — something I still can't believe I did — and afterwards, he turned his words against himself. For some reason, hearing him tell mean lies about himself hurt me more than the things he said to me. I couldn't stand it.That's why I kissed hi
We spend the next few minutes eating in silence. I realize Im hungry after having walked for hours. Shawn is voracious, which I suppose isn't surprising. He only ate two sandwiches last night, which was his first and last meal for the whole day, and then two more this morning, which he ate in the car because he wanted us to leave for Bern early.That's good. At least he's got his appetite back. Hopefully, the acquisition can get back on track, too. There's still time. But if it does, will I have the heart to ruin his good mood with bad news? On the contrary, if it doesn't, can I really add to his troubles?Wait a second. I'm not trying to cause Shawn more trouble. I'm trying to soften the consequences of the trouble that I have caused, trying to mitigate the effects of the mistake I made, just like Ryker said I should.Shawn should be relieved, grateful. Why, then, do I get the feeling he won't be? I shrug off my feelings and thoughts and gobble up another spoonful of gnocchi. Didn't
After we go to the Bear Park. we take tours of the Kunst Museum, the Paul Klee Center and the Bundeshaus. Then we head back to Zurich. I fall asleep in the car. When we arrive at the hotel, the sky is already dark.My last day in Switzerland is coming to an end, which means I'm running out of time.I have to speak to Shawn about what's going on with us — and more importantly, what's going to happen to us when we get back to Chicago.I have to.That's why I enter his room after making sure no one has seen me.It's clean now. The Scotch bottle and the glass are gone. The plate that the sandwiches were on, too.Housekeeping must have taken care of them.Even the couch looks clean, but I don't sit on it. I don't want to stand near the bed where Shawn's sitting, either. Or go to the balcony.Where do I go?"What's wrong?" Shawn asks as he takes off his shoes.I swallow the lump in my throat and part my lips. Still, no words come out. The voice inside my head starts to shout.Go on, Felicit