chapter eight

Jason pov

"I said that enough!!" She snapped. "All men are bunch of asshole not excluding you and Tony. Do you know how it fucking feels to have realized the person you hoped to end up with dumps you for another person. I wasted five year freak, five fucking year loving someone who ends up cheating on me. I didn't go to wedding because I wanted to make him change his mind, I went there to prove to him I too can get over the sick relationship we had, to prove to him I am better off without him, to show him I could be more better than I was when we were dating. But what did I end up doing, messing everything up buy getting drunk and telling you everything. I was heart broken you know, angry, messed up and much worse to know I was still fucking in love with Tony. I so much hate my self for that, much hate myself for going ahead to have sex with, Jason. "

Surprise was written all over my face but when she admitted she was the girl I had sex with last, I put myself together.

Hell, this was first time seeing her talk like this. I was getting irritated at her clumsiness and her lies.

I like this, seeing her get mad for something like love. Love is just a feeling that would always come and go regardless the years spent with the person.

She widen her eyes when she realized what she had said to me. She pretty said too much but I will allow it, it feels good to know she wasn't that stupid as I thought the first they I met her.

"What? You can continue if you want to." I said casually and snorted. I took a sip from the coffee. It had a bad taste as it always did.

I placed the cup on the counter and stood up. I smirked as I watched her closely wondering what next she will say.

"Am sorry, Mr Jason. I didn't mean what I said." She denied.

I raised my brows. "I pretty sure you said all those things with clear intentions."

She shook her head vigorously. "No sir, it wasn't intentional and it was silly of me to say all those things, am so so sorry."

And the clumsy girl is back.

I sighed and gaze down at her fist which was balled. It wasn't easy to hold back your feeling when it hurt so much.

I smirked."Prepare my breakfast, then leave."

"What?" She asked as if she was expecting me to something else.

"Didn't you hear?"I shook my head and began to walk out the kitchen.

"Mr knight, You not firing me?" She asked.

Ohh that what she had thought I did do. I turned around. "Who said anything about firing you?"

"Really? You not firing me because of last?" She asked.

Ohh last night.

"Last night? It was bug mistake which shouldn't mean anything to either of us. It was just a big mistake that I am fucking ashamed of but still be blamed on the alcohol we had. So we move on pretending nothing like that ever happened and shouldn't be spoken of again. Am I understood? "

She nodded."Yes Sir."

I turned and left.

Kathleen pov

I tiredly entered the house. I need alot of rest, today hasn't being going as I planned even if I didn't get fired as I thought I would.

What the fuck was wrong with me, I should have said what I had in mind, have should have kept them within.

This wasn't over, he did punish me for saying my mind.

I sighed and collapsed on the couch. I closed my eyes trying to get some sleep.

I heard whispering from behind, it Lizzy and Lora debating on what to say.

It wasn't lower whisper, I could literally hear them if I tried to pretend I was sleeping so they would ask me anything.

"Kathleen?"Lora called gently.

"Are you asleep? "Lizzy asked gently walking closer to I was sitting down.

"If you guys are a little quiet with the whisper, I could probably get some sleep on the couch. "

Lizzy chuckled. "Silly Kath."

"So what up with you?"Lora asked.

I sighed." I didn't get fired, I yelled and snapped at Jason and I called an asshole, freak, I also admitted I was the girl from last. Ohh he also told me to prepare his breakfast that before telling me that last night was big mistake and shouldn't mean anything to the both of us. "

"Whoa, that was..... Alot." Lora said.

"Did you try denying everything?"Lizzy asked.

"Nope, I didn't have chance to do that. He knows I was a bad lying and probably knows the story of my relationship with Tony." I opened my eyes and gaze at them.

"Please do ask me anything else. I just want to take a nap." I stood up.

"You not having breakfast?" Lora asked.

I shook. "When I woke up." I said.

I walked pass them to my bedroom. I sluggishly went to my bedroom.

When I entered my room, I went straight to my bed and laid down.