Chapter 259 A Taste Of Disappointment.

Eliana returned home feeling frustrated.

It was the first loss she had encountered against Alexandra yet it made her feel so minimal and useless.

She sighed, leaning back in her chair as she tried to calm herself down but no matter how hard she tried, there was a little voice inside her that kept on telling her she wasn't good enough for this match.

"You're not good enough."

"No one likes you. No one wants you here."

"You are just an average girl who has no future except you steal the things other people have."

And those were just some of the things she heard over and over again replaying in her mind like a broken record.

And it irked her out. She hated these negative thoughts in her head but they refused to go away, refusing to let her do anything else than dwell on their existence. And every time she came across them, they always seemed to be louder, reducing her efforts and making her feel useless.

She had what it took to make everyone else bow under her. She had what it took to ma