Laura...
When dad walked me down the aisle to the traditional wedding song, I could hear the chatter of the hundreds of people inside the church.
Was I nervous? Was I excited? Was I going through those feelings that every bride goes through? No, not at all. I felt very cold inside my heart that could eat up all my feelings that were supposed to dispute now.
My dad squeezed my hand softly before he passed my hand to my would-be husband. As he held my hand, I finally looked up at the guy in front of me through the veil that was covering my eyes. He was looking handsome in that black suit with his white bow tie.
There are bunches of guys out there to want to marry me. But among them, I chose him. Even though I know he is useless, I want him to marry me.
Maybe it was my stubbornness to make it unpleasant for my family, marrying a jobless guy who is unqualified and inappropriate for Allen Family. Maybe for me, it was kinda revenge that could please my heart a bit.
I was too adamant that day when we met, maybe because I was drunk, or maybe because of Aaron, I was angry.
It was the day I fought with my grandfather.....
2 weeks ago...
"Since Allen group needs something to highlight it to public, your wedding will be the biggest news. So forget about Aaron, and find someone to get married with." My grandfather Mr Arthur Allen shouted his order at me. He was sitting in his rocking chair in the study room, his eyes fixed on the file that his secretary who was standing beside him has brought just now.
"Choose anyone else on this earth, but not him." He has told me that hundreds of times, still wanted to try it again, I wanted to try to make him understand that I love Aaron.
I bit my lower lip and tried to control the tears that were threatening to fall. "Grandpa..."
"Don't disturb your grandfather." My uncle Mr Peter said with a stern voice who was standing beside my dad.
just like my father, my uncle is a doctor. They were never interested in their father's business. But battle started since we, I mean I and my cousin Rhia were born. The battle of being chosen by our grandparents as the top heir.
"Do as they please," Uncle said again.
I didn't bother him but my dad's gaze ached my heart the most. He was helpless here. Though he was the elder brother, he can't protest anything.
For choosing a model as his wife which doesn't fit with the Allen family, he was my grandparents' least favoured son. He and my mom were always despised by my grandparents and other relatives.
And after all, even if he does, he knows that it will wipe me out from the list of being the top heir and the chance will be given to my cousin Rhia who was studying at university.
I clenched my fists into the garment of my frock and swallowed a gulp as I looked at my grandfather again. "Okay. If you all want this, I will choose anyone except Aaron. But remember, it is not gonna please you as well." With that, I sauntered out of the prison-like mansion.
After I got into my car, I couldn't think about any place but the seaside club I like most. So I drove to the club and made the place for myself in a corner of it. Because it was always silenced at that corner. I disturb no one, and no one disturbs me.
"Here...is your beer, mam." Handling me my order, the waiter left. I grabbed the glass from the cabinet and started drinking like a fish. Suddenly the phone in my purse rang. I took it out from it and glanced at the caller id. I immediately answered the call as I saw Aaron's name on the display. "Aaron."
"Babe, what's up? You said you will talk with your family again." Aaron sounded curious.
My tears started to pool in my eyes. "I failed. I failed to make them understand again. He again told me to marry anyone else except you." I sobbed, clenching my hand around the phone.
There was a brief silence before Aaron spoke again and what he said froze my heart. "Then get married to someone else."
My hand trembled. "What-t are you saying? Are you crazy? How can I marry someone else? I love you. And you know..."
"Yeah. I know that. And I love you too. But there is no way left, Laura. It's not like that you can escape from everyone, marry me. You can't." He cut me off.
I wiped my tears that were streaming down to my cheeks as I nodded my head though no one was noticing. "But... still I can..."
"You can't do anything. Find someone and marry him." And his mouth didn't tremble once to say it loud. "Luara." He called when I didn't respond.
As I couldn't hold myself anymore, I declined the call and got myself busy with the beer only to get drunk and forgot everything for some time. I want peace, I want my mind to be empty.
When I was about to pour another glass of beer for myself, I heard someone's loud voice and that got into my nerves.
"You lost this job too? How can you lose this job, Ryan? You don't have any idea about how hard it was for me to manage this part-time job for you. You are useless. It's a shame to have a best friend like you." The guy who was standing not so far away from me shouted at the guy who was sitting on the chair beside mine.
His face was not visible for the darkness. He buried his face into his palms as he let out with frustration. "I know I am useless. I didn't call you here to complain. I was late today. I will just beg the owner. Now tell me, how is mom?"
The guy who was shouting a while ago sighed. "Her condition is getting worse. You need to manage the money by tomorrow's morning. And I told you, I have managed half of the bill. You need to manage..."
"I am trying my best to. I am doing everything just to save her. No one will even give me a loan. How am I supposed to earn that big amount of money overnight?" The guy named Ryan cut him off, his manly tired voice was shaking a lot, he was trying his best not cry at this moment.
"You can ask for someone's help."
Now he let out a shaky laugh. "Alex, in this world, I only have mom. Who will help me?"
"I will help you. I will pay for all the hospital bills." I didn't know why but I just said what my brain told me to say.
Both of them turned their faces, looking at me, shocked! I was not a foreign figure here. I can tell just by their gaze that they recognised me right away.
"Why do you want to help me?" Ryan asked as he stared into my eyes. His eyes were different from any men I have ever seen. He had the eyes of dove feathers, not the albino kind, but the ones with a hue so softly grey that they could have been pencil drawn. "Do you know me? Do you want something from me as well?" He asked, his friend was just staring at me, dumbfounded.
I nodded. "Yes." I was right, he is smart.
He chuckled. "You already have everything. I don't think I can give you anything else." Quite confident about what he said.
"You can." I asserted.
He raised his brows. "What is that?"
"Marry me," I said, not hesitating a bit. At that time, I couldn't think anything except taking revenge on my grandparents. He will be the best choice for it.
"What?" His friend's mouth dropped open in surprise, but Ryan's expression didn't change. His eyes held a mystery, a cold gaze towards me. "Just marry you? Just being your husband, and that's all? Nothing else, right?" I am quite sure that he already knows that I have a boyfriend.
So I nodded. "Just being my trial husband without any types of rights on me. You won't interfere with my personal life, I won't interfere with your personal life. You will sign a contract for one year regarding my conditions. If you break any of it in this one year, we will be separated. I mean we will sign the divorce paper."
Laura..."Ryan Richard, will you have this woman, Laura Allen, to be your wedded wife, to live together in marriage, will you love her, comfort her, honour her and keep her, in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, so long as you both shall live?" The priest's voice pulled me to reality from the deep ocean of my thoughts."I do," Ryan said with a very calm voice, his head held low.My heart started thumping against my chest fast as the priest looked at me. "Laura Allen, will you have this man, Ryan Richard, to be your wedded husband, to live together in marriage, will you love him, comfort him, honour him and keep him, in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, so long as you both shall live?"My hands clenched into fists, my heart started bleeding as I forced myself to let the two simple words out. "I do." And it's done.Alex, his best friend who was the best man today handed us the rings.I extended my hand to him and he slipped th
Laura...The room was deafeningly silent. I couldn't even hear my heartbeats. It feels like concrete drying in my chest.I looked up and scanned the luxurious bedroom, adorned with flowers in every corner. Allen Group has a 60% share of Sea Queen 5-star hotel, so I should spend my first night here. Actually, I must. The hotel was as huge as a palace, rooms are so beautiful with Italian furnishings, black leather furniture, white shining marble on the floor, which reflected like a mirror,But there I was burdened by the weight of my shattered heart, wrapped in an expensive creation of a designer, sitting on a bed decorated with rose petals. It suffocated me like hell. I hate roses. I hate flowers. Why? I don't know. I am just not interested.When I was about to move and get up from the damn bed, I was interjected by the sound of the door opening swiftly by the man who is officially my husband for a few hours, he stepped in,With every step bringing him c
Ryan...It was almost midnight now, after the long hours of standing and welcoming guests, maintaining a smile that made my cheeks hurt and posing for innumerable photo sessions.Alex, some of my friends and Laura's cousin Rhia escorted us here. Though I was chilling with them, all I wanted to do was to collapse on the bed.But my friends, they did not let go of me. They teased me endlessly and shamelessly pulled my leg. for my own first night. My friends are still bachelors, and they seemed more thrilled than me over the prospect of the first night. Of course, Alex didn't annoy me at all. Because he knows the deal well.Anyways, after the eternal torture, they finally pushed me towards the room. With no interest, I entered and the first thing that invaded my mind was the pillow on the bed.I went to take the pillow but she started saying something and that's when my attention took hold of her, making me realise that she is my bride and she is kinda pre
Laura..."Mrs Laura."I got no way but to face them. I looked back at them and plastered a tight smile on my face. It was the manager of the hotel who called me, now he was grinning as if he has done something very big. Damn you. I cursed underneath my breath before I ambled towards them.The manager greeted me with the flowers in his hand. "I am the manager of this hotel. Mr Cameron." He introduced himself as he extended his other hand to me. "Congratulations on your wedding."I accepted his flowers and shook my hand with his. "Thanks."Now please, let me go. Don't ask about him.Mr Cameron nodded and rolled his eyes around, searching for someone. Must be Ryan. "By the way, where is your husband, Mr Ryan? We are waiting for him. Is he coming?"Damn it. Should I say that I am going alone? And he will go back later? No.... that sounds weird. All the cameramen are here and if I say something like this, the news will be stir
Ryan...Ms Ruthless. That's what actually Laura is. How can she already treat me like this? How did her boyfriend tolerate her?"Drive fast." Ms ruthless, I mean Laura spoke and the sleek car cruised to the entrance gate of Allen Mansion, running over the black tarmac so fast that the passing greenery became a hazy blur.Laura is always so cold to others and... doesn't care about anyone on this earth. Even marrying me was only for her satisfaction.After arriving in front of the Allen Mansion, I realised that they are not only billionaires but also... something more than that.The servants ran off from their places, got busy just to open the door of the car. As we got off, an old lady around 45 years old, wearing a black suit strode towards me and bowed politely. "Hello, young master. Welcome home. I am Kellie Kevin. The Butler of this mansion.""Hello." I gave her an awkward yet gentle smile before rolled my eyes and the luxurious painted masonry
Ryan...I didn't expect to see Elita here. And to ask me about the money in her purse. Really! She thought I stole her money. God! I didn't even know she took a purse that day. She is assaulting me for no reason, without any proof. And Laura. What's wrong with her?I let out an exaggerated sigh and turned at her. "Why did you give her the money?" I queried. This time, she really irritated me. Who told her to interfere?Laura gazed at me with a calm gaze. "What was I supposed to do? Keep quiet and tolerate you two?" She sounded like we assaulted her. Strange."Don't you think it's kinda humiliating? I didn't even know...""That's none of my concern. I gave her the money and that's it. I don't want to know anything else." She cut me off and combed something out of the wardrobe before she stomped into the bathroom."Laura, listen. I am not finished yet..." I called, but she didn't look back, didn't even bother to retort.I ran my fingers into m
Ryan...I didn't expect to see Elita here. And to ask me about the money in her purse. Really! She thought I stole her money. God! I didn't even know she took a purse that day. She is assaulting me for no reason, without any proof. And Laura. What's wrong with her?I let out an exaggerated sigh and turned at her. "Why did you give her the money?" I queried. This time, she really irritated me. Who told her to interfere?Laura gazed at me with a calm gaze. "What was I supposed to do? Keep quiet and tolerate you two?" She sounded like we assaulted her. Strange."Don't you think it's kinda humiliating? I didn't even know...""That's none of my concern. I gave her the money and that's it. I don't want to know anything else." She cut me off and combed something out of the wardrobe before she stomped into the bathroom."Laura, listen. I am not finished yet..." I called, but she didn't look back, didn't even bother to retort.I ran my fingers
Laura...Why is this guy staring at me like this? It gives me goosebumps. I mean, I hate the way he looks at me."What?" I broke the awkward silence that was building inside the room. Ryan didn't respond, he was not even blinking his eyes. What's wrong with him?"Ryan?" I called again, he finally blinked his eyes, back to his right mind."Yeah?" He replied, blank.As I gaped at him without saying anything, he cleared his throat. "Ah! I forgot. Ms Kellie came... a while ago. She said your grandfather is calling us for the breakfast! We should go." He said while standing up from the bed.I inhaled a deep breath and nodded before I strode to the dining room with him. I can avoid everything in this world, but not my grandparents. I am just helpless in front of them.Ryan...We walked to the staircase that flows into a large, wide hallway. It possesses the paintings, the original wallpapers from 1882 with classic Anglo-Japanese asymm
Ryan...In the evening, we reached the west club where the party was supposed to be held. The club was significant, the music was all over the floors with colorful spotlights. Only a few people were hooking up, others were busy dancing, drinking. The aura seemed so typical and as a result, I doubted if she had pranked us or not.My suspicion came to a conclusion when I found Serene dancing behind Aaron. They both looked like two grown-up drunkard people enjoying the beats in their own worlds, not caring about anyone. I was right, it was just a regular party. Nothing was special."What are you thinking?" Beside me, Laura looked up at me as she wrapped her hands around my arm. She got my heart beating loud. It was new and foreign among these regular stuffs.Swallowing a gulp, I met her gaze. "Shall we go in?" She nodded and we started approaching the couple. But before we could do so, noticing us, Serene stopped dancing and ran to us, leaving her fiance on
Laura...Richard! I had heard this surname before. It was like years ago and I was quite sure that I did. His face wasn't a vivid memory but the name was. How come I didn't ask his full name yet? It was embarrassing."Ryan... have you ever seen me before?" I asked after we entered the little, cute villa.He nodded, placing his jacket on the couch. "Yeah. Of course."My jaw tightened. "When?"He remained silent for a while before parting his lips again. "A long ago."Of course, it was a long ago and that was why I couldn't remember it. "Where was it?"This time, he chuckled at my curiosity. But it seemed so dry and unreal. "In the club."I narrowed my gaze, realizing the playfulness of his voice. "No... before that!"He didn't reply and walked towards the mini handmade kitchen where he grabbed a glass and placed it on the cabinet. My gaze followed him quietly."Laura?" He called me as he opened the cap of the juice
Ryan..."Laura," I called her from behind when she was walking towards our villa at a fast pace. After she saw the girl, her face had been so straight and even more expressionless.She wasn't okay. I could feel her. I certainly could feel the pain she was going through. And I wished I could lessen it. Though she might pretend that she was okay, I assumed she wasn't."What?" She didn't look back and continued walking.I had been struggling to reach her. So rushing to her, I held her hand and decreased her speed a bit. "I do have long legs. But I don't have much energy to chase you, Laura.""Who told you to chase me, anyway? Chase the girl, instead." She said, shooting me a murderous glare.I clenched my jaw in confusion. "Which one?" I didn't remember talking about chasing any girl before."The girl who was so happy to see you right now. And you too." She mumbled, looked really pissed off. There wasn't anything to get pissed or get mad
Laura...I was stiffened in place seeing Aaron in front of me. What was he doing here? Did he know I am here?It was too surprising to believe that it's just a coincidence."Laura." Aaron finally parted his glued lips. He was as shocked as I was. "What are you doing here?"I was supposed to ask that question. Instead, I felt guilty and started stuttering. "I-I... am here for my honeymoon.""What?" Aaron almost shouted as he stepped close to me, glaring at me murderously. "What did you say?" His voice sounded fierce.I garnered my courage and dared to look into his eyes. "What are you doing here?""Don't change the damn topic. With whom you are here?" He again shouted and it brought tears to my eyes.The people around us were staring at me. How could he always humiliate me like this?"Of course, her husband." Ryan was the one to retort as he walked by my side. My heart felt at ease, it really did. "With whom do you
Ryan...In the morning, the view of the room appeared more beautiful. The sunlight that drifted through the curtains kissed Laura's sleeping face.The sleeping beauty was my wife. I suddenly felt so proud of myself. Her long lashes were perfectly shut, her cherry pink lips were slightly parted. The white shirt hung off her thin frame and the cotton shorts showed off her long legs. And the clothes were still there because at night, I didn't touch her. I really didn't. I had gone too far but came out to be lucky enough that she didn't slap me after I hugged her.Instead of beating around the bushes with my hug, I couldn't reckon why she cuddled me when she was asleep. It was overwhelming once again."What are you staring at?" At her sudden voice, I almost jumped. She had her eyes closed. Jeez. How did she notice? Or was she pretending to sleep?I exhaled a relieved breath and slipped out of the blanket. "Why didn't you tell me that you are awak
Laura...Indeed, his back hug was a protection that assured me I have his back. In his embrace, I felt secure, safe and warm even though it was too cold.How could I push him away when I was the one who enjoyed it the most?Cringing at the thought, I slightly tilted my head and he buried his face more in the crook of my neck. His warm lips slowly brushed against my neck and his breath fanned upon my ear.I felt heat ran through my every spine whilst the sensation bumped on my skin, making me have goosebumps."Laura." He whispered softly.I tried to look at his face. "Yes."After a long silence, he pulled his face up and met my gaze. "I am a virgin." He sounded real but I was not going to be fooled.He had many girlfriends. And, that day Elita said they spent the night together. "I don't feel like joking around." I snorted, averting my gaze."I am not joking." He said.I regarded him with a piercing glare. "You wan
RyanDrowsiness? That was long gone. There was no sleep left in my eyes when I rolled on the bed and saw Laura enjoying the seaside alone. It was midnight. I wondered since when she was sitting there.In the soft breezes, her hair was flying over, covering her face. She didn't even bother to settle them aside. Her gaze was fixed at the illimitable horizon.She had got something miraculous, something different, something fascinating. She wasn't ruthless, she wasn't strong – not at all. She had the most fragile heart that was broke apart. It was all circumstance's fault, not her.I pulled myself up from the bed and mutely, walked to the deck to take in the phenomenal view.With every step closer, my heart vibrated faster. On the lounger, she was sitting with her knees folded and had her hand wrapped around them.I wasn't dreaming. She wasn't a hallucination. But how could a woman look such stunning?Her big eyes were gleaming in e
Laura...Except for the eating time and using the washroom, Ryan was asleep all the time, at least he pretended to. He was quite good at it.We arrived at our resort at night. A woman named Ms Ara was waiting for us in front of the reception. She escorted us to the villas' area of the resort.The entire place looked so beautiful. Even though it was night, I could see the resort was built using local materials, bright colours and stylish furniture with the interiors designed to reflect the Maldivian culture.The roars of the sea brought a smile to my face as we walked to the overwater sunset pool villa. Grandfather already told me about this beautiful villa. He and my grandmother had their honeymoon here."Please, call me if you need any help." Ms Ara said after she handed me the keys to the villa."Thank you." I replied with a smile. I realized I have been doing it a lot. Where was old cold me?Ryan grabbed the keys from me and swung
RyanI preferred people around me, to be honest. If they couldn't be honest, at least they should be silent instead of lying.And I liked it when Laura was silent to the question. She didn't answer, yet did with her silence.Wait, I wasn't frustrated already. I just liked to confuse her, I liked to see the puzzle face of hers. I liked the way she blushes, I liked the way she stutters and gets nervous."Now... I think I like her." The words slipped out of my mouth, adapting from my thoughts."Who?" Laura asked as she adjusted the seat belt. We were on the plane, thrown out of the car. Yes, her grandfather's plan was successful. However, what her dad said was right, if we were two minutes late, we would have missed the flight. But... that would have been better for me. For us.Dismissing my thoughts, I smiled at her. "I thought it's none of your concerns?" She had been saying it was none of her concerns from the day I met her. But now I realiz