I wish I could close my eyes and call all of it a nightmare but it wasn’t.
It was my horrendous reality, the life I accepted and going to bear until these six months are over but on the other hand, I do deserve it and then again, it wasn't as intense or was it?
Did I break him to the extent he is nothing but a piece of flesh desiring vengeance?
A cold-hearted man willing to break all boundaries in order to etch misery in my soul?
Is he truly going to break all ethics just to capture me in his domain?
Seems like he would.
After running away from his cabin, I rushed to mine.
Pressing my palm against my chest to regain my senses. My cabin was right in the corner from his on the executive floor.
My heart thumping uncontrollably, trying to neglect what just happened but my mind was unable to and I know one thing for sure.
He is not the man I used to know.
“Dammit, what should I do?” I muttered, pacing around while making an almost crying face, holding my waist until a voice interrupted my apprehension.
“Hey, um, you okay?”
Looking up, I saw someone smiling playfully, standing out my cabin.
“Huh?” I blinked.
“Sorry to interrupt but you kinda look nervous. You’re the new girl, right? Is everything okay?” He asked.
He was eye-catching, the kind of guy you want to flirt with, he had medium black hair and shining blue eyes, smiling gently at me.
“Uh, yeah, I am okay. I am Annalise White. Linda’s substitute. Nice to meet you.” I mumbled, clearing my throat to regain my senses and act normal.
“Nice name. I am Edmond Atlas. Director of finance. Don’t worry about Boss, he might look intimidating but he won’t bite. At least, that’s what I think and believe.” He chuckled, leaning against the doorframe on his shoulder.
‘Why does everyone here look so young? This man, who might be in late twenties, is the ‘director’ of finance? How talented this man must be?’
“I hope he doesn’t. And I hope I don’t mess up either.” I giggled, shaking my head.
His calm aura was helping to alleviate my distress.
“You better don’t. He won’t stand mistakes. Extremely strict when it comes to work.” He shrugged, vexing me but I am at least confident that I won’t mess up my work.
Unless he provokes.
“Thanks for the warning. I will try my best to not upset him.” I smiled, sighing mentally in distress.
“Me too. Okay then, Good luck on your first day. I will see you around, Anna.” He smiled but it vanished mine, when he was about to leave, I called.
“Um, Don’t say Anna, I don’t like it, you can call me Elise.” I corrected him, I hate it when someone calls me Anna.
“Sure, see you around, Elise.” He grinned, waving sweetly at me.
“You too.”
I waved back as he left after helping me to divert my mind from the stressful beginning of my day.
Thankfully, the rest of my day went nonchalant and I didn’t have to confront further dread from him at the time being.
He was utterly engrossed in his work as if nothing else existed anymore which I clearly didn’t expect from him.
He always hated his Father’s work line and never wanted to be a part of it.
He wanted to condemn it to doom but look at him now, dedicating all his attention to this empire.
Well, it’s easy to say you can neglect money but truly doing it isn’t.
“Give this to Edmond, he is on the 49th floor, get me a coffee on your way back and get the sales report from Sarah, you will find her on the fifteenth floor.”
He ordered without looking up, it was hard to keep track of the commands he gave at one time but I endeavored to carry out all orders and not displease him.
“Yes, Sir.” I nodded, taking the file.
He was working like a machine, not acknowledging the presence of things around him which made me bewildered. I guess he might have sorted things out with his Father.
As long as it keeps my work tranquilized and away from his predatory eyes, I am glad.
Taking the file, I did as told as the day went by with no more frights.
On my way back, Linda called to check up on me, which she definitely should. She might know by now that her Boss is not to be trusted.
“Hey, How are you? How was your first day? Did he say anything?” Her concerned tone came, worried about me.
I smiled faintly and replied, “I am fine, Nothing happened, he was drowned in work all the time. He barely had time to breathe, let alone to pay attention to me.”
I explained my day to her, relieved deep down and praying that things remain this way so I won’t have to confront him.
“Thank God. Yeah, nothing else but work exists for him. I am glad you are fine.” She breathed out in serenity. The sense of assurance is clear in her tone.
“Yeah. I don’t think it could be that bad… I guess.”
But, how wrong I was. My direction of life was going to swirl and I wasn’t aware of it. Mere moment of nothingness swayed me.
“Good. You can now work peacefully. If there’s anything you need to know, you can ask me, okay?” She said sweetly.
“Sure.” I hummed.
“Okay then, talk to you later.” And with this she cut the call after we both said ‘goodbye’.
Sighing in relief, I went home where my delighted parents were dying to know about my first day.
“Elise, Welcome home! How was the first day? How big is his empire? What did you do?” Papa’s chirpy tone came, beaming in glee.
“It was fine. I just did as told, arranged his appointments, meetings... Nothing exciting.” I replied as calmly as possible with a forced smile, closing the door behind me.
“How was his place? Your cabin? Is it big?” He asked, eyes shining in felicity and maintaining it, I returned the same energy.
“Of course. It was gigantic, it was on the executive floor, the highest one. You can see the whole streets of New York from here.” I told him excitedly, flashing a wide smile.
I never understood why but I never liked their attachment with him ever since high school, I don’t want them to praise him.
I don’t want them to adore a person who is literally targeting me for revenge.
“Amazing! Freshen up, I have cooked dinner for you, my dear.”
He grinned, patting my back, praising me for doing good at work which kinda made me jovial.
“Sure.”
I left for my room. I freshened up, had dinner filled with chattering. Mostly about my first day at work. I didn’t want to talk about it, not after what he did after I signed the contract.
I was terrified to face his wrath but I believe it won’t be fatal, right?
After a worrisome day, I went to my room, falling on my bed, staring into the ceiling with perturbation overwhelming my ability to think as I mentally prepared myself for what is about to come.
‘What are you planning to do with me, Vincent?’
Why am I angry with my own self after all those years? Oh Lord, where will this late realization be leading me? Shaking my head, I woke up in the morning. I had to be present at work before him and Linda told me he comes around nine so I had plenty of time to prepare. Taking a deep breath, I grabbed a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for work, checked up on Mom and Papa and left for her work. I was on the bus, looking at the busy streets of New York holding a strange vibrance but I was lost in another vintage. With mixed emotions I couldn’t express. Life has an eerie way of explaining itself. Some destroy their future by their past but is it worth it? “It’s a matter of yesterday. Life doesn’t stop for anyone.” Muttering under my breath, I shook my head and entered my opulent workplace. I greeted our receptionist Kylie and left straight for my cabin. “Is it just me or the atmosphere isn’t like yesterday?” I mumbled, noticing everyone who was literally talking and chilling at
With a blurry mind, I tried to focus on my work, hoping to forget what happened because this past week had been terrible for me. The way Vincent looked at me, it was enough to steal my breath. That sinful smirk, warning me that he would prey upon me without a warning at any time. His eyes were enough to induce dread in me. He toyed with me in those seven days with those menacing eyes and smirk. He was scaring me, I didn’t know how long I could bear this but the method of his punishment was so wrong. This is all wrong. “What happened?” A voice called me, looking up I saw Edmond, arching a brow at me. I was in the canteen, indulging in my sandwich during lunch hour with troublesome thoughts. “Nothing… just… tired.” I replied vaguely, looking away, unsure whether I should share my condition with him or not. “That is exactly why you need to relax.” He smirked, coming closer, taking a seat next to me. “How?” I asked, tilting my head in confusion. “We are going to a club toni
“One must say, extent of a deep desire, hmm?” A deep husky voice reached my ears, etching a shiver down my spine, drying my throat when his voice tried to seduce me.“Sir?” Edmond asked in confusion while I didn't dare to speak a word against him nor resist the power of his words.“Ah, Edmond, Jacey is looking for you.” He said and I was vexed to no extent. He was lying, I could feel it behind the mask of his dark smirk.'No, Please don't leave me alone with him.'“She is? Okay, I will be back.” Edmond flashed his usual kind smile and walked away, leaving us alone, freezing my body to be in his vicinity. My heart skipped a beat, increasing my breaths, frightened by his very presence when I felt his malevolent gaze locked with my face.“Flirting too much, don’t you think so?” His displeased resonance came.Gulping hard, I tried to move away but he grabbed my waist firmly, refraining my movements.“Don’t you dare to move." He growled, restricting my movements.Pressing my teeth tog
“Vincent is my fiancé!”He proved it, those who didn’t have a prayer in their hearts. How will they raise their hands?He had become disloyal. Prayer had gone far from his reach. “Vincent is my ‘the one’.” She declared. Unwillingly, my heart clenched upon hearing they were engaged and he didn’t care about anything before advancing upon me.Falling lower in my eyes than he already has. ‘Is that low you have fallen that you were going to discard your sincere bond too?’Yet he remained stoic. How heartless could he be? Didn’t it mean anything?"Ah, Baby, you are the best. I can’t tell you how happy I am to see Elise!" She laughed, kissing Vincent’s cheeks before turning to me with a wide grin. She was exhilarated and I felt pity for her."Me too, it's been a while." I hummed, averting my gaze before returning an indirect glare in his direction but the atmosphere here concealed it."Just, he never mentioned he was engaged." I added, trying not to show my fury."Yeah, because we are
Coming back, I was staring out of the window of the bus. My mind was light-headed. Repeating unwanted memories on loop which only pricked my heart.‘Don’t you fucking dare to cross your path with mine again, Annalise.’Stop…‘I want you to love me the same way I love you, Annalise!’“Stop it, stop it, stop it.” Whispering under my breath, I shut my eyes, lowering my head, covering my face in my hand.Heavy breaths left my lips when memories I tend to leave behind long ago, memories I should have burned began to knock on my door to break me apart.“Get out of my mind. I am sorry, I am so sorry. Leave my mind, please.” A muffled voice escaped my lips, shutting my eyes, not wanting to open them and flush out sensations collecting in my chest.It has happened, it was all in the past.I keep telling myself this yet I couldn’t control it. I couldn’t control my thoughts, my emotions were slipping and I must stop it from creating another mess.I reached home and took a few deep breaths befo
I didn’t remember when I fell asleep last night. I was thinking until my thoughts exhausted me and abysmal darkness took over me. When I returned to work on Monday, I could feel a fire of rage brimming in my chest. Questions whose answers only he could provide.We were in his cabin, I delivered him a file but didn’t leave and continued to glare at him.Noticing my expression, he called coldly, "What?" "You are insensitive." I growled, which deepened his frown."Watch your tongue, Annalise." He warned, closing the file, giving me a chance to repent by apologizing."How could you do this? When you were engaged to Victoria then why did you target me for revenge?" I asked in a low growl. Arching one brow at my visage, he rose from his seat."So what if I am engaged?" Asserting his dominance, he walked towards me which purloined the strength in my legs."Not that I have an affair with you… unless ‘you’ want one." He began to say huskily, stopping right in front of me. Hand in his poc
THIRD POV PAST. In a prestigious educational institute, nineteen year old Annalise was in her senior year. Living her life to the fullest. Her Father was a teacher there so she got her admission there as well. “Elise!” A screeching sound called her when her classmate ran to her. “What?!” Annalise was resting on the bench, her face covered with her hands. The center of attention of her class, the type of person everyone wanted to befriend. Good grades, a good reputation- except she failed once and now working hard and except one person had sworn to ravage it. “Vincent and his people had surrounded Victoria again! She is crying!” He informed her, out of breath but thrilled to see the fight which was about to take place. Getting up immediately, she slammed her hand down, infuriated at Victoria who was always targeted by Vincent for being her best friend. “God, that woman, I have told her to not cross her path with that bastard but no…” Growling, she got up, rushing to help
And before they knew it, they were in the principal’s office, hanging their heads low. Furious at each other, sending daggers for being stuck here with no escape anymore. “Bastard.” She growled in a whisper. “Shut up, Witch.” He growled back. Clearing his throat, Mr White glared at them to stop this and focus on the Principal’s words. “Annalise White and Vincent Beckham, we let you two off with a warning last time but this is enough. You guys have made this whole place a playground.” The principal’s outraged resonance came, sealing their lips. The dread they were discarding was before them. The consequences. They realized the trouble they were into, worrying them immensely. “You guys are adults, you should have been aware of your responsibilities but since you are not, this is your reminder to amend bonds before it’s too late.” Pointing this finger at them, he gave them a proper punishment in order to make them realize about their actions. “Both of you are suspended for th
5 YEARS LATER.I was setting the school bag of my four years old son, Jamie. He was messy just like his Father. Sighing, I was putting the lunch and placing the books properly.“Can I take Dahlia to school with me? Please, please, please?” Jamie called me excitedly, pointing at his Father and three months old sister who were sleeping on the couch in the hall.“No, you cannot.” I sighed, frowning at the pair and giving him his bag.“Look, Mama, Papa and Dahlia are sleeping on the couch.” He giggled, clinging onto my arm.Actually, Dahlia was not sleeping last night and Vincent said proudly that he could take better care and took her outside and look at them now.Half of his body was hanging from the couch, holding Dahlia.“Ah, him.” I giggled, shaking my hand after seeing how uncomfortable he must be.“What are they doing outside?” Jamie asked, tugging my sleeves.“Your Papa proudly accepted he could take better care of Dahlia and seems like he is stubborn in proving it.” I sighed, set
ANNALISE. I was carefully listening to his words, how his eyes were refusing to greet mine and it was aching me but he couldn’t see. He was not looking at me in the first place to notice the tears glistening in my eyes. “Come. Let’s end this pointless relationship.” And I lost my forbearance when he dared to speak what I cannot have imagined, releasing the tears I managed to suppress so far. And brimming with fury, I slapped him hard to knock some senses into his damn mind which astonished him to no extent. “How dare you call our marriage pointless?!” I whisper-yelled. Grabbing the collar of his shirt outrageously with tears scattered over my cheeks. “Annalise?” He called me hesitantly at my unforeseen action as I forced him to stare into my desperation, to witness my love and despair too. I wanted him to see my condition. “Do you have any idea how deeply I am in love with you? That I have given my all to our marriage?” I asked desperately, shaking him a little to hear m
After I mindlessly hit Edmond and lost myself, unable to control myself, the neighbors came and forced me to stop until the cops came and took me away.I was looking down the whole time, not moving an inch with an anguish stacking in my chest, I was heartbroken. I felt devastated for losing control and doing what I shouldn’t.Something is seriously wrong with me. Here, in the station, I was locked up and Annalise was talking to Edmond.“I am begging you, Edmond, please, don’t file a case against Vincent.” Their voices were faint but I could hear how my Annalise was begging Edmond to not send me to jail. Tears brimmed in my eyes as I kept staring at my hands out of woe. I didn’t want to hurt anyone. I didn’t want to make Annalise cry. This is not who I am, that is not who I should be.I am sorry, I am so sorry…“Edmond, please…” She continued to beg Edmond for her husband’s image. I had never been behind the bars in my entire life. I felt horrible, I was never like this and with
The next morning, I was in my bed, refusing to move an inch. My head was throbbing in pain. I couldn’t move my body, it was burning.It was because of the stress, whenever I worried too much, my body began to burn, my head began to hurt terribly and I didn’t know how to deal with this ordeal.For a while, I remained motionless, covering myself with the blanket until the tenderest hand of my angelic wife dragged the sheets down from me. “Vincent. Wake up.” She whispered softly.Removing the duvet and sitting next to me. “I don’t want to.” I groaned, turning to my side, hiding my face in the pillow, not in the mood to move. I had borne with this feverish feeling before when she was here, I wanted to display that I am in pain and stay with me.Before I was alone, I had no one to take care of him so no matter what state, I must go to work but I have a reason to stay.I won’t go today.“Why?” She called but I refused to listen to her. Glancing from my shoulder, I looked at her timidly,
VINCENT.The following week, limitless thoughts were roaming in my mind. I was tense, I was perturbed about what I should do that could save my marriage. I could feel it under my fingernails that things were on the verge of falling apart all because of my behavior and I was impotent to stop it.I failed to control, I failed to keep her happy. In fact, I made her cry after promising myself that I wouldn’t.I feel worthless. I feel terrible.It was Sunday, my soul was at solace to hold my love. We were spooning on the bed, I was holding her, her back pressed over my chest.“How are you feeling now?” I whispered, biting her earlobe when she woke up from her nap.Annalise was having a headache constantly so I massaged her head until she fell asleep and took a nap with her as well.“Better.” She hummed, relaxing in my arms, smiling tenderly.I hummed and shifted, sitting up slowly. Worried how to confront her about what I knew I must. I couldn’t lose my love with my own hand.I cannot mak
“YOU ARE A LIAR!” The sound of his thundering cries echoed in the room and they hurt me in a way I was unable to recover. The sound I unintentionally created. He covered his mouth, sobbing. And I couldn’t bear it, his sorrow was immeasurable and it made me guilty. Shutting my eyes, I screamed to release the shame gathered inside me.“I AM SORRY! I AM SORRY! I AM SORRY!” Crying my anguish out, I held the hem of my dress. My tears were flowing, he was not the only person whose heart was torn apart. The regret that was built inside me had already stolen my mental peace. I don’t want to hear from him that I am his culprit. I know I am.“I will apologize as many times as you want, Vincent but please don’t be away from me.” Crying, I came closer, tears rolled down my cheek. My body was deprived of strength, I accidentally stumbled on my steps but Vincent held my arms to refrain me from falling.“Be careful!” He gasped quickly to hold me. He couldn't watch me falling or getting hurt
“That I am going to steal you from this world and ensnare in a way, only ‘I’ would exist.” My breath hitched, my eyes widened in terror when I sensed Vincent’s dominant form before me, glaring down at my body which made my soul immobilized. “Vincent…?” Swallowing hard, I forced my weak orbs to look up at his assertive form. He rested his hand over the headrest and placed our heads adjacent.I shivered violently when the fumes emitting from him were felt by my skin. Unable to utter another sound, I knew he was furious. I gasped when his hand from the headrest moved across and rested over my shoulder, giving it a lethal grip which warned me not to do anything vacuous.“That you are going to become mine in an exquisite way that nobody would be able to stop me from possessing you.” “Vincent, please-”I was about to plead but he leaned down to my ears and growled seductively, burning my skin with his minty breath.“That you are going to become. All. Fucking. Mine.” I trembled, glanci
There were countless questions and thoughts roaming wildly in my mind, thoughts that I wanted to share with someone to find and know what was happening.He cannot keep an eye on my actions, that is not okay. I won’t let it.And I knew for it, I had to do what might outrage him but I must do it.Before Vincent could come looking for me, I wanted to seek answers so I called Edmond to meet me in a restaurant.I was anxiously waiting for him, my hands were freezing by the thought of Vincent’s fury. It was scaring me, It was stressing me out.“I didn’t expect you to call me here. What happened? Is your fairytale coming to an end?” Edmond came, smirking mockingly at me but I growled at him.“Shut up. I have called you here to know everything.” I hissed in a low tone. He chuckled and took a seat, arching one eyebrow.“Everything? I thought I was a liar and the bad guy here.” He taunted, leaning back on his seat.Inhaling deeply, I was not in the mood for argument so I came to the main conce
ANNALISE.After spending a memorable and unforgettable time alone, away from everything we returned back, back to our routine and I was feeling strange lately.I didn’t expect Vincent to get this furious because of my harmless prank. I was only kidding around but the way he got perturbed, that made me worried.I wanted him to improve but I agree it would take time. Vincent is attached to me, he couldn’t fathom losing me. I am all he has after all. He was like that all his life, of course that would take time for him to adjust, to settle. Marriage is a sacred and big responsibility, we need time.Vincent was humming to himself, his towel over his head as water dripped to his tempting exposed chest. He was about to leave to grab his white but I stopped him.“Love, I can get your white shirt.” I spoke sweetly, stopping him in his tracks, smiling sweetly.“No, no, it’s okay.” He chuckled nervously, stopping me.“Come on,” I whined, pushing him back playfully with a wink. I like doing sm