KendalThe hangover I was struggling with was well deserved after losing myself in a bottle of jack the night before. Between Damon being a dick, the situation with Heather joining the university, and my sister's condition worsening, I was lost. Emotionally I wanted to crawl in a ball in the closet and hide for a week or so, but it wasn't going to happen. Over two hundred students were showing up in the next few hours to learn about the weaknesses in inventory systems, and I was the guy teaching it.For the first time in a long time, I didn't wanna teach anything. My passion was tucked behind the dark cloud of shit life was kicking my way once again."Hi Dr. Tarrington. How are you?" Jake opened the door and gave me a warm smile as I moved past him. Bethany's best guy friend from college was my second TA for the semester. The poor kid had been through hell recently. The other part of their friendship trio, Bethany's roommate Krista, had fallen in love with Jake and not taken it so wel
KendalBethany was waiting for me when I walked to my car that afternoon, which surprised me. I needed to get up to the hospital, but I would delay the trip for a few minutes for her."Hey," she mumbled as she wrapped her arms around her chest. Her intelligent green eyes were filled with unshed tears."Hey." I reached out and touched the side of her arm before pulling my hand back. I couldn't be kind or loving toward anyone on campus. Everyone would start to talk. "You all right?""Yeah." She sighed and pursed her lips as a tear dripped down her face. "No. I'm not.""Beth." I reached for her, not caring for a few minutes about myself. I wrapped her in a tight, friendly hug and brushed the back of her hair like I would Amanda. "You guys don't have to keep this shit up, you know.""He hired Christa's sister, Kendal. His ex-girlfriend's twin sister. Why would he do that?" She moved back and brushed her tears away angrily. "He hired Philip to come work for the firm. He knows Philip has fe
Dana"Oh hell, you again, fruit fly?" Mr. Jackson glanced up from the paper he was reading and gave me a wry smile."Morning, Mr. Jackson. How are you today?" I set my tray down near the door and picked up the cup of pills I had ready for the ornery older man."I'd be better if you'd stop bringing by this damn poison." He huffed and crossed his arms over his frail chest like a small child might."You don't really believe that, right?" I extended the cup to him."What? That I'd be better off without you coming by?"I chuckled. "No, that this is poison.""It tastes like shit! Have you had these things? Here... I'll share." He extended the cup back toward me, still full of pills.I laughed and pushed it back toward him. "You're the best part of my day. Did you know that?"He grunted and popped the pills in his mouth as I walked around and opened his windows."Your day must suck to high heaven." He snorted as I turned around and smiled."Nope. It's really an okay life. It's not great or a
Dana"Call him, please?" She gripped my hand tightly and forced me to stop rubbing her."I'm here." He walked in and moved to the other side of the bed, dropping to his knees and placing his strong fingers around her hand and mind. "I'm right here. I was on my way up here. Were you throwing another fit just to see me?""No." She turned her face toward me and let out a sob. "I don't wanna die, bubba. Please make it stop."Tears blurred my eyes as I leaned toward her and pressed my cheek to the side of her face. I couldn't look at Kendal, but the soft panting coming from his side of the bed let me know that he was hurting beyond anything any of us could heal. The results were back for Amanda's decreased use of her limbs. She was getting worse... fast. There was little they could do, but the doctor was hoping for a few more good months for her. No one had told Kendal yet, or not that I knew of."Fuck," he mumbled and got up, walking to the window and pressing his hands to his face as his
KendalThree Days LaterPrepare for end of life? How the fuck did someone do that?I hadn't told Damon or anyone else about my conversation with Dr. Lewis. I just couldn't handle the sympathy that would come from such a conversation, especially from Damon. Bethany had ignored me on Tuesday when she showed up for her TA duties, which was fine. It was easier than having to talk about bullshit when the real stuff that mattered sat on the tip of my tongue.I needed to get the dark emotions rolling inside of me out, but I wasn't quite sure how.Having lunch with Damon and dinner with the pretty young nurse from the hospital would help. Maybe.Eliza was waiting outside of my office as I approached that morning, a smug look on her face."There you are." She lifted her watch and tapped it. "Late. Late. Late.""I'm fashionably late." I shrugged and dangled my keys between us. "Move and let me open the door. You can come in and give me hell while I take a load off.""You do look like a man with
Kendal"Wait a minute. You're letting this slutty bitch run all over you because why?" Damon pressed his hands to his face and let his head drop back.The sun sat high in the sky as we lounged by the pool at the back of his bachelor pad. I could have spent the day laying there, doing nothing, but Damon seemed to be incessant on giving me advice. It must have been to keep him from taking any himself."Dude... she's not running all over me." I rolled my eyes and leaned back, closing my eyes and trying to remember why I'd come over in the first place."Yes, she is. Put her over your knee and spank her fine ass, or turn her in for being the slut she is." He was resorting back to being the asshole he was in college. Bethany's lack of influence on him was frightening."I'm not a twenty-year-old kid with nothing to lose, Damon.""Do you wanna fuck her?""Yes, of course I do. I have a dick. Jeez." I grabbed it for good measure.He busted out laughing and stood up. "Have I apologized for being
DanaAbove everything else going wrong with my Friday, Mr. Jackson wasn't in his usual room. It seemed silly to ask around about him, when most of the catty women on the floor with me would have poked fun at me rather than just answering the damn question. I'd have to look into it later.A text came through on my phone from Cameron, asking if I wanted to go to dinner. Guilt ran rampant inside of me as I walked to the break room and sat down at the nearest table. He was the one I should have been going to dinner with, not Kendal. Though it was supposed to be nothing more than two friends going out for a shared meal, I knew I wanted more. I wanted to take away his pain, and there was only a few ways I could think to do that... none of them appropriate for a woman in a committed relationship.The phone rang and I answered it."Hey," I mumbled into the receiver."Are you not wanting to go because of us fighting over your food?" Cameron's voice was pinched with anger."No. I have plans alr
DanaWorry raced through me as I glanced around. She was going to get caught. They both were.How exciting. I groaned as I swallowed the need pumping through me for that type of thrill, to live a little beyond my comfort zone with someone like Dr. Parks.By the time I made it to my car, my whole body ached for a strong, aggressive man to hold me down and lay waste to my two months of chastity. It wasn't by choice.A groan left my lips as I pulled out into traffic and tried to clear my mind. Cameron was at home. I could just force myself on him and keep my eyes closed. I could pretend he was Parks."No. Kendal." Another groan as a dull ache rose between my thighs, quickly turning into a violent pulse.Tears blurred my vision, but I wiped them away. Why did Jackie have thrilling sexcapades in the hospital and I didn't? I could come up with a few reasons, one being that I was a responsible adult, but sadly enough, the idea of her being beautiful and me being just me kept racing through m