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What exactly did I say yes to right now I wasn't sure. Did I want to be with Adam? Yes. I wanted that for a long time. Do I believe him when he says he cares about me? Yes. But does he love me? He seems to be having a hard time understanding his feelings and I dont have the luxury of having him test it out on me. It's so hard wanting to give in when there is so much at stake. Adam seemed happy as he looked at me with a smile as his face was between the metal bars. I did say yes, but not to being with him. "Hold your horses, Adam. I'm saying yes to give us a chance to calmly talk about it when we get out. Dont jump ahead of yourself." I keep thinking about the advice Mrs.Hendrics gave me, to make him suffer. I have to admit even now that I'm standing in a holding cell in a police station I kind of wanna keep on doing it. Maybe not with another man to avoid casualties but there has to be another way of torturing him. In the name of love."Being willing to talk about it has to mean some
"Thank you Julia for bailing me out. I'll pay you back." I say as I put my coat on while mostly standing on one leg since the other one really started to hurt. "Dont worry about it." She says as Enzo helps her with her coat. Adam and Marcello are still signing their papers. "We have a car outside, do you want us to give you a ride back?" Julia asks. "No need. Well, take a cab." Adam appears behind me and I turn to look at him. "We have some talking to do, remember?" He notices the shoe in my hand and looks down at my swollen leg. "Scratch that I need to take you to a hospital," Adam says as he takes my hand and makes me lean on him while trying to lift me up but I stop him. "Stop, what are you doing?" I push at his chest as a policeman passes next to us and I smile. The last thing I need is another obstruction of peace at a public space report."I'm fine. It didn't break. Let's just go before someone takes a picture and our faces get all over the yellow print in the morning." I say
...You are my weak spot...I was his weak spot.Adam had a weak spot and it was me.Was he mine? I was definitely weak for him, resisting him was definitely the hardest thing I've ever done and I questioned myself about that decision every waking second. But I realized something, I wanted to see what Adam was willing to do for me. And that unfinished threat about what he would do if someone touched so much as a hair on my head... It's messed up because violence is never attractive but when Adam implied it, it was kind of arousing. What woman hasn't at least once dreamt about the "Touch her and you die" man?I've been in love with his nice, soft, caring side for a long time but getting to know the irrational, impulsive, daring, lustful, saying I love you, Adam... now that Adam was beyond red-hot, sizzling hot."Alex, are you listening to me?" Enzo asked as he poked me with a bread stick."Sorry, I've just got a lot on my mind," I say as I take the breadstick out of his hand."Did you an
As I walked back to my apartment building I was scared but at the same time very intrigued about what was it that Adam did. I knew it wasn't anything bad but I didn't know what to expect. "Good day, Miss Alex." My doorman says as he stops sweeping the floor that seems covered in leaves. "You had quite an interesting delivery today." He says as he leans on his broom. I wasn't sure if I needed to apologize to him on behalf of Adam, I'll decide after I see what awaits me."Yeah... I didn't know about it. Was it big? The package?" I probably seem a fool for asking."The man told me I'm not allowed to say, it would ruin the surprise." Of course, he did."Then I guess I'll just have to go up there and see for myself," I say as I wave my hand and smile before entering the elevator and swiping my card.I hold my breath while trying to imagine what could he possibly have done. But nothing could have prepared me for what I saw when the elevator door opened. As I stepped into my apartment my bre
His car was in my drive-in. Of course, I knew he would be here. That is why it took me so long to get ready when what I should have done was the opposite. But it's the possibility of him really wanting me that makes me feel like I need to put more effort into myself. Hell, I even put on matching underwear that he won't even see. He won't see it. I just needed to woman up and walk inside like I always had, this didn't need to be weird. It's just Adam. But it's Adam.I walk in and the first thing I notice is... Sasha is home. Sasha is never home at this hour. And he was with Adam and Mom in the living room laughing. This reminds me of the time before Autumn was here when it was only us. Adam would come and hang out with my family, he would come just to be with us when lately it would feel like he was only coming here for Autumn. I wonder what is his main reason for coming now. Was it me? To be closer to me?"Alex, are you alright?" Mrs.Hendrics asked me as I realized I was stand
Adam drove alone while I went with Sasha. I felt kind of bad for practically using my brother to spoil Adam's plan of being alone with me, but on the other hand, I was glad to spend some time with Sasha. I want to know what is going on with him, sometimes I wonder if he is happy. Maybe it's a twin thing but I dont think everything in his life is under control as he pretends he has."So, how is everything with you?" I ask Sasha as he drives."What do you need Alex?" He asks as he looks at me and then back at the road."I dont need anything. Can't one twin ask the other about what's going on in their life?" "I guess you can, yet you dont do it often." He doesn't mean it as a reproach, I know it. It's just that Dad was the one who used to force us to do things together, to watch over each other. Not that Mom wasn't kind yet she allowed us to go separate ways to be our own persons and we never kind of went back to keeping tabs on each other."I know, but I'm asking now," I say as I look a
I got my new horse all saddled up while I waited for Adam and Sasha to come out of the other end of the stables where we usually do our race."So here is the deal, Pepper. I know you and I dont really know each other but we need to work as a team in order to win this. Can you do that for me?" I asked the horse as I pet his head. They assured me he was a good boy, well trained but the chemistry between a rider and his horse is fundamental. But it seemed we weren't going to have a problem there."I dont think a little pep talk is going to do the trick here, you might as well declare defeat at once," Adam said behind my back as he took out his usual horse."Ohh please, this will be the day you will remember forever. I will win this because I'm tired of letting you win." I'm just that good, it's time he sees that."So now that is the story you are going for? You let me win... that's cute. But we both know who the undefeated champion is." Adam said as he pointed to himself with a big smile
Two days have passed since I won the race against Adam and I just received the shirt that I ordered the same day from a local studio that makes custom shirts. It was perfect and I couldn't wait to make Adam wear it, especially since Sasha won't let him forget how he lost. I was just about to enter the art class Julia signed us up for when I received a text from Adam. "I have another surprise for you." God please no, as much as I love flowers I can't deal with another batch of them. Especially when it just took three people to clean my apartment from the sunflowers that attracted a lot of bees."Should I be scared?" I text back as I see Julia coming my way."Ciao, Alex." She says as my phone buzzes in my hand."Maybe." He texts. I was not good at being left guessing. I didn't sleep all night after the race just imagining what his plans could have been if he had won. It made my victory taste bitter."Ciao, Julia. Ready for class?" God, I haven't led a conversation like that since colleg