Chapter 131 - The happiness oblivion has provided

"Because I already know all the answers to your questions, and I cant, I won't be the one to give them to you. That is simply a responsibility I do not want." He knows he is the only one I can ask, the only one without any reasons to hide things from me. Without him, I want to be able to draw out the truth everyone wants to protect me from.

"Leo, please. Tell me what you know, what are they hiding from me." At this point, if I need to beg I will.

"Autumn I already said I won't. But I will give you one piece of advice." He says with a pause. "Live this reality that you have now, forget about digging in the past. Dont sacrifice the happiness oblivion has provided you with."

That was not what I expected, but the heaviness of his words resigned with me for days. Every time I tell myself that I should let the past stay in the past the doubt makes me question myself all over again.

I sit next to the picture of my mother, the longing sensation sits on my chest as I try to imagine what did