>>Portia
Everything passed by me in a glance.
I gave everything up. Well, it's not like I had anything there to begin with, but I'm sure no one saw this coming.
No one would have thought that I'd run away because I never thought of doing it either. Werewolves don’t just run away but I’m doing it and by doing this, I am now on the path of becoming a rogue but it really didn’t matter to me at this point.
I wanted to experience some freedom.
I ran like crazy. No matter what, I did grow up with wolves, so even though I can't shift, I can run extremely fast.
In the dead of night, when the pack slept peacefully I made my escape.
I didn't have anything on me, just what I was wearing. I had no money either. I never got an allowance. I was only given the things I needed which were bought by the head maid.
I barely have any knowledge of the outside world and no idea how to get along with humans. I’ve never even met one because my life has always been concentrated around the pack.
But,
I have the will to live.
I want my freedom. I want to escape from the misery that staying here keeps giving me.
My mate doesn’t want me and the trauma of that has caused my wolf to go completely awol. I can barely feel her, it’s like she’s even more heartbroken than me but still, I don’t want to be anyone else’s. I don’t want to get married to some old geezer and then serve him for the rest of my life.
The dense forest started coming to an end and I saw the clearing and the lighter atmosphere approaching as I kept sprinting without paying any attention to the pain in my calves.
This is the bravest I have been in my whole life.
I saw the light come closer.
I’ve never dared to do anything outrageous before and lived my life quietly yet it only lead to something more dreadful. I sped up as the forest started coming to an end.
Leaving this space, this forest boundary, will make me a rogue but that didn’t stop me. I felt my heart pound like crazy in my chest. It was beating so hard I could feel it drum in my ears even though I was busy running.
I don’t know what it was, this feeling, but there was a sense of fear and excitement mixed in.
The trees started getting less dense and I started feeling a weird sensation take over me, like a sense of relief when I heard something.
Something was moving behind me.
I felt my world slow down even though I didn’t decrease the speed with which I was running. It was just my brain entering an alarmed state and processing faster. I looked in the direction of the rustling bushes and immediately knew something was coming toward me.
Fear alerted my mind even more and I knew I was in trouble but I was already running full speed ahead yet whatever was coming to hunt me was faster. Way faster than any werewolf I’ve known. I hadn’t felt the presence until a moment ago, so it can only mean that whatever it is, is insanely fast.
I gritted my teeth and looked ahead. I was almost out of the forest, I was almost there.
The trees were almost gone and I could now see the road passing by the forest line right ahead of me.
But right behind me, I heard the thumping of feet followed by a low growl
No!
I tried running faster but a person has their limits. In a desperate attempt to make it out of the pack’s vicinity, I extended my hand outward but before I could actually manage to escape, something jumped out of the dark forest from my left side.
I barely got to turn my head to look at it before I was violently tackled down.
We went rolling out of the forest and made it to the last strand of trees where I was pinned on the grass. Having just been attacked like that made me dizzy and it took me a moment before I got my senses back and the pain seeped in.
I heard a growl and then opened my eyes to see what was on top of me.
My eyes went wide at the discovery.
It was a Lycan and I had no idea Lycans were so huge.
“Egon,” I looked into his eyes while he stared back in confusion.
“What do you think you’re doing?” He looked at the road which was right next to us now, “You’re out of the pack’s area.”
“....” He had his paws pinned on my wrists and they hurt under his weight. In a distance, I heard a vehicle approach us, it was probably a late-night traveler. The car passed by us in a jiffy but I refused to answer him.
“Speak,” He growled.
I didn’t
We were out of the dense forest, so I could clearly see his features. His Lycan was dark as the night, his fur could perfectly blend in with any type of darkness.
“Portia,” He called my name, and the moment he did I felt my wolf again, “Speak,” He looked directly into my eyes making me nervous, “What are you doing here?”
I gritted my teeth.
This was infuriating.
I can’t believe I’m still so attracted to him. All he did was call my name! And my wolf is going crazy.
“Portia,” He moved his face closer and I felt his nose brush against mine. The action made my body jolt in glee but my mind wasn’t having it.
“You don’t want me,” I said as I choked back the tears that wanted to come out again with the emotions. I glared at him, “And you’re going to give me away to someone else.”
He paused, “I have my reasons,” He said, “I-”
“I hate you,” I didn’t mean those words, I only said them because I was hurt, “Why did you have to be my mate?!” I held my tears back and continued to glare at him.
He was stunned by my words, then he got angry, “So, you plan to run away?!” He growled at me, “You want to be a rogue?”
“Yeah!” I screamed at him, “It’s a thousand times better than staying here and destroying myself!!”
He growled at me making me shut up, “Listen to me,”
“No!” I yelled and then started screaming, “I hate you!! Let me go!!!” I screamed again, completely forgetting the fact that someone could hear me and I might just be creating more trouble for myself.
Egon removed his paw and pressed it on my mouth to shut me up, “Portia, listen-” But he didn’t get to speak as the deafening sound of a gunshot startled both of us. We both turned our heads to look at the road.
There was a human male, in his late forties, there with a rifle in his hands. He tried to make an observation but I guess it was a bit dark for a human to see completely and Egon and I weren’t completely in the open, just by the edge of the forest.
But this was a chance.
I flailed my free arm for help and the man noticed. He aimed toward Egon and fired. The impact of the bullet made him fall off of me and I wasted no time in standing up and running toward the man.
The man then fired three more times and the moment I crossed him to run toward the road he ran after me.
The bullet that was fired would have no critical damage to a Lycan but it can still buy us time.
I saw his car parked a little ahead on the road and we ran to it. He sat in the driver’s seat and I took my place right beside him on the passenger seat. We slammed the doors and he locked the car that was already on.
I looked behind us and saw Egon come onto the road.
I knew it. Normal bullets wouldn’t do much damage to a Lycan. I saw the streak of blood that was flowing down from his side but otherwise, he was fine.
“Holy hell.” The man slammed on the accelerator, “What in the seven hells is that!?” I could sense the fear in his voice
I looked straight ahead and sunk low in my seat in stress, then glanced at the rearview mirror that now showed a clear road behind us.
Egon had left and he didn’t follow us.
I gulped, took a breath of relief, and then answered.
“I have no idea.”
>>PortiaOh wowI looked around me.It’s just like in the movies.I was surrounded by tall buildings and so many people. There were humans everywhere. The place was full of them, running to wherever they needed to be and it was a bit overwhelming.The werewolf packs are a place where there are a concentrated number of people but the city just looks so full. And there’s so much noise everywhere. Pack areas are so much calmer.I gulped as I kept looking around feeling uneasy.I’m here, I managed to escape, but what now?Where do I go?The driver who saved me from Egon asked me how I ended up in that situation and I told him I was camping with some friends who managed to run away but I got caught by that monster.He bought it, he was pretty shaken up by the experience and asked where to drop me off. And even though there were a couple of towns in our path, I told him I was going to the city.When he asked which city, I told him to take me wherever he was going. I talked pretty suspicious
>>PortiaDerek took me to his office which was on the second floor of the club. The club had three levels. The basement level was only a little lower than the first floor, which had a bar and dance floors. There were bars on the basement level too, right under the shelters of the first floor, but there was a stage that extended from the end toward the people in the shape of a TAround the stage there was some area to stand and enjoy shows. It was all an open area that ended where the first floor started. A small flight of stairs leading to the upper part surrounded the basement floor in a circular form.Some platforms on the first floor, extended out above the basement floor such as the dance floor and some sitting areas.Right above the first floor was the second floor that surrounded the area above the first floor but had no extensions outward. It was a closed-off area with rooms, one of them being the office.I glanced at Derek and felt giddy and weird all over as he walked to the
>>Portia (Parisa)My heart dropped when I shook his hand. It was only then when my hand was in his, I noticed something of critical importance.I didn’t notice it before but he had a ring on his ring finger, “You-” My heart began to tremble, “You’re married?” I looked up at him in horror and he got a little confused.“What’s with that expression?” He chuckled, “It’s not weird to be married at my age. I’m not that young,” It shattered my heart and I slipped my hand away from his in distress.“I see…” I held my hand in the other one and looked away.“So,” Derek wasn’t bothered or anything, “I never asked for your name.” Of course, he wouldn’t be bothered, he’s a human.“Oh!” I looked in his direction but didn’t meet his eyes, “Ah, it’s Po-” I stopped for a moment remembering my name. It was a name I hated, “Parisa.” I changed it on a whim. I was never able to like my name or its meaning because I knew full well it was given to me just to insult me.“Oh!” Derek smiled, “We’ve got ourselv
>>Portia (Parisa)Derek took me to a small clinic to get my wounds treated, then on our way back we picked up some food for me and I felt so thankful to him. I didn’t think I would meet someone willing to help me out this much.I looked at the takeaway in my lap while we were driving back. It was a big bag, I don’t even eat that much but considering how hungry I am, this time might just be different.…I softly tapped my finger on the paper wrapping and sighed internally.But all this is because of the mate bond. A boss would never do this for an employee otherwise and one who hasn’t even started at that. And I feel like the worst part is that he probably doesn’t even realize this because he’s a human“So,” I glanced at him while he drove, “How old are you?” I asked softly“Me?” A smirk appeared on his face when I asked the question, “Curious?” I nodded my head, “Yes,” My tone was very soft.“Any specific reason for the question?” He kept his eyes on the road.“Um,” I can’t really te
>>Portia (Parisa)Jena didn’t only train me, she also began to groom me, and honestly, I didn’t notice the change till the day I was scheduled to perform and got a whole makeover.Is that me?I stared at my reflection in the full-length mirror after I was done getting ready with wide eyes.WOW,My heart began to pound in my chest, not only because of how I looked or how I was dressed because today was the day I was going to go on stage.I gulped.I can’t believe I look this good though. Where did the dirty small maid go? Who is this pretty charmer?I looked at my body and felt a little shy. I had no idea my dirty red hair could be toned down with the right products and could look so amazing. I can’t believe how good they look in contrast to my grey-colored eyes.I looked down at my body and a blush crept across my cheeks. Jena specifically chose this lingerie for me. It was red in shade to compliment my hair and now I’m standing here, unable to recognize the person in the mirror.“Don
>>Portia (Parisa)Since the place is reserved for people having meetings today. The basement was empty. I was performing for the people who sat behind the screens on the second floor in the rooms and a few of the people sitting in the bar. I was up first and the other girls were to follow up after me. I was first for the sole reason that my performance was going to be short since I was new and then I’d go back while the girls will keep performing.Seeing the empty space made me feel less nervous but it was a different feeling knowing that people were staring at me from behind the screen. It was sort of thrilling, the unseen that can see you but mostly it was nervewracking.I step out onto the stage as the music began to blast, my heart racing with excitement and nerves. I've been practicing for days, pouring every ounce of energy into perfecting my moves the best I could. And as I approach the pole, I can feel someone watching me. I don't know who it is, but I can see their eyes on me
>>Portia“How did you find me?” I glared at him and stood up to face him.“Doesn’t matter how,” Egon folded his arms, “But what matters is what you’re doing?” He looked down at me with an angry smirk, “No wolf would stoop so low.” His voice was so low, I could feel the malice coming out of it, “As to work in a place like this.” He looked at my body and I saw his eyes flash golden.“Well, good news,” I stood my ground even after his insult, “I’m not a wolf. I’m a human.”“Half,” He replied, “And you grew up with wolves,” He was clenching his jaw pretty tightly and I could see the veins pop on his neck.“No, I’m a human,” I folded my arms, “And that’s all I’ll ever be.” I kept my glare on, “And I grew up with a bunch of bullies.’ His eye twitched at my remark“Even humans have pride, and you gave it up and came to work in this place.”“I like it here.” I gulped, “And you’re the one to talk, you’re here too.” I smirked, “Didn’t you enjoy my show?” I just said what came to my mouth, I don
>>Portia (Parisa)I stood there with my lips pursed, fists clenched, and a frown on my face when I heard the sound of heels clacking. The clicking sound made me snap back to reality and I looked around to see someone come in through the other door.Jena came over to me with her gaze fixed on my face while my eyes went a little wide when I noticed her. I wasn’t expecting her and honestly, I didn’t want to face her either. But she came and stood in front of me, then looked at me from head to toe.“What?” I asked nervously.“Your lipstick’s smudged.” She answered in a normal voice but there was something different in her gaze. Something odd,!!!The realization startled me, and I immediately started cleaning my mouth in a panic.I just had a makeout session, a pretty rough one at that, so, I must look strange!I ran to the mirror and noticed how obvious it looked that I kissed someone. The smudge extended a lot of the right side of my lips and it looked quite prominent on my pale skin.A
>>Jena“It was a wonderful event.” Ulrich and I sat on the rooftop open bar after attending Jenny's wedding.“It was nice,” Ulrich replied, “I like the pastel blues in Portia’s theme.”“I know!” I got excited, “And it went wonderfully with Jenny’s theme of pastel yellow.”“Looks like they both put in a lot of effort and time for time.”I let out a satisfied sigh, “Yea,” I smiled and leaned into Ulrich, they sure did, “I’m glad it all went well.” The cool breeze caressed my skin as I took a sip from my drink and let it relax me.As I gazed out at the city skyline,
>>JennyI can’t believe the time is here. I know I was waiting for this day. I wanted to marry Koen so badly so that he would mark me. But I’m still reluctant about moving to The Silver City. It hasn’t even been a year since I started working as an officer. I don’t want to leave my job.Portia is leaving with Egon directly after the wedding ends, she’s more than happy to go with Egon now. I saw the mark on the back of her neck this morning and I found myself anticipating the one I’ll be getting.I was sitting in the bridal room, all dolled up when my mate came to disrupt the thoughts that were torturing me.“What are you worried about?” Koen came and sat down nex
(Further two years later)>>Portia“Hey hurry up!” Jenny whined, “We’re already late!” Jenny graduated from the police academy and now is bossier than ever even though she still hasn’t passed her National Detective and Investigative Test (NDIT) She’s working as an officer now while I just finished my final exam two weeks ago.“Just a minute.” I told her, “We’re leaving for good, I have to make sure we’re not leaving anything behind.” I got an Education degree from a university near Jenny’s and we shared a dorm for four years.I looked around the place that was now empty and I tightly clutched the hand bag in my hands, &ld
>>Jenny“Alright then,” We waited till another music piece started, “It’s really not hard. Since you’re smart. You’ll do great.”I nodded and as another piece started we swayed to the rhythm of the music, our bodies moving in sync. It was really easy to follow Koen’s lead, especially because he was going slow for me so that I could catch up.In the midst of the dance, I couldn't resist the urge to tease him, probably because I was on an edge and needed to divert my attention from the problem tugging at my brain. I was being bolder than usual. Leaning in closer, I whispered into his ear, my voice laced with a playful edge. "You know," I murmured, my breath tickling his skin, "I heard that kissing burns calories, wanna test that theory?"
>>JennyThe grand hall was adorned with opulent decorations, Jena, dressed in regal attire, stepped forward with confidence. She was wearing a breathtaking gown, a creation of exquisite silk and delicate lace. The fabric cascaded around her, flowing like a waterfall of opulenceThe officiant, the highest-ranking werewolf elder, stepped forward and began the ceremony, reciting ancient rituals and blessings. He spoke of the qualities that define a true leader: strength, wisdom, compassion, and the ability to unite the werewolf clans under a common purpose and blah blah blah. I couldn’t concentrate much on it really.One by one, the leaders of the packs stepped forward, offering their allegiance and loyalty to Jena. They pledged to support and follow her, recognizing her as the rightful
(Two years later)>>PortiaDuring the summer vacation holidays after our second year, Jena and Ulrich held their marriage ceremony and Jena’s coronation as Queen. Jenny and I made our way to the Silver City. Considering Jenny doesn’t have a full mark and hasn’t gone through her shifting she has to be accompanied by a wolf to pass the barriers of the Silver City even though she has special permission from the king himself to enter the lycan city.The forest was dense and we had to travel a lot on foot to reach the entrance of the city. It was exhausting but when we reached and saw the two people waiting for us there outside the entrance, our fatigue flew away. It was like a happy moment, where the chemicals in our brains shifted, causing us to forget about our tiredness.
>>JenaWe both waited for them to make a decision, we stood quietly while they glared back at us. It was quite unnerving to just stand there in the awkward and deadly silent while two God knows how old lycans stared at me.Then the previous Queen let out a sigh“Bianca dear,” Mother in law turned to her, “I’m sorry we called you here.” She shook her head, “You can go back. I apologize for inconveniencing you.”!!!Does she mean what I think she means by that?!?!Bianca was baffled at the apology, “Are you taking the human’s side?” She looked at the couple in di
>>UlrichShe nodded, “Yes,” Her answer held no doubt, “You need a Queen. And it has to be someone educated. You need a noble lycan to help you with your work as king.”….“NO!” I answered back in disbelief, “Not happening.” I removed her hands from my face and stepped back, “Absolutely not!”I had a bad feeling on my way here too but I wasn’t expecting them to say something so stupid.Marry someone else? Make someone else my Queen? Does that make any sense??!The depth of my love for Jena was unyielding. Every fibe
>>JenaBianca Beez!?Why is she here? I keep hearing her name but the only solace I had was that I didn’t have to see her myself or see her near Ulrich. So why is she here, in the palace, out of the blue?“Oh?” I raised my brow at her, “I’ve never heard of you.” I gave her a confident smile.“Oh?” She looked a little offended at that, but it seemed my words didn’t bother her much, “Well, men tend to hide their lovers.”Her words pissed me off. Lovers? Is she trying to imply that she and Ulrich were lovers?“Oh, no,” I shook my he