"Look Deandra, don't think about him too much. Just avoid him." I called Yasmine and told her basicly everything. Arghh I don't get it!Yesterday was so weird and my mood went down after that. Today we're filming in the amusement park. The scene today is that Sky or Jason asked me to have a date but since he's an actor so he asked the owner to closed the place just for him. He has a surprise for her later."So are you ready?" Stuart asked and I nodded. I looked at the mirror and I'm wearing a thin long sleeve t-shirt and a high waisted skinny jeans. I look nice.I walked to Sky and get ready to roll. We're still not in a talking term and my phone is just done. I even have to borrow my manager's phone."Okay let's roll people, ready?" This scene contains so many PDA which is hard for me because we're not in a good terms. I mean we never get in a good terms but argh I don't know.I quickly slide my hand to his hand and I feel him tense. He didn't look at me and I guess he knows it's me.
"Sky." I pushed him away slowly and looked at him"Don't give me that eyes." He said"Stop doing this." I told him and looked away"Do what?" He asked innocently"Kissing stupid." I said and get up from the bench"Why? You like it?" He laughed. He laughed? He can laugh in this situation? I rolled my eyes and turned to him"Do you think this is a joke?" I scowled"Why? Is your heart beating fast?" He asked and it's like he's reading my mind"I'm not reading your mind." He said and I looked at him"It's so obvious, Deandra." He laughed and looked at me full of love? Love? Did I just say that?"No." I lied obviously"What a big lie you got there?" He chuckled"You're so bipolar." I said and turned away and started to walk but suddenly"Don't be James' girlfriend please, don't." He said and I turned to him"Why? This is my life not yours Sky. Who are you telling me that?" I put my hands on my waist"Trust me, you'll regret it in the future." He said and looked at me seriously. There's som
"I'm so full." I patted my belly, guess what? We ate 8 portion of beef. I face palm myself for eating that much. I walked to the cashier but Sky gave his card first before me."Sky.""Deandra.""Sky.""Deandra.""Okay this is childish." I rolled my eyes"Thankyou." The aunt said and we bowed and walked out"Uwaaaaa." We walked back to the amusment park and walked around. Just stroll. It's really empty"You like roller coaster." Sky suddenly said and I stop walking. I looked at him."Why do you know about me so much? Coaster? Garlic? Lily? It's something personal and I'm not an extrovert person so only people that are close to me that will know." I looked at him and he smiled"Is it important if I know so many things about you?" He asked"Of course, I can't remember the past and I never met you before." We continued walking"You afraid of thunder, you hate when someone disturb you when you're reading or having time for yourself, you love lily, you love amusement park and your favorite
"Touch up, make up." My manager said and the make up artist started to touch up my face. I looked around and didn't see Sky everywhere. I put my things in my bag and get ready to shoot again.I walked around and saw Sky talking to Stuart. I walked to them and Sky looked at me and then back to Stuart."Okay." Sky said and then he pulled my hand to the spot for us to shoot."So how's the talk?" Sky asked"It's good." I looked away and notice that his voice and expression is so obvious with jealousy"What is he doing here anyway? Doesn’t he has someone else to talk?" Sky said with an annoy tone"What's wrong with your voice and act?" I turned to him and he seems to notice it"Nothing, it's hot out here." He looked around and I chuckled"Hot? It's freaking cold you dumb." I rolled my eyes and I put my hands to my pocket. Suddenly Sky pulled my hand and give me a hot pack. I looked at him"No it's yours." I give it back"I'm hot now, that's why I gave it to you. If not I wouldn't give it t
"Okay get ready everyone." We shoot in a car now, they will film us from the outside. I got inside the car not wanting to be in one car with Sky in this situation.What's with him? Bipolar much?Sky entered the car and get the car start"3..2.. Action.""I'm nervous." I told Jason"Why?" He hold my hand"It's your family, how am I not nervous? What if they don't like me?" I hold his hand"They will, just chill okay?" He chuckled"I need a bubble tea." I looked around"We'll get in on the way.""Cut."He quickly pulled away his hands from me. Stuart still talking with the other staff."Why are you being like this?" I asked him and looked straight. He doesn't answer me"Sky." I turned to him"Don't talk to me." He said coldly and get out from the car and I sighed."Sky." I walked to him"...""Sky." I hold him arms and he shoved me away"What's wrong with you?" I asked"Stop bugging me." He glared at me"Okay next scenes, you both can rest for awhile." Stuart said and I nodded. I quickl
"Seth." I called my brother as soon as we're done shooting."Oh what?""Let's talk." I said with a serious tone"What's with you? Did something happen?" He asked"Come home now." I said to him"Okay."I walked to the living room and it's empty. My parents went abroad. I sighed and trying to remember everything but no. Nothing, I got nothing. I can't remember anything."Hey what's wrong?" He said as he sit beside me and I looked at him."Tell me about my past please." I pleaded to him"Deandra we already talk about this.""Sky, Sky was my ex?" I asked and he starled"H-how did you know?" He asked"Tell me about him, you're my twins so you must know.""Why suddenly you asked this?" He sighed"Can you just tell me?" I looked at him seriously"I don't know what happen to you before the accident happen, but a car crash you and you hurt so badly. As your twin, we have this twin bond and I sense something bad happen and it's you. You got into an accident. You hurt you head so badly and you n
"Cut." Stuart said and it's a wrap. Our drama is done."Thankyou." I bowed to all the staff and after this we have an interview about our drama.Me and Sky never talked again. We both are in our own world. We work and work only, we only talk when camera roll and still our chemistry is good."Okay now let's go." I entered Sky's van and sat beside him. I don't want to talk again. Yesterday there's a article about Rick saying that I'm his ideal type and he really really like me. He still fighting for me but of course I can't as for James, we already end this for a long long time because his first love came back again and he was trying to move on to me but still hard.Me and Sky need time.I'm hurt and he's hurt so we need time to just get thing sorted and then we can talk. Yasmine always try to cheer me up but in the end I always get sad again.Will we work out?"Sky." I walked to him and he still focusing on the interview paper"Sky." I called him again and he looked at me"Can we talk
"Yasmine." I called my bestfriend. We're currently in her house doing nothing. Basicly just laying around and eat and watch movies because I'm not in a good mood today."You know what stop acting like this." She blurted"What?""Stop acting like you're heart is broken!" She bursted"I'm not.""You are.""Yasmine, I can't remember anything about him, I don't remember anything. I'm useless." I sighed"Why don't you meet Sarah and ask her.""No!""Why? You can ask everything from her.""I want to remember it by myself.""Listen Deandra, can you just let it go and just go through the present now? Fight for him, get him back. I bet he has his own reason because of it and he's hurt knowing you were going to leave him 6 years ago.""Fight for him?""You like him right?""Yeah I like him it doesn't mean I have to apologize first, I don't know anything while he remembers everything." I sighed and she patted my back"Everything will be back to place, I promise and I hope you will find your memo