"Do you want her?" he asked me when we reach his bedroom. "Yes." "She's very shy, I was her first. This would be her first threesome. Can you stay still for her?"I moaned my approval when he kissed me deeply then chuckled. He ushered me to the shower wall and told me to rinse from the pool water before joining them. I could hear voices when I was back in the bedroom, Fabrizio was stripping Peyton from her white lace underwear. I could see she was soaking from her wetness already. "Ethan, come here..." he called me to them. I was naked underneath the fluffy towel and once again Peyton was liking the view making Fabrizio smirk at me. "Peyton, do you still want him?" "Yes,""Yes, what?""Yes, Sir,""Good girl, now kiss him. Kiss him the way you really wanted to, no need to be shy." Then she was to my front, biting her pink plump lips. I was waiting to be pulled down for a kiss but I didn't expect her to pull my towel then kneel a
"Go. I'm so fucked up you won't probably want me in a couple of months." Hugh said looking upset at me. What is he talking about? "No, I'm the one that's..." "Just go, I get it." He left my room, and I cursed hating how it was getting so complicated.I was about to leave when I decided to check on him real quick. "Hugh," I entered his room and he was hunching over his desk. It looked like he was studying but then I looked closer. He was quick to cover his arm, but the fine little knife was still in his other hand."What are you doing?" I asked worriedly. "You should knock, I thought you're going back to your work." His words were cold and cynical. He looked at me without a care in the world. But I could still see the blood droplets seeping through his sleeves. "Why are you doing this?" "Why do you care? just go Ethan. I'll be okay." He resisted when I try to take his hand. But he finally let me see it when I tugged his h
I cursed on the inside as I look at the time. I should be heading out to his place. But after Hugh, I didn't even know how I was going to explain everything to him. Give all his money back.I'll get another job."Hey, I was about...""Why aren't you at mine?"Hank leaves me for my privacy and I was stumped on what to say to him. "I can't leave Hugh. I love him.""I see.""I'm giving back your money, I'll talk to Kamaria.""Don't, it's not about the money. You should know about that already." Fabrizio replied in frustration, he sounds really upset. "I thought you wanted this?""I did, but...""Is it Peyton? I can send her away, give her promotion to my other office across the globe.""Fabio, it's Hugh. I love him." "I know! you said it many times already, so what? fuck! you get me addicted to you, now you're just going cut me off." I was about to say that I'm sorry, but he ended the call seconds before. "Was t
There's a rooftop in my apartment, I would go there to look at the stars and lately to have a quick smoke. That night I slipped away from his bed and took my pack of cigarettes and a cup of hot coffee outside. I was suffocating and needed my space, I took up smoking after quitting my weed smoking. Hugh didn't like it but he knows I've been going to the rooftop to unwind. "Hey,"His deep voice startled me. "Fabio," "It's cold and you're not wearing a jacket."He was to my side and sitting next to me, he took off his jacket and draped it on my shoulder. His expensive cologne faintly reaches my senses and I snuggled in closer to his warm body. "I'm so tired,""Ssh...you're still young, baby...you'll be just fine."Fabrizio took my cigarette and put it out for me, then he pulled me closer and kissed the top of my hair while rubbing my arm slowly. I break down in his arms while he holds me in his embrace. I was such an emotional wreck th
Hugh POVI was really upset with Ethan that I left him in the shower with a fucking hard-on. I love him, and with my luck, he wants someone else. I never did expect much from our relationship, he probably has better lovers than me, so that was why his confession about him still wanting his sugar daddy infuriates me.The next morning I waited until he went to campus before I knocked on his rich daddy door. I was planning on telling him to leave us alone. But I realized from the start that it was a lost cause already. "Well, hi there...""Hi, I'm...""Ethan's boyfriend, I know," the handsome older man replied calmly. I hated that he looked so fucking perfect, he must be in his late forties. He has one of that dark charm sexually alluring-looking men. "Right I'm Hugh, and you're his former Sugar Daddy," I said sneering looking at his perfect body wrapped in his khakis shorts and white crisps shirt casually worn untucked and his sleeves rolled to his arms.
I went to campus earlier than I needed to, I didn't have a class that morning but I just have to get out of the apartment. I hated myself for actually loving Hugh and admitting that I wanted my sugar daddy at the same time. The diner across campus was where I decided to spend my morning. I finished off on my assignment and have my first coffee of the day. Breakfast was the last thing on my mind as I get a second cup for a takeaway and lit my cigarette while resting my back to my car. "Ethan?" "Hey, Wyatt," "Dude, you don't look so hot. Don't study too hard man." He said as he passed by while draping his arm on his woman just like the true player that he was. Not wanting to say much, I just smiled back at him cause I wanted to be alone at that time. And thankfully his girl was whining about wanting to have her mocha soy latte right at that instant making him sigh and give in to her demand. The couple left me to light another cigarette before I decid
"Have you had your dinner yet?" the older man asked, then Hugh answered for me. I didn't get why I was so upset, I've had a threesome for years with Andrew and Claire. Maybe because I know those kinds of things would fail, and in some sick ways I was wishing that maybe I would have better luck this time."Why don't you boys eat, then we will talk." He kissed me while Hugh set another plate for him. I didn't know what to expect, but I was not ready when Fabrizio told us that he wanted both of us to stay at his. "...wow, you can really cook." Fabrizio interrupted his own words and praises Hugh's cooking, while he just looked at me then nodded at the handsome man then swiftly back to talking. "...you can keep your apartment, but let's just try this." I looked at Hugh while chewing my dinner, he was tense since the first moment that Fabrizio mentioned us to move. "I think it's too soon.""Look, Hugh, I always get what I want, correct?" the
Hugh's POVIt was four days after our first time together, Fabrizio had gone out of the country the very next day for his meeting abroad, while Ethan decided to move his things to the billionaires' mansion on that same day because he didn't have full-day class and I was stuck in our apartment alone since then.Since then also the thoughts were emerging in my head, what am I doing with them? I was a straight man with a beautiful girlfriend and purpose in life which was to finish school and get a good job and make a name for myself and dammed my dad to hell for always telling me what a failure I was.But at that time I was starting to feel like I was failing. Ethan has been calling me to go there, but I have been saying that I was busy. I have my clothes and my books packed already, but my dad's image kept on coming back to me until I didn't realize that I fall asleep watching my favorite channel and dreamt of him.I woke up drench in sweat when I heard the
Two Years Later"I think I've changed my mind about him. He's not that bad. Tara loves him, he's actually good with her better than that gold-digging bitch, Phoebe. And I've never seen our son so happy..."I couldn't believe what I'm hearing when I unintentionally passed through the family lounge when I was about to inform Jasper's mom that lunch is served. Jasper, Tara, and I were at his mom's for our weekly Sunday brunch at his family home. It was the only time we spend time at his mom nowadays, though she would go to our house and play with Tara or pick her up from preschool then spend the whole afternoon with her.Last year I had finally adopted her, we have been a real family with her legally as my daughter and she calls me daddy Ben. I have been involved in her preschool activities, and be the perfect house husband for Jasper during the day and his collared lover at night. We have progressed to handcuffs, ankle restraints, and blindfolds. Sex had nev
Jasper's POVLast night I admit that I had planned everything for Benji, down to the black leather collar. I need to take his mind from the event, and by putting him on my collar he knows that he'd be the only one on my mind that night. Obviously, it worked, and I was half-hard for my husband as I introduced him to my associates. It went bad the moment Phoebe joined us at our table with Dexter. Though I know Dexter won't cause any more trouble since I sit him down and explained his future in the firm should he keeps on harassing my Ben. The man tried to deny it, but he eventually relent. Phoebe on the other hand blabbered about how she wanted to get close to Tara, but she will be my problem for another day. I know she'll back away once I offer her more alimony. Anything for my Ben.Now, it's the morning after and it's time for me to lay it all for him. I need to let him know that he'll always be on my mind."I know I've been b
Another office party, I definitely didn't want to go but I am his now and I can't hideout forever. This would be the third office gathering that I rejected after months of being married to Jasper. At some stage, I need to face his colleagues and let them know he has a husband now. Yup, not awkward at all.Married life. Adjustments. Sacrifices.The mantra slowly lose its effect on me as I popped another pill looking at my reflection in the mirror. I look good, Jasper had sent me to his tailor to get a tux fitted for me. Not that I don't have enough of them from my whoring days, but this was a very fine tuxedo and I do look extra good in it. And I felt even better when I saw Jasper looking at me with a gleam in his eyes. "You look like the perfect trophy husband." He was to my front, put his hand on my hip and his other hand to my neck, keeping me still as he lay a sweet kiss on my lips. I leaned in closer as his hand move from my waist to my back, holding
There was something about his mom, the way she looked at me and how sometimes she treated me nicely while some other times she would just blatantly ignore me.We have been staying at his parents' for two weeks, two whole goddamn weeks...I was trying to be patient, trying to understand that Jasper needed this, that he needed time with his mom. I tried to get away from the house whenever I can, but I could not leave Tara for long. I love her as she was my own and whenever Allie would text me and told me that she was asking for me I'd hurriedly come to his parents'. Jasper and I were doing great, well, he as far as he knows we were great, splendid, I was loving married life. I've been talking about my situation with my psychiatrist, she did advise me to talk it out with Jasper tell him that I'm not comfortable with his mom. But instead of doing that, I started popping my perception pills. His mom had told me to call her mom while we were having family dinne
Jasper's POVThe moment we got back to the city, life catches us effortlessly, and Ben seems to be enjoying the married life. He was great with Tara, we woke up naked every day and have lazy sex in the morning before we took a shower, slipped on our wedding rings, and get dressed for the day. "Daddy Ben, I want daddy Ben!" Tara crossed her arms to her chest, her sweet cheeky pout promised us a morning of tantrums if she didn't get her way, and this morning it looks like she wanted Ben to feed her veggies. She didn't normally hate veggies, but she despises broccoli one day telling us that she didn't like eating little trees. "Hey, you know you're a big girl now right?" she nodded excitedly when Ben lower himself down by her baby chair to get to her height. Her birthday is in two months, she's turning two and Ben had been remanding her that fact every time her tantrum was about to erupt. Then her pout was magically gone and Ben sits next to her while Allie
Jasper booked us a wedding by the beach, it was beautiful. The sea breeze was perfect, we were wearing matching casual khaki suits, Tara wears her white flowy dress that matches the color of our shirts, she was holding a small bouquet wrapped in beige color arrangements. Jasper's little nugget walked down the aisle holding my hand, looking giddy as we approach Jasper who was waiting for us at the end of the aisle.The seats were empty aside from Allie who was busy taking our pictures, and she laughed when Tara waves her hand frantically at her sister. The kid couldn't contain her excitement when she finally ran to her daddy and he lifts and twirl her, making her let out a loud giggle. I was filled with butterflies the second I was to his side. We both smile at the minister, he smiled and put our hands together since obviously I was too nervous to realize the situation and Jasper was too distracted by Tara and then couldn't stop looking at me which then only making
I still couldn't believe that I'm going to get hitched, I should be happy. Right? Then how come I feel like something big was going to happen? It was not until two days later that he's finally done shuffling his schedule with his PA. We were finally eloping, flight was scheduled, vacation villa had been reserved, clothes had been packed. Tara was excited and Allie was smiling so bright since it was going to be her first trip on a plane. But there was one last hurdle, he was going to tell his mom. "Look, this is just to let her know I'm not asking her permission. My mom is going to know that we'll be gone for two weeks, she will be asking for Tara." I was not convinced, I hated that his family has a strong pull on him. Maybe because mine is conveniently absent from me, sure it's because I ran away from home after dad beat me up when he caught me in bed with my first boyfriend and my mom just watches in horror as I was forced to kneel and she lets dad bea
Jasper POV "Ben, this is..." I backed away from his kiss, trying to get his attention, wanting him to talk about what had happened earlier."You're beautiful as fuck, but I love you more than that. I love your lovely soul, and it hurts to realize that you're trying to deflect our issue with sex." My hands rubbed his waists gently, telling him in silence that I'm there for him."But I don't want to talk about it," he was upset, immediately got up from my lap, and went to reach the liquor cabinet. I know that he was taking his antidepressant, and combining the drug with more alcohol after an evening of champagne was worrying me. "Ben, look at me," I grabbed him and he lets me pull him away from the liquor cabinet."I want to dance." He said out of the blue, taking my hand, leading me straight to our bedroom. I know I wouldn't get through to him and talking was a definite fail. So I went with him and waited until he connects his phone to t
I woke up bright and early the next day only to find that Jasper had moved to the bed. He was still wearing his work clothes, without the suit jacket and tie. His shoes and socks were scattered on the floor. My first thought was to wake him up but he was out like a rock, snoring softly and spreading himself across the bed. Reluctantly, the thoughts came flooding back to my mind, and knowing that Tara might be looking for her dad I decided to get up and get ready for the day.Getting dressed and going to the kitchen was done easily, then seeing Tara's hand grasping in the air calling out for my attention made me chuckle and picked her up from her baby chair. "Ben! Breakfast!" her sweet little voice warms my insides, the little toddler wanted me to feed her. Her new sitter greeted me, Allie gave me some space after giving me Tara's porridge bowl and move to prepare breakfast for Jasper and me. "Allie, just for Jasper, I'll have a cup of coffee." She nodded