Jasper POV
I was dressed and ready for the office when Benji stretched his naked body. I can look at him all day and be content with my life, but sadly I need to leave him and Tara for my first day back at work."Hey, sleepyhead, wake up..." I offered him my cup of coffee as he sits up and exposed his morning wood and smirked at me. I laughed and shook my head but claim his lips the second he was done with his first sip of morning coffee."Go, get decent, I'll get Tara and Jameson will set our breakfast I need to go to the office in an hour,"He groaned but get up and palm his erection while grumbling all the way to the bathroom. I sauntered across the hall and found Tara in Peggy's arm."Your mom requested to see her this morning, and I thought Tara can have breakfast with your mother if that's okay with you?"Only Peggy refer my mother as my mom, she would talk casually with me when no one was around. We had been doing this sinIt was Friday morning, as always, right after our breakfast he would go to the office. Tara and I had spent the last couple of days at his childhood home with Peggy. I've gotten to know her better, she helped me maneuver around his mom. Until yesterday, I haven't talked to his mom more than polite greetings when I handed Tara to her care, obviously, Peggy was there at all times she personally assured me that she would. Jasper trusts her and so do I."Are you sure you're okay? You look like you have something on your mind." Jasper asked when we were having our breakfast and Tara was busy with her cream soup and bite-size toasts.The man knows me too fucking well. I was worried, yesterday, I had a worrying talk with his mom, and I was not sure about telling him. So, I didn't. For now."I'm okay, I'm glad today is Friday, tomorrow, we will have you for the weekend,""Err... about that," he paused drinking his coffee, took my hand in his, and I know
Jasper's POVI went to see mom moments after we arrived back at my parents. Benji went straight looking for Tara when I told him to pack what we need and Peggy will take care of the rest. "Benjamin told me about the cheque." I confronted mom when I find her reading in the lounge. "Jasper, honey, surely you don't know about this, about his occupation?" She closed the book and put it aside, walk to the bar, and pour two glasses of her favorite apple brandy. She loves them too much when I was growing up, along with her fruity vodkas. "He was an escort, now a PA in the same agency,""So, you can imagine how people would think if they found out." She cut my words giving me my glass as if we were talking about something annoying, rather than the profession of the man that I love."No mom, I love him. I don't care what people think. This is all you, if you can't respect my boyfriend, we're leaving right now." I gulped down the drink
I thought we were leaving his parents, I didn't expect his mom to have the ability to stir his decision. But I couldn't say no to him. He was right, we've only been together for a couple of weeks and he needed stability for Tara. Aside from him loving me, his family and Tara all are permanent fixtures of himself. While I was the new addition, hell, I don't even know if we would last. I guess, rationally he's right. Anything can happen, I don't necessarily have to like it but it's a reasonable decision. My chest hurts the moment I wake up in the morning knowing I was starting the day and going to work from his parents. We started the day with our breakfast, afterward, I kissed Tara and Jasper goodbye, then parted for our office day, separately. I took his car since mine was still at his apartment and Jasper went with his family driver. When I reached the office all the familiar feelings came back to me. It was a nice and cozy feeling, but somehow that da
"Come back with me." He said, his hand rubbing my naked side, his face was still serene from the after bliss. "I will, just not today and we still need to talk.""Why?""Jasper, just because I dicked you doesn't mean I'm ready to go back to your parents." He groaned and rest on his back, resting his head on his tucked arm, his biceps contracted from annoyance, while he carelessly showed me his naked glory, all muscled manly-man with sexy body hair I longed to caress."I'm sorry about what I said, it's just that I've been juggling work, and Tara, and you. I need you to be okay, all of my problems are...""Tara is not your problem, she's your baby girl and I'm your lover, I love you, I support you. You know that don't you?" I move to face him rest on my elbow and put my hand on his well-defined chest."I do and I'm sorry, when are you coming back to me?" "I'll visit Tara today, drop off my cookies for her." I can't promi
Jasper's POVI stayed with him, he told me to go back but I refused. I called Peggy, told her to watch Tara for me when I decided to spend the night at Benji's. He curled in my arms, he looked fragile though earlier he insisted on his deviant ways with me. My beautiful lover wanted me to hurt him, still, my mind wandered what made him do so while I did it, wanting to do anything he asks.My thoughts won't let me be, I spent half of the night watching him, rubbing his naked back, kissing his forehead until I let myself drift to slumber, holding him in my arms. I told myself that I'd never let him sleep alone. That I'll be by his side, and he'll be in my arms every damn night after tonight. My mind was planning, I will make him see and drag him back to my side if I have to. He's mine and I will make sure he knows it.Morning came and he stirred in my arms, let out the sweetest little oomph that makes me wake up alerting myself that I was at his pla
I was happy, relieved the second we get out of his parents and move into the new house two days later. Peggy joined us as she introduces us to her cousin Allie who Jasper had hired to be Tara's nanny. The movers had done everything for us, I was amazed by the house, seeing it fully furnished. Tara looked happy, Peggy and Allie were to her sides as they all quickly roamed the backyard giggling and running around."This is beautiful." I rest back to Jasper when we wrapped his arms around my waist. We were in the kitchen looking out the backyard, watching Tara getting friendly with her new nanny. "I'm glad you like it, Allie had agreed to live in-house and take two days off weekly. She won't just be taking care of Tara, Allie will help with the house chores." He turned me to face him, cupping my face giving me his slow sensual kisses. The kind of kisses that wrecked my insides. I know he was spending his money wanting to make me happy an
I woke up bright and early the next day only to find that Jasper had moved to the bed. He was still wearing his work clothes, without the suit jacket and tie. His shoes and socks were scattered on the floor. My first thought was to wake him up but he was out like a rock, snoring softly and spreading himself across the bed. Reluctantly, the thoughts came flooding back to my mind, and knowing that Tara might be looking for her dad I decided to get up and get ready for the day.Getting dressed and going to the kitchen was done easily, then seeing Tara's hand grasping in the air calling out for my attention made me chuckle and picked her up from her baby chair. "Ben! Breakfast!" her sweet little voice warms my insides, the little toddler wanted me to feed her. Her new sitter greeted me, Allie gave me some space after giving me Tara's porridge bowl and move to prepare breakfast for Jasper and me. "Allie, just for Jasper, I'll have a cup of coffee." She nodded
Jasper POV "Ben, this is..." I backed away from his kiss, trying to get his attention, wanting him to talk about what had happened earlier."You're beautiful as fuck, but I love you more than that. I love your lovely soul, and it hurts to realize that you're trying to deflect our issue with sex." My hands rubbed his waists gently, telling him in silence that I'm there for him."But I don't want to talk about it," he was upset, immediately got up from my lap, and went to reach the liquor cabinet. I know that he was taking his antidepressant, and combining the drug with more alcohol after an evening of champagne was worrying me. "Ben, look at me," I grabbed him and he lets me pull him away from the liquor cabinet."I want to dance." He said out of the blue, taking my hand, leading me straight to our bedroom. I know I wouldn't get through to him and talking was a definite fail. So I went with him and waited until he connects his phone to t