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The Forbidden Lust - 20. Jasper
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2023-01-21 15:04:17It was a cold morning and the sheets smells nice, reminding me that I was at Jasper's. I smile and reach out only to feel the empty bed beside me.
Pouting is not a good way to start the day, but I did it anyway when I realize that he wasn't in bed with me. I decide to make some coffee trying to peel my eyes open and start the day while hoping to find him in the kitchen. And I sighed when he wasn't, but quickly remembered Jasper telling me about his home gym, and my eyes venture to the closed door.I sipped my coffee, letting him do his morning thing while I was scrolling my phone and checking on the CCTV of our apartment and that's when I saw him. I shouldn't be scared of Curtis, maybe I was surprised, or maybe I was remembering the things that I let him do to me. But the way he knocks on my door with his fist and throws the flowers made me shiver, feeling the goosebumps on the back of my neck I dropped the coffee cup inches from my feet."What happened?
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