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The Desire - 14. Benjamin
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Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 15. Kyle
I was contemplating on going to his apartment, he had professed his love for me and it made me think about him. I honestly don't know whether to carry on or to stop. But I finally gave up when my needs for him got the best of me. I slipped into his unit and put his spare key on the kitchen counter. "Kyle?" I was surprised to see him on his little balcony. He was drinking his whiskey, almost a bottle out. The handsome man was looking at the night sky with his empty stare and I was worried instantly. "Hey, are you okay?" "Andrew...hey, sure, I'm not smoking." He looked at me, taking another drink. "It's freezing outside, maybe we should get inside?" He looked different as if he had a lot on his mind. "...I fucked a married man today, my professor. After I told you that I love you." He let out a cynical laugh and finished his glass. I was a bit taken back, but looking at him I can't deny that he was feeling the guilt. And he was drinking himself probably trying to numb hi
Last Updated : 2022-12-25Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 16. Andrew
I can feel his warmth as I snuggle in closer to him. "Morning." His deep voice greeted me, and I was wrapping my hand to his body not wanting to let him go. Not just yet. I know he would leave me and go about his day. But that morning, after last night... I wanted him longer than our previous ones. "Kyle? what is it? is it the hangover?" "A bit, but stay... please..." I rest my head on his chest while he wrapped his arm around my shoulder. That morning I wish nothing more but to have him after his nightly stay. "Let me get you some water, I'll be back. I promised." He kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear. I nodded and let him go and took his pillow instead. He was my hangover, I was still lulled by his intoxicating aura, still wanting him again after last night. And I groaned when I needed to take a piss, forcing me to leave the comfort of my bed. "Oh, fuck!" I groaned when the headache hit as I got out of bed. But I made it to the bathroom in one piece and rinsed my ha
Last Updated : 2022-12-25Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 17. Andrew
It was Thursday when I was back at my old apartment where I stayed in the downtown city area a few months back and sold my body for money. I had told Andrew that I was packing my stuff for my campus apartment. Though he wanted to accompany me, I insisted on doing it myself. While in reality I was ashamed and wanted to close that chapter of my life and get back to him soonest. "I'm just finishing off on a couple more boxes. And I'm actually meeting Peyton later on tonight." "Oh...I thought you were coming straight back?" he sounded disappointed and it made me smile as I talked to him. "I was, but then Peyton called," "Why would she call you?" "She was asking about a job." Andrew sounded irritated as if he wanted me to come back that same day. "Maybe I should pick you up?" "Andrew, I brought my own car..." "I can take the bus, then get a taxi to your place. I'll meet you there, just text me the address then you don't have to sit alone in your car on your way back tomorrow."
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 18. Andrew
I was still very upset when we arrived back at my place. I went straight to my fridge which held the last couple of bottles of beers before I had them cleared out for my last day. "Hey, will you talk to me?" "What's there to talk about?" I asked him, feeling irritated by his words already. I don't know whether I should be upset with the knowledge of him thinking less of me for my life choices, or because I just found out that he was still thinking about his ex and actually questioning his life choice. "Why are you being such a..." "Looser? whore? what?! you don't think Peyton can't resist herself, just because I sold my body for money, just like your ex did?" "Kyle, what are you...why are we even talking about this?" "Don't give me your bullshit I heard you earlier." I was suddenly parched and drank half of my bottle, that time I wish I didn't throw out all of my weeds. I took a deep breath and continued drinking my beer. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you, it's just
Last Updated : 2022-12-26Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 19. Jacqueline & Andrew
Andrew was still sleeping when I decided to call Jacqueline, I know that I needed to do something for him. I realized that he was missing something in his life, a woman, and I could feel that Peyton is the right one for us, I don't know how but I need to test my theory. And after the other day, I was not going to call Peyton, he might be still sensitive about her and I didn't want him to hurt her more with his words. So, I was calling the next best thing. Jacqueline, one of the sweetest sugar babies in the company. "Hey Jacqueline, what's your schedule for today? yeah?...do you have time to go to my place?..." Then I explained to her about what happened earlier with Andrew and Peyton. I know that Jacqueline and she goes a long way from her college days, and I was hoping that she would help her out. "It is kind of complicated..." I chuckled and continued with my words, but she finally gave her yes and said to arrive at my place within the next hour. "That's just perfect, I'm goi
Last Updated : 2022-12-27Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 20. Benjamin
I was still feeling kind of low after Andrew and Kyle a couple of days ago, so that day when Benjamin called me up for an afternoon of bingeing on N*****x I was welcoming him an hour later wearing my most comfortable tank top and short shorts. "Hey, sexy." "Hey, stud." He let out his deep manly laugh at my reply. The said stud squeezes my ass when he greeted my sense of smell with his woodsy scent cologne. "You're the first Pizza guy who actually looked as edible as the pizza itself and now I'm torn." I sighed exaggeratedly while taking the pizza from his hand. He chuckled at my words as I let him set the rest of the beer into the fridge after getting two bottles for us. The handsome sugar baby continues to help me set up the pizza on the coffee table and get two plates from the kitchen cabinet. He patted the seat next to him and we started browsing some titles and settled on a random horror movie. I sat closer to him while pulling the throw blanket and started eating the pi
Last Updated : 2022-12-27Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 21. Kyle
It was Wednesday when I accidentally saw Kyle walking out of his professor's office. The perfectly handsome Javier, the smart and married older man, the icon of the enticingly taboo student-teacher relationship. Kyle didn't notice that I was looking at them but I was quick to go the other way not wanting to be seen, maybe it was nothing, I was hoping it was nothing. I was convincing myself that Kyle would not fuck the guy anymore. While in actuality I was boiling on the inside, but I tried to calm myself down. He could be submitting his works since he was absent for the last couple of months. Yet the feeling stays until I am back at my place. I looked at his door but decided to enter mine. "Hey," "Kyle? what..." I didn't expect to see him in my apartment. "Don't tell me you forgot? Andrew!" he cut my words, looking adorably upset. I was going to ask what I forgot about, I seemed to have really forgotten what it was and couldn't remember what he was referring to. But Kyle got u
Last Updated : 2022-12-28Between Them - Promiscuous Series (1,2,3,4) The Desire - 22. Kyle
It was Friday when I was invited to a sorority event, some of the women were inviting me to their pool party. They say they needed more guys to even out the boys versus girls ratio. Kyle was not happy when I told him, though I invited him to come but he decided to stay back at the apartment. I was actually feeling reluctant to go, but the anxiety that I had been feeling had slowly crept up behind me. And everything was going great between me and Kyle, too great. It has been a couple of weeks of great sex and companionship. He has been wanting to get Peyton to visit us, but she was still too busy with her new job. The threesome idea didn't sit well with me, though I do like Peyton. A lot. But when I think about the three of us, it always takes me back to Claire and Ethan's time. And honestly, I was afraid that it wasn't going to work out, again. "Andrew! come here!" Lydia was calling me out. Lydia and I hooked up a couple of times when Kyle was gone doing his thing months a
Last Updated : 2022-12-28
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Jasper POV "Ben, this is..." I backed away from his kiss, trying to get his attention, wanting him to talk about what had happened earlier."You're beautiful as fuck, but I love you more than that. I love your lovely soul, and it hurts to realize that you're trying to deflect our issue with sex." My hands rubbed his waists gently, telling him in silence that I'm there for him."But I don't want to talk about it," he was upset, immediately got up from my lap, and went to reach the liquor cabinet. I know that he was taking his antidepressant, and combining the drug with more alcohol after an evening of champagne was worrying me. "Ben, look at me," I grabbed him and he lets me pull him away from the liquor cabinet."I want to dance." He said out of the blue, taking my hand, leading me straight to our bedroom. I know I wouldn't get through to him and talking was a definite fail. So I went with him and waited until he connects his phone to t
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