~ Cercy ~
Maybe it's time to give the chance to the right person who deserves it.
I hold his hand, and place my fingers on his lips, as a gesture for him to stop talking. He knows that and gives me a look of desperation in his eyes.
" Rob, look..." I inhale a deep breath to find the courage and continue this conversation. " This isn't a thank you for the jar of Nutella... Okay. It's a thank you for all the things you have done for me, with me.., for always being by my side, as a friend... Protecting me... Staying beside me.. Loving me.." I finish and exhale the breath, I didn't know I was keeping.
" Of course, I love my princess.. Look how cute you are?? How can you not love this face.. " and with that, he
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Cercy POV " Liam?" I ask surprised. " Cercy, sweetheart you're here!" mom says. " Let me introduce you to my friend's son, Liam! OHH, wait?! You know each other?" " Yeah, we are in the same class and he is an asshole!" I yell loud enough for everyone to hear. " Good enough, sounds like you, brat!"Sam says as one of his ways to embarrass me." Don't worry she is always like that! "he finishes. " And why in the fucking hell is he here?? He is rich. I'm sure he could stay at a hotel nearby!" " Cercy. " I hear my mom call. " What? "I say, raising my eyebrows at her.
Today is the big day, the day of the ball. It's weird thinking how fast things change, from where we were to what we are.Icy couldn't come today, because of her work, but Rob has been helping me a lot. He even sends a hairdresser for me. I'm happy cause he's happy and he deserves to be happy, for all he has done. Looking at the mirror, I close my eyes and imagine how things will go.I don't know if Liam is coming tonight. Haven't seen him much lately. He's been hanging in his room with Sam mostly. Hasn't spoken with me since our last argument, and neither has he seen me in the eyes. He tried to avoid me at school too, by sitting with Lea in the chemistry class.While Rob has tried to tell everyone how happy he is, and that his dream has finally come true. He held my han
CERCY # ...... " Let me be your first dance?!" Liam asks. " I don't know how to dance... I'll embarrass you and myself if I start dancing! " I while shooking my head as a no. He pulls me by my hand, making me stand in front of him, just like the old party, where I was drunk. " Just follow my lead. "he says. And with that, the music starts playing, and my body as well. I've never danced before, but I already feel like I know the dance. My hands-on his neck, feeling the tension and hunger.  
PercyOne way or another we managed to come back from the ball in one piece. We were both wasted and never had I been so happy before. For some moments, only for some, I was able to forget everything and be happy. Even with everything that happened, it was still good. I felt good. He was there, next to me, what did I need more, anyway.I managed to find the keys and open the front door, but Liam wouldn't stop laughing at me. He was still making fun of me for how I mistake water for vodka some moments ago. And yes, that happened. We didn't pay much attention to what happened in the bathroom. Like they say " what happens in the dark stays in the dark ".I didn't want to judge him or me for what happened. It just did. It was gone now. I'm sure we won't be able to remember anything tomorrow, but I was embarrassed enough.
" Princess, are you here?" Robs voice is heard through the other room." Ohh, no.., it's Rob!!" I panic. " What am I going to do now? It's all your fault! " I say to Liam." How is this my fault? "he says gesturing to the room and looking at me with raised eyebrows." Cercy?! " Rob calls while hearing his steps approaching us.I immediately jump off the bed exposing my naked body in front of Liam. He is just looking up and down at me, wide eyes and a smile on his face.I turn to look at the mirror and see all the hickey around my neck and some on my chest. Now I know why he was laughing before.
~ Cercy ~ " Liam.., I.. " he interrupts me again. " Cercy haven't I made it pretty obvious. I love you goddammit! " and then he takes my hand and puts it on his chest. " You made this heartbeat again. I understood what it means to have someone you love and to never let them go. And how hard is to see that person walk away from you. " A moment of silence. Fuck, I can't keep lying to him anymore. Maybe I should tell him the truth. This is it. " And. I LOVE YOU TOO.,! "I shout loud enough for him to hear it clearly." You must be stupid not to have figured it all out? " and then my lips are pressed harshly and eagerly on his letting my tongue explore his mouth. He wasn't fighting me, it was pretty obvious. He was just enjoying what was happening. After a few seconds, I break away from the kiss since I was about to take a shower. " See, that's how much of an idiot you are!" " Have I told you I love this hoodie? Especially when you're wearing it!" he whispers in my ear. " Ehe!" I nod
Cercy It changed. It's like it never happened. He didn’t make a fuss about it, and nor did I mention anything. It's not like Sam to act that way. He saw us, and my parents saw us, but nothing changed. I could say that Sam is now a mature guy but no. it's not like him. My mom didn’t ask me about something, she would…she must be curious but no. As I'm laying on the couch everything hits me little by little. How things have changed, from now to then.From what we were to what we are.Ever since him. I've felt a lot of pain, felt like my soul was ripped outside my body, I've listed to some voices in my head, all those memories from the day I met him, that party. They all be coming back now. It's like someone put a spell on me not to remember anything, and now those flashbacks are hitting me. Can it be real? Am I speaking too much nonsense now? “You saw it with your eyes Cerc, “ the voice in my head tells me.” Remember the blue eyes turned balc like a shadow was buried inside of that.”
I knew one thing for sure, I was gonna figure out what his dirty little secret was, whether it was gonna take me a lifetime to do that, I would. After waking up from a long nap that gave me a headache, I searched around but no one was at the sight. I quickly run to Liam's room and started to look at his stuff. I knew that it was wrong but he was keeping something from me and I know that for a fact.I looked everywhere at everything but still nothing. It's a normal room. Nothing sus in it. I quickly get out of there and head downstairs. I see Liam sitting there, watching a movie. I quietly walk there but before I even try to scare him, he grabs me from my waist and sits me on his lap." Don't even try it," he warns me." But you don't let me enjoy anything at all," I say innocently."I can help with that," he says pressing light kisses around my neck. I arch my back to give him better access." I love your help " I moan while his lips capture me in a passionate kiss and his tongue is
I was hoping it wasn't all a dream, but even if it was one, I wish I could stay like this for a while. Maybe in the morning, I wouldn't feel so empty and lonely inside. Maybe this could fix my broken heart, maybe seeing him in my dream was enough or maybe... chasing stars means falling into space.I opened my eyes, my head still resting on the pillow below. I was just gazing at the sight in front of me. The gorgeous man, lighted by the moon, holding his son on his shoulder, saying sweet things in baby language. That little thing looked so good on him.I could still make some differences. From the side, I was looking. He looked more of a man. Wider shoulders, sharp jaw, and I would say a scarier look on his eyes.., the oceanic eyes I would spend hours looking at before going to sleep. This time it was different. He had changed the last year.Even though I was scared that even if I spoke everything I had in front of me would decipher, I still believed and took a deep breath to say the ne
" I'm leaving you home but I'm staying here on weekdays for sure. Just make sure to tell your parents... I'm sure they won't get mad at you"" Yeah... I'll just sleep at the moment. And I'll find a better time and tell them."" Okay. Be safe"" Bye"After Rob left I went straight to my room and dialed Liam's number again. Maybe this time he would pick it up. I needed to tell him this.I dialed it once or twice but still no response. I decide to leave a message for him. That's what I'm gonna do every time I'll come from my doctor. Maybe one day he will listen to these messages and feel all the stuff I felt.Hey Liam,It's Cercy again. I have some big news for you today. I'm sure you would be so happy about this if you were here. I'm pregnant Liam. And it's a boy. Like I wanted. You remember that day when we were talking about kids and you told me you wanted a girl first... Well, it's a boy. And he is so little. Inside of me now, growing little by little. I had my first appointment toda
After 3 months:" Princess, are you ready?" I hear Rob call my name from behind the door." Yeah, a minute, and I'm done!"It's graduation day. The school year is finally over. It's been three months since I last heard from Liam. I sent him a lot of voice messages the first month, cause it still hurts that he left that way..., but still no response. Maybe he doesn't even use that phone anymore.. Or maybe Sam is right. Maybe he forgot about me. I still wish he would come back and explain everything. I would forgive him, even after everything I've been through after the breakup.I couldn't stop crying and my family thought I was going through depression. I lost a lot of weight lately and cut almost everyone from my life, except Rob. He has been standing all the time with me, helping me out, and even made me leave my house back then. He planned a trip to the east side of the town. He has been a very good support and a wonderful friend these times and I have done nothing to deserve that
Circ,My mate, my love, my beasty girl,I never thought someone would make me smile and laugh as much as you do.. until I saw how much you could make me sad and empty at the same time. Maybe it's love..., maybe it's heartbreak. Or maybe it's because I fell too hard.Never thought I would be able to love or to be loved. Never thought I would love a person so much, to do anything for her not to get hurt. We spent some time together... It's deep in my memory... It's gonna live with me forever. I've lived some of my best moments with you. And you know we even thought about kids' names. I wish we could live all the dreams we had. I wish I would be the one to hold your hand at the alter.. Or when you're giving birth.. Or even when we're taking care of a baby throwing up...I started dreaming again thanks to you Cerc. I believed I could have a happy ending. I got used to your morning kisses or the way you spelled my name to make me angry. I got used to your vanilla skin next to mine.. Or wat
~ Cercy ~I was running through the school halls, trying to find Liam, but he was nowhere to be found. I also tried to reach him through the phone but it went straight to voicemail. I checked the parking lot as well, but his car wasn't there anymore.I was just leaving the girl's bathroom when someone grabs my hand. I turn around to see Rob's smiling face wave a hand at me." Hey Rob, what's up?"" Hey, princess"" Look," we both say at the same time. Then an awkward smile appears on both of our faces. " You go" he then says." Okay," I nood and exhaled a deep breath. " I know that lately, we haven't been spending a lot of time together... But after I said those things to you... I felt like. I was playing with your feelings. Like I didn't care about you... Or our friendship. And I do. I want to be with you, Rob. And love you as a friend... "" Cercy, I know. I told you from the very beginning that if this didn't work we would still be together... With each other... As friends.
" I think I heard you moaning.... Some moments ago. I thought you were with a guy or you have sexual dreams, chica"" Mom, the hell you saying?"Do you think I need that." As you can see noone is here" I say gesturing at the room"" Good" she says and turns at me. " Get down, we're having breakfast... And call Liam as well"" Okayyy momm, just goo"I wait for mom to leave the room and put a crop top on and a pair of leggings to check on Liam." Babe, you ready..." I searched the room but he wasn't there. I thought he'd be here after he left.." Behind you" he whispers at my ear." Where were you?""Around... Since you throw me away from your room"" Stop playing the kid.. And let's go get breakfast.. We have school."We head downstairs and eat breakfast to leave for school. Liam takes the car keys but throws them at me immediately, just when I give him ' the look'. He knows me very well." Why do you go to school anyway? " I ask him." Do all vampires go to school?"" They don't.." he
After four months :Since my last kidnapping, our lives have changed. Liam has become overprotective and won't leave me alone not even for a second.After that night at the lake, we've been good to each other, no more acting childish or clingy. He's been taking really good care of me since he can't stop blaming himself for the things that happened some months ago. He is still living in our house in the room next to mine, even though he has been sleeping next to me these past months. He won't leave me alone..and I cannot say that I don't like it. I like him, sleeping next to me, cuddling with me, and don't even get me started on the sexual tension between us. I've been taking care of that myself, not to forget to take the pill every day, since Liam is the one which can't keep his dirty hands off my body.I am sleeping on my bed when I hear the door crack open. I knew exactly who that was." Liam, what are you doing again?" I ask as I turned the light on "I thought we discussed this..,
" CERC, wake up!" I hear Liam whisper my name in my ear." What... It's not seven yet mom"For a moment everything seemed normal, like those days my mom was shouting my name for me to go downstairs and not be late for school.Like. Why was I always late for school, anyway? I miss school, I miss my mom, my stupid brother.., I miss my old life.I open my eyes and recognise that I wasn't at my place. It was Liam's room. And then I get a flashback of all the things that happened the past days. I turn around and watch Liam wink an eye at me." What Liam?" I ask annoyed." You've slept enough b," he says, pulling me out of the bed. "Come the breakfast is ready. Take a shower and wear that dress over there...I'll be waiting for you downstairs. Hurry up"" But Liam..., please it seven.., I don't eat this early"" Cercy, you have an hour!"" pfff, okay... I'll be down soon."Ugh, this guy. I never wake up this early and he is making me take a shower now. I'm too lazy for that." You can't be
~ Cercy ~This wasn't a breakup, was it? Not. He won't dare think this is it. After all, I've been through I won't leave like this. This is not what I deserve after all. I'm not done yet.I turn around once more since I wasn't that far from the door and I can still hear the breaking noises coming out of his room. I do feel sorry for him, but I feel bad for myself as well.I open the door quickly, I wasn't facing Liam at first but as soon as he hears the door opening he turned around looking at me with a surprised but satisfied look on his face. He didn't talk.., he was just gazing at me.., tears rolling down his face, and don't even get me started with the eyes. They were red like he had been crying for hours... I do feel bad for him now.I walk towards him, determined what to say and do. I walk till I'm the closest to him...,until I feel his breath tickle my forehead.I exhale a deep breath and pat my index finger on his chest one time." How dare you, say that to me, huh?"Then ag