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Chapter 37
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2021-05-15 21:04:13Warning : Suicidal thoughts (I can't give warnings again and again that's why I have mentioned it in the beginning of the story)
Elena's POV
After he left I collected the torn pieces of my dignity and covered myself up before heading towards the closet to wear a gown that can cover my entire frame. It is very light but I am satisfied because it is covering his cruelty.
Every inch of my body is paining to the point that it is almost impossible for me to even move even an inch. But my eyes refused to shed tears, they are as dry as a bone.
My head is laid on the headrest, body stiff as a board, eyes fixed at a point on the ceiling, brain wandering from here to there.
I never thought that my world would turn upside down just for visiting the club that night. I still do not regret slapping him that night because men like him deserve more than just a slap, I just regret going to that club again
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