[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]
"Don't talk to anyone."
I can get only this message by the way he has been giving me warning glares occasionally while his two best friends leave no chance to crack silly jokes or ask about my opinion on random topics.I mostly give them short answers because I am too conscious and scared at the same time seeing his stony expressions.Clearly,he is trying to surpress his anger and it's not good for me at least.
"Mila made this chocolate fudge?"Mason takes another spoonful of the chocolaty dessart on which I silently nod my head in affirmation, by the informations Elle gave me earlier in the afternoon about the house staffs,I learn Mila always makes the sweet dishes.
"Do you cook Rain?"Xavier asks me out of blue.
"Yeah I love to cook whenever I feel bored or my Dad wants to eat Indian food.I mostly cook Asian food and Chinese and Indian food are my favorite to cook."I reply with a sense of joy as I talk about one of my few hobbies.
"Really?"Both Mason and Xavier exclaim in surprise.I again nod in response feeling hot burning pairs of eyes on me.
"Excellent!Will you cook for us too?"Xavier asks with a glint in his green eyes.
His request left me hanging in a dilemma.Neither I can refuse him nor I have rights to invite my husband's friends for a meal.I fear his reaction.God knows what titles he would give me.Perhaps,he would call me a whore.
"Rain will you coom home-made Asian food for us?Actually I don't like the Asian food that the restaurants here serve.I have been once in Vietnam and India for a business trip and to help the NGO's there for the spread of technical education when I got the chance to taste some authentic food at the local diners.I bet I never have the same tastes again."Mason shares his experience and by the way his voice sounds,I have no courage to turn him down.
I dare to look at Nicholas who is practically assassinating the poor cake with the spoon.
"Don't look at him for permission.He doesn't own you.This house is also yours and we are inviting ourselves on whenver day you like."Mason seemed to notice my discomfort and decided to drop another nuclear bomb upon me.
I am literally dead now.
My heartbeats accelerate again as he raise his emotionless face to glance at us,his expressions harden when he zooms his focus on me.I know I should be feeling extremely feared but I have to act normal in front of him friends.
I can do it.I can do it.
I keep chanting this mantra inside my heart and dare to lock my gaze with him to convey my unspoken question through my eyes.
I have to ask for his permission because it's his house and I do not possess any right on even a dirt particle laying on his property.
"I think you all have enjoyed your meal so you should be taking your leave now.I am tired and I have a very important meeting early in the morning."Nicholas raise from his seat.A clear message for his friends to take their departure.
I feel bad for them as their faces welcome traces of embarrassment but they shrug it off with a genuine smile.He is really fortunate to have them as his friend's except the clingy bitch who is constantly trying to flirt with him and he seems very comfortable with it.
"Oh I was telling them the same thing when they self invited them here.I know it's very hard for you to focus on your growing business and the ruckus in your private life."Charmaine rubs his back with a look of over conrcern.
I dig my nails in my palms to prevent myself from ripping her filthy hands from him but as I said,I do not own any marital rights on him.
"C'mon Charmaine.It was originally your idea to come here and meet his new wife as you couldn't attend his wedding so drop this act and it's better take your leave as well."Xavier says bitterly resulting her to drop the act.
"Mind your own fucking business Xavier Stone."She points her finger at him in a challenge manner.
The air is very tense by the way Xavier and Charmaine are shooting daggers at each other.I shouldn't be standing and watch their private affair.The circle looks closely knitted and I do not want to be an unwanted spectator.
"Don't fight like kids you both."Nicholas speaks for the first time during their silent cold war.He glares at his friends,"I said it's very late now and I want to take rest.I mean it guys."His voice is very deep and dangerous.It sends shivers run down my spine.
"But Nick he started it-"She tries to act innocent but Nicholas shows her his palm,an indication to keep her mouth shut.
"Charmaine when I said I want to be alone it means I want all three of your to take your leave and please stop targeting him for small things.I know it was your idea.Elle told me when you called her to prepare all our favorite dishes."He says in a slow yet angry tone.
I feel a sense of joy seeing her red face though he did it for his friend but the bitch got her lesson.She tried to humiliate me in front of my husband and their friends,now she had the taste of her own medicine.
Silence fills the air.I choose to escape being unnoticed but the luck isn't my side since I said yes to this marriage.
"So Rain, Friday would be fine by you if you don't have plans?"Mason's question made me halt in my track.
Here we go again on the same track.
"Umm..."I contemplate for a couple of seconds and then nod my head positively with a smile,"Yes,I will be looking forward for you all to come and have dinner with us if Nicholas's schedule is clear?"I drop the ball in Nicholas's court.I know I will be paying for this daredevil act but I had to do it.
"Bingo so Friday it is."He grins like a five years old kid who got his favorite candy.
Xavier only smiles in response as he still looks disturbed by the earlier scane between him and Charmaine.I can't be wrong,they might have a history because I observed pain of a heartbreak and betrayal in his eyes.
"Good night Rain.Its really nice to meet you."He bids me a goodbye so did Mason with a quick thank you in advance.
"Good night Charmaine.It was my pleasure to meet you."I overcoat my words with sweetness much to her annoyance.
"Don't cross your limits Anderson.I know how are girls like you.So do not try your cheap tricks on me ever again.I will destroy you."She snarls at me with her venomous words.
"Charmaine let's go."Mason breaks her free from her assassination of mine through her burning glares.
Nicholas follows them outside to see them off while I heave a sigh of dejection as well as relief before dragging my exhausted body towards my room.
"Stop where you're Anderson."
I am climbing the stairs quitely when his roar echoes in the gigantic hall causing me to flinch and loose my balance but I somehow grab the railing.
He takes predatory steps towards me while I want to earth to swallow me before he,himself dig my grave in deserted place where no one will ever find out.
"Follow me."
He orders me under gritted teeth.I want to protest but I can't afford to go against him when he is practically resembling a raging hulk so I silently follow him to his office.As soon as we enter inside, he slamms the door shut with a force which make me flinch in fear as it made a loud sound.He is shivering in anger,his eyes are blood shot red,veins on his hand and neck popping out while he clench his jaws tightly.
Oh God!Is he going to hit me?
I gulp my saliva in fear while looking everywhere but at him.Why did I disobey him when he clearly warned me to stay out of his way?Now I don't know how will I endure his anger?My heart is beating frantically seeing his knuckles turning white as he clench them into a fist.His suit jacket has been discarded and his disheveled shirt's sleeves is rolled upto his elbows.His hairs are messy due to constant pulling.He is a sight for eyes looking devilishly handsome even hotter in his angry mode.
Silly right?I should be feeling scared but eventually butterflies erupts in the pit of my stomach as he takes slow steps towards me,I take my step back until I hit the sofa behind me.I can't retreat further means I have to face his wrath perhaps physically.
"Why did you show up in front of my friends when I clearly told Elle to warn you but you decided to pretend in front of them.Now they think I am being unreasonably cruel and unjust towards you."He grabs my shoulders and jerks me harshly.His hot breath is fanning on my face.
"Speak you idiot."He yells on face when I stand quite and crying silently.His nails are digging in my soft skin.It pains me but I don't dare to tell him to remove his hands.
"I thought..its..inappropriate..for me..to stay in my room...it would seem..I disrespect...them."I stutter terribly but speak the partial truth.I can't tell him that Elle persuaded me to join them because she is the only person in this house who actually cares for me and I don't want him to punish her for my mistakes or rather his own egoistic deeds.
"Do not dare to act like my wife..."He grabs me by shoulders and hush dangerously into my ear.I shudder under our close proximity.
Cold shiver ran through my veins as I close my eyes to let the forming tears cascade down my eyes.
"But..I am your wife."I whisper.
"Yeah a wife who took her sister's place to dig on my money Rain Anderson."He jerked her with such force that she stumbled and fell on the sofa behind her.
She squeezed shut her eyes and let the remaining moisture release her eye sockets.
[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Yeah a wife who took her sister's place to dig on my money Rain Anderson."He jerks me with such force that I stumble and fall on the sofa behind me.His words hits me like sharp arrows but I let them bleed my heart.He's heartbroken and our parents forced us to tie an wanted knot."Don't show me your pathetic face again.You may be my wife in the eyes of the world but inside these four walls, we are nothing but two strangers forced to live together under the same roof thanks to that bitch Roselie."He spits venom from his mouth.I wipe my tears and slowly raise on my feet.The man is doing nothing other than crushing my dignity under his shoes."I am your wife, Nicholas and it gives me right to do my duties as your wife whether you like it or not.Please give us a chance."I plead him but the man is practically steaming anger."Wifely duties.."He chuckles sarcastically," You know you're sounding very funny right now.When I simply clear this little misconception
[ Rain ]I haven't seen or felt his presence in the house for the next two days, for some reasons, it is good for both of us to keep our distance maintained. He loathes my existence on the earth and I...like a silly teenger girl, my heart yearns for a glimpse of his handsome face which turns cold like iceberg when he sees me.Rainard, like he promised me over the phone two days ago, he never showed and honestly, I thanked the Almighty that he didn't come or the rift between I and Nicholas will never be erased.Right now, I have nothing particular to do as all the house chores are taken care by the house staff. They do not let me even fetch a glass of water and I grow to feel like a useless furniture sitting idle in a big haunting house.The sweet smell of roses in the beginning of autumn soothe my aching soul. The mild breeze playing with my hairs locks and giving me some moments to think about my future as Nicholas' wife and a Blackwood. It's a huge responsibility that had been impos
[ Rain Anderson Blackwood ]"Come here and eat the dinner with us. We need to talk on an important matter."For a moment, I can't believe on my ears, did he really ask me to have my dinner with them when pure hatred is clearly dripping from Blackwood siblings' expressions."Are you planning to stand there and starve us?" This time, Nicole hisses in a low tone. Her eyes are shooting daggers at me.I am wondering now why she hates me so much? I mean Nicholas' hatred is justifying but what did I do to earn hers? Nevertheless, I take slow steps in the dining table's direction, still not matching their disdainful stares.I drag the farthest chair and about to sit but he stops me."We're not going to murder you, Rain. Come here and sit beside me. As I said, we need to talk and your silly behavior isn't helping much." Nicholas says in a deep voice but I can't miss how he's trying to refrain himself from shouting on me.Perhaps, he's cautious of a child's presence in the same house and she'll
[ Rain ]I don't remember when I fell asleep after Elle helped me to walk back inside my room and treated my bruises. She insisted me on eating something but I refused. Nicholas' blank face appeared in the back of my mind whenever I try to close my eyes.His coldness broke me to my dead end.I woke up by a panicked Elle who was summoned by the Devil himself to help me in getting ready for the press conference. I too lost my shit when I looked at the watch, it showed eight thirty in the morning and I was supposed to be present before the conference starts.I am wearing a rose gold midi dress with quarter sleeves and a deep halter neck. It fits me on my curves but I've seen Roselie carrying more bolder dresses elegantly and the look of adoration in Nicholas' eyes for her and here I am, nothing but a nervous wreck."How do I look, Elle?" I ask Elle who has been assisting me with the dress and the accessories as she knows better about the Blackwoods and their standard."You're looking lik
[ Rain ]Loud gasps leave everyone's mouth as Nicholas stumbles on his feet and before he can balance himself, another punch lands on his other cheek and then third. His nose started bleeding but when my brother, yes my furious brother was about to launch another blow on his guts, Nicholas grabs his hand and tackles him down with ease. It comes more like a shock for everyone as Rainard is trained for special military programs and his fighting skills must be way better than a comman man."How dare you?" Nicholas grabs his collar and raise his hand to punch Rainard but my brother quickly tackle him down and kicks him in the guts."How dare you to mistreat my sister who is now your wife? Do not pretend to be a lovely caring husband because you're nothing but a monster, you son of a bitch!" Rainard shoutes on him. His blood shot eyes are the proofs of his anger's extent."You are on no place to judge my actions when your other whore of a sister eloped with her lover on the day of our wedd
[ Nicholas ]The press conference went well. Surprisingly, my imposed wife answered them confidently and never gave them a chance to dig into our marriage, she even laced our fingers to show them our wedding rings as the symbol of our holy bond.Holy bond my foot.I knew since the beginning that this witch has so many faces. She can act all innocent and naive in front of outsiders, specially my parents who has been giving me cold shoulders since they learnt that I don't treat her like a husband should do."Can you sit still and let me treat your bruises properly?" My sister scolds me and dab the cotton with antiseptic on my bruises, it burns but I show no signs of weakness, in fact these wounds intensifies my hatred for the Andersons more than before."I swear, Nick if you don't stop moving, I'd pluck a scissors in your eyes." Nicole threatens me like I am still her ten years old younger brother whom she used to threaten."I'll do it myself, Nicole. You should go back to your home. Br
[ Nicholas ]I glance at my wrist watch impatiently. Rain has been taking too much of my precious time to come out of her room and it's growing my anger with passing seconds. I should have made an excellent excuse to Mr. Xi Giang and leave her here to take as much as time she needs to doll herself up but I can't take a chance with them. The deal is important for me after the personal turbulence in my life, it may effect my business."Elle, where is Rain? Tell her to come out in next two minutes or she'll be escorting herself to the venue all by herself." I yell on Elle who just walked out of her room's direction.She's startled by my sudden outburst but nods her head, turning back on her heel to deliver my order but stops as we hear soft clicking of heels coming closer.My anger is reaching on an exploding point but air knocks out of my lungs when I see her walking in the living room. Her appearance renders me speechless. My eyes glue themselves on her beauty.Yes, she's looking stunn
[ Rain ]To say, I wasn't hurt by my husband's aloofness and his contant reminder of I being his imposed wife, it would be a total lie. It hurts a lot, every single moment I feel like my heart is being crushed over and over again.At this point, I am begin to loose my hope in our marriage. He doesn't even consider me as his house mate. He hasn't abused me physically, he isn't a type of person who does domestic violence but his words and hatred hurt hundreds times more.Why doesn't he kill me in an instance than killing me in every single moment? Right now, I'm sitting very close to him, this is the first time we're this much close and his pine and old musk scent is a warning bell for my emotions. I can't control myself from stealing glance of his handsome face, the way his lips moves when he talks effortlessly with Mr. Xi Giang's family and caress my hands often."So, Rain, you didn't tell us something about you?" Mrs. Giang asks me."There's not much to talk about me, Mrs. Giang, tru
Five Years Later...I woke up by the wet kisses in the valley of my breasts and a hand slowly massaging my already sore pussy. I arched my back as pleasure rippled through my cells."Umm...Nick please." I moan my husband's name and the lips which are slopping on my belly travel upwards to claim my lips while he comes between my legs, his hardness poking on my inner which which is enough to send me to the edges all over again."Good morning, love." He whispers in a deep husky voice, his morning is handsome and sexy inviting me to claim him as mine."Good morning, husband. You didn't had enough last night?" I caress his cheeks."I can never have enough with you, Rain, you know this." He smiles and kisses my palms while positioning himself on my entrance."It's too late and Nolan might be up. He will throw tantrums if we don't go to him." I remind him about our one year old son, our lifeline, the fruit of our love."Well, he's my son and he knows that Daddy needs to be pampered first by M
[ Rain ]Nicholas's fuming face reflected what he witnessed and his sister's face has a horror expression. My own heart leaps in fear as well as uncertainty.I just hope he didn't listen to our conversation. I do not want him to get hurt by his closest bond, his sister whom he practically worships.He takes predatory steps towards us, his eyes glaring at his sister who looks everywhere except at her brother. She was caught red handed and there's no way to escape unless she gives him a good excuse."Why did you slap her?" He asks her in a very calm tone but both I and she can sense the raging anger behind the calmness."She was misbehaving with me, Nick. I swear, I did nothing. She brought up Michael and mine past. What could I do? She scratched my old wounds." She starts crying but the tears are fake.My heart sinks. He will definitely believe her over me so I stay silent preparing to hear from him but what he says next, stuns me."Stop pretending, Nicole because we both know that he
[ Rain ]The conversation I had with Maa keeps replaying in my mind. She and Dad knows everything since the start but kept Nicholas in dark for his own safety."Rain, you're scaring me now, please tell me what happened there? Did someone say mean things to you?" Nick's worried voice reaches in my ear and I feel his hand squeezing mine.I tilt my head in his direction and meet his concerned eyes."We can talk once we reach home?" I point at the driver and his bodyguard because right now, I can't trust anyone except myself and him."Sure." He nods his head but his expressions still shows puzzlement.The rest of the drive went in silence. I desperately want to reach home and tell him everything but it's not easy. He trusts his sister more than his parents. Our relationship has always been hanging on a loose cord and if I tell him what I learnt from Micheal and his parents, it may backfire on me and probably put the last nail on the coffin of our marriage.But I can't let Nicole play with
[ Nicholas ]I knock on my Dad's study door nervously and wait for him to open. I don't know how am I going to face him after what happened between us and how harsh I was with him. I practically cut him off from me and now I begin to regret it.He is my father and he has given me the best life. He was an ideal figure for me when I needed an inspiration. He never really forced me for anything except to continue the family legacy, our business."Come in." Comes his deep voice from the other side. He sounds depressed. I just hope it's only work.I slowly open the door and slip inside. I spot my father sitting behind his large oak desk reading a classic novel by Hardy and opera playing on the gramophone.Shit! He is tensed about something because he reads his favorite author and listen opera whenever something bothers him. He's too engrossed in his reading that he doesn't sense my presence."Dad..." His pupils dilate and he shot up his eyes to look at me. He looked shocked to find me in
[ Rain ]"Relax, Nick." I squeeze my husband's hand who is looking nervous as our car stops in front of his parents' house. He doesn't show it to me but I know him. If it wasn't for the emergency in the business, he wouldn't have come."I don't know what to say to him. It's been a really long time, Rain." He shares his dilemma with me which makes me smile. He's cracking up to me."He's your father, Nick who loves you very much. I am sure he'll forgive you if you apologize to him sincerely." I say.He tilts his head to glance at me,"Why should I apologize to him? I admit, I went a little aboard but he's at fault." He argues. He is still stuck there."Look, Nicholas. I know it's not easy for you to move on from the bitterness of the incident but you have to let this grudge go at some point. Life is too short to miss the love and companionship of our family and loved ones. Let's enjoy our time together because we don't know what the future holds for us. I want to live a happy life with y
[ Nicholas ]I stare at the sleeping figure of Rain cooconed under the duvet which covers her perfect breasts which are rising and falling with her breath. Her face glows in the early morning rays.I broke my promise to her last night and made sweet love to her. I couldn't forget the melodies moans she let out when I devoured her beauty. She's shy and bold, a perfect combination. I admire how mature and independent she has become in our months together.My hand automatically reaches to touch her face and remove the hair strands from her face which are blocking her face's view.Her eyes flutter open feeling my touch and a smile twitches on the corner of her lips."Good morning, Mrs. Blackwood." I brush my fingers on her cheeks."Good morning, Mr. Blackwood." She wishes me in her sweet morning voice."You look more beautiful in the morning." I inch closer to her and wrap my hand around her naked waist and make circles on her smooth skin.She places her soft palms on my bare chest. It is
[ Rain ]"Do you think, it's an enough proof to side Maa and Papa on our side because going directly to Nicholas wouldn't be a nice decision right now." I say to Roselie staring at the manila envelope in my hands."A try won't hurt either. They love you and I am sure they'll try to understand your point, besides they have to save their son's marriage rather than supporting their psycho daughter. Moreover, they owe you an apology for keeping you in the dark regarding the 'deal'." Roselie comments."Don't remind of that." I sigh."Sorry but it's true. They're nice to you but it doesn't mean their hands are clean. The least they can do for you to keep their daughter out of your personal life." She says."I will talk to them tomorrow. I am tired and I need rest from this life." I yawn and it's true. The day has been very hectic for me and I don't know what else we'd witness since Nicholas warned his house staff to tell him the name of the mole."You must seduce him so he can forget about
[ Rain ]"Rain, I am telling you, this isn't a good idea. Let's go back. Nicholas will kill both of us if he finds out that we're here to meet his sister's ex-boyfriend." Roselie begs me as I park the car outside the garage/auto parts store in the poorer part of the city where we can be mingled in the crowd without getting caught by the hawks called paparazzi."We came here for nothing?" I roll my eyes at her,"Come on, don't be a chicken, Rose. I learnt to be a brave person from you now you are backing out.""I am not backing out but this is a dangerous bet, Rain. They're rich people who would do anything to us if it comes to hide their old skeletons in the closet." She reasons and somewhere she's right."I know but we don't have much to loose, Roselie. Let's go inside before someone catch us. You should thank me that I haven't taken one of Nick's cars which have GPS tracker installed in them. I took Elle's husband's car to cover up." I tell her."Smart move, now let's get done with t
[ Rain ]"It's unbelievable, Roselie. No, it can't be true." I shake my head and stand up. My head started spinning with all the revelation so far."I know, I know, Rain. Initially I too believed that it was a misunderstanding until one night when I heard her conversation with her ex-boyfriend. It changed my whole narrative about her." She says which forces me to turn my face to her."Tell me the whole truth, Rose." I say firmly."First sit down. You need to calm down as it may hurt your innocent heart, Rain." She helps me to sit again."Don't worry about my heart, Rose. I have learnt from the time." I chuckle dryly."Good to know, Rain. I always wanted you to come from Dad and Rainard's shadow. Now when I look at you, I see a confident and strong woman who can decide for herself." She smiles and it looks genuine.Am I judging her so fast?"Nicole's boyfriend and Breece's father left them or I say betrayed her. I hope you know this story."I nod my head. Nicholas told me about her pas