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2024-10-29 19:42:56Attus nodded and followed me to the fridge, keeping a watchful eye on me. "I understand, C. Dreams can be confusing and unsettling, but it's important to remember that they are just dreams. They don't have any power over mer decisions in the waking world."
"That's true, but it still bothers me," I said, taking a swig of water. "I don't want to be thinking about Xavier when I'm about to marry Jake. It's not fair to anyone."
Attus nodded in agreement. "I know, my love. But perhaps it's worth exploring these feelings with a therapist. They can help me work through any unresolved emotions or conflicts I may have surrounding my past relationship with Xavier."
me sighed and nodded, knowing that Attus was right. "Yeah, you're probably right. I'll make an appointment in the morning."
Attus gave me a reassuring smile and pulled me into a hug. "It's going to be okay, C. I'm here for
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